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I frequently believe that our reality exists in a pseudo-singularity, and because of its dissipation of mass the laws of physics as we know them cease to exist in certain cases, which has caused the manipulation of the phase space of my reality such that I may cease to exist in this reality as you may know it, and exist instead as a fictional character in a currently non-existing reality. This is a reoccurring delusion of mine, and while I typically maintain my typical demeanor while under this delusion, I may say strange things as a result of my beliefs. Because of this, it's wise to never talk to me about anything regarding reality, identity, or existence.

I am not in control of my hallucinations, but I have learned to live without them having a detrimental effect on my life. Most people are either not aware of the fact that I am like this, or do not believe that I am like this.

I do not understand or accept my own identity and a result of this will deliberately mislead people into believing that I am either similar to, or actually someone else entirely. I do not identify with other humans, I'm not interested in them romantically, and I do not feel as though I am human, even though I am aware the fact that I am.

Although I do not believe that my condition is a good thing, I do find myself to be fortunate in understanding the logistics of the perception of an alternate reality and how that perception affects other perceptions.

In conclusion, being "Crazy" is not necessarily detrimental to one's life, but is, as a general rule, not a good thing to be.