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>>9024887
too lewd

I've stopped getting my hopes up that anyone else I meet on /jp/ might feel the same way I do.

Fetishists, autogynephiles, casual crossdressers

but nobody feels the pain of having been born a girl in the body of a boy

it serves me right for thinking everyone saying they wish to be little girls was truth and that I was in good company... I guess after so many years of using the internet I lose my ability to detect a joke

I desperately wish I was a girl.

I'm seeing a gender therapist who's holding me back from hormones because I'm "too depressed," so now I'm on antidepressants hoping the happy pills work so I can get a shot at becoming a girl

it makes me so frustrated to just be constantly reminded that I'm a broken, delusional, borderline psychotic reject of society that nobody will ever love in any real way

and the worst part is I'd do anything to just be rid of it all... to not have these thoughts any more, to not be depressed.

If there was a pill I could take to just make me happy as a male instead of this fucked up tranny with a girl brain and a ugly guy body, I'd take it.

But at the same time I'd saw off my own leg with a rusty bonesaw if it meant I could wake up as a dumpy nerdy girl with an acne problem.

Why am I so fucked up?

I just want to be a girl so bad