/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I have always been facinated with drawing, it was always a dream of mine to be a good artist. My mind is always full of ideas that i want to put into reality on a peice of paper. i have been drawing every single day for as long as I can remember. The problem is that i suck at drawing. Ever since i was in kindergarten i drew every day but then there was this other kid who almost never drew and He was way better than me. Then in school there was this fat bitch who were Also better than me. She was so good in fact that she was even recieving money for her art. She was only fucking 13 and every single day i saw her i wanted to cut off her hands so that she couldn't ever draw again. The only thing i ever wanted to be good at in life was drawing so i worked hard everyday. For me to see People who are younger than me who didn't even work for it be a better artist than me fills me with anger. When ever i look at my sketchbook i want to Jam my fucking pencil into my eyes so that i can never look at the filth that i put into this world.
But anyway sorry to go on such a long rant i just needed to get that off my chest.
So does anyone have any exercises that you used to become better at drawing then please share.
If you're just here to call me an emo faggot then don't waste your time, i already called myself worse