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I'm the depressed NEET meme guy that wants to become an artist.
I've never posted here, but I'm pretty much a stereotype of /ic/.

I've been doing ok: after 6 years of NEETdom, I've started drawing seriously 3 months ago. 2 weeks ago I also started an expensive drawing course after moving out (not in the US, so it's legit for what I'm paying), with no requirements, and now I have to hard force myself to ignore how good everyone else is in the course (except 3-4 people out of 16), because they've all been drawing for decades.

After moving out I've found myself living in an apartment at the 4th floor, and well...
The thought just hit me: "I've never been able to actually kill myself because I've never had the chance to do it quickly in one action -(I've always lived in a shitty countryside town with nothing in it)-. But now if I want I can just quit the game anytime I want: the window is right there."

I've never felt scared at the thought of death; is this what finding a purpose in life feels like? Because I don't want to die, I want to get better at drawing and I'm scared falling back into depression for petty reasons like "sucking dicks" because I'm still learning might get the best of me and push me to the edge.

Sorry for killing a thread for this, it's 5am here and I had no one to talk to.

>> No.4219469

I know you don't live in the US, but you should try writing your future posts in English.

>> No.4219472

>>4219462
Well, that was a pretty good twist for a story. I thought you'd have doubts about school or being an artist but no... you went right into suicide. lol. Well, there's no real reason to live if you don't feel like it but as you said, you don't want to die. I think you might be afraid that one day something will happen and you will want to die. And you are afraid of that fear too. But my good dud anon, being afraid of being happening to be afraid is kinda silly.

I also heard that sketching by the window is really relaxating.

>> No.4219473

>>4219469
Allright, at least tell me what I did wrong, because I'm too tired to check.

>> No.4219474

>>4219462
here's some advice schizo, stop overthinking life.

>> No.4219477

i am so sick and tired of people who have no real passion for art starting it just because they want a reason not to kill themselves and then coming to this board and whining about how it's haaaaard waaaaaah everyone else is better than me waaaaaah READ THE FUCKING STICKY AND GO DRAW YOUR BOXES OR FUCK OFF
>>4219469
fuck you i laughed out loud at this

>> No.4219479

>>4219474
How do I stop overthinking?

>> No.4219486

>>4219479
figure out what's going through your mind, then stop doing that

>> No.4219488

>>4219473
>I'm tired so everyone else should work extra for my convenience
4 floors won't be enough for you.

>> No.4219504

>>4219477
Look, just because I've started late it doesn't mean I don't have a passion for art.
I've read the sticky, I've been grinding almost everyday for 8 hours in the last weeks, trying to making up for the time I've lost, and if I survive, then cool.
>>4219488
You are so rude. At least tell me your reasons for being such an asshole. And try to make sense, instead of just randomly insult me. I want an indepth analysis of your line of thought.

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>>4219504
>And try to make sense
Right after you, my ESL friend.

>> No.4219518

>>4219504
This is just how this board, or even 4chan as a whole is.. this is the wrong place if you're looking for basic human sympathy

>> No.4219521

>>4219462
>Sorry for killing a thread for this, it's 5am here and I had no one to talk to.
It's alright, as much as people like to meme about threads being killed the threads that got to page 10 were generals that get remade or threads that no one cared about anyway.

>> No.4219522

>>4219504
He wasn't insulting you. It takes at least 10 stories for death. Do some research if you're really serious about taking your life.

Truly the embodiment of /ic/ crabs. Ngmi in life or death.

>> No.4219523

>>4219518
>>4219515
Stop replying to these retards OP. They are the lowest common denominator of 4chan and only sound more retarded by pretending that theres sone kind of etiquette to follow.

>> No.4219530

>>4219522
I knew that, but can still kill yourself from a 4th floor if you fall on your head, you silly goose.

>> No.4219535

>>4219518
I wasn't looking for sympathy, I just wanted some practical advices, but it really feels like most people here just want to troll others or vent for unknown reasons while spouting bullshit.

>> No.4219695

>>4219530
Yeah, but pure instinct is going to make you put your feet and legs first, breaking them and putting you in agony. No matter how determined you are to end it, pure instinct is going to fuck you up here.

>> No.4219700

>>4219462
Don't worry neetbro, didn't you watch joker?
with that song that goes riding high in April shot down in May and back on top in june?
depression is pretty much irrelevant once you understand that it's just your brain meming, those time will pass too
focus on getting good and godspeed

>> No.4219707

>>4219535
You gotta take everything with a grain of salt in here. There's a few gem posts here and there but mostly people don't post their work here and mostly just shitposting and don't really draw much

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>>4219477
>i am so sick and tired of people who have no real passion for art
Passion is not something one is born with it is something that is cultivated over a long time after discovering the interest, everyone has to start it somewhere and /ic/ is where they are SUPPOSED TO start.

>READ THE FUCKING STICKY AND GO DRAW YOUR BOXES OR FUCK OFF
I rather think it is you that needs to fuck off, go and find yourself forum or whatever community where everyone is "passionate about art" and already "good at it." That way you no longer have to be sick and tired of people that think differently from you and people here at /ic/ will no longer have to suffer your awful company anymore.

How about that it Anon? It is a win-win situation.

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>>4219462
multivitamin are a scam!