/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

Every day I feel like I'm a bit closer to dropping out of school, I feel nothing for it and there is no love in what I'm studying. But I can't drop out, I don't want to let my parents down and I don't want to let myself down. Ever since winter break ended I can feel my motivation draining away; I still draw daily but at this point I'm just forcing myself to at least draw something so I don't feel as if I've given up.
These online classes has taken away all my joy and color to the point where I can't stand the idea of even doing something irrelevant like drawing or just playing video games. I hate this lock down, I hate my online classes, I hate having to even think about my future holds, I just want to see my friends and find joy in drawing again.

>still coming to /ic/ from time to time for materials and something interesting to find...
>Useless threads with zero substance
>Discussions centered around individuals
>Toxicity, polemics and empty bickering
>People that are giving advice or talking from position of experience have none and lying. Especially those who claim to have patreons or making assumptions of how it works.
>That one fag who is using the "cumbrain" word. Where it's even came from?

I understand that it's 4chan and all but we're all people. Being immature shitfucks just for the fucks of it is not helping anybody. Don't spit into the well, please?