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So how many of you have been diagnosed with some form of anxiety?

>> No.8457434

haha i'd have to leave my house to get diagnosed

>> No.8457437

Lol, narcissism is the only /fa/ mental problem.

>> No.8457444

>>8457434
Fucking lel

>> No.8457463

Fashion student in Toronto with MDD and GAD and a $9000 wardrobe. Taking cymbalta 160mg and addicted to seroquel just to sleep. Also have a sex addiction. H-have I made it /fa/?

>> No.8457465

>>8457444
i just realized if i do get diagnosed i can go use government benefits to become /fa/!

>> No.8457469

>>8457463
>heroin
it's there when you're ready anon.

>> No.8457471

>>8457463

>sex addiction

lol

>> No.8457486

>>8457465
In the time it'd take to be approved for disability you could make something of yourself!

>> No.8457489
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8457489

GAD
but have learned to deal w/it

>> No.8457600

I haven't sought a diagnosis because fuck that entire way of conceptualizing people's struggles, but I have no doubt I could get an Avoidant diagnosis if I wanted one.

>> No.8457603

>>8457463
>No Heroin
>No Addi

Gtfo pleb.

>> No.8457608

>>8457600
Yeah man, fuck the machine, you don't know me, you don't understand me. I'm different and special and share no similarities to the billions of other humans.

>> No.8457616

>>8457608
No, that's not what I said at all.

>> No.8457617

>>8457489
GAD is made up, lol.

>> No.8457621

>>8457469
>>8457603
Have thought of starting up vicodin, anyone have experience?

>> No.8457622

>>8457608
what crawled up your vagina

>> No.8457624

copped that severe social so I have a Xanny tab. don't actually

>> No.8457626

I had situational anxiety disorder (in think that's what it was called) but I went to a therapist and worked it out

>> No.8457628

>>8457486
but life is easier this way

>> No.8457629

>>8457622
The man, and his pharmaPSeuDOcal complex trying to make analog digital.

You sheep wouldn't understand.

>> No.8457641

>>8457624
Try copping Xanax while being on govt contract is some bull.

>> No.8457674

Anons who have been diagnosed, what kind of symptoms did you have? I'm curious

>> No.8457675
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8457675

social anxiety
general anxiety
just did 12 weeks of CBT

drink a litre of whisky a week

used to be addicted to klonopin and withdrawal sucked for almost a week. and my psych wont give it to me no more

>> No.8457685

yeah heroin is back pretty big in canada, since oxy was stopped. but its mostly a pretty downand out scene shooting. at least they'll drive a van to you to give you needles

>> No.8457697

i actually used to assume ppl with social anxiety would be the best dressed, for obvious reasons. not exactly the case, but to some extent (after eing in group therapy for social anxiety)

>> No.8457701

>>8457621
ayyy i take a lot of vic its dope
u can drink on it and do coke gets u turnt
i take a lot of percs

>> No.8457703

>>8457674
Just google symptoms - it's that + those symptoms being so problematic it affects your ability to hold a job or make friends, so you are prescribed medicine to adjust it so you can "contribute to society"

Or you can just do some research + some lying to get what you want

You can have symptoms but work through it and be worse off than someone that is diagnosed

>> No.8457707

>>8457600
>no doubt I could get an Avoidant diagnosis if I wanted one.
very impressive!

>> No.8457716

i haven't been diagnosed but i do have anxiety (mostly social, i think) and i have anxiety attacks sort of frequently. is it worth getting it diagnosed/prescribed pills? do they help do i get high

>> No.8457717

I'm on the fence about taking Xanax before a possible upcoming interview, but we'll see.

>> No.8457720

how do i convince my dr to give me klonopin again? cause i got too addicted but i cant do anything but drink without it.

i already told em i was just gonna drink everyday without it, which is what i do.

