/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I drew some traps and used some cursed hashtag before knowing was the meaning and now everyone follows me for this.
The thing is : I want to draw girls on the long run, not traps.
Sadly, my girls stuff aren't really retweeted and now Twitter suggests me to more gay people. I don't want that. I can't fit into this community. I'm in a loop that really makes me feel uncomfortable.
I wanted to start a Patreon and all in the future, but I don't want to draw exclusively traps for a living.
Should I start another account? Force my girls drawing even if I will not gain visibility? Drawing isn't fun if I can't share it with someone. Drawing isn't fun if the only thing people like from me is what I don't want to do anymore.
I feel lonely in real life, but it is worse among all of these people.
I fucked up, guys.

What the fuck is happening. Women aren't supposed to exist on the internet.