/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

what fucking brush do I use for general painting on Clip Studio? The watercolour ones are just making me angry.

Tried this a while ago, here's what happened:
>spend two hours on a shitty drawing of a head because I'm a beginner
>most people could shit it out in h*ck all time
>people post my shite in the thread saying it's shite and that I didn't spend an hour on it and that everyone should reported it
>makes me feel bad

>post some practice stuff for drawbox, an exercise where you draw a line, then attempt to draw over that line 8 times before moving on
>someone posts my work again saying he's reported me to the mods because it wasn't up to his standard of what he believed to be worthy of posting
>threatens me to draw it again or risk being kicked out of the competition if the mods decide to remove it
It's a neat idea, but I'd rather just practice on my own seeing as this community treats beginners like shit.