/jp/ - Otaku Culture

How does one manage to cope with extreme feelings of sadness, resentment over oneself, frustration and anger after permanently destroying/giving up on something you deeply loved and cared about? Is it finally time I get interested in the occult, the inner workings of magic and/or self delusion in order to live a happy life? I have never felt this bad in my life and I'm not exaggerating. Without love it certainly cannot be seen, however you wouldn't have to feel like shit. Let me tell you: love is a meme and life is meaningless. Beatrice from Turn of the Golden Witch was spot on. Fuck this reality, golden land fucking when?