/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4680446
>been drawing since a child
>the only thing ive ever found interest in
>all my classmate laughed at me for drawings
>teachers told me to not pursue art chose the sciences as i was an average student who could do fairly well in science (because i just watched discovery )
>now in my shit country top medical school in my 3rd year
>i hate it have tried suicide multiple times
>cant be a good doctor nor a good artist
>actually get time to do some art due t pandemic
>my 14 year old self made much better stuff than what i can do now
>whats the point
>i think i should give up the only thing that used to give me joy because parents forced me to pursue something i dont even like
>there is no market for art/animation where i live
>should just become a lifeless fly in society and do what they do