/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>3601281
Idk what to do with my life
I decided to just do art, and while I will go to uni in a year I still have a year left to do stuff other than get a job and self improve...

But I really don't know whats my lifes calling.... I don't like to draw but I like art an I want to learn it ....but I just cant be arsed to sit down and do the work . Though nowadays I drew more and more as I was learning but I still can't really be arsed to do it on the daily.
You may say that this is not my lifes calling...Then what is ? Theres nothing that really catches my mind like "oh yeah this is what I want to do all the time" , I sit at home and waste my time away with playing games...I'm bored all the time and I just don't know...

So I usually force myself to at least study the basic stuff in drawing ... I don't really want to stop with art cuz then I won't have anything to do in my life ...

maybe its the addiction , maybe my anxiety that me parents can see what I draw when I draw it sux ass. I have anxiety about not having enough time to learn art because I will have to get a job and do improve on my already shitty life .

Also I really don't have any ideas to draw, mostly I used to think about landscapes and stuff, is that weird? Is it weird that I'm not really interested in drawing anime girls or humans in general? Though it would be good to draw humans sometimes in some of the scenes I could be making , concept arts used to fire my neurons...


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