Feelings thread

[Anonymous No.14926064]

. Tell us how bad (or good) it is fa

[anonymouse No.14926090]

I will never look like pic related. But on the brightside, I just cracked open a Red Bull to wash down a bag of Dinamitas and some rotisserie chicken. Going to smoke some pot and play vidya, now. Maybe I will even fap.

It is expensive to eat healthy, to dress nice, and keep hitting the gym. Besides, life's too brief.

[Anonymous No.14926095]

>tfw pants never fit

[Anonymous No.14926100]

>tfw i dress so fly and nobody is there too see it

[Anonymous No.14926104]

>>14926100
post fit

[Anonymous No.14926122]

I have chest pains daily and I keep ordering jackets online to get the dopamine. I'm broke, depressed, in pain and anxious but I have many jackets

[Anonymous No.14926125]

>>14926090
Correct Anon, you will never be a real girl

[Anonymous No.14926143]

>>14926095
Hate that feel bro. Try different waist size or totally different cut than usual and see

[Anonymous No.14926149]

>>14926104
no

[Anonymous No.14926155]

House got broken into, all my guitars and amps and synths and MacBook and whatnot gone. They even went into my closet, took the few hype pieces I have (some older minimal branding supreme turtleneck and Noah hoodies) and my north face duffel. Now I just sit in my weirdly empty house listening to sweet trip and feeling bad for myself. People are bad, /fa

[Anonymous No.14926157]

>>14926155

The fact that they stole your guitars hits me hard man.. I'm sorry this happened to you. Be well.

[Anonymous No.14926160]

my skin will never be clear

[Anonymous No.14926169]

>>14926064
Girl I’m in love with and have been in love with for three years finally slept together and now she’s not texting me as much and I can feel her fading away. Today I posted abt downloading tinder to find someone abd now she’s upset with me. Simping is easy but it sure ain’t fun. Feel flu symptoms come on , why live anons

[Anonymous No.14926176]

>>14926169
And I ran out of weed just now , not even high enough to not process this. Straight boof

[Anonymous No.14926178]

>>14926169
why would you get tinder if you've recently slept with her?

[Anonymous No.14926182]

>>14926157
Thanks man, I just tell myself whoever had to steal my shit is probably in a worse place than I'll ever be. Life goes on.

Open to suggestions for a new insurance money guitar, thinking I'm gonna start with a white tele when (if hopefully) the money comes in)

[Anonymous No.14926185]

>addicted to adderall

[Anonymous No.14926187]

Struggling with the belief that there is no God. Only non existence after my brain ceases function. There truly is no good or evil, only entropy

[Anonymous No.14926188]

>>14926178
Because she’s stopped texting completely and how she used to we were best friends and I’m p sure she regrets it

[Anonymous No.14926224]

>>14926187

I was in a similar place. I think about it this way. Either we go to the place where we were before we were born, or there is just true nothingness. Thing is, if it is true nothingness, we won't be conscious to have fear, regret, anything at all. We just won't be. To me there is a relief in that, after we give our short lives here our best shot, we go to a place of just nothing.

>God

Believe what you want to. Truth is world is more fucked every day that passes, nothing is going to save you or any of us. Maybe there is a higher power, but it exists outside of our perception.

> good/evil

I think you can prove good and evil. If you explore absolutes, you could find a thing that is absolutely, unquestionably evil. Suffering for no sake but suffering and pain. Therefore, if something is unquestionably evil, there must be something that is equally good. Try to seek that out? Thats just how I think about it personally.

[Anonymous No.14926237]

>>14926224
I think it's so bleak to suffer in this plane of existence only to be non existent after some decades or so... And I have not suffered as much as others. Some people think it's better to suffer and feel pain than to feel nothing at all. Idk

[Anonymous No.14926239]

>>14926188
its always best to talk to the person about it

[Anonymous No.14926242]

>>14926237

Yeah. It is a personal decision. You can look at it that way. Sometimes I do, but then I go on a hike to my favorite lake and listen to music and sit in the sun. Why pass up the opportunity to inhabit moments like that?

