/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I decided to take a nap right after getting home from work before checking this thread, and I missed out on such a large opportunity to shitpost about nogis. I can't believe I didn't check the thread before going to sleep.

Also to that guy that was talking about Ume this morning, I agree. I absolutely hate Meru too. I honestly don't understand why HKT management decided that Meru and Mio were going to be the 2nd gens that they would gori push nonstop. Neither of them have ever shown any promise, they both have huge egos and such an entitled sense of being. It's one of the big reasons why I was never able to care about HKT, Meru and Mio are just so shitty. Like, what has Meru ever done to be pushed forward so much? She's ugly. She's fat. She can't dance or sing well. She isn't interesting conversation wise. She's developed an incredibly disgusting superiority complex.

I was really worried that Kotoko was actually going graduate, and announce it on the radio show she was on last night (It was Nagashima + Her, and she mysteriously replaced Himetan as the guest about a week ago). I really don't know what I would have done if she actually announced that she's graduating last night, probably would have blown my brains out, or at least quit my job on the spot earlier today.

She still needs to make a blogpost. I was really hoping she'd have one up by the time I got home from work today, I don't know how I'm going to deal with another 8 hours of wage slaving tomorrow, it's going to be so awful. A KTK blog would have really helped.

The worst part of working is that I'm such an asperger that I can't properly form human connections with anyone. I literally go and sit out in the 30 degree rain + wind during my breaks because awkwardly sitting next to some one in the break room is the worst thing imaginable (and there's no way I can hold a conversation with some one). I also feel like I never get any feedback into waht I'm doing. No one has told me I'm fucking up/not doing my job so far, but I wonder if I'm really doing what I'm supposed to be doing sometimes. And I'm so paranoid that I constantly dwell on it all shift long and make myself even more miserable.

>>14487565
>>14487559
It was a dumb joke. Please stop.

>>14479624
You think I don't know more than anyone else what subhuman trash I am? I'm 25 years old still living in my parents basement, I have no friends, and have never had any friends. I don't even own a cellphone. I don't know how to drive a car. I constantly quit parttime waveslave jobs and am never going to become anything. I have zero interests outside of entertaining myself. There is nothing I can see myself doing as a job that I would remotely enjoy.

I'm definitely severely mentally ill. I am constantly paranoid and can't stop dwelling on things. I am probably going to quit my job soon because I constantly feel like I can't interact with coworkers, have little instruction, and feel like I'm not doing the correct thing all of the time. I feel like I'm slow at everything, and everyone hates me. They also hate me because I'm a mentally ill loser that can't talk to people. I constantly dwell on it. Just would rather sit in my room and not have any worries.

I'm a complete failure in every way.

The only thing I could ever see myself enjoying as a job would be magically becoming a cute girl, and becoming an idol. That's literally impossible.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_RI6ha2WJc

Had a dream about KTK last night.

I was sitting on the bench watching people playing softball. KTK was there too, but I was too scared to talk to her, and then all of a sudden we were doing something in a school classroom, I can't remember what exactly it was. I want to say playing dodgeball, but I can't remember correctly. Anyway, KTK was going to get picked on, so I decided to make a huge ass out of myself to draw attention away from her. I got arrested and was sent to bodyguard some guy as punishment. There was another guy too, and we were travelling down this WW1 style barbed wire, trench path. We got attacked, and the other guy and I got shot. The guy we were escorting was getting fired on to no effect, and he turned into the Juggernaut from X-men (I have no idea why, I couldn't give two fucks about any marvel shit) I bled out in the dream, and I woke up.

Also, my job sucks. My body is so sore. I want to quit already.

>>14422043
You need to realize the hierarchy of social status.
KTK is on the bottom, as the true sperglord. Ayane is very close to the bottom, but she's self aware to know that she's pathetic. She hangs out with KTK only out of desperation, and whenever a chance to move her social standing up appears (Ranze), she jumps on it.
KTK is gives the look of having been ditched a thousand times before by Ayane.

I want to quit my job so bad. My whole body is sore from constant bending/lifting. I hate working so much. I just want to sit in my room and shitpost on the internet all day.

Why was human trash like me even born?

This stupid bitch ever planning on making a real blog post?

I got a job. I applied to one job this morning before I went to bed, they called me a few hours later, interviewed me and hired me. I start tomorrow afternoon. I don't want to work. I hate my life.

I'm so fucking hungry. Why is dieting so difficult. I want to eat food so bad.

I'm losing all my motivation to learn Japanese. I feel like I haven't made any progress in at least 6 months. Sure I've learned a decent amount of vocabulary, but I feel like there's almost no difference between 6 months ago and now when it comes to watching shows raw.

I wish I was more intelligent. I have such a hard time learning things. Why am I so stupid and autistic?

I want to die.

I'm so depressed. Why did my life turn out like this? Why can't I go back in time and fix everything.

The nerve of this stupid fucking asperger. After almost an entire fucking month of no blog, she decides that 3 week old pictures that were already posted on another members blog, literally one written paragraph, and a few lines about what magazine's shes going to be in qualifies as a FUCKING BLOG POST.

Is this asperger for real? I'm about to buy a ticket to Japan just to talk shit to her at the next nogi handshake event.

Some stupid bitch getting buzzed off alcohol every night is the EXACT OPPOSITE of idol behavior. An idol is supposed to be an elevated existence and persona, not a pathetic bitch that has to drink her beer every night in order to feel good.

Everyone understands that cigarettes are ABSOLUTELY NOT idol behavior, and yet alcohol, a MUCH WORSE drug is somehow okay? Fuck off you drunk piles of shit. I would sooner support a bitch that smokes 2 packs of Marlboro reds every day, than support a drunk piece of shit.

This isn't fucking funny Kotoko. Some of us need you to make a blog entry. Some of us have no reason to live other than waiting for your next blog entry. Some of us work the worst job ever at Pizza Hut, and contemplate suicide every night while I lay in bed for an hour or more until I'm able to fall asleep.

MAKE A FUCKING BLOG YOU STUPID ASPERGER. REEEEEEEEEEEEE

This stupid wench still hasn't made a new blog entry. What the fuck is she doing? Does she even want fans? Stupid low class slut doesn't know the meaning of work.

>>14046053
I'd hook KTK up with so much free Pizza Hut, though I don't want her to become a fat whore so maybe not.

Look at the grin on Hori's face as KTK cries like the pathetic asperger she is. Even a pathetic loser like Hori is miles above the pure human trash that is KTK.

ps. less than 8 hours until her birthday