/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

i got into art mostly because it's the only thing I'm mediocre at instead of straight-up bad but the older I get the more I realize I'm never gonna be good. I don't have an "artist eye" I don't know how to make appealing characters, or their stories, or which palettes look pleasing to the eye, I could be using saturated eyeburning red and pastel blue on the same piece and not give a shit. I can only draw busts and they look awful. I've been practicing anatomy, animals, shading and various techniques for years and im still as bad as always. I keep seeing people posting their things on social media and it makes me feel jealous as fuck because I know I'll NEVER be half as good as most people my age which has lead me to draw less and less which also leads me to never improving which leads me to being jealous which blah blah blah