[Anonymous No.14926277]

>tfw got designer leather shoes but it’s too wet and rainy to wear them

[Anonymous No.14926292]

>>14926242
Nice. I'll try that Anon. I think I'll try to revive one of my creative outlets as well

[Anonymous No.14926302]

>>14926292
>my creative outlets
Things non artists say to sound artistic. Congrats you might be an art hoe

[Anonymous No.14926315]

>>14926277
tfw your new shoes have primaloft and it's snowing

[Anonymous No.14926365]

>no friends
>uni dropout
>wagecuck
>no skills or social awareness
>no passions
>don't even listen to music, that's how boring I am
how do I become normal and happy

[Anonymous No.14926391]

>>14926365
are you a weirdo?
want to be friends?

[Anonymous No.14926422]

>>14926391
yes
ok. please come to my house or I drive to yours and we can go to tim hortons.

[Anonymous No.14926425]

>>14926422
Canadian niggas?!
this is great

[Anonymous No.14926467]

>>14926425
I live in Canada but I am not a nigger. However, I am in Toronto and niggers are a common sight.

[Anonymous No.14926487]

>>14926467
Lucky I wish I was in Toronto
I've only been a few times and it seems pretty great aside from rape living cost

[Anonymous No.14926492]

>>14926487
Toronto has gotten a lot worse in the past 10 years. It's a soulless city trying to LARP as New York. I would rather live in Montreal or Ottawa.

[Anonymous No.14926507]

I feel horrible wearing same shitty normie clothes every day but cant wear any of the designer I buy becauae of fear of my family/friends commenting on my change and trying to associate it with a reason or whatever. How I choose to oresent myself is my fucking business and there is little reasoning behind it stop commenting on everything i do even if its banter it hurts my self esteem kthnx

[Anonymous No.14926540]

>>14926492
damn that sucks
what kind of job are you in?
would you be able to just leave to one of those places?

[Anonymous No.14926557]

>>14926540
I'm working part time but want to go to school for plumbing eventually. I have enough money right now to move but being an autistic retard I need family support or else I'd probably off myself.

[Anonymous No.14926570]

>>14926064
only try hard losers care about this

fashion is garbage

this board is full of insecure flyover state dweebs trying to cultivate a false persona to appear interesting and cool by accesorizing every single thing in their dull lives


theres nothing more cringe than wearing designer garments (unless its fourth handed cheapo relics from the archive)
make your own or thrift it

plugging social media and posting ur lil gay outfits for validation is sooo boring

go out and meet people find a community and real hobbies
wear what you want and be genuine lmao

[Anonymous No.14926575]

>>14926557
honestly things will get much better once you start school then
as long as you find friends it wont matter where you are

[Anonymous No.14926587]

>>14926575
It's difficult to make friends. I had roommates my first time at uni but they were constantly drinking and smoking and just very different. They were nice but I could not connect with them.

[Anonymous No.14926600]

>edged for two and a half hours again

[Anonymous No.14926603]

>>14926587
Once you get into something more niche it'll be easier
>>14926570
This is R*ddit-tier anger at a hobby lmao

[Anonymous No.14926615]

>>14926302
Tight

[Anonymous No.14926796]

Unis about to restart and I wanna do better this year, trying to kick my weed habit and move on from drugs in general although only weed is a problem desu. I'm gonna download Tinder when I get back to uni but have 0 idea how to talk to girls on it, any advice bros?

>>14926169
>>14926176
Where can I find more of this kind of art?

[Anonymous No.14926801]

>>14926064
I want to consoom but i don't know what to consoom...

I already have 12 pairs of shoes

[Anonymous No.14926846]

>>14926182
>whoever had to steal my shit is probably in a worse place than I'll ever be. Life goes on

I know this thought makes it easier for you but anon I would have to disagree. Stealing is not justifiable unless you re literally starving.

[Anonymous No.14926862]

>>14926188
Dont be a simp anon. If she slept with you after 3 years of chasing her (directly or indorectly, doesnr matter), this means you are pretty low on her love list. Find someone else who will treat you as her number 1.

[Anonymous No.14926864]

>>14926064
>Being FA and self improvement doesn't fix autism

[Anonymous No.14926866]

>>14926600
Impressive...very nice

[Anonymous No.14926936]

>>14926796
The art is by Gilbert Williams , one of my
Favorites

[Anonymous No.14926976]

>>14926365

loaded question. you can read some books on that.

> Nietzsche on becoming passionate, using your emotions, constantly improving in the face of nihilism.

