/fa/ - Fashion

>>9859980

>my specialties are eating disorders mental disorders all kinds of medication depression losing weight and avoiding real life sop

that's the dream m8

see a therapist
fix your life

2am dinner at raf also yeah i ripped these from my insta

>>9859980
>my specialties are eating disorders mental disorders all kinds of medication depression losing weight and avoiding real life sop


pfftahahaah oh man

>>9859987
lol ive seen 5 no offense all they do is script you seroquel which makes me sleep for 48h but tbh thanks for caring enough to call me out on that

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>>9859986
:^)

auctions starting at 700

FUCK A SLEEP

>>9859987
i was hospitalized (psychiatric wing of general hospital so basically a ward) and they gaslight you and tbh im making money (i do graphic design work lel art major) and having a good time so meh

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>>9859980

a literal actual real model is spamming his own thread on a japanese anime board right now

what a time to be fucking alive

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>>9860002
I live a half ass version of this lifestyle naturally because I'm fucked in the head, but m8, this is fucking it... First time I've legitimately wanted someone else's life

>>9860024
>>9860024

definitely a better than average thread

>>9860052
You think if I just kill myself now I can be reborn into a drug abusing, 6'2 skeleton lanklet model that's life is managed by someone else?

>>9859980
question:

what exactly leads you to think people will give a shit and actually be interested in hearing about your life

/fa/ only wants your life because they assume you're worth millions (they don't know much about fashion, they think you have a direct connection with creative directors and input into designs)

i wouldn't break their hearts

>>9860041
i should tell you not to go for it but if it still allows you to sustain yourself and your family to an extent go ahead by all means i hope you make it man when i was 14 i had 0% chance of getting into this life

>>9860064
No, actually I want his lifestyle because of the exact opposite. I want feel like a degenerate piece of trash and do whatever I want and abuse my body and be praised for it. money is for naught. stop shitposting sieg. it's obvious most models aren't worth shit, it's lifestyle that's heralded

>>9860067
i feel now like you did at 14. what changed man? I feel like I'm almost there I'm just missing that last link. the thing that finally gets me in. if anyhow relevant i've been told, and very often, that I have the voice for radio broadcasting/voice acting so do you think that could be a start.


i havent a fucking clue to do with my potential

>>9860059
a lot of threads concern weight loss, people asking if they have potential to be a model, etc etc etc. go back to w2c and waywt please.
>>9860053
i truly appreciate that
>>9860064
yeah, the fashion industry sucks but i got to high five thom browne
its all a joke and everyone can get there

>>9860070
thissssss
>>9860076
i got my heart broken boohoo which caused me to become semi good looking. then i fixed my anxiety (read: benzo dependence) and then i started doing tons of drugs and eventually i stopped giving a fuck. i say try to see if you can work on your anxiety and self esteem. that's all there is to it. you just have to have the guts.

>>9860077
have you ever met ian connor, luka, asspizza? how they fuck did they make it? clearly im missing something about this whole things

>>9860070
my god

>>9860089
they made it by being hypebeasts. they get a lot of attention but arent in it for anything else. also, it's just luck. you get lucky and get cast by an agency. they get you jobs. that's all there is to it. it's bullshit. in paris they take one look at you and approve or decline you for the show. sometimes they dont even look at your walk. brit models keep it real tho

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>>9860086

you're an embarrassment to the human race

>>9860098
caring gives me anxiety and a sense of constant imperfection because I have to keep track of everything I do and make sure I don't "fuck up". stopping caring was easily the best thing I've ever done and I've never been more comfortable. I just want the lifestyle to accompany it

>>9860102
yeah no shit

>>9860111
reading your post gives me the same feeling as reading my own facebook statuses from middle school

>>9860114
w2c thighs

>>9860114
>i will never be friends exclusively with a group of degenerates while doing drugs and taking stupid pictures for designers just because im pretty

I'm lacking the connections and i want to kill myself because of it. ive been letting life run its course and I've gotten what I want so far, maybe its not my time yet. you give me hope, e

