/FA/ FEELS

[Anonymous No.11545317]

I started one of these threads a few weeks ago and it seemed to help a lot of people out by venting on here. tell us whats going on with you!
>tfw no money for decent clothes
>tfw wearing the same stan smiths and ultra boosts for a year
>trying really hard to start up a good relationship with this girl, but keep fucking up
>depressed

[Anonymous No.11545319]

nice blog, how do I subscribe?

[Anonymous No.11545374]

>tfw no masculine patrician bf

[Anonymous No.11545380]

>>11545374
same !! except I'm a boy >__<

[Anonymous No.11545392]

>>11545380
>except I'm a boy

[Anonymous No.11545395]

> me
> slowly going insane
> have ocd bipolar
> started hearing voices
> perfect tumblr artsy fashion gf that fa praises likes me but she lives across the other side of the city i live

[Anonymous No.11545404]

I've always heard about people calling me attractive/good looking/hot/sexy (I knw it sounds cringey but it's true) and yet somehow when I look in the mirror or see photos of myself I'm genuinely disgusted by my appearance

What the fuck

[Anonymous No.11545412]

I'm bipolar and black
i should jsut end myself

[Anonymous No.11545419]

>>11545404
Fucking this.

[Anonymous No.11545420]

>>11545317
i think about killing myself a lot desu

but i know i'll never do it. thinking the attention that my death would bring to me makes me cringe, even though like, my parents and family would be the only people to care

i've got a pretty face but what does that even matter when you're miserable

[Anonymous No.11545423]

>>11545404
post pic

[Anonymous No.11545426]

>>11545404
sympathy lol

[Anonymous No.11545439]

>>11545426
People aren't sympathetic in such a way behind other people's backs. Nowadays that kind of sympathy is only projected towards like, overweight women on social media with anti-body shaming comments like "don't worry bb, you're beautiful inside n out<3" or towards the extroverted mentally challenged

[Anonymous No.11545442]

>>11545420
This desu, but add that I'm overweight and short (5'8")
Not full on fat but I could get there
I'm trying /fa/m, I'll make it one day

[Anonymous No.11545447]

>>11545420
i think i consider killing myself at least once every hour im awake. i'll never end up doing it either, but its kind of comforting to think of in a way.

[Anonymous No.11545455]

>>11545412
shut the fuck up with that self-hating bs. there's nothing wrong with being black. also more people suffer from bipolar disorder than you think. you're not alone and it isn't abnormal

>>11545447
it is. i haven't been "happy" in 5 yeas, since i left uni and moved back in with my rents. i can't even say that i was really happy when i was away honestly. just not so self-conscious and always being surrounded by drugs and fake friends helped

[Anonymous No.11545456]

>tfw no money

money is everything
you're nothing without money

[Anonymous No.11545460]

>>11545317
>tfw enough to afford any luxury item that i want
>browse through grailed, ssense, and mr. porter and nothing interest me enough to cop, nothing is worth the money

[Anonymous No.11545465]

>was genuinely one of the ugliest guys in school when i was 16
>am now 19, now I'm actually a pretty above average looking guy (I think)

feels decent desu :)

but sometimes from certain angles my face just looks fat, so im going to start running when i get back from holiday and start fixing my diet (i eat under maintenance but it's mostly shit food) so maybe I can uncover a bit more of my average bone structure.

but at the same time

>tfw boring personality because I didn't talk to anyone from 13-18 so my conversational skills are shite

[Anonymous No.11545473]

Asked my auntie for some old skool pros, said she couldnt find the pros. Today my granny hands them to me and theyre this shit. These look like generic etnies/adio/ that sell for 20 bucks at ross REEEEEEEEEE

[Anonymous No.11545474]

>no money for clothes
>to combat this I mostly just wear all black
>probably look intimidating to normals
>no friends
>there are a cool /fa/ guy I sort of was acquaintances with, but I'll never be part of their group
>no gf

[Anonymous No.11545486]

>no money for clothes
>to combat this I mostly just wear all black
>probably look intimidating to normals
>no friends
>there's a cool /fa/ guy I sort of was acquaintances with, but I'll never be part of his group
>no gf

[Anonymous No.11545494]

>>11545317
>In the mirror physique looks nice.
>When I look down in body I look like shit
>white hips and ass as a male

[Anonymous No.11545504]

>>11545455
i've barely talked to anyone that wasn't my family in months, and now when classes start back up im gonna be all awkward. i'm bad enough in public now :/

[Anonymous No.11545522]

good feels:
>6ft 1, 150 lbs and p muscular (not skelly but it's better than fat)
>Good hair
>Decent looking at least, (7/10)
Bad feels:
>emotionally stunted in some areas but not in others due to me being ugly/nerd/fat/etc in middle school and high school and not having a lot of contact with other people my age
>developed enough social skills near the end of high school (cause I lost weight) to make some friends but not enough for them to hang out with me
>emotionally stunted in talking to girls, can "talk" to them but can't have any meaningful relationship besides very causual acquaintances
>can't make first move on girls, scared to initiate contact/ask for snapchat/number
>very insecure due to how I used to look
>no motivation to succeed
>can't pay attention to things that don't interest me
Any help? :(

[Anonymous No.11545528]

>>11545522
im the same way on making moves bro. eventually i just count down and force myself to go up and ask for their number/snap whatever. it usually comes out really awkwardly, but it works. next time you do that, count down from 20 and then do it, make yourself do it.

[Anonymous No.11545531]

>>11545522
same except I'm still fat

[Anonymous No.11545537]

>>11545522
fuck, this is me

[Anonymous No.11545538]

>>11545504
lmaoo same

you got any ideas on how to not sperg out? uni starts for me in october

[Anonymous No.11545542]

I want to be happy. And ignorant. And dumber. And have friends. Basically, I want to be...I...I wa-want to be a normie.

[Anonymous No.11545548]

>>11545542
honestly

>become normie
>with current fashion sense

would be perfect

[Anonymous No.11545554]

>>11545542
Please Brazilfag stop posting I beg of you

[Anonymous No.11545573]

>>11545554

no

>>11545548

how would I do that?

[Anonymous No.11545574]

>>11545522
>no motivation to succeed
>can't pay attention to things that don't interest me

This has given cause to a few suicide attempts for me last year during the school year. Starting my second year at a local community college soon. I hope I either something changes, or I don't wake up in a hospital this time.

[Anonymous No.11545583]

>>11545573

[Anonymous No.11545641]

I wear supreme even though I think skateboarding is for losers. I also only listen to Joanna Newsom and I have no friends

[Anonymous No.11545666]

my dad has a gun in the house. i'm not exactly sure where he keeps it but i have a good idea. not a problem that a good sweep of his bedroom couldn't solve. lately i've been romanticizing the idea of sneaking it out of the house and driving somewhere far away with it and ending things. it's terrible and it's selfish but i'm not sure how much longer i can cope with feeling the way that i do. it's exhausting. i can see it aging me. i can feel it making me sick

[Anonymous No.11545893]

>>11545395
>slowly going insane
who isn't?
>have ocd bipolar
who doesn't
>started hearing voices
everyone does from time to time

You're not special

[Anonymous No.11546450]

>tfw no gf

[Anonymous No.11546454]

>i am very sensitive
>fall in love very easily
>saw a picture of a girl on some website and keep thinking about her all the time
>can't even write to her because if i don't write she can't reject me

[Anonymous No.11546464]

>finally have money to buy nice clothes
>can't bring myself to spend more than i'm used to cause i feel like i don't deserve it, so I keep buying uniqlo and muji stuff

[Anonymous No.11546514]

>>11545465
>mfw this
honestly!!!!!!!!!!!
i remember a girl in my school humiliated me infront of everyone saying "theres good looking XXX people but you're not one of them"
now iam starting a modeling career with a local agency !! kinda excited

[Anonymous No.11546900]

>>11545473
They look great, you piece of shit
GAH
>>11545486
I feel ya about the black
Just buy colorful shit you're not sure you're gonna wear often from second hand stores
>>11545542
Dress in a beach-boy fashion and you might make it
And clean your hands, ffs

[Anonymous No.11546920]

>>11546514
haha I'm far from modeling tier myself but that's good to hear anon :)

[Anonymous No.11546958]

>>11545893
I SUFFER MORE THAN YOU

[Anonymous No.11546992]

>>11545522
Quit porn/ try abstinence for a few weeks - get that testosterone - will help insanely well with confidence levels. You won't even need to talk, they'll just be able to see the want in your eyes.