>> No.8457730

>>8457717
It's understanble to be nervous before and during an interview - it's a high-pressure situation

Any worthwhile employer will be forgiving of this, especially if they have an HR person that pertains to hiring individuals

You don't need xanax

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>>8457716
yes xannax and klonopin help and they get you high as gas but theyr also turbo addicting and withdrawal can literally kill you so dont bother its not worth it. esp bc over time they end up causing more anxiety than youd naturally have anyway
the non-habit forming anxiety meds like buspirone/buspar dont do shit.

if you absolutely need somthing to deal - smoke weed. itll be legal soon anyway and helps with anxiety if you build up a lil tolerance

>> No.8457736

>>8457720
Go to a doctor that will give it to you. A lot of people doctor hop

Obviously there is a greater problem you need to address

>> No.8457737

>>8457717
do liek 5 interviews at places where you dont even want to be hired for practice, it should get easier

>> No.8457741

>>8457735
in what circumstances do ppl use the very addicting drugs? is it to make it possible to even do therapy and stuff, or to get back on track?

>> No.8457748

>>8457735
weed just gives me anxiety tho

not like too bad or anything but my mind just goes crazy thinking too much

>> No.8457754

>>8457426
Been diagnosed as a kid but I'm to poor as an adult to afford the meds. Exercise works pretty well honestly.

>> No.8457755

>>8457735
Did you go to medical school?

>> No.8457757

>>8457755
no that bitch is a drug addicted """fashion major"""

>> No.8457761

>>8457741
Some individuals, much less fortunate - are so bad off they have nothing to lose taking the heavier / dangerously addicting substances

>> No.8457767

>>8457757
also a prostitute who is dating the guy who drives her to johns

>> No.8457768

>>8457761
im starting to feel that way, not like ive worked or passed a class in years

>> No.8457770

>>8457748
thats bc you need to build up a tolerance. if you smoke enuf itll give you a comfortably numb/content feel. promise

>>8457741
panic attacks. plane flights. mom's funeral. shit like so are only ok circumstances. if you have a serious social anxiety and need to pitch/give presentation for work then its ok too i know people who do so (my boss)....as long as its not EVERY day youll be fine....also you'll risk lookin drunk n you dont want that - if profsnl

>> No.8457778

>>8457755
only to teach

>>8457767
whose john?

>> No.8457782

>>8457770
used to take 2-3mg of clonazepam a day for 2 months. it was good. it felt like everyone in the world was nervous except me

>> No.8457784

>>8457768
Ideally, giving someone such substances is supposed to be a last-resort approach

>> No.8457791

I went to a doctor for some anxiety-related symptoms (my mom has anxiety, and she talks to me about how she feels when the anxiety kicks in) and he prescribed me some beta-blockers. I wasn't too keen on taking them, so I went to another doctor and he suggested that I go to Cognitive Behavioural Therapy.

I ended up going to a psychologist and it really helped a lot when I saw her often. But once our sessions ended because I showed much improvement, my gains started to plateau.

I don't know if I'm taking anymore risks or if I forgot some of the tools that she recommended, but it fucking sucks.

>> No.8457796

>>8457791
same thing happened to me. i think i need to find some motivation to keep doing exposures and practice, but i dont have it.

>> No.8457797

>>8457778
>only to teach
How very cool! It is nice to see someone on this community giving back positive advice when there is so much misinformation by uninformed junkies, especially when it comes to drugs. Too many people illegally using pills these days!

>> No.8457800

>>8457778
John, slang for a person who patronizes prostitutes

also this would be great for you:

>Who's vs Whose | e Learn English Language
http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=3&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0CDEQFjAC&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.elearnenglishlanguage.com%2Fblog%2Fenglish-mistakes%2Fwhos-vs-whose%2F&ei=oiW6U7nfL4LxoAT9uYGQAw&usg=AFQjCNFFFQeapywKYecjbfw6rJhoO0mNRw&bvm=bv.70138588,d.cGU


you dumbass bitch

>> No.8457801

>>8457791
You can pedal and move forward on a bike while a hand of a trusted individual is holding you up, but eventually they let go and you have to pedal / keep yourself up + moving

>> No.8457813

>>8457782 thats kpin if im not mistaken and yea that shit lasts all day and works like a charm. till you stop taking them. then anxiety galore more than you ever was. i wish there was something that made you feel this way that didnt fck you in the long run

>>8457797
um im gonna pretend like thats not sarcastic or offensive bc youre my friend <3

>>8457800
english is my second language you filthy mexican

>> No.8457817

Anxiety sucks, but there's some good that comes out of it. I'm so self aware all the time that I'm able to read people quite easily. Its shaped me into a more empathetic and understanding person.

