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Any will left in Hana vanished like a mirage like the tears falling, Hana could only blink away the unseasonable summer rain that tickled her face. With a breathless voice that tried biting down air to keep her feelings suppressed, “I.. I like to put them… on and…” Hana choked, but Yukari’s gaze didn’t waver nor did she let Hana turn her head, “Then I- Then I put them on and I think about my first time-!”

Yukari’s grin went wide, and even in the low light Hana could swear she saw her fangs glint. Her captor took a step back as the fan withdrew from the crying miko’s face, she looked like an artist appreciating their newest commission, the way that monster’s eyes ate into her body made Hana feel sick. It made her feel sick and hot, remembering exactly what her deceptively dainty digits could make her feel, remembering that the one doing it was a Youkai that personally chose to make her life hell.

Without missing a beat Yukari’s inner predator reached the surface, “Isn’t that terrible? A young girl falling to the drugs in the air and food and making a mistake is one thing! But to think that everyone’s beloved Hana-chan enjoyed it, and then touches herself while calling out Anon’s name so sweetly~” Hana’s mouth opened and closed like a fish, “If I were to seek his advice on how to correct your actions then… Well, who knows what might happen~?”

Quivering lips stuttered out a ‘P-plea-‘ before being cut off, “Even among the eccentric like your friends there are certain taboo’s humans aren’t allowed to cross, my poor Hana would never be welcome again. Why, if this story broke in the wrong way…” She tapped her ivory gloved fingers against her chin, “Say over the tengu’s news, wouldn’t it mean you’d be forced back to that little run-down shrine forever?”

Her mind was frozen, like ice was grating on the back of her brain her thoughts were still. There was no denying Yukari’s words, there was no way her actions could be excused casually. S-she might even be asked to leave the village by that delusional hardass Heida, leave everything she worked for! Marisa and Sanae would never let her stay with them, Alice probably doesn’t even remember her, Kasen stays out of other’s affiars. Once the story breaks they’ll find out in turn one-by-one! She couldn’t let it happen, not like this, not now!

Hana could barely see now, the tears further obscuring the already dim lighting of the room. She fell to her knees on impulse, bowing forward she places her hands in front of her and leans forward till her forehead touches the ground. It suited Hana fine to see nothing in the little curtain made by her hair, she didn’t want to anyone to see the face she was making now, “Whatever you want… I’ll do it- wh-whatever you want me to- I’ll smile the whole time!”

A giggle is what she heard in confirmation before that abomination’s consoling almost-motherly tone, “Then if you’ll accept my deal, rise to your feet, my lovely little miko~”

Wanting nothing more than to be free of this woman and this situation, she hated this damned youkai and she disgusted herself. Despite wishing to climb into some little crack in the floorboards and die, Hana rose to her feet following no more than a second’s hesitation. Feeling like a fool she plastered as much of a grin as possible through the tears and held back the open sobs.

Hana rose to her feet, hoping her face would somehow be obscured in the dark and trying to hide the quivering in her voice. She forced appreciation out of her throat and tried looking her in the eyes to show respect, “Thank- thank you, Yukari-sama…”.

Yukari seemed dissatisfied as she responded, letting out a hmm~, “No no, Hana-chan~ I have no idea what you’re grateful for, of what crime’s punishment am I saving you from, I wonder~?”

Biting the tip of her tongue Hana ignored the bitterness on the tip of her tongue, “I thank you for... for not telling anyone t-that I… touch myself and think of father! That I u-use his underwear to help me remember his body!”

Her voice was devlish as she savored the next words, “Now now~, to keep my silence you promised you’d do whatever with a smile, yes?”

Anticipation and fear mixed as Hana nodded and muttered out her response, rising from her bow. She made sure to keep fighting the fear and anger as the smile stayed plastered on her lips, “That’s right, Yukari-sama!”

Another giggle was let loose into the air around the sage and miko, Hana fought hard to keep her smile on. She couldn’t stop the tears, nor could she quiet the tremors in her voice, but she could at least show that she wasn’t so easily defeated. Yukari’s next words made Hana’s mind once again freeze, “Then put these on and show me~”

>>45946769
about how she sees Hana, I'd say like “A means to an end”;
>Hana was first used to destroy Anon so Yukari could traumatize him enough as to complete the initial “fuck Reimu and Anon so badly they will never break up/harm the other again”, rebuilding both as she saw fit
>but it soon evolved into Hana being used as a failsafe for Anon to not just off himself when she's not watching, probably seeing the 'emotional void' state he was as said by Patchy, though that abated with mainly Chen/Ran/Takane/Aya to keep him together.
>Then Hana was used as manpower for her side and an emotional nuclear device on the Jobber Squad, but that failed with Reimu coming to the picture
so while Yukari does “care” about her, she sees her more like a darling slave she keeps close for the benefits/enjoyment and will mercilessly use to further her interests. If Yukari wins, no doubt Hana will be used more explicitly than Reimu was to keep the Hakurei Clan alive and so the great barrier -- probably still important, even with the sword plan, as Yukari desires to keep Gensokyo's state as a haven.
that's just my views on it as Yukari's writer, though. Everyone sees Gensokyo a tad differently, after all~
in relation to her pregnancy and the child, Hana would indeed be a big sister.
>Hana
>competition
heh
but without joking, Hana hardly classifies as even a possible threat, Yukari has too much power over her for that; there's Anon too, who's not really fond of fucking his daughter and would likely use his spellcard [Seal of the Suicide King: Knife Trick] if he'd still have to fuck her even without Yukari's interference
but, again, that's just me.