/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>you will never know the language of 日本

僕は死りたい。。。

>tfw Mexican
>tfw drop out of high school
>3 years since then
>be a NEET/Hikikomori and have all the time of the world
>tfw good enough at English to hold a simple conversation but no more then that
>see a DJT thread for the first time
>decided to take advantage of my free time and started learning Japanese, but after many months of studying I have finally worn out of tiredness and boredom
>tfw It's been 5 or 6 months since then
Should I even bother coming back to it anymore? Manga,anime,VNs,etc where the only reason I decided to learn this language for.

What should I do? I'm so god damn lucky for having irresponsible parents and all the time of the world when others don't. What should I do with my free time? I don't want it to go to waste. I want to use it wisely, considering that there are people out there who don't have the same lifestyle and free time as me. What the fuck should I do?

>You will never be Japanese
>You will never live in glorious Nippon
>You will never learn their language no matter how many times you spend trying
>You will never be able to enjoy Japan's goods such as anime, manga, VN, LN, video games, food, music, etc.
>You will forever be a baka gaijin who will never be able to experience the true culture of otaku and will always have to depend on subs instead
>You will never live the life you desire
>You will never live the dream
>You will forever be
>a baka
>gaijin

Why is life so unfair?

>You will never be Japanese
>You will never live in glorious Nippon
>You will never learn their language no matter how many times you spend trying
>You will never be able to enjoy Japan's goods such as anime, manga, VN, LN, video games, food, music, etc.
>You will forever be a baka gaijin who will never be able to experience the true culture of otaku and will always have to depend on subs instead
>You will never live the life you desire
>You will never live the dream
>You will forever be
>a baka
>gaijin

Why is life so unfair, /jp/?

>>10901639
It's like listening to myself. Down to the way he talks and how the only people who will employ him are his parents and how in the end he doesn't really give a shit.

im getting fat

That feel when you really sit down and think about why you still come to /jp/ when you know you can't enjoy VNs or any other board subjects and you don't have anything in common with all the homo losers on the board. That feel when you realize you only come to /jp/ to argue about board politics, discuss tripfags, and post high quality off-subject threads.

It's a hard life to live.

OP here

why did you have to ruin my thread /jp/?

That feel when you are too stupid to even kill yourself and get teleported to Gensokyo...

>>7042154

Let me join you...

>/jp/

We need to kill ourselves together for the better of the world. If a group suicide was to catch the attention of the media our lives would possibly be investigated, we'd need a few people though.

We'd be doing the world a favor because our deaths would mean the salvation of others. They'd be aware of the kinds of things that we suffer from. If alot more people became involved hopefully it would become large scale.

The world would do something if everyone started killing themselves. We need to find or invent something that causes death with relative ease. Then the world would change.

That feel when gensokyo but cant

>>6897529
tell that to the op.

>>6881619

I'm scared that I wont die even if I would take too many medicine pills ;_;

I don't want to feel that feel anymore

I seen on internets your photo.
You are like a beautiful flower.

Then i understand. God have so much power...

Your skin is smooth like milk.
Your hair like silk.

You are so pure...
And innocent, like nature...

How we can write indescribable?
You're so adorable.

You melt my heart everyday.
In a wonderful way.

Now i cry, because i know, there is no our ,,meet day"..

My life is such gray...

And you will never see this poem.
That's hurt the most.
But if you sight, please write a post.

I only have some concept art.