>> No.8457822

>>8457813
Not an excuse for being stupid as shit. You spent your childhood here.

>> No.8457825

>>8457817
I wish I could shut it off.

>> No.8457828

>>8457770
i've been smoking regularly for a long while now and i still get anxious sometimes

>> No.8457840

>>8457791
Maybe it's that. My psychologist had me plot scenarios where my anxiety kicked in on a scale from 1-10 and she told me to do them starting at the first one and repeating it until I'm not affected anymore. Maybe I have to get back to that.

>>8457801
Thanks, man. It might not seem like much, but thanks.

>> No.8457847

>>8457840
yeah that is cbt.
i spent most of the time walking around where ppl were, in malls, making phonecalls, meeting with friends, what do you do?

>> No.8457849

How long until one builds up a tolerance to weed? I used to smole only at night to zone out and watch a movie or play video games, but if I ever did it in the morning or something where I had to be social I would get anxiety and worry people were looking at me being a pothead

>> No.8457853

Had to cut off caffeine and weed to reduce anxiety when at mums, now I'm at dads and haven't had one anxiety attack or had anxiety at all, only when thinking about going back to mums

>ty based mum for anxiety

>> No.8457854

>>8457822
oh gah i almost want to call you so you could hear my eastern European accent and nut your disgusting underpants, however, i would neva eva stoop so low

i bet you studied criminal justice and aspired to be a police officer however, during preliminary testing you couldn't pass the physical testing requirements

>>8457828
hmm. well maybe you should look into the type of bud youre smoking. sativa gives me a lil anxiety sometimes. indica chills me out. but mayb weeds not the answer for you....are you on any anti depressant/SSRI? also do you get enough sleep/exercise n physical activity?

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>>8457426
>tfw i have

>> No.8457863

>>8457854
Hurr Durr what is vocaroo hurr
Bitch still can't even figure out webm too

You're honestly good for nothing

>> No.8457864

anyone else really tired all the time cause of anxiety?

>> No.8457866

>>8457741
Xanax, Klonopin, and other heavy benzos are for people that can't even function without them. Like can't leave their house, can't drive a car, can't have a job, etc without having a panic attack. I have no idea why people who abuse these do it because if you don't have a crippling phobia or panic disorder they won't hardly even do anything.

Most general anxiety issues, social anxiety, etc can be solved with therapy and/or an ssri or other methods of relaxation, CBT, etc. Or just dealing with it tbh. If you can leave your house without having a panic attack you don't need Xanax.

>> No.8457868

>>8457847
My level 1 was walking in malls and turning around abruptly.

My level 4 was being quiet in a car with my boss.

My level 7 was eating out with friends/coworkers, at a corner/edge seat.

My level 9 was eating out with friends/coworkers, while at a seat that isn't a corner.

My level 10 was taking shots of alcohol.

My anxiety attacks were the worst when I was either trapped, eating with friends.coworkers, or both.

>> No.8457877

>>8457863
Also police officers don't need degrees, just need to pass pt reqs and pa. Why do you think you see so many ex soldiers walking around in police uniforms?

Crim justice degrees are for social workers ( like your case worker) or aspiring defense attorneys since so many courses are pre reqs for first year law students.

And that wasn't even my degree path. Clearly you have never attended higher education

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>>8457813
You don't think there are too many people illegally using pills these days? Even I once used to use medication recreationally, but luckily I quite before I got addicted. I read a story of a kid who stabbed his dad in the throat after his dad wouldn't give him his supply of Xanax. The sad part is the kid died of an OD before he was able to change his life around, and his dad has a hole in his throat so he could never say goodbye...

