/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>4366596
no...this cannot be...

I'm sick of being a fan-art cuck farming likes and followers. I'm sick of all these other fan-art cucks bragging about their numbers they got by pandering to fans of something like they accomplished something massive and are a famous artist. It's not real, this is not what being an artist was supposed to be about.
The 20k Twitter followers mean nothing if you don't actually like drawing Steven Universe scat porn for limp dick retards. Those people don't want to see the comic your making or your paintings, they want to see the jew nosed girl pushing a log out the backdoor.

I just want to delete it all and start over. How do I get myself out there as an artist drawing for myself and not a fan-art cuck farming attention?
Where do I even start?