>>9860120
tfw

any old posts in general

also heres an older pic of raf i took

>>9860124
jeez chuck

>>9860120
I get that you think I'm an edgy teenager, but you also don't understand that I was raised and a very forced, fucked up way because I happened to be attractive and have potential so I was made to do all sorts of shit my family thought I'd excel in which turned me into a outcast. my life was constantly managed to make sure I was on the "perfect" route to where they thought I'd shine the most in which drove me to stop caring. not even trying to sound dark and mysterious, dude. some people just have it slightly more fucked than the next guy

>>9860121
anorexia nervosa unfortunately but damn the looks i could serve back then
>>9860124
i didnt have any connections and just took webcam pics and emailed them to a bunch of agencies and three months later i was @ palais royal for slp so like you dont need connections you just need the guts to deal with inevitable rejection and just go for it

ew why would you glamorize ur problems who thinks that shits actually cool. being a whiny pathetic human too weak to actually change. anyone can be a loser.

>>9860134
lol

>>9860139
fuck.. that is my problem. fear of rejection. goddammit. usually i dont do anything because I and everyone else is aware of this stuff and I just don't want to seem cocky, but maybe I have to, for just a moment at least, to get to that point

>>9860134
parents suck
,homework is lame
,my life is hard
,kill people burn shit fuck school

>>9860121
heres thighs but it isnt really that worth it i can tell you that

>>9860140
>anyone can be a loser

this whole thread serves as proof lmao >>9860145 >>9860134

>>9860149
i guess, yeah, but all of that stupid shit is what prompted me to move 3500 miles away and now im pulling in shit I never thought I'd be able to afford or even own. I must be doing something right. being "edgy" and not caring is what gives me the confidence to take those types of next steps. idk i don't plan on changing anything

>>9860157
lol but not everyone is smart enough to do it successfully. i get that anyone can say they hate their life, but don't have anything to back it. internet conversations obviously aren't tangible which leaves alot of room for superficial "im just the next emo teen" BS, but im simply explaining it how it is

>>9860140
i work in the industry i love, i have fun, ive accepted my flaws and have changed a lot. you can't tell me i'm unable to change as you don't know me. at all.

anyone can be a loser. yes.
anyone can be an artist, too.

(spoiler: i'm going to assume youre the first one)

>>9860168
implying losers and artists are not the same thing

>>9860168
>accepted my flaws
why can't people get this. noones trying to "glamorize" or say "im a special snowflake my daddy beat me, notice me" it's just identifying them and being comfortable with whats happened and who you are

>>9860167
>not everyone is smart enough to [become a loser] successfully

um

i don't think you need intelligence to become a loser

it's quite the opposite actually

>>9860173
depends if it pays your rent

>>9860173
looks like you know alot about being a loser, huh

>>9860139
can you post the original photos you sent to agencies? Im curious to see

I'm gonna send out some photos pretty soon, should I stick with shitty web cam or ask my gf to borrow her nice expensive camera?

>>9860182
ok. take rick for example. and take bill gates. both are highly successful in their respective fields, but bill wouldn't associate with rick in a given situation if he was a complete retard. but because theyre both obviously smart, they can talk about a wide array of topics. very basic, but that's the point. if rick was just an edgy goth dude that made some clothes teens liked, he would get constant shit. but he has substance to back it. do you understand now. rick probably knows he has an asymmetrical face and shit like that, but he's "beautiful" (to get the point across) because he accepts it and is happy with who he is. that's about as straightforward and honest as I can put it. authenticity and validity is the importance. it's like a rapper with 0 street cred. it's BS

>>9860182
i dont mean t o start shit with you, don't get me wrong
but say some two dudes start doing meth and one of them ends up working for google and the other one sleeps in the walmart parking lot.

one of them is a successful loser. maybe he got lucky. maybe he was smart.

but really, i don't mean to get in between you and that dude. just don't know how you feel about this analogy.

>>9860199
webcam

so you can hide ur ugly face

>>9860204
fucking exactly. thank you. this is what i'm saying
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>>9860167
successfully?what do you consider successful cause op still looks whiny and retarded

>>9860205
why are you trying to get pics of uys/trying to et guys on webcam

>>9860204
>two dudes start doing meth and one of them ends up working for google

wont happen

degeneracy only hurts your chances at living a successful, meaningful, fulfilling life

it's a bottomless spiral imo

>>9860208
so? successfully isn't objective, dude. maybe success is exactly what he's currently doing, in his eyes. which happens to be the same for me. i dont give two shits for money or whatever else it takes for your definition of "success". I just want to be happy. that's what would make me successful in life.