[Anonymous No.11548115]

I stepped on gum using my hender memes

[Anonymous No.11548194]

>>11545522
>150 lbs
>Not skinny
Pick one

[Anonymous No.11548218]

>only 3 reasonably fashion shoes

>no socket socks

[Anonymous No.11549460]

>>11545317
>summer comes
>no relevant inspo threads
>keep seeing cool jackets that I can't wear for half a year
>can't hide your pale skin and thin arms
This is why /fit/ is the master race.

On the bright side you get to check out thick thighs all over the place.

[Anonymous No.11549484]

>>11545380
Kill yourself

[Anonymous No.11549567]

>>11545317
>Finally meet a effay qt
>things moving super fast
>fucks with my head (due to past experiences) to the point where im just in a state of anxiety and stress
>tfw you'll never be happy despite everything going your way for the first time in your life

[Anonymous No.11549585]

Reposting my old feel because it's still relevant + New feels

>tfw no gf
>tfw no good fits
>tfw not sure if good looking, average or ugly. probably ugly
>tfw saving money for future use so can't splurge on fits
>tfw never owned a high end piece
>tfw spots
>tfw big feet
>tfw no true friends
>tfw L O N D O N isn't fun for you because no one to hang out with
>tfw no motivation or discipline to do the things im interested in
>tfw no will to live
>tfw indecisive as fuck and never know what to buy and usually end up regretting
>tfw easily swayed by others opinions
>tfw afraid to experiment with different styles out of fear of being made fun of, criticized or judged by relatives or strangers
>tfw adult relatives and acquaintances say you're good looking but when you look in the mirror or at pictures you can't agree

[Anonymous No.11549590]

>tfw i decluttered my wardrobe and took out everything i didnt like
>tfw i literally have no t-shirts i like
>tfw i dont know what tshirts to get that would fit me well becuase im skelly and want sleeves that are a bit longer
>tfw poor as shit
>tfw trying to save money but all my paycheck is always just going to car insurance (20 y/o)
>tfw i know exactly what i want to buy but i cant afford literally any of it
>tfw always see my money come and go immediately and there's little i can do about it
ugh.

[Anonymous No.11549593]

>>11549567
This is the feel. Everyone thinks finally finding a super QT will make your life magically better but in reality the stress and anxiety of keeping a relationship together with a super QT can make life worse. When I was dating a 10/10 Beauty Pageant winner I lost sleep almost every night because I worried she would cheat on me and she had such high standards for everything I had to watch my step.

[Anonymous No.11549620]

>Be 18
>6'2
>130 lbs
>Be 7.5/10
>androgynous as Fuck
>get confused for grill sometimes
>feels good man

> be trans fag
> slp/n (n)/uc usually what I'm dressed in
>have to b skelly to pull offrom my outfits
>starting hormones soon
>going to become grill
>either staying God tier skinny (mom's genes)
>or dad's side ( big booty and double d's)
>not sure what's gonna happen
> feels scared man

>be 18
>going bald
>nw1.5 hairline
>hairline is still receding
>praying to God it stops


>Please let me get off this wild ride.

[Anonymous No.11549640]

tfw

>8/10
>except when i open my mouth, have a gap inbetween my teeth, not massive, but its there
>not sociable because of my gap
>when i speak, i try and not open my mouth too much so its not noticble, but i just end up mumbling

[Anonymous No.11549641]

>>11545420
>i think about killing myself a lot desu

Same

[Anonymous No.11549649]

>>11549585

i know the feel, Im in London too

no friends
in London, there is so much to do, but with no friends..its like you're alone.
friends senpai?

[Anonymous No.11549650]

>tfw no qt bf to cuddle with ;_;
>most fags i meet have a horrible fashion sense

[Anonymous No.11549651]

>be me
>18 years old
>art, music and fashion interest me
>trapped in a small village in my parents house with no friends
>parents won't let me borrow their car and drive somewhere on the weekend, let alone go out at night
>spend my days literally reading and playing guitar
>horny as hell but no way to find a girlfriend

[Anonymous No.11549666]

>>11545317
tfw spended 30 in clothes that feel like they fit perfectly and i´ve been happy with wearing those for a week now but meanwhile my current bff hasnt returned phonecalls that i made this week.
should i just get new friends? a guy who doesnt pick up the phone on fridays is hardly much friend at all. i feel so tired

[Anonymous No.11549667]

>>11549640
a gap is nothing bad especially if you are 8/10
nothing to worry about anon

[Anonymous No.11549673]

>>11549667

Yeah it really isnt bad, its just physcological, when theres a joke i smile instead of burst out laughing, or cover my mouth when i do burst out laughing

i've been to the dentist, they said 1 grand to get it fixed, seems a bit much, but it would make me a hell alot more confident, so might get it done.

Alteast i think i wont have anything to worry about if i get it done.

[Anonymous No.11549690]

>tfw born to upper middle-class parents in a fashion metropolis
>still barely a 6/10

[Anonymous No.11549692]

>>11549649
pls friends senpai.

the city has so much to do, but idk anyone into fashion

[Anonymous No.11549702]

>>11545317
>tfw literally zero income
>tfw parents stopped donations years ago
>tfw clothes start to wear out so I now have to go back to my parents house and dig out what I threw out when I was 16 and try to get modern fits with that, even if I have to start tailoring
It's hard work but at least the day I get rich if that happens going to the store will be an almost sexual experience

[Anonymous No.11549715]

>>11549692

how do we become friends anon-san?

[Anonymous No.11549722]

I'm so close I just gotta fix some things
>tfw food poisoning fucking up my trip to Paris
>tfw no motivation to do well in school so bad gpa
>tfw lost my inspiration, made no new music in weeks
>tfw still a bit weird and shy
>tfw 10/10 girl flirts w you but is probably playing my heart like a violin

[Anonymous No.11549728]

>>11549715
post skype? or something i guess

[Anonymous No.11549732]

>have a female friend who's slightly into body positivity but not in an insane way
>she's gotten onto me before for criticizing the body positivity movement
>talking to her today and mention that I weighed myself and I lost 10 pounds since the beginning of summer (not trying to lose weight I just got a job so I'm not lazing around all day like I was before)
>joke about how I look normal again (was getting skinnyfat at the beginning of summer)
>she says "yeah you got chubby, like your body was gross to me"

I didn't know how to respond in that moment but I wish I would have taken her down honestly. She gained like 12 pounds during the spring and was constantly talking about how fat she was getting and asking me if her body was gross (it wasn't to me even though it was obvious she had gained weight). If I had even agreed she was getting fat she would have given me so much shit. Just hypocritical, really annoyed me.

[Anonymous No.11549741]

>>11549728

I haven't got Skype, here is a throwaday email that i used to make an account to buy a game on the PS Canada store, send me a message

email is

playstationcanada15 @ gmail . com

[Anonymous No.11549746]

>Was a normie
>Could hook up with any girl I wanted
>Was really good looking and had a good physique
Then that crazy bitch ex-girlfriend comes
>Was in love with someone for the first time so I did everything she wanted
>Got separated from all my friends, even female friends because this girl was jealous as FUCK
She was literally jealous of a videogame because it showed a lot or cleavage, she was that crazy
>She would treat me like shit, I only existed for her, no longer talked to anyone in school
>Got fat
>Turns out the bitch was cheating on me the entire year we where dating, it destroyed me, tried to kill myself 2 times
>I could still manage to make a few more friends after I recovered, but it was all a fake, I would keep a normie mask and was dead inside
Now: Done with school, fat, have some friends and I am kind of happy with them because most of them are not normies

Now some good feels:
>Worked really hard and got a scholarship to study in japan, 5 years university study probably in one of the most prestigious unis there
>A chance to start over from zero
Now I have 8 months to become /fit/ and /fa/ befor I get there, it makes me really nervous because I have to lose at least 10kg to look like I used to
Also
>zero acne since I did accutane


How do I find motivation to work for these 8 months to save up for clothes, and train everyday and diet?
Excuse my poor english and first time posting something like this

[Anonymous No.11549752]

>>11549746

sounds like me anon, only way i was motivated to go gym and still am, is having someone to go with.

