/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Are there any mind altering drugs that will make me want to sit down and draw for hours?

>>3973402
Sometimes I feel like this society is too Darwinian for me to live in. I don't even blame the girls or the public or the art thieves or the porn or whatever other sleazy thing anymore, it's just survival. Maybe I'm just not meant to survive.

>>2179891
I've heard a lot of hard critique for 3 years being here but your post is the only one that made me sad.

guys

i spent the last few months pouring over countless tutorials, videos, collecting reference etc.

i find myself watching more tutorials... more and more... for weeks now. theres so many to watch. i feel like i need to watch everything before i get started, like an excuse to prevent myself from actually practicing

fuck guys. is this depression? the fear is strong. im so scared to get started because i know i will still be horseshit even after i consumed all those tuts. ugh... can anyone relate? i don't know how to get over this fear.