>>9860211
to toast online.

>>9860203
>if rick was just an edgy goth dude that made some clothes teens liked

thats the truth though

>>9860176
accepted flaws
being comfortable with who you are

you sound exactly like those 500lb land whale sjws

>>9860215
seriously? how dense can you be? there are so many famous people that did stupid shit but still ended up famous. some of them even died from doing it. point is, they still made it and didnt give a fuck and went out with meaning, meanwhile people like you are trying to objectify something that's only applicable from person to person. not everyone finds the meaning of success to be the same.

>>9860208
you don't get the point, even if i look whiny and retarded to you, i'm enjoying life and i'm assuming youre not since youre needlessly bitter over petty things. what do you consider successful? i support myself and have a paycheck. i get to see various beautiful cities. ive met amazing people. i finally have the money to buy all the clothes i'd like to wear and have time to help out my mom and dad. please tell me what your idea of succes is. please.

>>9860218
you want to be happy? lol drugs n mental disorders will get u there

>>9860223
ok, the point is though we all have flaws. like i dont know another way to put it OTHER than something that sounds like what some feminist she-jew tumblrette would say.

>>9860205
thx reeeeeee, you really are best trip

>>9860215
You missed my point.
>>9860199
they will request full body pictures in natural lighting. i'll see if i can find those original pictures, but I doubt it. New computer since then.

>>9860230
don't joke about mental illness. work your nine to five, feed your family, be happy. i'm happy. i'm happy sleeping three nights a week. yeah. that's fucked up. but i'm happy. i'm not hurting anyone. why are you so salty?

>>9860254
how could you possibly say youre happy and have disorders and dont fix them. its a load of bull. if you can be happy with disorders id jump off my meds in a heart beat

>>9860254
Once again, this. Also, i fucking hate my job and ive become so used to faking that i almost feel like in lying right now. Being around people and trying to act normal makes me so fucking tired. I just want to do nothing and hang out with people that share mutual feelings and dont care. Why cant people understand this? People think the weird shit i say or come up with is fucked and humorous, but its natural. My mind is not coherent. My mother is the same. Severe depression and constant obscene schizophrenic hallucinations. I hate my life more because people think im joking instead of realizing im being genuine most the time when im not (non)ironically making fun of myself

>>9860272
>jump off my meds
Why are you on meds. So you can act normal? Be like jill and joe down the road with a kid and white picket fence? A like minded drone like everyone else. I dont like the zombie-like feeling of inauthenticity i get when on meds and, honestly, it just makes my anxiety worse and being on pills worries my mother. Shed rather me smoke weed than cigs or take prescriptions

do you have any pics of yourself on runways etc

pls dump

>>9860272
i told you not to joke about them. the only disorders i 'suffer' from are chronic insomnia and general anxiety disorder. i deal with them myself. despite fucking things up, my life is liveable. maybe you wouldn't want to live it, but that's why it's my life to live, and not yours. i sleep little. i get anxious sometimes. but i don't claim to know what happiness is or tell other people they can't possibly be content. i don't take meds. you're making assumptions about things you obviously don't understand. i wear glasses. that's a handicap. i can deal with it. i hope you take some time to reflect on how you think about other people, as well as yourself. i hope that you are happy, too. i mean that.

>>9860301
I do. I know this sounds like the typical 'im a muddle but wont post pics' but don't need the inevitable bullshit disses from that one guy that's probably samefagging all his built up rage. Sorry. Walking is easy. Agencies take care for most of your responsibilities. There's some pics of me on /fa/ though that you may have seen. But it doesn't really matter who I am. Especially since this thread is incriminating as hell and some douche will probably email my agent.

also, rick's casting room. his office was behind the corner.

So do you get any help money wise from your family? Or do you support your drug/life style on your own through your modeling career?


I myself am an recovering heroin addict and although it made me who I am today I definitely squandered a lot potential and friendships in my life.

Do you feel like your drug use has held you back in anyway or do you think the modeling industry is built in such a way that a drug addict can function and be promoted?