>> No.8457893

>>8457868
thats interesting, as i drink shots and love it, but my 5 was talking to workers in malls, 10 was office hours with a prof. apparently the eating thing is big, my dr. kept bringing it up even tho i dont have a problem with it.

>> No.8457895

>>8457854
i love weed, but when i smoke moderately. it makes me feel fucking nice, smiley. ten times better than i usually do. when i start getting into my mind, i have all my anxieties amplified.
>what if i'm going crazy?
>i don't wanna be schizophrenic.
>i have to to get my life together

i usually do get enough sleep, but i don't exercise. fuck

>> No.8457901

>>8457886
>>8457886
but at least children could try to throw pennies in it for fun

>> No.8457905

>>8457866
I cant even apply to a job at wal-mart : ( left phone off for two weeks after applying

>> No.8457909

>tfw anxiety
>tfw benzos, alcohol and opiates are your favorite drugs

>> No.8457921

>>8457901
That really is not funny, man. He could literally die if someone were to do something like that. I'm not an SJW or anything, but could you please delete that post?

>> No.8457923

>>8457895
>can they see my heart beating
>can they see me twitching
>fuck, they know
>damn they think i look retarded right now
>its too stuffy in here i need to go outside
>is what im saying making sense to them
>are these people only pretending to be my friends
>tfw too high

>> No.8457926

>>8457923
but i feel that all the time when not high

>> No.8457934

>>8457923
That's what happens when I smoke too much. How much does body size/weight factor in when smoking? Would a hungry skeleton get twice as high as someone bigger?

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>>8457895
yea u gotta find a way to let tension out. anxiety/stress is a normal human emotion. obv every person is diff but ive learned to supress most of my shit over time....but if i dont let my "tension" out then i get acne break outs and anxiety dreams or whatnot. ive been doing acupuncture for a while now and its been doing wonders for me

>>8457886
yes people are crazy?

>>8457863
good for nothing?
never had higher education?
kekekekkekekkekekekekkekekekekekekek
pls post recent pic bc if im not mistaken you look like pic related so its really hard to take you seriously k thx

>> No.8457942

>>8457905
try an ssri and therapy first? sounds like pretty bad social anxiety but xanax is still a pretty heavy medication for something like that. you need to be honest with yourself and the therapist about why you are scared of situations like that. something about yourself like your image or a perceived flaw or something about other people makes you avoid it so you have to figure it out and then take the necessary steps to fix it / realize it doesn't matter. you'd probably be surprised by how many people are thinking the same thing about themselves.

>> No.8457946

>>8457905
o lord. um so how old are you? also whats the highest level of education youve recieved? is it agoraphobia? or you just lazy and dont wanna work?

>> No.8457957

>>8457935
That post was supposed to make you emotional and vow to never take drugs again. If you think drugs won't affect your health, think again
Medicines that treat illness can also become drugs of abuse when people take them to get high—not because they're sick and following their doctor's orders. People can even abuse cough or cold medicines from the store if they ignore the directions and take too much at one time.

>> No.8457964

>>8457934
no idea, I stopped smoking weed because 50% of the time is was what I posted. Plus it made my face and lips feel chapped.

>> No.8457966

>>8457957
you mean robotripping? that last one's real fun actually, went to an atmosphere concert with two other freinds and we each got a bottle :)

>> No.8457969

>>8457935
is that a guy or a girl

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8457971

>>8457935

>> No.8457976

>>8457946
25.
BA from a university

i just feel so sick in any situation, or anticipating anything that i dont do very much other than read books.

>> No.8457977

If I go to my doctor and tell him I experience mild/moderate anxiety (which I do) what are the odds of him prescribing me meds vs. telling me to see a therapist/do counseling? I'm sure the latter would be helpful too, but I honestly would rather just take a pill and feel better. I know my mom takes an SSRI for anxiety and she says it helps her a lot and she didn't have to do any counseling. Or does he give you a choice or what?

