/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

My art is clean by most standards but I feel this deep shame about it. I feel I could never post any of this this under my real name or even an alias. I don't know why I am so ashamed of it. Maybe it's because I subconsciously know it's just my own brand of ugly degeneracy. It could be that I just hate myself for failing and I feel like this is the only place where I deserve to be. Maybe I'm just inching into psychosis. The thing I care the most about in my life has become like a terrible secret for no real reason. I would like to call out for help more openly but I hate drawing more attention than my work alone can get. It feels very lonely and it crushes my heart.