I hate going, but once im at the gym with a friend, its all jokes and fun. Try and get someone to go with, get some good music on your phone.

I go in the mornings when its empty and no one is there.

[Anonymous No.11549754]

>tfw have money
>tfw buy nice clothes
>tfw pleb friends and always feel overdressed
>tfw people call me gay
>tfw gay but wants to remain closeted

[Anonymous No.11549757]

- fuckin health problems (galstones) but i dont have the money for the surgery
- on my way to a finacial suicide bc im gonna throw a party the same day as this hyped music label
- this 9/10 qt starts to want to see me when shes is back in town, why? im a 6/10 with angry and trust issues...
- i cant afford nice clothes until xmas

[Anonymous No.11549772]

>feel like shit at home living alone
>feel like shit at work
>on the verge of panic attacks at uni
>only thing I can barely enjoy is videogames and feel like Im wasting my time doing that
>grades are plummeting
I don't even know why I'm posting this, theres nothing anyone else can do, Its all my responsibility.

[Anonymous No.11549805]

I'm not white
> just a light skinned spic

[Anonymous No.11549810]

>tfw starting to appreciate the odd rick owens piece

ramones don't look half a terrible as geos t b h

[Anonymous No.11549813]

>>11545412
Ive never seem a depressed black person lmao

[Anonymous No.11549817]

>>11545456
Depends on what environment you put yourself in in

[Anonymous No.11549825]

I just want a gf bros

[Anonymous No.11549827]

>>11545574
U might have ADD and need medication(ritalin concerta)

[Anonymous No.11549833]

>>11546454
Omg reminds me of The time i fell in love with the cheerleader from that viral video where a kid asks her for a kiss and she gives like the hottest kiss ever i wish id get instead

[Anonymous No.11549854]

>tfw too short
>tfw don't have a lot of good clothes
>tfw paranoid and afraid to ruin the few good clothes I have
>tfw had a really bad breakup with mentally unstable ex
>feel like an asshole
>don't know where i'm going

[Anonymous No.11549860]

>tfw she sent me heart emojis and "ily2 " yesterday

[Anonymous No.11549867]

>try hard to impress girls
>small dick
I'm like in confusion. Idk what to do, i know it's pointless to self improve when small dick, but i can't stop making sure girls see me the way i want them to.

[Anonymous No.11549878]

>no matter how much work I'll put into making myself more attractive, educated, friendly etc., none of it will ever make me like myself more
Self-hate is useless, why does it even exist?

[Anonymous No.11549881]

>>11549867
You just gotta let ole girl know about it at the right time, like y'all both drunk and just say "yo, my meat wild tiny, but imma still blow that back out"

[Anonymous No.11549883]

>types
>deletes
>types
>deletes
>can't express feels to anyone
>even as an anon to other anons

[Anonymous No.11549884]

>>11549810
i want some sock ramones and cropped astaires even though i wear stuff like lemaire and marni desu

[Anonymous No.11549922]

Depressionbros, don't let it get worse, if you're thinking of killing yourselves, seek help. One of the most interesting experiences I had in my life was going to a hospitals emergency room and asking for depression meds. I was poor (still am) and I couldn't afford them, so I waited hours and hours there sitting around patiently for them to provide a prescription. I took celexa maybe 3-4 times and felt better. It can get better, just gotta want to get better.

[Anonymous No.11549955]

>tfw recently found a qt who I actually like who has a ton of shit in common with me, has stimulating conversations, accepts me for my weird shit and is overall just a chill person
>tfw she's my gf now

Things are looking up lads

[Anonymous No.11549965]

>>11549955

i hate you

[Anonymous No.11550012]

I ordered 400$ of American Apparel yesterday.

[Anonymous No.11550046]

>>11549881
Well in the end she'll end up cheating on me or leaving me.

[Anonymous No.11550056]

>>11549922
You just went there and asked for them directly? You didn't have to go into therapy or anything? I want to treat my depression somehow but I feel like if I talk to my doctor, he'll just tell me to exercise and eat vegetables.

[Anonymous No.11550153]

>>11550012
good thing they remind me how much i waste on their shit

[Anonymous No.11550155]

>>11545404
Jesus Christ this

[Anonymous No.11550173]

>>11550056
I went there directly, yes.

I was dealing with it without meds for 5 years, ex broke up with me, loved her a lot, and that's the short version of the story. But anyway, I basically lost my mind with severe depression around the 5th year and every night as it got darker I'd feel miserable, couldn't take it anymore. It was literally a mental health emergency, so I dealt with it. Sure, I could have used therapy, maybe even group therapy, I tried going to a mental hospital about it once, but just kinda ran off and the feeling dragged on because I feared even dealing with it.

Best to just talk to family about it and deal with it. Probably wont even need the meds very long before you see significant change. What gets me through life today though, is definitely God (Jesus).

[Anonymous No.11550177]

Do any antidepressants have specific attributes? I basically suffer from a bleak out look and lack of drive. I'm Mr "I'll do it tomorrow" and was wondering what could help me?

In b4 don't be lazy

[Anonymous No.11550178]

>>11550177

MDMA

[Anonymous No.11550185]

>>11550153
Fuck, I didn't even know they had this. Do I get anything once I reach a certain number of points?

>>11550173
I'm sorry about that, but you noticed a significant change after taking the meds? My dad has dealt with depression so I could probably talk to him about it, I'm just so used to bottling my feelings up, it's difficult for me to talk about my feels.

[Anonymous No.11550193]

>>11550185
They say you get perks and special sales but i've yet to see proof

[Anonymous No.11550214]

>>11550177
I'm not a doctor, so I wouldn't know what to prescribe. You should ask a healthcare professional. They just ask you a series of questions and narrow down the treatment that would best suit you down to a pill or a group or something. But the worst thing I feel is knowing you could do something, and feeling somehow hindered by ones own capability to seek help. If it's possible, try.

desu, i share some of those same feels. lack of drive, no desire to integrate into normal everyday bs like jobs and sports, social events and such. I still work and help people, but at a slower pace than I perceive to be normal(?)

[Anonymous No.11550222]

>>11550214

Thanks anon, I will go see the doc in the week and see what they say. I'm currently taking paxil for anxiety but I have dropped down from 40mg to 2.5mg a day over the period of 12 months. This shit doesn't help mood at all, it just gave me chronic brain fog and gain a ton of body fat so I need it out of my system asap

[Anonymous No.11550232]

>>11550185
>noticed a significant change

The first night I took Celexa, I felt like my brain was dying, like it was simulating death or something, felt terrible, even ran to speak to my mom about it. It felt pretty cruddy desu. But I drank water, sat it out, waited the amount of time required to continue use, and around the second or second to third pill I felt, emm.. I guess tranquil? But in a clouded sort of feel, as if it was artificial. Eventually I realized I wasn't going to escape my thoughts, but at least I could somewhat deal with things a bit better. Total maybe 4 pills used? maybe 5, can't remember, but it didn't take much. In between I was reducing pill size too, didn't wanna become addicted to it, though I don't see how anyone could get addicted to it.

I dunno what to tell you, it's not like a one size fits all thing, they ask you a series of questions and narrow down the best treatment for you.

[Anonymous No.11550235]

>>11550222
good luck

[Anonymous No.11550236]

>>11549593
After my ex I thought it was what I wanted; just hurts so much more knowing I'm gonna fuck it up and hurt this girl.
Please hold me anon

[Anonymous No.11550240]

>depressed
nice meme

[Anonymous No.11550282]

>>11549955
I'm truly happy for you anon

[Anonymous No.11550396]

How do I make friends? This friday night I was in my backyard spinning around with a car rug in my hand (it had to dry). I was also talking with myself and laughing for no reason. I didn't took anything, but I'm lonely and bored out of my mind. I have an ok-ish fashion sense considering where I live but that only helped me to just not be a normie regarding fashion anymore. Mildly attractive, girls/women mire if I go out but obviously no gf, only 5'10. At uni but I'm only going so I can learn programming and get money.

