/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I miss my oshi's whimsical sense of humour; her laugh when she did something dumb in a game knew it; her soft cry of やった! when she (finally) pulled something off; I'll miss her interacting with all her kouhai (so everyone besides RBC and Sora herself) - she never took center stage, but she was always there in the group and you could make out her soft tones despite the bombastic rambunctiousness of the others. I'll miss her trash but endearing blockgame builds.
I'll miss her Live's, and when she'd slip out of the soft spoken cutesy vampire and into "Mel unrestrained" and showcased just what her voice could do. I'll miss her appropriately and consistently themed music.
I'll miss those peculiar Ayamy-style amber eyes that look like they've got bullseyes in them which contrasted with but still oddly complimented her amiable disposition (which you perhaps you may call vacuous). They're fierce, predator's eyes but set to "soft mode" which matched her character perfectly. I miss how they'd flit around on stream when her face didn't move.
Despite how much sex appeal was crammed into her design I never found the model arousing to the extent that I'd feel compelled to act upon my base urges.
I miss tuning into a stream and immediately feeling a sense of calm envelop me, cept during horror games when it was replaced with the anticipation of great mirth. And her shrieks! man she'd go from 0 to 100 in volume so quickly it was painful. I've not experienced this scream phenomenon with any other holo. It hurt my ears and freaked chat out more than the game scares but I miss it. I'll miss her poor cat whom she loved soooo very much that'd regularly interrupt her streams. RIP.
I'll miss her opening every stream with a cheery こんかぷー ! And closing it with a drawn out おつか.....ぷー ! *chu!

I hope she's okay. I miss her terribly. The loss is still too raw that I've not made any headway in archiving her channel. I just can't bear it guys. I wouldn't wish this on any fanbase.