/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>9969105
Got it.
You like the tension. It's not the "payoff" at the end, where the guillotine slices Aya's head off or she can't resist the rape any longer or the brainwashing machine erases that last shred of self, it's what's preceding. That desperate fighting against the ropes, the screams for help as the machine pounds away, the gritted teeth and rolling eyes as she tries to hold on for just one second longer, all the while knowing death, physically or mentally, awaits her if she fails...that's what you're after. The fear, the desperation...the struggle to survive.

I've got it too, though from another thread of the cloth. Never give in, anon. We're standing on the fetishistic edge between acceptable and those shits that like mind break and guro. We gotta be STRONG, like the mountain. Oh something.

Never forget why you love her.