What is the general consensus on drugs in the industry? Like is it a given that half of the models will be on some sort of illegal drug or is there a push to get rid of that image?

Thanks.

post fit

valentino. lots of britbongs. cool guys. no one had a phone charger and we had to wait there for hours.

>>9860354
couch looks comfy af

tfw too anxiety to find dealer

how old are you? how much longer do you plan on modeling?

hows the pay?

>>9860232
she truly is

>>9860372
Do it through people yo already know. Ask them if they know anyone. At least through them it will filter some of the anxiety instead of trying to get it from someone you dont know. Either that or get a job and meet people and go from there

this thread and your introduction is really embarrassing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IOrjRsxOkw0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5cZ-j5lwN8

owning pyrex and those raf "shoes" unironically, looking through all your video titles is hilarious coz u want this sad drugg up model thing so bad u need the internet to see u smokin cigs

>>9860355
I never ask anyone for money. If it causes me to feel like shit, so be it. I chose this. I don't care all that much for modelling. It's not what I eventually want to do, but it's interesting to see how the industry works. I've never fucked up a friendship by excessive drug use, although I've been going less crazy on everything because I realize it puts a strain on my parents. It hasnt held me back in any way. Sad to say, but I wouldn't be anywhere if I didn't go down this road. That doesn't count for everyone though. I was surprised to see that nearly every (male) model I met during fashion week ate regular meals, drank soda, alcohol, etc etc, didn't really work out that much.. the Waif look isn't coming back though. There's too much controversy with Finland (? not sure) and France invoking bmi regulations and such. In one week I have never known any model doing drugs or anything like that. One guy smoking a joint but yeah. Think it does happen at the afterparties though.

>>9860358
i'll get back to this one sec

>>9860362
>you will never be in a room of fellow models

>>9860405
how is that dancing video not ironic

privatized incriminating video

>>9860406

So you would say you are supporting yourself comfortably through modelling with NO help from your parents? If so that's pretty amazing to do with a drug habit.

Anyway you got any cool insider stories? Or juicy rumors that are going around?

How is it interacting with other models? Do you guys know how lucky you are or is there a sort of entitlement that comes with the territory?

>>9860375
19. signed contract at 18. i plan on modelling until i stop getting jobs. i don't plan to make this a career. it's tough work, believe it or not. calls from your agent at 2am informing you you have to be at the airport in 2 hours. etc. it's a lot of bullshit. just want you all to realize that. it's validating, sure, but it doesn't feel like something you earned.

>>9860375
runway is usually between 400-600 euros. campaigns (photoshoot for eg diesel) run you about 10k.

>>9860372
start by getting drunk, or through people you already know. or order legal benzos to combat your anxiety. bad advice but it's straight up.

>>9860436
>know how lucky you are
Not him, but you could literally have everything you want in life and still be the saddest fuck on the planet. Theyre probably aware but if teir internally sad that wont really change just because they modelled for slp.

>>9860441
what's your instagram i'll follow

>>9860441
>calls at 2 am informing you to be at airport
I need this in my life.

>>9860445

Oh I know that. I've battled depression myself, but even if you are depressed you can still be conscious of the fact how lucky you are to be I.e. From an extremely wealthy family, to be in an Ivy League school, or in this case to be comfortably living off your modeling career.

>>9860441
:( its tough work getting flown around the world for free

>>9860436
most models just see it as a job. they don't know any of the fashion houses they walk for. they don't care. it's not interesting to speak with them, generally. some are really cool. ben jarvis, ringo lukas, all those britbongs whose names i forgot? but generally they are all very polite. except the people from Next Models. they walk in the room and everyone rolls their eyes.

not that many cool insider stories. slp casts a bunch of hobos. raf simons made dinner for all of us at 2am. you can get into castings without being a model, just say you forgot your cards. every casting has a table filled with candy and snacks. EVERYONE at MMM wears labcoats. i thought it was a meme. you can steal shit from showrooms.

>>9860453
I guess. Oftentimes i dont know if im lucky to have what i have or delusional for trying to convince myself of it.

>>9860114
fuck you're an ugly shitskin

affirmative action models arent real models dude, you're there to fill the quota, you literally(literally) look like you have aids.