[Anonymous No.11550430]

>>11550396
If you're at uni, you have a ton of opportunity compared to a lot of us anons. Some of us are working, don't go to school, rarely leave the house to do fun things. I guess my advice would be to get involved in uni groups? Or download an app like meowchat and talk to ppl all over the world.

[Anonymous No.11550435]

>used to be obese with cystic acne
>got fit and went on accutane at 18
>whole world changed

every girl that meets me hits on me now. Lowkey model in LA who used to be a very vague acquaintance wants me to visit her. Everyone thinks I'm a chad when I've only just made out with a few girls. Feel like a fraud honestly.

[Anonymous No.11550468]

>Un-diagnosed depression for close to 10 years now
>Not getting any better despite finding a small circle of good friends, graduating college & getting a job in my field, getting my own apartment
>Video games don't even distract me the way they used to
>Can't find motivation to care about what I look like, usually wear black jeans & black tee & vans. Started wearing a hat cause can't be bothered to do anything with my hair anymore
>No motivation to play music even though the only thing I want in the entire world is to be a musician
>Will never achieve my goal
>Have absolutely no desire to be in a committed relationship, hate children with a passion, never ever want to be married. I find the concept of marriage idiotic. I just want to create art
>Think about suicide daily

[Anonymous No.11550469]

>begin thrifting
>find tons of clothes that suit the style I'm going for, just need to get some of them altered
>go out of the country for a month+ and bring all my favorite clothes/fits, including much of the new ones
>get clothes altered so that everything is perfect
>buy more clothes while there
>genuinely excited to get back home and actually wear all my new fits
>month goes by and now am headed home
>finally get off my last flight relieved to be done with the 30 hour trip back home
>waiting in baggage claim for bags
>1 of our 4 bags does not make it and ofc it happens to be the one with all my clothes
>airline can't seem to find the bag, even after 5 days
>effectively lose 80%+ of my closet
>give up
>kms

[Anonymous No.11550477]

>>11550430
I don't know how to make friends. I mean, I can talk to people and hold a conversation but nothing beyond that. I go home and I'm still lonely, nobody calls me or texts me outside of school/something that they need. I'm not repulsive or anything, I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I'm not a shut in, I'm doing everything alone.

[Anonymous No.11550487]

>>11545404
Sounds like you have dysphoria. Do you have/have a history of eating disorders anon?

[Anonymous No.11550492]

>>11545460
That is the hard world of fashion. The profit margin on Rick alone is absurd even on 70% off sales

[Anonymous No.11550515]

This summer has been eventful as fuck. I got a girlfriend for the first time in my life. She's cute and paints and is really caring. I'm making progress with my fitness, need to buy more clothes that fit me since I've sized down; After browsing /fa/ for a few months and losing a bunch of weight and looking a lot different I became obsessed with my image and how others view me, and i'm now able to stop myself from acting so self absorbed whenever I realize everyone is the same species, we have similar features, bodies, experiences, we shouldn't judge people on the way the look, or dress, Hopefully I can hold onto my mindset now and still have a interest in fashion because I do really like it, though fashion and this board in particular I suspect may be affecting the way I view the world in a negative, critical, and judgmental way. If anyone read this, have a good day, maybe focus a little less on yourself and others appearance in the present, and more future prospects, and the people that matter.

[Anonymous No.11551053]

>>11550477
I pretty much live the same way anon (with the exception of uni), but like I said, I go on apps, socialize with ppl, work around it. Nobody said life was supposed to be easy, maybe you're just more of an introvert? Or maybe you don't feel the need to advertize or sell yourself like a commodity. Whatever it is, you can learn to change it. You can also try going to a local church, go to a Christian gathering and meet new people that way. Or go to a tech convention or whatever if you're computer savvy. Imagine ways around it.

[Anonymous No.11551164]

>>11549805

you should just end it senpai

[Anonymous No.11551205]

>>11545465
>tfw 19 as well
>neither looks nor height changed since 16

[Anonymous No.11551263]

I get complimented a lot about my looks but I feel ugly as shit whenever I see myself including photos and the mirror. It doesn't help that even effay shat on me :(

[Anonymous No.11551289]

>>11545317
>pay no bills
>spend entire paycheck on clothes
>own $1300 shoes but i am still no one
>i long for the day i die

[Anonymous No.11551325]

>tfw 29 waist now
>tfw 140 lbs now
probably gonna kms

[Anonymous No.11551347]

>>11545473
save up your allowance until you have $60 all by yourself then

[Anonymous No.11551476]

>>11549593
That's why "learn to love yourself before loving someone else" is actually important. I've seen a a few too many relashionships fail and someone actually kill themselves on a breakup because they only used each other as a measure of self-worth.

[Anonymous No.11551497]

>have curly hair
>bleached the shit out of it
>now have to cut it off, and lose my mane

curls look so bad short....fuck my dudes

[Anonymous No.11551855]

>>11545404
BOOOOHHOOOOOO

People like you should fuck off already

People tell me I'm attractive. Instead of crying everytime I see myself I just carry on going because caring about your appearance THAT much is the faggiest and most pathetic thing you can do.

[Anonymous No.11551863]

>>11549690
Same here and now I'm balding at 20.
>tfw you will never be good enough for london

[Anonymous No.11551893]

>>11549833
Link? Never saw that video.

[Anonymous No.11551895]

Was texting a qt and she said I had nice eyes had no idea what to do sperged out and just changed topic of conversation. Felt really weird desu.

[Anonymous No.11552281]

>>11545420
>>11545447
>>11549641
am i the only one on the internet who's insanely afraid of dying

[Anonymous No.11552373]

>>11549805
Technically you're white.

[Anonymous No.11552515]

Pese a que hay gente que me dice que no soy feo, que soy atractivo no puedo creerlo, no puedo verme en espejos o en fotos, hace poco detectaron que soy un borderline y empece a ir a terapia, se que nadie se tomara la molestia de leer esto por estar en español pero amenos lo puedo expresar

[Anonymous No.11552557]

>>11549884
lel I'm even worse, I pretty much just rock Our Legacy/Norse Projects minimal clean bullshit so Rick wouldn't even go well with anything I own

[Anonymous No.11552652]

>tfw have only copped black and P A L E light blue jeans in the last year
there is no middle ground anymore.

[Anonymous No.11552692]

>>11552281
Yeah, personally I welcome death.

[Anonymous No.11553327]

>>11551053
Well I never really liked to be the center of attention, but frankly I don't think I had a chance to so anywhere I go I'm just there acting like anyone else. I think I'm more of an introvert, that could explain why I can't connect with people. I'll do my best to change I guess.

[Anonymous No.11553342]

>>11545404
I feel this. I'm trying to stop eating very much

[Anonymous No.11553343]

>>11545574
>suicide attempts

dude you either kill yourself or you're attention seeking

tumblr fag

[Anonymous No.11553347]

>been browsing /fa/ for 5 years
>21
>don't know how to tie a tie
>don't know how to dress buisiness casual ie button shirt, slacks
>don't own any dress shoes and don't know where to even look because allen edmonds discontinued the only shoes you wanted to buy
>panic when I need to wear something formal to an event
>own cp's that don't even fit my personality or style
>don't own a single button shirt
>don't own much clothes apart from basics and keep telling myself I'll buy more clothes once I get fit enough so I don't have a bunch of clothes that don't fit me
>never follow through with lifting and have never completed a full week split in my life

[Anonymous No.11553353]

>>11553347
>>buisiness casual
you can literally google this lmao
>>own cp's that don't even fit my personality or style
literally how? basically anyone and any style can rock CPs
>>don't own a single button shirt
like I'm sorry to nitpick but how have you reached the age of 21 like this? do you ever go out? I started buying my own when I was like 16

[Anonymous No.11553356]

>>11545412
I don't get the "black is ugly" mentality on /fa/

Being black is legit one of the most effay things. Be proud senpai

[Anonymous No.11553358]

>>11553353
I don't know. I tried wearing a dress shirt and slacks before but I look weird and I begin to sweat from how uncomfortable I feel. And I can only count ~4 times I've hung out with someone outside of school in the past 8 years.

