/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4373109
26 and nothing to show for it.

>>3856163
I spend too much time procrastinating on the internet watching youtube, twitch and porn to devote any significant time to art. And when I do chill out after work, it's usually with a video game.

I hate myself everyday and have a bunch of inspiring artists on twitter. They used to give me motivation but not only feed by growing depression. I have little to no self control as it's easier to passively consume media than actively create anything. The light carpl tunnel I have I use as an excuse for myself but even I know it's not that bad as I can still type and play game just fine for long stretches.

When listening to music in bed I imagine dumb stories I'd love to make someday but realize I'll never make any of them, even if just some shitty webcomic only for myself because I have no drive.