/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3636777
>Sat down 2 years ago and went over my life and preferences.
Set plan that would lead me to success and reach my preferred goals.

>Start plan,
>make progress,
>gaps between progress increase over time,
>make little to no progress lately,
>can't remember what the feelings behind the plan was,
>reading the written plan holds little to no meaning for me,
>wondering why i'm doing it, have mental breakdown thinking i'm a failure.
Considering suicide
>Remember i have a plan, a good one in fact.
>Get leet progress in on plan, feels good man.

Gaps between progress increase over time.

I'm on the 3rd cycle now, If i finished the plan i'd be making allot of money now, the times fit the plan perfectly, Other people are starting to get close to doing it instead of me, feel pain.

I'm on the 4th cycle now.

Even in a beg thread, no one replies to you.

FOL

>>3478235
I admit that whenever i do figure scribbles and make attempts at form in perspective i'm reminded each time of my lacking anatomy knowledge.
The idea of sitting down and grinding anatomy is tough to accept but i know i have to do it to be able to progress.
Every shit drawing that reminds me of the mountain i've yet to learn and have to learn to be able to draw the things that i want is painful.

Reminder of pain yet suffered but required to prevent further suffering.