[Anonymous No.11553361]

>>11545412
black isn't automatically bad, in fact i'd be much more likely to respect a black person with a good sense of style than whites or ESPECIALLY asians

also your skin probably looks pretty cool, don't listen to the /pol/ memesters

>>11553358
dude you have bigger problems than figuring out how to dress well

[Anonymous No.11553365]

That feel when stole money from Dad to buy Rick sneakers and then blamed it on my uncle

[Anonymous No.11553369]

>>11553361
>dude you have bigger problems than figuring out how to dress well

I am very well aware of that. Believe me.

[Anonymous No.11553371]

>>11553365
pathetic mate, youre no better than heroin junkies that steal cash from their parents
get a job, apologise to your dad and pay him back the cash

[Anonymous No.11553374]

Super bad hormonal acne since the age of 14 that ruined my skin. Currently nothing active, but I have shit tons of red marks (surprisingly no scars/indents).
Feels like its been forever since I have looked forward to going out somewhere, and I'm super conscious about it to the point where I can barely look people in the eyes.
I hope it gets better since I'm getting older. The high testosterone gave me a nice jawline though

[Anonymous No.11553377]

>>11545380
iktf

[Anonymous No.11553381]

>>11553369
best of luck tho

I mean seriously though dressing better might be the confidence boost you need, it worked out for me. Confidence itself just seems to attract friends, popularity, girls etc, and you can easily get that confidence just by dressing well.

Like I think /fa/ literally improved my life, what the fuck I just realised
>>11553365
nice
>>11553374
I know the acne feels (tfw accutane SOMEHOW DIDN'T WORK) but its much better than it used to be and I swear girls actually don't mind it too much? I might be lucky idk

[Anonymous No.11553392]

>half jap
>half native
>bad skin
>flat face from side
>weirdest fucking combination of features

JUST GIVE ME MY QT AZN GF ALRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDY

[Anonymous No.11553393]

>tfw you don't buy it

[Anonymous No.11553394]

just broke up with my bf, i'm glad i did it though, he was a timewaster

[Anonymous No.11553414]

>>11553394
obligatory REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Anonymous No.11553458]

>attending high-school in buttfuck nowhere Czech Republic
>want to move out to Prague at least but obviously can't until college
>have quite a lot of friends, don't really feel close to any of them, no mutual hobbies with most of them besides getting drunk
>no /fa/ qts, nobody listens to similar music (and I mostly like entry level /r/indieheads stuff like Grimes, Mac DeMarco, Earl Sweatshirt etc. )
>everybody wears an assortment of shit found in H&M, New Yorker, C&A etc.

It gets worse...

>semi ironically contemplating suicide one day
>instead go catch pokemon in the park
>see a lure placed nearby
>go there
>catch an Exeggcute or whatever
>see a bunch of girls drinking wine and smoking weed in the middle of the field
>one of them invites me over
>start talking with them and join them in the festivities
>actually pretty cool people, especially the one who initially told me to come over
>qt, white hair, tucked in shirt, high rise jeans, some rare looking beige Asics I haven't seen before
>talk about random shit, grafually getting more and more shitfaced
>turns out she likes MACDEMARCO
>eventually the rest of the group leaves, she stays there with me
>watch the stars together (although it was cloudy at the time, makes me think in retrospective)
>cuddle and make out
> M U H D I C K
>she lives in a nearby village, last bus departs at midnight, would stay at my place but her parents would be pissed
>gives me her number
>go home and fall asleep
>wake up in the morning, try to text her later
>iforgottosavethenumber.jpg

This was for all intents and purposes the first person I've met in my homerown that I could see foresee having a long term relationship with, and still managed to fuck it up. JUST

[Anonymous No.11553474]

>>11553458
I really hope you find her my man

[Anonymous No.11553485]

>>11553458
it's ok dude, things like this happen. live lightly, my friend. you'll meet many more, and they're all ephemeral -- until you meet one that stays.

[Anonymous No.11553489]

>>11552515
La terapia te vay ayudar, hermano.

[Anonymous No.11553497]

>>11545317
Good Feels:
>told a lot that I have a strong jawline and cheekbones
>mixed race
>tanned
>no problem getting girls
>been told I dress well
>can make friends easily
>at a top university and coasting without trying
Bad Feels:
>not that tall - 5'9/5'10 max
>thin/shitty hair
>constantly broke so can never acquire that perfect fit
>had depression, still not 100% and constantly the one fucked up drinking/drugs whenever out with friends
>in counselling
>have been in relationships/1 night stands yet still feel always alone
>have no idea what to do in my life or what to do to be happy

[Anonymous No.11553543]

>have issues but don't try to improve myself
>procrastinate during the day
>succumb to a miserable life at night
>rinse and repeat
>have started drinking

how do i break the cycle, everything feels pointless

[Anonymous No.11553550]

>>11553458
try going back to the park or wander around her village? idk it sounds like a small place

[Anonymous No.11553552]

>tfw extremely average facial structure
>tfw 5'8
>tfw balding

Save me from this hell

[Anonymous No.11553757]

>eyeing pants for weeks
>great deal
>so indecisive on fit
>last size left
>probably last pair left
>"ok I'll just buy em"
>go back to check site
>sold out
>tfw indecisiveness kills your ability to be fashionable

[Anonymous No.11553772]

This might be stupid but I have no idew what to do with my hair

Im half white / black and I don't even know what my hair type is

Its like wavy / curly / black hair all at the same time and if I grow it long it becomes the form of an afro

I just want a good haircut mang

[Anonymous No.11553811]

>>11553458
>>wake up in the morning, try to text her later
>>iforgottosavethenumber.jpg
and we lost another girl to the feminists, nice one m8

[Anonymous No.11553885]

>tfw when I wake up, cat loafing on expensive shirt drying on towel
>masticated with claw marks everywhere

[Anonymous No.11553928]

>doesnt feel like there are any girls that you would really like
>dont think i've ever really been in love

[Anonymous No.11554057]

>>11553474
Thanks senpai.
>>11553485
I hope so, but certainly not in this shithole of a place where I live right now. I really should get out of here.
>>11553550
The town I live in has around 100k inhabitants, just checked on google her village has about 1,5k. I might try that but unless she happens to be outside at the same time at the same place, I won't probably ever find her.

[Anonymous No.11554294]

>>11552281
thinking about killing yourself and being afraid of death are strangely not mutually exclusive emotions.

The first is more the idea of not having to deal with life anymore, maybe you don't like your situation, yourself, or the people around you, so ending it seems like a way out.

However, actually being confronted with death is a completely different beast. It's why people like the ones in this thread (myself included) probably will never actually kill themselves. The idea becomes more of a morbid fantasy rather than a realistic plan.

but what do i know, i'm just a depressed, overvalued, gayboii

[Anonymous No.11554559]

>>11553928
Where is this?

[Anonymous No.11555468]

>>11554294
that's true. but my fear of death means i can't even fantasize about it

[Anonymous No.11555509]

>roommates overrate Beyonce and say shit like "YAASS QUEEN" every time they see her
>they both play pokemon go and have n-e-v-e-r played any other pokemon games and keep saying it's nostalgic
>walked into the kitchen this morning where they were both eating breakfast
>they have a fucking crosley in the living room
>one looks at the other and says "yo, spin that twenty-one P."
>had to listen to that shitty new twenty one pilots album all the way through while i made breakfast for all of us
>one of them has a man bun
>the other (his boyfriend) has a memeundercut
>they ask me to watch buzzfeed videos/take buzzfeed quizzes all the time


they're both nice people but i think i'm going to sudoku before this lease runs out in october

[Anonymous No.11555553]

>haven't smiled once in almost six months
>Didn't get the record deal
>Apartment got broken into and My Cav Empt pullover and other clothes were stolen

Fmlu

[Anonymous No.11555836]

>>11545404
story of meeeeeeeeeee life

[Anonymous No.11555848]

>>11555509
thats what happens when you live with 2 flaming gays

[Anonymous No.11555932]

>>11555509
ayy where you at? I'll take over your lease cuz I'd fucking Love to live in that environment.