>> No.8457981

>>8457971
You should shave

>> No.8457994

>>8457977
they give out drugs pretty easy. not the fun ones like xanax, but the SSRIs and SNRIs. dont get your hopes up too high though, I've tried a lot of them and just taking a pill never fixed it for me, but it does for some people, so i hear.

>> No.8458001

>actually acknowledgeing prodigy

>> No.8458003

>>8457971

Looking good, Pedro.

>> No.8458006

>>8457977
most get a kick back for prescribing certain drugs in certain quantities in America.

you don't have to "trick" anybody to get the little sheet that says I R DUMB ENOUGH TO PILLZ HERE MONEY

also you don't think doctors know when you're lying in order to get high?

>> No.8458009

>>8457463
Liberal arts student from Toronto with BPII, BPD and MDD (formerly diagnosed with GAD as well but those were just episodes). I take venlafaxine and seroquel. Wanna be friends? Wanna go to therapy together?

>>8457720
get into the hospital for something mental-health related. tell them your current diagnosis and when they ask what medications you've used before explain why Klonopin worked for you

>>8457770
Why would you want to smoke that much of a substance that doesn't make you feel good?

>>8457840
Yeah, CBT can be really helpful. It can be expensive because many insurance plans don't cover it but if you can get back into it, it'll make a real difference.

>>8457853
When I'm at home I am also completely fine.

>> No.8458011

>>8457976
>taking advice from prodigy
>shiggy

but, speaking from personal experience in the hell that is extreme anxiety I would first suggest finding a good reviewed cognitive behavioral therapist in your area and possibly starting an ssri which you can discuss with them. only if you don't improve and only as a last resort should you use benzos, especially the heavier ones. best of luck.

>> No.8458013

>>8458006
this guy has gotten rangy and cantankerous because of the way the thread went huh? v.negative.

>> No.8458015

>>8457971
Are you from norcal? You look alot like someone who lived next door to me

>> No.8458020

>>8458009
venlafaxine gave me restless legs and not sure how much help, 150mg, how does it work for you?

>> No.8458024

>>8457426
ME!

Not just social anxiety either, full blowm anxiety. I usually have a panic attack a few times a week. Even if I'm in my house I'll just break down and think my heart is stopping. In fact I'm mildly panicking right now as we speak coz my breathing feels congested.

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>>8458011
taking advice from prodigy is like taking life advice from towelie, they will tell you to do the exact same thing.

but it does look like she shops at walmart a lot, who knows.

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>>8457971
yaaay current sieg pic. you got balls ill give you that. tho this doesnt mean i take you any more serious bc you still got 15lbs to lose

>>8457976
BA from univ and applying to walmart? dood cmon serious you gotta do a personal inventory and tell your anxious/insecure thoughts to fuck off so you could move on and do shit w/your life.

most successful people in life deal w/stress by suppression - this is my mantra - i shit u not

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>>8457426
The only mental type shit I've ever been diagnosed with is selective mutism. It involves anxiety kind of, in a way.

>> No.8458047

>>8458029
oki i will try tomorrow to start

>> No.8458050

>>8458006
what in the fuck are you talking about? i was just wondering how likely medication vs therapy was suggested, i'm not trying to get high off xanax or anything. calm down

>> No.8458055

>>8458029
>tell your anxious/insecure thoughts to fuck off so you could move on and do shit w/your life

holy fuck stop talking. you have the world view of a sheltered 16 year old suburbanite. WOW U MEAN ALL I GOTTA DO IS JUST GET BETTER? GEE I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT THX PRODIGY. im sure you insulting him over his choice of job really helps you daft cunt.

>> No.8458059

why do /fa/ trips even post

>> No.8458062

>>8458055
thank you
at least someone on here isn't some tumblr tween

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>tfw don't want to kill myself, just don't want to exist.

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>>8458026
>>8458011
>advice from prodigy

>advice
>4chan


jesus where am i even??


btw i did study psychology&sociology(abonrmal psych was my forte) before i switched majors, so not only am i more educated than you on the subj but i also have a better sense of humor.

