/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I'm doing better than most of the anons in these threads, but I experience unbearable, physical chest pain due to past regrets and I feel less like myself by the day. Some days it's hard to even get out of bed. I've lost a lot of my self restraint and it's a conscious effort to interact with most people.

I wish I could recapture that old, genuine feeling of happiness again. Or maybe it was innocence. I hope that some day I can find something that gives me meaning again.