/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>6188988
How do you guys rationalize breathing? I'm not crazy or anything, but I do see the expulsion of Co2 to be a negative and drain on society. As climate change has certainly harmed my life, I cant rationalize breathing without feeling I'd be hurting, and potentially profiting from someone's suffering.

>be 19, still living with parents
>draw low quality porn with a mouse in secret
>acquire a tablet
>tell parents I’m just borrowing it from a friend to try out graphic design for my uni project or whatever
>start getting increasingly good when able to draw for hours undisturbed
>the problem is right now I barely have any spare time, and even when I do I constantly get ambushed by family members walking in on me without knocking first
>so far managed to successfully alt+tab my way out of being a disgrace to the family name
The way of the coomer is a hazardous one

>just wasted another day drawing porn and jacking off to it instead of making actual art or doing anything with my life

I wanted to be a porn artist but I can't stop getting high off my own supply and its bringing me down

>>3350370
>aging costume whore desperate for attention associates herself with deteriorating artist desperate for attention
woah

>>3278948
>marriage

>>3006083
>don't want to draw smut
>don't want to draw anime
>don't want to draw fanart
There's no making it for me, is there?

>tfw keep browsing /ic/ instead of drawing
>tfw keep watch youtube videos on drawing instead of drawing
>tfw looking at random dA "progress" memes instead of drawing

how do I get discipline?

>MFW my 60 year old retired ex-cop dad flips through my sketchbook and sees all the kawaii animu waifus I draw