>> No.8458070

>>8458020
150 works okay for me. I think the tolerance/effectiveness might be genetic. My dad takes it for some of the symptoms of his PTSD and it works for him. Maybe it works for me for the same reasons. I didn't try it right away, but the other SNRI/SSRIs that I've tried made symptoms worse and made me shaky all the time. With venlafaxine I just kind of feel okay enough to do stuff even if not completely happy. The side effects (dry mouth, insomnia, dizziness) are standard but I still hate them. Luckily my mood stabilizer (seroquel) helps with not being able to sleep but it is really sedating and makes me sleep for about 12-14 hours a night still feeling unrested

>> No.8458085

>>8458055
jesus u people are seriously the most worthless rejects in the universe.

I HAVE ANXIETY PROBLEMS. I SHARED HOW I COPED WITH THEM. hurrdurr tumblr fat hurr durr prodigy stoopit hurr durr shes ugly so she shops at walmart so she knows nothing hurr durr what is a vagina hurrfucfsdjoiijfdnc,xzc......

godamn im actually being real n helping the man and yall are straight hungry losers. THE ONLY TRUE WAY TO DEAL WITH ANXIETY IS TO LEARN TO CALM UR FUCKING NERVES AND TO SUPRESS IT
not exactly nuclear science but you know its the only thing thats worked for me

>> No.8458086

>>8458068
post a vocaroo
ms. soooo confident i held up my side

>> No.8458092

>>8458085
the difference is you didnt have anxiety problems. you had normal teenage problems and then you grew up. thats why you didnt actually have to do anything to be 'cured'

not the same thing.

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>>8457426
OP, people who suffer from anxiety disorders are likely just more sensitive than others. In other words, you're just you and others have decided to hand you the word "anxiety" on a silver platter. But you don't have to have accept what they offer you. I'm not trying to be a dick either; I know your suffering is real. A lot of people who are plagued with sensitivity just self-medicate with alcohol. Pic related.

Anyway, 4chan may not "help" much, but we'll make you feel proud to be insane. Which is the next best thing.

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8458118

Sufferer of Avoidant Personality Disorder here.

It fucking sucks. You have the burning desire to be social and get out there but you're a victim to the walls you put up, sometimes deliberately or unknowingly. Think of Social Anxiety as a mountain, A.P.D is the apex basically.

>> No.8458125

>>8458092
youre 100% correct
OP get on xannax and/or klonopin and take those pills every day until you need them to function. then continue on taking as needed until you wake up one day in jail wondering what you did and how you got there

have you ever wondered why people in second/thrid world countries dont suffer from sooo many "mental" and/or personality disorders? not to mention fkn allergies?
o yea bc america is overmedicated and evryone wants to take a pill to solve their problems....


while im all about taking pills....believe dat homie....but also i KNOW FOR A FUCKING FACT the only way youll ever control anxiety is if in fact you learn to control it......i know it seems like its not in your control but it is........I know a lot of drug addicts - take my word - and a lot of them got addicted bc they were self medicating for their mental difficutlies - depression/anxiety - and guess what....the ones in recovery all say the same - THE POWER TO CONTROL IT IS WITHIN YOU dig fuckin deep.... get a fuckin kitten if u need to

>> No.8458150

>>8457621
Vicodin - oxy/opana, & stop there. I just went through W/Ds from black tar and holy fuck it was the worst experience of my life. Oxy w/d was a walk in the park compared to to the H w/d. I know BTH isn't /fa/ compared to east coast pow pow but fuck man I'm on the west coast can't find much else. Gonna switch back to blues if I run out of suboxone, but that wd from H is no joke.

>> No.8458164

I've eaten alot of pingas and now It's fucking with my head LOL

>> No.8458168

>>8457782
I used to take etizolam quite often and it worked wonders. I should order some more... Anyone have any good websites?

>> No.8458207

>>8458118

Oh god. Why did you bring that disorder up. I just thought I had minor social anxiety. It seem to have lots of symptoms of APD especially the social isolation.

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>>8458207

get the fuck over here bro.

