/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

What's worse is knowing what you want to draw but that goal is so far away that you have no motivation to grind fundies because there is no reward.

>>2916715
I want to work so i can buy a car so i ended up in an industrial laundry, its a nightmare but now my uncle is telling me to go back to him in north carolina to work with him and get a fuel emitions licence, mind you that if i succeed on the licence it would be a sitting job where i could drag my laptop and the tablet and practice but it would be a 7 days a week job, meaning theres a huge chance i will drop my streak in LAS. Yes LAS has become so inpactful in my life that i would risk suffering to not loose my token. Pathetic.

>>2907694
Hahaha sorry
>>2907663
I cant. I literally only have 45 minutes a day to draw. No shitting, i work at an industrial laundry now, its 11 am to 12 pm daily only sat and sun off, i get up to draw and then leave, thats why i was drawing all the shitty heads all the time...almost there...

>>2896988
I dont draw better because i dont draw bigger(also not trying hard enough). Having the space to detail makes my studies "look better" its all garbage and the reason i draw heads is because its the best display of work that shows 30 minutes of me touching paper im usually too tired to draw because of my shit job so more than likely im just phoning it in. Its also become a crutch.

>mfw I bought a one year subscription to NMA
>All I did with it was download the entire image library to which I probably won't even use and watch a few videos
>mfw I do nothing but vidya and browse the internet all day inbetween college classes
>mfw I could have git good with the resources I had at my disposal
Why am I such a sham /ic/? I've effectively wasted about 200 USD and I have nothing to show for it. How do I stop being an undisciplined fuck?