> Camus & Sartre if you're one of those "everything sucks, nothing means anything, im too tired to do anything yet i'm tired of being tired" people

>Socrates and Marcus Aurelius for stoicism. Its easier to understand and less abstract than the rest, but can disagree a lot with nietzsche and camus as it is a little outdated

[Anonymous No.14927089]

recently started getting a lot of compliments from friends
life's good :)

[Anonymous No.14927117]

>>14926064
I broke up with my girlfriend a little over a week ago. I know it was the right decision, but she still left a void, every day feels like forever and I've been drinking a lot and taking sleeping pills just to make the time pass, which I can't seem to make happen otherwise.
I've been thinking of getting back into Tinder just to have a distraction, but it would hurt her even more if she somehow found out, and that's the last thing I want. At least January and February are filled with all kinds of parties and other occasions to go out, so I keep somewhat busy.

[Anonymous No.14927320]

>>14926122
i feel it

[Anonymous No.14927341]

>>14926169
The fact that she texts you less frequently doesn't mean that she's fading away. It takes time to go from friends mode to possibly-lovers mode, let her adapt. And try not to make her jealous to make her stay. That kind of manipulative tricks always make things worse.

[Anonymous No.14927343]

>>14926976
Socrates isn't a stoic. You're thinking of Seneca.

[Anonymous No.14927344]

I'll live with tinnitus until the end of my life.

[Anonymous No.14927362]

Finishing my masters' in a couple days and starting first job in a few months. Suit and tie, 12 hour days, that kind of shit.
How do you guys deal with the idea of working for the rest of your lives?
I've got hobbies, and love spending time w friends. How do you deal with that lack of time?
How do you deal with actually becoming a real adult?

[Anonymous No.14927367]

>new years resolution to give a shit what I wear / how I wear it
>compliments on my fits every time I go out
>losing weight as well so my shit fits better
>switch to homemade shampoo going well
>tfw gf
life is good, boys. it won't always be good, but right now it is.

[Anonymous No.14927369]

>>14927362
get real hobbies

[Anonymous No.14927607]

>>14927362
Either find a company that you can really get behind so that being a cog in the machine feels fulfilling and worthwhile, or work towards getting out of the ratrace. I've been working for a while now and the thought of having to work a 9 to 5 until you get to retire feels like actual hell.

It's a bit of a paradox because realizing all of this has caused me to start working as much as I can under the presumption that this will accelerate my career and help me achieve my goal of owning my own company faster.

It's helped a great deal to cut consumerism out of my life, I recommend the minimalism meme.

[Anonymous No.14927626]

>>14926467
You say you don’t have friends??? It makes sense lol

[Anonymous No.14927633]

>>14926600
Like consecutively stopped at the point? Or just played around on and off for that long?

Fucking gay dawg

[Anonymous No.14927644]

Told a girl I like that I have feelings for her, she’s planning on moving soon so said she’s not looking for anything since she’s moving, broke me, even tho idk if I wanted a relationship or a friendship idk guys it’s a trash situation, oh and I work with her and see her every day

[Anonymous No.14927656]

>>14927644
don't shit where you eat man, it's bound to go wrong

good on you for telling her though

[Anonymous No.14927664]

>>14927362
Ideally you find a better paying job with more regular hours, or otherwise switch to working part time.

I was in your position up until yesterday when I put in my two weeks at my intelligence anaylst job which requires me to work 12-hour shifts regularly. I'm going to start a new job with higher pay that's a normal 9-to-5 doing similar work soon. Eventually I hope to be able to negotiate both a higher salary and less hours worked by using my skills/experience as leverage.

Working 12 hours a day sucks ass, but they should also be giving you more time off in between work rotations if their schedule isn't absolute shit. Otherwise you'll burn out within 3 months. So I'm guessing it's more of a three-day on, two-day off sort of situation.

[Anonymous No.14927747]

>>14927656

Man that is kinda true doe


But thanks man Yeah felt a relief telling her, felt good/sucks tho but I’ll be alright.

[Anonymous No.14927904]

>>14926122
at least you're not cold

[Anonymous No.14927912]

>>14926064
I feel like I never have enough tops to wear

[Anonymous No.14927921]

>talking to qt on piece of shit Tinder
>all messages and matches completely disappears
JUST

[Anonymous No.14927954]

Here's something to consider:
Fashion revolves around personality and lifestyle
It's not the other way around

[Anonymous No.14927975]

>>14927921
she deleted her account mate

[Anonymous No.14927979]

>>14927975
not even memeing, the match came back a few min ago. She said she had the same prob. Messages still gone.

