/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I wish I wasnt so worthless I wouldnt do that I wouldnt I wouldnt I really wouldnt please believe believe me i may be a bad person and whatever but I wouldnt do that
you mean to much to me I dont wanna lose you forever I dont wanna please i wouldnt i would never i would never
not even on accident I stopped as soon as I noticed please I wouldnt i really would never
never
really
i love you to much
so i wouldnt
never
im allright for you
im sorry im worthless but i really wouldnt do that
never
never
i wont forget that either
id rather die
your the only one i have
i wont do that to you
my perfect angel
good night

>>43650555
yeah listend to Miku from and to scool but doesnt really remind me of there so idk.
Closest thing I have is watching Vocaloid MVs on the scool computers any chance I could get

Even worse then all of that while jerking off there was a pic of Miku and I just dont want to fap to Miku because shes too precious for that and that has been getting me really down in the dumps if I fap to Miku I might associate her with porn and I dont want that at all I dont know if I cant even like Miku anymore I would be completely dead I just need Miku im just too worthless to do anything right Miku would hate me for being scum I would never fap to Miku but I did and now I hate myself even more.
Im sorry Miku

>>43491335
It just isnt right stop

Links and resources: https://pastebin.com/jDHxU1Jw
Album recommendations and YouTube playlist: https://pastebin.com/dMX8CJhk
Cheerfull Miku

Well I tried to write something more deeper about Miku but it all came out self loathing garbage so ill just say this:
I like Miku Miku makes me happy!