/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3606568
I mean yeah , art history and stuff about art can be interesting I would like to learn about that but I can't manage my time ,one time I do this and that , the other time I want to watch this and read that but I don't have time so I put em in some list to other stuff I want to watch and never watch em in the end


The thing is that I'm not really good at anything else , I'm not good at maths which bases most of the university majors. So I dreamt of becoming a professional artist in the next 10 years while I work in another job ,but I learn so slowly that this wont be possible.
Originally I want to become a translator cuz I have some affinity for languages....Though now that I think of it I never finished any language I started to learn...now I started to learn one language and I want to keep going with it for years and years
I want to finish something in my life
and y'know, I don't want to die of hunger , so I want to do translation until I get gud at art

But then , translation as a job is on the verge of death and becoming is a professional artist is quite the riddle as far as I've heard...
Idk my life is a mess
how do I fix this