/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3311857
>those pendulous udders
MRMRRGGHHH

>feel motivated to draw something
>put pen to paper
>quickly forget that motivation
>rinse and repeat for years
>25 now
>still managed to get some nice looking art out
>managed to improve too despite my 'work' 'ethic'
>putting down pen for good tho
>at least for a little while
>realized that i was stubbornly clinging to art as if it will change my life if i just do the bare minimum every day
>this realization came after being fucked over by people that i thought still loved me
>fully my fault i know for being a fool and clinging to dead hopes
>art wasn't any different
Dont want to bring any of you down. Not saying Im leaving /ic/ either I love this slow ass board. Just think that its no good being a chicken with my head in the sand. I got my first job recently and started working, and on top of that my friend group dramatically shifted and bunch of secrets came out. It feels like all the crap that we stuck to from adolescence is coming undone because everyones itching to become real adults, real human beings. And my art, at least the way I do 'art,' is just childs play. Always has been. And until I find another way to approach art, I won't draw again. I'll just lurk here appreciating all you other niggers making cool shit.

>>2995969
>SeemsGood
stay based

If I make it I make it

If I don't, so many ways to kill myself.

Really simple to me.