[Anonymous No.11556045]

>>11551895
that's not sperging out, that's just being humble. now that you know she thinks you're attractive, make a move!

[Anonymous No.11556053]

>>11553928
>>dont think i've ever really been in love
I feel the same as you, I always assumed this was a good/normal thing, it's never good to fall for people willy-nilly. I've only ever felt strongly about 1 person and that was a while into the relationship.

[Anonymous No.11556066]

tfw can't tell if horribly ugly or uniquely attractive

[Anonymous No.11557406]

>>11556066
Post pic

[Anonymous No.11557418]

>>11557406

[Anonymous No.11557427]

>>11545404

damn bro, i know those feels.

[Anonymous No.11557430]

>>11557418
please buzz

[Anonymous No.11557438]

>>11557418
you look like you make youtube videos for a living.

[Anonymous No.11557447]

>be diabetic type 1
>restrict calories
>eat small throughout day
>wake up middle of night low bg feel like dying
>eat little sugar good fat
>waiting feels like dying

Im fine during the day and generally I'm losing weight but the the night drop is killing me. I'm going to die in my sleep at this rate.

[Anonymous No.11557452]

>>11557418
yeah buzz an get your eyebrows done, they look too bushy

[Anonymous No.11557466]

>>11557447
wew lad, pls talk to your doctor about this and figure out how to eat in a way that you don't wake up like that. Take care of yourself babe, please don't leave us so soon.

[Anonymous No.11557470]

>>11557466
I've talked to my doctor a few days ago. He just told me when my BG drops to drink juice as its the fastest method to raise my bg. He hasnt said anything else on the matter. So I'm not even sure I'm needlessly worrying. But he made a comment how if I stay low BG I could easily pass out and die from cardiac or other shit. I don't know if I can get to my goal 19 BMI without dying.

[Anonymous No.11557518]

>>11557470
Damn that sounds terrible, maybe just make yourself wake up and drink juice, like develop a routine at least until you get to your goal weight.
Is there something you could eat at night so your BG doesn't drop too low while you sleep?

[Anonymous No.11557575]

>>11553928
Same dude

[Anonymous No.11557643]

>>11551855
>caring about your appearance THAT much is the faggiest and most pathetic thing you can do
then why are you on a fashion forum on fucking 4chan lol

[Anonymous No.11557665]

>walk past tram stop
>see some guy waiting out of the corner of my eye
>double take
>it's one of my old friends
>literally best buds until about 14
>left to go to another school and gradually stopped talking
>his face is all fucked up, scars, pockmarks, huge discolourations
>looking a bit antsy
>go up to him and greet him, really hyped to see him again
>ask him if he's ___ from ___, tell him we used to be buddies
>he's scared shitless
>clearly doesn't know who I am and is glancing sideways after saying something
>he genuinely doesn't remember me
>since we stopped talking he's gotten so fucked up that the 7 years we were friends are just wiped from his memory

how does this happen in 5 years, what kind of shit does someone go through? fuck

[Anonymous No.11557741]

>>11557418
buzz and keep your brows, as long as you dont have a unibrow, the bushier the better. you are attractive but that haircut is honestly retarded, just buzz it my man, you have nice facial aesthetics

[Anonymous No.11557824]

>>11557665
crystal meth is hell of a drug m8

[Anonymous No.11557830]

>>11557470
>He just told me when my BG drops to drink juice as its the fastest method to raise my bg.
he must be a Godfather fan

[Anonymous No.11557843]

i dream about dying alone & I'm happy about it because it's the only way to disappear completely from the world

[Anonymous No.11557867]

hate my genetics. I try so hard am I'm still ugly. It triggers me so hard when I see girls with cute faces and small frames who can't control their fucking weight. I work my ass off at the gym, I control my calorie intake, I keep my skin clear and I'm still uglier than girls who sit around all day stuffing their faces on Tumblr because genetics. I've spent way too much money on clothes and makeup trying to convince myself that I'm only ugly cause I'm not trying hard enough but no matter how much effort I put in im still ugly af. my friends keep assuring me that I'm objectively attractive but I can't find a picture of us where I'm not the ugliest one. I wish I could just stop caring and accept that I'm ugly but I'm afraid if I stop trying I'll actually be alone forever. ;_;

[Anonymous No.11557870]

>>11557665
A lot changes in life, my sister developed full blown schizophrenia in a year, and my best friend became a drug addict

[Anonymous No.11558065]

>>11557870
>my sister developed full blown schizophrenia in a year
Were there any precursors? anything she was doing beforehand that nobody thought anything of?

[Anonymous No.11558213]

>girlfriend is more effay than me

[Anonymous No.11558220]

>>11557830
I don't understand the reference.

[Anonymous No.11558243]

Guys, I want to get back into gaming or at least buy a computer so I can produce music/be more efficient (don't own a computer, sold it more than a year ago, doing everything from my phone) but I feel like it somehow conflicts with my self image.

At the same time I'm completely wasting my time scrolling and switching through 4-5 different social medias. I rather use the time to learn stuff e.g make music.
What the fuck do I do my good, fashionable, online friends?

[Anonymous No.11558258]

>>11558213
Would you prefer the alternative?

>show girlfriend a few trainers I'm thinking about getting (AF1s, beater Vans, a few Adidas kicks) and a pair of Steve Madden shoes
>"You're becoming such a hipster wanting to get all these ugly bulky shoes, you'll end up wearing something like what [our friend] wears (huaraches)"
>"Nah, those are like wearing snow shoes, these (tubular dooms) have a much nicer silhouette and look really subtle if you take the plastic off"
>"They look stupid. Don't talk to me."
>makes me promise I won't get any "stupid shoes" before she talks to me again

[Anonymous No.11558290]

>>11558258
wtf now huaraches are ugly as fuck and I can understand Normies not liking tubular dooms but what's wrong with vans, adidas (I'm assuming you mean like stans, superstars etc) and af1s? your gf is a P L E B
lmao welcome to the club, even if you somehow manage to get a gf the odds of her being effay are next to none

[Anonymous No.11558298]

>>11558258
>Steve Madden
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rxbb7x_RGis

[Anonymous No.11558317]

>>11558258
You're just a bitch, a cuck, and its obvious that your girlfriend wears the pants in this relationship.

[Anonymous No.11558331]

>>11558317
you're right man I'll start beating her whenever she disagrees with me that'll show her who's boss

[Anonymous No.11558346]

>>11558243
Turn off your internet to be productive. Turn it back on when you want to relax.

[Anonymous No.11558355]

>>11558331
You're not even allowed to have opinions or personal taste. Standing up to someone and saying "I like this" isn't beating her or abusing her. Jesus Christ, senpai.

[Patrick Bateman !!eZg4ZGkAk6j No.11558366]

>>11558258
I wouldn't get mad at a girl who is keeping you from making bad decisions, really.

[Anonymous No.11558374]

>>11558355
I can understand where she's coming from though. Tubular Dooms (and AF1s to a lesser extent) are bulky. To a normie they're likely to look incredibly dumb. It's second hand embarrassment.

If your girlfriend started wearing 8 inch sparkly platform boots whenever the two of you went out, you'd probably be pissed and not want her to wear them since they look retarded.

[Anonymous No.11558379]

>>11553327
I'm actually an introvert too anon. Ya know, forcing yourself to be something you're not is also bad. It makes you feel crappy afterward, or dishonest. God will put someone in your life eventually.

[Anonymous No.11558383]

>>11558366
Kek I love you Bateman

[Anonymous No.11558399]

>>11557867
orrr...or you'll be fine.

