/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

>>6573992
>Why do you want to draw?
not long ago I was making crude pixel art, but soon realized that I was sticking to incredibly simple stuff as a crutch, and that if I had the ability I'd be making much more complex work
I have lots of ideas for games that I'd like to be able to actually get out of my head, but to do so would require drawing ability
also, I save so much art from other people that it pains me to not be able to make it myself, to the point where I've felt bitter at others for having said ability
>Is there anything about drawing that makes it fun for you
not really, outside of the exercise of making organic looking shapes with loose motions from the shoulder, that feels quite fun once I get into the flow-state
I feel like I need a guarantee that if I just keep doing what I'm doing I'll end up being able to draw everything I can imagine, but it seems so uncertain that I feel as if I'll potentially just be putting myself through mind-numbing grind for countless hours