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wtf i just woke up to a bunch/wave of riju nightmares
well not really nightmares per se but weird and sad, depressing dreams

the sour reality that riju wasnt n_n anymore and now she is grown-up and older
the sour reality of them growing up
them not being young anymore
and, worst of all, me not being there for them years ago
plus seeing her sitting in my desk chair waving at me due to me being pseudo-sleeping/awake, stuck in my dream and unable to wake up

that wasnt what i meant by fluffy riju dreams :'/