>>9860304
mentally fucked retard

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>>9860463
All this same fag shitposting. Why are you so angry??

>>9860454
I don't. I spend hours on the train going to paris. i have 17 castings in one day all across the city. you have to look fresh. I go to my hotel and learn french. I have to go back to an unexpected casting in Pigalle. you need time to eat. you carry a backpack and have to sprint. you wait in line for hours. they take one look at you and tell you you can leave. I could go on. You have the wrong idea.
>>9860449
tell me yours and i'll follow you instead

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>>9860488
what would you suggest for getting into a modeling career other than being scouted??

>>9860358
rarely take fit pics

>>9860114
you look like something i cant quite put my finger on, the more i look at you the more repulsed i am.

>>9860458

I guess I should say you usually can still be able to conceptualize that according to statistics or society that you are in fact lucky. Even if you don't feel lucky you understand that your position in life is coveted by the majority and the few.

>>9860519
Good wording. Fair enough

>>9860514
shitposting aside are you pigfuck? i only noticed just now

>>9860488
tristan.shmistan

>>9860457

How long do you thing you'll last in the industry? Do you plan on working behind the scenes as a scout or casting director etc. etc.?

Have you seen that movie Girl Model about the scout that goes to Russia to basically scam girls into going to Japan to extort them?


Do models fraternize with each other? Like if you're doing a co-Ed shoot do the guys and girls get flirty?

Why do models from Next Model agency garner that kind of reaction ?


Also what do you mean you don't have to be a model to get into a casting call? What are cards?


Thanks so much for answering my questions!

>>9860529
si senor pepe

>>9860500
this worked for me
good luck man
just send emails to agencies
lots
lots

>>9860540
ah. okay. are you also that other shitposting guy? or is that someone else.

whats about the shortest acceptable height for a model in what you' are doing ?

>>9860547
im not samefagging if thats what you're asking me, anyone else being negative toward you ITT is someone else, only posts from me are under this name.

the nigger isnt me, yes i am pigfuck.

>>9860535
one sec before answering im drinking some milk and railing a phat line of speed before i fall asleep on my keyboard

>>9860554
alright pigfuck, thank you for being honest
really
shitpost all you want (or, well, just post your opinion i guess, fair is fair) on my thread but thanks for being straight w me.

>>9860551
runway is generally 182cm but theres exceptions
185 or so is ideal but it really really depends on your agency. also, runway = tall, while editorials = doesnt matter as much

nice thread op

ever done anything with Dries van Noten?

Overall what would you say is your favorite moment?

favorite labels to work with?

>>9860535
Unless I miraculously blow up, I'll probably tone it down after graduation. I'd like to work in the fashion industry, which is why being a model is very beneficial in making contacts. (eventually want to become fashion illustrator)

I've seen that movie. It's dramatized but it's very accurate. Runway models are all business tbh. I mean, they're fun, but in a very brotherly and friendly way. Girls and guys usually don't mix. (in waiting rooms and such)

Everyone is always on their phone. always. You don't make friends unless it's people from your own agency.

I don't disrespect Next Models, but they're very professional and they like to show it. They make it clear that everyone else in the room is inferior to them.

Designers don't know when to expect what models. Buildings where they take place are open. You say 'youre here for the casting' and get sent upstairs or something. you do your walk for Carven, tell them you forgot your card and bam. Who knows. You get to walk the show. They have too much shit to keep track of. When you get signed to an agency you get a bunch of cards to give out when you go to castings with basic photos and info, so they can pin those on a board to keep track of everything.

I'll post a picture of some of the cards in a sec.

>>9860631
I'm bout to sneak into a show and walk, I don't think I'm good looking enough to become a model but if i confidently told someone I am they might believe me

>>9860626
Nope. I met him at the MOMU though. But that was ages ago. Don't really keep up with him.

My favorite moment was highfiving Tom Ford. But there's so many other great moments.

Favorite labels? Yohji, Rick, Raf, Ann D, SLP, MMM.

>>9860649
Is perfect skin a requirement or are some zits acceptable?

