/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

I haven't drawn in like 2 months, I have a shit ton of tutorials and books but idk where to start. I'm a /beg/ so every drawing that I make fucking sucks and thats frustrating af.
I do loomis, looks like shit, I try to do bridgman, but everyone says its to advance for a /beg/, I try to do perspective, Is confusing af.
I want to be good at drawing but there is so much shit that you need to know to get to a decent level that it seems to overwhelming.
Im not giving up tho, I'm gonna start to practice a shit ton of gesture, and I'm going to copy my favorite artists drawings so I can get some milleage, but when it comes to the other fundamentals idk how the fuck I'm going to learn that.

How do you deal with procrastination/depression?

Why is it so hard for me to draw with anything other than the overhand grip? when i try to draw normally in a writing grip it's like my skill plummets. Even my mind is different, I regress back to chicken scratching. I don't do the big strokes that I learned to do

it makes it so hard to do digital

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Trick question we're all frens here

>maze banana arc coming to an end

I listened to David Guetta's "Play Hard" probably 200 times yesterday and now I can't go to bed because its stuck in my head. What do