/ic/ - Artwork/Critique

My shitty drawings usually get between 30 and 50 likes on instagram but I still feel embarrassed if I look at them again. I can't stand having my shameful art on display for everyone to see. Social media is a blessing and a curse for me. On one hand it motivates me to draw more and on the other hand it causes a lot of stress because I feel like I need to deliver something. Then I start rushing things and end up uploading work I'm not happy with.
Today I deleted half my gallery and I'm thinking of deleting the rest too. I want to start over and take things more slowly and only upload the stuff that's actually decent. I guess I can put shitty sketches in the stories or something. My only fear is that I will hate the stuff I upload now just as much in a few weeks and I'll be tempted to delete it again. How do I stop being so fucking ashamed of my work?
Also I don't know whether to scan or take photos of my drawings. So far I've been scanning things with my phone but now I think it looks really sterile and weird. Should I just take photos?

>>3860610
>carpal tunnel at 20
holy fuck