Tinder is enemy of your pp

[Anonymous No.14928009]

Things are pretty bad right now, honestly.

[Anonymous No.14928018]

>>14927664
It's a strategy consulting gig, so long hours 5 days of the week are standard.
I think that realistically, the best way out without getting a massive pay cut is getting a PhD in a few years. They are pretty cheap in my country and being a professor and researcher leads to a pretty great lifestyle.

I really do hope you like your new job better than your last! I hope that in a couple of years I have the guts to do what you did!

[Anonymous No.14928021]

>>14927369
They're pretty much the usual stuff
I make music, play video games, write crappy stuff, some occasional sports, and read

It will be hard to get rid of all of that

[Anonymous No.14928029]

I am looking for jobs now and probably up until mid year since this is my last year of my degree, Mech Eng.
I have no plans for the future and the thought of becoming an adult and working 9-5 every day worries me a lot, the thought of moving away somewhere else, the thought of regretting my early career choices. I am not attracted to working in any specific field or role, just nervous because I do not have my life figured out and I fear that I will be in an office for the rest of my life and finally realising what I want after school when it’s too late.

[Anonymous No.14928047]

>>14928018
Thanks. 5 days of 12 hour shifts will be tough. You will have no time to cook for yourself or prepare meals. You will have almost no time to sleep if your commute takes any time at all. Even if you didn't get a PhD, you could probably leverage experience after 6 months or so.

Always be asking colleagues about other opportunities they are pursuing or hear about (both inside and outside the company). That's how you learn about better jobs/positions you can transition into. Wish you the best of luck as well

[Anonymous No.14928048]

for some reason i can't get her out of my head and she doesn't give a shit about me. i feel like i've been cursed

[Anonymous No.14928057]

>Full time unpaid student teaching starts monday
>Have to go to my evening job after
It's only for 5 months at least. I hope I get hired full-time soon

[Anonymous No.14928127]

>>14928048
lol same
i decided to stop chasing her ass today, its not worth it
a full withdrawal is what we both need, keep the thot away

[Anonymous No.14928236]

>>14926064
I don't know hot to dress for summer, all of my wardrobe is complete of winter clothing almost 85% is warm and cozy clothing not compatible with summer, besides that I'm skinny af, slightly ottermode but I don't like showing my skin, I thought about going full rick or sleaze for summer, or kind of achieving that loose aesthetic. Average weather is 27 degrees Celsius, I really hate summer.

[Anonymous No.14928796]

Bump

[Anonymous No.14928801]

>>14928048
>>14928127
We'll all make it, bros

[Anonymous No.14928811]

>tfw too hot to wear a jacket

[Anonymous No.14928813]

>>14926100
Dress up to run errands. That’s what I do

[Anonymous No.14928885]

>>14928757
>>14928757

[Anonymous No.14928886]

>>14926064
Bad ;__;

[Anonymous No.14928919]

>>14926064
finally had a hookup friday night and she came to me and kissed me and wanted to fugg. its been so long fa. best start of a decade plus she was so good looking. never give up guys

[Anonymous No.14928987]

>>14928886

[Anonymous No.14929012]

>>14928057
Going to be in the same boat soon student teaching starting February. It really should be paid. I couldn't imagine also doing a job at the same time. Fortunately employment is basically immediate in my subject area. Going to have lots of dough for new shoes and frags.

[Anonymous No.14929555]

>>14927344
try Ginkgo Biloba, it could work

[Anonymous No.14930455]

>>14926064
I already own all of op’s brands and the all the other meme brands. Oscar Wilde got it right

[Anonymous No.14930486]

>need to lift harder to dress all gay
>meanwhile just wear buttoned shirts and not jeans when i have to look good
>everybody gives me compliments
>this is not even a look i want to have
But what if the look doesn't work out when I've become big enough and my dream was but a meme? Are midriffs effay on huge, jacked and handsome men with the 10% bf 6-pack?

[Anonymous No.14930546]

>>14930486
>re midriffs effay on huge, jacked and handsome men with the 10% bf 6-pack?
YES

[Anonymous No.14930580]

>>14926507
it's better to learn how to handle banter better as literally everyone in your life from now, until forever, will judge and comment on how ya look. Might as well not give a fuck and handle it well instead of trying to control others.

[Anonymous No.14931677]

>>14930546
u a gay, girl (male) or girl (female)?

[Anonymous No.14931829]

>>14928236
bogan chic brudda