/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I was a very shy and introverted child, not to mention an only child. It was very lonely growing up and didnt learn how to relate to other children until i was in Kindergarten. To add to that my father was an alcoholic and beat both me and my mom for years. She wouldnt leave him because both of them were heavy into drugs. I suppose that kind of abusive and destructive relationship are common with addicts. Like i said growing up was hard because my self esteem was non-existent and i had no backbone to speak up or stand out from my peers. By the time i reached junior high i developed very bad acne, i did however manage to have quite a few girlfriends. This never lasted as they always left me for the cuter guys. I remember being so angry at one of my replacement boyfriend that i cornered him outside of class and slammed his cranium into the fucking brick wall. It was awful, i was branded a violent menace. My teachers and principles called in my mother and berated me not know what kind of emotional and physical abuse i had already endured all these years. When i got home i was in for it. "WHY DID YOU GET INTO A FIGHT WITH THAT BOY YOU IDIOT??!!" I could only cry, finally i siad " I got in one little fight" and them my mom got scared and said "You're movin' with your auntie and uncle in Bel Air" This was very hard for me but it was all better after that.