/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>2920139
its like you took all the most cancerous memes and shoved them together in one picture

>chromatic aberration
>"hurr durr bright colors are better so I'll use ONLY BRIGHT COLORS"
>overlay filter to make bright colors BRIGHTER
>random blush
>random diagonal cast shadow

had to put art aside for the last several months to work on my mental health. im so frustrated. at myself. of the time i couldve been working. of having these problems for years.
my friends are close to graduating (and getting GUD) and im here back in my hometown as a NEET for more therepy. i feel im not making as much progress as i could in anything and hate myself for it.
but most of all im tired.
so tired

>having to submit to my own challenge without meeting all the requirements
end my life the shame is too great