/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4154369
I fucking hate myself because (among other things) I always just end up drawing twinks. Pic related is a shitty draft I'm currently working on (yes I know the arms, proportions and everything else is fucked, I'm working on it) and I started it with the specific intention of trying to draw a more traditionally masculine character, hence the piercings, hoodie and backwards cap. Then, in my infinite retardation, I thought "Hey wouldn't this look cool with lipstick, nail polish and eye shadow" and then I ended up liking how that looked. To make matters worse, I just ended up giving him tights and a gay pose.

I'm not asking for advice on how to stop, I just want to vent my rage at myself online.