[Anonymous No.11558434]

>>11558258
>AF1s, beater Vans, a few Adidas kicks
looks to me like you're both plebs

[Anonymous No.11558437]

>>11558434
>looks to me like you're both plebs
hating on classics
looks to me you're an elitist, the worst kind

[Anonymous No.11558443]

>>11558437
not hating on the classics, just saying that if you're only considering classics then you're probably a huge pleb

[Anonymous No.11558725]

>>11545317
>moved home after living with an absolutely toxic guy for the last year because the rent was cheap
>been shooting emails nonstop trying to find a new place to live
>nobody will email me back
>finally find a place, go see it, say I wanna move in
>put in my application
>try to be as real as possible and let the guy know I have means to pay rent even if I'm unemployed (how could I be employed in a city where I don't even have a place to live?)
>said he would get back to me yesterday after a weekend, was leaning towards me
>ad was deleted
>hasn't contacted me today
>school starts end of August
>dad hasn't finished his taxes yet
>no money
>nobody would give me a summer job no matter how persistent I was
>about to text the guy, sure he's gonna say he filled it and just didn't think to tell me
>I'm the biggest loser on the beach

living here has fucked me up too. I don't take care of myself, I'm getting depressed, eat like shit.

Like, how do I even bounce back from this? I'm already so behind on my college degree and to take another semester off would just kill me.

Should I just take it in the ass and pay expensive rent? I'd hate to live out of city too, because my car isn't good enough to make the trip during the heavy snows

[Anonymous No.11559148]

>>11545473
be grateful

[Anonymous No.11559160]

>>11546992
nofap on /fa/...

oh boy

[Anonymous No.11559161]

>6'6"
>157.2
>7-8/10
>I speak to no females

[Anonymous No.11559571]

>>11558725
>my car
sleep in your car desu. pretty /fa/ thing to do if you're poor.

[Anonymous No.11559758]

>>11559161
dafuq dude your height should be an insta muh vag for grills.

bemorehonestwithyourself/10

[Anonymous No.11559842]

>>11550222
whats ur anxiety about?
had anxiety for about a year, think i've got panic disorder

[Anonymous No.11560606]

>>11559571
God I couldn't do that. Hell, I can't even sleep in my car for a half hour without being mega sore.

Story continues
>>11558725
>text the guy
>assume he just hasn't made a decision yet
>but he even said he was leaning towards me, so unless I fucked something up, how could I lose?
>text him casually, know he's a busy guy
>takes hours to text me back
>oh yeah sorry, I found somebody more qualified
>I'm working on leasing it out to him now
>thank him for his time, wish him best of luck
>can't even have the decency to say "you too"
>spend rest of the day feeling pretty shitty because nobody will respond to me
>literally losing because I don't have a job lined up for a town I can't even find a place to fucking live in even though I have the money

>be me, trying to get comfy and enjoy my night
>feeling p. guud
>get a text from that fucking toxic guy that never shut up about his stupid place when I lived there and went out of his way to make me feel bad about leaving
>"$700 haaaa" (I believe this is what one of my roommate profiles is set to.
>What the fuck does this pissface want?

I'm not even gonna respond. What the fuck is with the universe and me today?

I wish I knew of a good liquor store open. I don't wanna drink what I have because I'm saving it for good feels.

/fa/, how the fuck do you guys make yourselves feel good when everything goes to shit?

[Anonymous No.11560610]

>>11560606
I play my 3DS and compulsively buy clothes online to feel better

[Anonymous No.11561477]

>>11560606
"Gotta be somebody doing worse than me.". People with only a few years to live, people on wheelchairs.. I talk to Jesus about it, try it. Ask God for help, in Jesus' name. Ask him to give you strength, and help you pull through.

Try Craigslist, read carefully.

[Anonymous No.11561491]

>>11545317
I balded really early (since 22) and once a girl said me losing my hair was a "tragedy".

I kinda feel good with myself for having the courage to shave and admit to the world my baldness but sometimes I wish I had the option...

[Anonymous No.11561752]

>>11549746
wow, where can i find guys that are so easy to manipulate like this? im guessing this works better on virgins that's never been in love..how hot was your gf?

[Anonymous No.11561762]

>>11560606
where do you live anon?

[Anonymous No.11563255]

>>11560610
>>11561477
>>11561762
Cheers anons, I'm honestly feeling a lot better today anyways. Fuck that guy, fuck the other guy, fuck everyone.

>>11561762
I live in Colorado. Boulder, to be specific. It's a lovely city, but we have zoning laws that drove prices way up because of the nature of the town being a college town.

[Anonymous No.11563275]

>just got jaw surgery
>face is still puffy af

at least i'll be pretty after this right guys?

[Anonymous No.11563475]

>>11557643
>hurr durr why are you standing in a group of faggots if you're not a faggot

Nice logic autist

[Anonymous No.11563479]

>Uneven jaw
>Uneven eyes
>Crooked nose
>Uneven eyebrows

[Anonymous No.11564118]

Good feels
>6'3, 180lbs
>Decently muscular, could stand to lose some BF tho
>Making a lot of progress socially at school, actually have friends/go to parties/kiss girls. Sounds lame but big step from basically having no friends in HS

Bad Feels
>Seem to be going thru like second bout of puberty, grew an inch in the last year but my acne came back, which sucks cause I thought I was done with it. Also old clothes don't fit as well despite looking just as skinny, I think my frame grew or some shit.
>Now have to shave every day which is annoying
>baby face
>tfw virgin/no gf

Maybe this shit will at least sort my baby face out, feels bad man

[Anonymous No.11564126]

Im pretty good, rough half year because I dropped out, worked to buy a new phone (350$) and pay the semester (600$), couldnt afford new clothes and my parent punished me for dropping out by not buying anything. I enter next week and my punishment is lifted, they bought me some nice shit, shirts, t shirts, jeans and 2 pair of shoes. Feels good, also dropped like 15 kgs and my gf is not pregnant. Loving my life

[Anonymous No.11564135]

>>11563255
Hello fellow Boulderfriend.

I just paid my first month's rent for next semester. Grand total: $960.

just kill me senpai

[Anonymous No.11564139]

>gradated college
>no job
>had to move back home
>tfw no money for clothes
>tfw manlet
>tfw no gf

[Anonymous No.11564214]

>get hot fwb despite social autism
>still fucking empty inside
>have somehow come to terms with the emptiness
LLOL
i fukcing love my life!!1

[Anonymous No.11564221]

>>11564139
What was your degree exactly

[Anonymous No.11564238]

>>11564135
How are you able to afford this shit, friend?

I struggled to afford 580 a month at my last place.

[Anonymous No.11564265]

>>11564238
Combination of Grandma's money and my scholarships.

I can't really complain though, I'm about a 6 minute walk from where EVERY SINGLE one of my classes is next semester.

[Anonymous No.11564442]

>Went to school, joined sport, had to change diet to accommodate that style of living
>Have never had a season / off season so I didn't adjust
>Gained fuck load of weight, way, way too much.
>Went from "overweight" but muscle to just obese
>Working on losing weight, doing great, 30lbs in the last month.
>Fat loss is amazing in face, good in arms and awesome in chest
>Thighs not changing, still can't find good pants
>Broad shoulders forcing me to get rid of my APC stuff

It all went so wrong

[Anonymous No.11564686]

>>11549825
One day anon, one day.

[Anonymous No.11564693]

>someone posts a great tin-tin esque t-shirt in a CoN thread
>look at the site
>only have XL left
>decide to go for it
>get it today
>fits perfectly

[Anonymous No.11564708]

>>11545473
Hahahaha how tf did your gran find fake fucking vans

[Anonymous No.11564712]

>>11545641
Haha I'll be your friend you sound interesting anon

[Anonymous No.11564716]

>>11546454
sauce on painting pls

[Anonymous No.11564724]

>>11549590
cop a bike or change your insurance

[Anonymous No.11564728]

>>11545317
>have relatively classic style
>smart cas all day every day when not fully suited and booted
>actually have a job that requires looking smart and presentable
>work in the City of London
>just got fitted for a tailored suit on Savile Row
>wardrobe full of slim fitting or fitted trousers, shirts, polos, oxfords, derbys, ties, etc. etc.
>pretty much the only tshirts I own are shitty old graphic tees I wear when exercising, painting, manual activities
>pop over to /fa/
>early 20somethings posting autistic looking brand whore chinks, rolled up jeans, ankles showing because the leg is too high, skinny, pallid, heroin addict looking memesters who wear literally the ugliest fucking clothes I have ever seen in my entire life

[Anonymous No.11564736]

>>11549620
If you don't have a hair you can't really pull of being trans. Stop while you're ahead anon.

http://www.sexchangeregret.com

[Anonymous No.11564737]

>>11549650
90% of all fags have no fashion sense

Being gay and fashionable is a fucking meme

[Anonymous No.11564740]

>>11549651
Almost same feels. 18, same interests, but live in fuckall nowhere, nothing to do, no friends, and no car.