Hey I been doing cocaine for like 1 month i think? i love it i go through 5g a weekend easily. how much do you through in a month, both financially and in weight. bc those 5g a weknd cost me 4/5 my official paycheck so i'm like stealing money from my dad lmao. Feel like a shit head but it's so great to feel alive.

>>9860626
Also, thank you.
>>9860641
Shows would be difficult, but if you can get the location and time you could probably just look annoyed and tell the bouncer to 'ugh MOOOOVE' and get in backstage. I'm not responsible for your hospital bills though.

>>9860535
these are the cards you bring to the castings.

>>9860668
out of curiosity, how much do you weigh?

>>9860668
do you work out at all to achieve that fragile look

>>9860657
it really depends on how much your skin weighs up against your general look. you'd have to post a picture for me to tell you.

>>9860668
looking at your agency I look like I could model there! What's the deal with tattoos and modeling? A deterrence?

>>9860658
I don't do coke all that much (couple of times a year) but do stimulants eg ritalin, speed nearly every day. Yeah yeah you shouldnt steal from your dad but I won't lecture you so i hope you have an awesome time man. rail one for me.

>>9860683
m8 can I give you my soundcloud so you can tell all the models to listen to me so I can make it pls

>>9860671
at the time those pics were taken about 54kg + dehydration. gained back 10kg because being so skinny was bullshit.
>>9860672
not at all
i look ottermode right now though because winter
>>9860678
they dont give a fuck like got two look at their site (tomorrowisanotherday) theres tons of guys with tats (and fugly guys)

>>9860694
better be good my bff is a producer but yeah hit me

>>9860641
sounds like a really bad idea lol

might work if you have the look though idk

>>9860665
nah don't thank me, I just think it's interesting to talk to people who work in the industry

I would like to work in it myself, but I hear it can be tricky to get into it without good contacts, also i'm a bit worried that if i worked with it I wouldn't enjoy it as much as I do now so i'm probably not going to go for it right now, but rather opt for something else and try some related project on the side later on

>>9860712
i started out with NO contacts and an even uglier face than now. Just go for it. Even if they tell you to fuck off. Do it now. You can always stop. You won't get to doing it as a side project. Just do it. (faggot)

>>9860649
>Favorite labels? Yohji, Rick, Raf, Ann D, SLP, MMM.

your life is a meme

>>9860726
Probably worded it poorly, I don't mean to work as a model, not really interested in pursuing that.

I'm not sure exactly what I would like to work with, might try to start my own business(be it a boutique or somehing else). Maybe get some education relevant to the business around the industry or retailing in general

>>9860668
>>9860631

thanks man appreciate it and I wish you luck

got a throw away email? I'm curious whether my face is good enough to model

>>9860762
Same and I'm very afraid to post here, my ego can't take kt

>>9860742
>to work with
>>9860754
You too man. About to get dressed and go shopping or something iunno. if this thread stays up i'll keep responding to queries. see you all later its been nice

>>9860726
any possibility for me to model? 182cm tall and 58kg

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>>9860763
kyfs.be/submit

>>9860769
Will it show up on you anon questions or w/e

>>9860767
not model here but I would say definitely

**obligatory "how 2 lose weight??" post***

>>9860668
How long is your hair?

>>9860114
so if i just lose an unhealthy amount of weight and suck my cheeks in i can model?

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>>9860811
i'll be back in a few hrs but in meanwhile just drop questions in my inbox/submit on my tumblr

>>9860668
are you dutch?

>>9860876
yeah, how'd you guess?

>>9860915
the thing on the picture with your cards says 'nederland'


are you going to study at amfi m8?

i want to lose 20 pounds and keep it off, but I'm always depressed, and I over eat alot, or become inactive.
I used to run and job every single day with my dog, but we fell out of habit last year, and now she doesn't wanna go with me, and I never want to do it myself.

so what do?
how do I control my eating or get full faster?

