/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Ok so my torso came yesterday and i must say i am really disappointed.
I wanted a doll for dressing up initally but because of money and space i decided on this.
The titts are great yes but everything else not so. The sex is horrible, how often can you lift 10kg? Yeah not enough to cum. But except the exhaustion from lifting getting in the holes is another challenge. The fucking holes are too small so you need to take your dick on one hand and press it in the hole by force but imagine holding 10kg in one hand while doing so. My dick always got mushy again before i could put it in.
And the balance is also fucked up due to the proportions so it never stayed the way I like.
The other horrible part is the cleaning.
I washed it 2 times now( first unpacking and after playing) and already never want to do it again, my back hurts.
TL;TR all in all pretty shit to use
Now i am scared or rather i am reluctant to buy a doll like ever.
Is having a doll different? Do the arms and legs help in positioning and cleaning?