Feels bad senpai ;-;

[Anonymous No.11564761]

>>11550153
Tf did you even buy from that was worth $400

[Anonymous No.11564766]

>>11550468
I can relate on the sense of just wanting to make art and not having motivation. It's fucking teerible. It eats away at your whole reason for even being here.

[Anonymous No.11564772]

>>11552652
are you me?

[Anonymous No.11564777]

>>11564716
Hope Gangloff

[Anonymous No.11564779]

>>11553374
Accutane or go paleo.

Wear makeup if it's that bad.

[Anonymous No.11564787]

>>11555553
Omfggggg

Im so sorry man

Things will get better. Just hang in there. Plenty of other labels. Good luck :)

[Anonymous No.11564789]

>>11555932
Please kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.11564812]

>>11564728
you're not effay at all

you sound like a normie autist

fuck off

[Anonymous No.11565098]

>>11564812
You're not fashionable either. The only place you look suited to is face down in a fucking shoreditch gutter.

[Anonymous No.11565167]

>>11549883
I know this feel anon

[Anonymous No.11565172]

>tfw brazilian

[Anonymous No.11565318]

>>11549732
You deserved it tbqh

[Anonymous No.11565337]

>>11549867
small dick is not a death sentence m8, at least if we´re not talking tiny micro nano penis.
I know it´s clichee but there´s other ways to pleasure her. how big/small are we talking here?

if your girl cheats on you, it´s most probably not going to be because of your dick

[Anonymous No.11565499]

>>11557665
No, you're just forgettable.

[Anonymous No.11565524]

>tfw when waist bugger than inseam

[Anonymous No.11565561]

> be me, gay fag
> have a female friend who I knew had feelings for me
> try to keep her at arms length for last few months
> today she confessed she's in love with me and now doesn't want to see me again
> why can't straight people just deal

[Anonymous No.11565610]

Only feel confident wearing black, get accused of being boriing

Too small for XL, too big for L. Only OG bape fits good on me

Anxiety, hate leaving the house

Can't open up to girls anymore

Been sad for so long that I can hardly feel happy anymore unless I'm on drugs with my friends

Told my long time best friend today about my mental health problems, his reply was just the laughing emoji

Ex GF has been trying to get her BF to stab me, he's been threatening me and hiding outside my house

[Anonymous No.11565776]

>>11565561
>rejecting the only person that will love you ever only because you decide to suck cocks.
LOL kys

[Anonymous No.11565812]

>Thrifted too many clothes and have no more space to keep clothes
>Constant urge to smoke but don't want to start smoking
>Feeling miserable and like a failure a lot despite being quite popular and having an exciting life
So all in all life is not too bad I guess

[Anonymous No.11565817]

Constantly afraid of becoming level A fuckboi

Breaking up with gf for college because of nothing more than personal trust issues

Not happy when good things happen (scholarships, etc)

Losing motivation to do enjoyable things (make music, art, be outside, etc.)

No authentic friends aside from soon to be ex

[Anonymous No.11565823]

>>11549754
try moving to a developed country

[Anonymous No.11565869]

>Be me
>20
>Looks 8/10
>Personality 0/10
>I can't talk to people without feeling anxious and freaking out
>I attract girls but beta af

[Anonymous No.11565885]

>>11565610
Social anxiety is a bitch :/

[Anonymous No.11565891]

>>11565885
even more of a bitch when the people closest to you don't understand, care or even believe in it

[Anonymous No.11565896]

I have a bubble butt so sometimes jeans look a bit funny cause of my big butt :/

[Anonymous No.11565985]

>>11565891
Soooo fucking true

[Anonymous No.11566044]

>>11545317
Im probably gonna fail the exams and disappoint my dad again

[Anonymous No.11566089]

>girl and i start summer fuccin
>we both develop feelings for each other
>she will never open up directly
>i tell her how i feel drunkenly
>only a few weeks left before semester starts

and i still don't know what to do

[Anonymous No.11566102]

>>11565776
That really hurts

[Anonymous No.11566190]

>>11565561
Lol so many faggots on this board REEEEE

Go cry about your cock sucking fetish somewhere else retard.

[Anonymous No.11566221]

>tfw you always end up losing interest in a girl no matter how cute she is or how much in common you two have

[Anonymous No.11566271]

Bad Feels
>Girlfriend sits me down after watching our favorite movie
>We had just been laying next to each other for 2 hours
>Had been dating for nearly 2 months
>She is perfect /fa/ qt, likes same music, is beautiful, dresses well
>I was all in
>She tells me that she doesn't know if she is attracted to men
>TWO MOTNHS
>She wants to be friends
I think i'm going to kill myself

[Anonymous No.11566277]

>>11566271
Help me make a plan to win her back please guys

[Anonymous No.11566299]

>>11545439
>extroverted mentally challenged
"I have no friends because I'm so smart"

[Anonymous No.11566549]

tfw manlet

[Anonymous No.11567068]

>10/10 hottie actually seeks me out
>fuck on first date
>fuck almost every day for a month
>roommate gets jealous and reports us because she's only 17
>get no contact order despite both of us fighting it
>tells me she loves me but doesn't want to continue the relationship because of the circumstances
>now I can't even get a text back
Suicide has never seemed like an option for me until now

[Anonymous No.11567348]

>>11566221
iktf
It just....happens. No amount of effort I do or don't put in stops it.
Why, anon, why?

[Anonymous No.11567392]

>tfw you have a very very foggy idea of an aesthetic and you come to /fa/ for inspo pics and all you can do is point out how the inspo don't work for you and how they all have small flaws

i know what i don't want to look like but i don't know how to pinpoint what I DO want to look like.

[Anonymous No.11567401]

>>11567068

Get a grip man, it's one girl

[Anonymous No.11567408]

>>11553392
pic

[Anonymous No.11567432]

>>11549955
>tfw almost had this

[Anonymous No.11567463]

>>11564265
Well, I suppose that's not too bad.

Update on my story - I just found a place to live that's a pretty damn good price. 650 a month, really close to campus.

They are all a bunch of weebs, but honestly I don't mind. Rent's good, and honestly at the end of the day all I could ask for is to live with some chill guys since I'm right next to campus.

So, I'm 300 percent less stressed now. Feels pretty good.

Best of luck to all the anons in this thread. Thanks for listening to my dumb, petty rants.

[Anonymous No.11567517]

what the fuck is everyone on this board fucking clinically depressed children? If not being able to buy nice clothes is your biggest concern then either you're doing fine or you have your priorities way messed up.

Eat a cheesburger. Drink a beer. Cheer up. But if you do think about entering the /killself command then talk to someone.

[Anonymous No.11567535]

>>11545473
Be grateful she gave you anything, and pros aren't even expensive go fucking buy them yourself.

[Anonymous No.11567652]

>>11567463
Which side of campus? If you're right near engineering for 650 I'll feel like a fool

[Anonymous No.11567690]

>>11545374
I'm a masculine patrician I guess
pls be my gf ill pay u 5mil gold on runescape

[Anonymous No.11567694]

>>11545380
>being gay

Wew lad

[Anonymous No.11567706]

>>11567652
Nah, I'm more over by the rec center. About a five-ten minute walk there, probably fifteen to the engineering center.

[Anonymous No.11567709]

>>11567706
Actually more like twenty now that I think about it. I didn't walk anywhere near the engineering center but it takes me a fair amount of time to be "on" campus because I have to climb a fuckhuge hill