>> No.8458393

>>8457866
>I have no idea why people who abuse these do it
feels good cuh

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>tfw depersonalization

>> No.8460713

only the weak willed cry about their problems and take pills to try and make it better

>> No.8460779

>tfw too anxious to go outside in my new boots

>> No.8460802

>>8460713

>cosplaying ron swanson on the internet.

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>>8458118
I have that too, was so miserable/suicidal for so long. I've started feeling better recently after accepting that i'll be alone and trying to embrace solitude. LSD and meditation made me appreciate life again. The problem is when im forced to go outside and remember what life is like for everyone else laughing with friends, carefree. Need my own forest.

>> No.8460844

what is propranolol like? I got prescribed with it but am scared to take it

>> No.8460846

>>8460844
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_Pharms_Propranolol.shtml

>> No.8460893

>>8458168
Anyone know w2c etizolam in the US?

>> No.8460901

>>8460802
ron who

>> No.8460955

took a shower in my clothes and got kicked out of house I rent a room at for that, they probably thought I'm crazy or sth

left a class because I forgot my group has a presentation that day, I saw that girl from my group coming up to PC, realized what's up and just left as quickly as possible

I know something is wrong with me, but w/e, I just need to find a gf again, and everything will get fine.

>> No.8460972

I have bi polar disorder, got diagnosed when I was 19. I also have adhd. I take 130mg of Geodon and various other pills like omega 3s and multi vitamin and a b12 pill. I also take omega 3,6,9 liquid. I'm pretty content.

>> No.8461048

>>8457675
>drink a litre of whisky a week
nigga i do a liter a day

>> No.8461062

>>8458009
lets have a fuckin meetup in toronto girl, we can be depressed n shit 2getha

>> No.8461075

>>8461048
that must be hell : ( litre a week and i shake when i stop for too long and my tummy hurts and i get exhausted.

how long do you have to live?

>> No.8461083

>>8459791
after two years struggling with this shit, i've accepted it and i'm considering it as a gift.
Flattening of emotions, you know, and when you've got used to it, youre not even paying attention to the anxiety, or your daily anterograde amnesia
Of course it's not easy on a daily basis. that's why i'm on benzos.

Take care, i feel what you feel

>> No.8461121

>>8457463
>>8458009

Lol I'm in Toronto as well

Too scared to go get a psych test done, so I just do a lot of drugs.

>> No.8461127

>>8459791
I know that feel along with derealisation. Feels like you're in a dream state and nothing seems real. I got therapy and it helped significantly along with an antidepressant. Get help and actively try to improve your life. I assure you you can get better.

>> No.8461201

>>8459791
>>8461083
had recreational drug induced dp/dr for a year and a few months in 2010. basically i cut out all caffeine and no drugs. It was hell when I had it in the very beginning. I couldn't sleep for the first few weeks and when I finally did, it was the only time I didn't feel dp/dr, so I'd want to sleep all the time. it does get better friends, just don't think about it too much and listen to music whenever you start to think about it. today i feel just as I did before dp/dr.

>> No.8461219

>>8458150
OD already you fag end

>> No.8461242

>>8458150
edgy

>> No.8461252

Just a fair warning if you tell your physician you have problems it all goes on your medical record. They treat you differently after that it's just weird. Like once they diagnose you with something it's on your medical record and that is you basically so it's like OH you are a retard now okay or OH you have attention deficit disorder you can't focus because your a retard. Also either one of those cancels you out from being able to take other fun medicines. It's like once they find out you have anxiety kiss your chances of obtaining adderall for studying goodbye.

>> No.8461266

I could definitely get some sort of diagnosis if I wanted to
I kind of want to to get a sweet benzo script but I'm afraid the doctor will suggest an SSRI and I'll be too much of a faggot to disagree

>> No.8461286

When I take Vicodin with Cannibas it takes the edge off associated with Cannibas that people complain about. Usually if you have that feeling to begin with just smoke it in small amounts alone until you build up a tolerance. Try to keep occupied it won't be so bad.

>> No.8461302

>>8457621
it's good as fuck