>>9860956
stop being a fucking pussy. like seriously

>>9860767
yes
>>9860790
count calories or stimulants or exercise
>>9860806
idk but it covers my eyes when its wet and not curled up yet
>>9860941
ah - thats from my vogue nl subscription. i'm from belgium. ghent.
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Just dropping by to say thanks op interesting thread I actually read everything

Lead a happy life brother :3

>>9860767
sure, go for it

>>9860985
ah ok, im from the Netherlands but I sometimes go to antwerpen, once I start with my study I reckon I might go to more often.

are going to try to get into the ra in antwerp? do they offer something like fashion illustration because I thought they only really offer design more or less like central st. martins. im going to try to get into amfi to study fashion and branding, they're not a top-tier fashion school but apparently some alumni work for ann d so who knows. i think only the school in arnhem is better but i don't know if they offer something like branding. im quite confident ill get in because i was told the school is 85% female and they need male students kek. there are no separated toilets either but I digress.

if you're ever in amsterdam hmu we can chill

>>9860956
replace food with caffeine, water, etc. its really easy to not eat if you have some kind of vice.

>>9860975
and this

>>9860183
swag

LOL REEE MAKES MY JOB SO MUCH EASIER

>>9861106
What job

coke heads are the worst type of people

i fucking hate them

they are really annoying

>>9860668
Dutchie here. Did you only send mails to dutch based model agencies? Where did you get your pictures taken or did you do them yourself. And how many responden/actually made you an offer?

>>9860997
thanks so much i appreciate that a lot
>>9861472
all kinds of agencies, the one im signed to is based in germany, which is where they took the pics. about 2 responded positively, 3 responded negatively and the rest (like 8) didnt reply.
>>9861073
i'm enrolled in st lucas in ghent (graphic design). unfortunately i dont know a lot about fashion schools in belgium or the netherlands. lmk if youre ever in antwerp! i'd love to hang out in amsterdam too.
>>9861114
i dont really do coke though, but why do you hate them?

>>9861601
which amsterdam or dutch based agencies should i apply for, if i were to pursue a modeling career

>>9861702
"career"

>>9861716
yeah im laughing at it myself too haha

>>9861702
literally all of them

>>9861702
go for all of them, can't be picky when just starting

>>9860127
i thought you fkn left, just please never come back no one here likes you and i bet youre just jealous of op's life

>>9861891
who the fuck are YOU?
fuck off

>>9859980
is it possible to be a azn male model at 177cm :'(

>>9861893
is it your time of the month or what?

>>9861893
who the fuck are you cunt ?

>>9861893
why dont you and ree just fuck off

>>9860010
whats your tumblr ?

>>9861920
Not even in Asia sadly.

>>9861938
kyfs

>>9861938
was linked earlier itt i think

>>9859980
do you have lots of sex? honest 100% serous question.

>>9861963

Come to Amsterdam.

>>9861995
i barely have female friends because theyre often sexually attracted to me when i just want to be friends (hhaaaaaah so gay) so no not really but i go through a shitload of flirting daily

>>9862109
prolly will when school is formally over

>>9861601
i thought about doing graphic design too but idk i think id end up working some dead end job not being able to express my own creativity fully. anyways, ill hit you up when im in antwerp, just followed your tumblr

>>9860362
what do models do when they arent modeling?
also how frequently do you do stuff, there are only so many lookbooks to be shot

>>9859988
eww coke zero

>>9861995
i barely have female friends because theyre often sexually attracted to me when i just want to be friends (hhaaaaaah so gay) so no not really but i go through a shitload of flirting daily

>>9862133
yeah its fucking appalling but i wanted to learn digital art techniques to apply to my own creative projects

makes a ton of freelance money though

>>9862145
they live life like everyone else, theyre just normies
i only do paris f/w because of school. and random gigs.
>>9862180
rafs fault

>>9861113
damn

>>9862221
the branding study ill be doing will have some graphic design in it too I imagine, so that's cool. I don't know what to expect though. I already know my way around photoshop quite well but from what I experienced at the open day I don't think many people do. But ok, it's only an advantage. Who knows maybe we'll work together or something one day

Btw you should easily get a gig at London even if it doesn't have the allure of Paris.

>>9862258
yeah wish i was in london tbh lots of opportunities there also id love to collab with u, also learn about typography its going to be v important if you ever want to make something good

>>9862284
What's the shortest a female model could be?

Tfw a model says you could be a model thanks m8

>>9862293
i have no idea but im gonna take a guess and say 5'7 as a minimum? 5'8?

>>9862284
thanks for the tip, tbh typography isn't my best point, I always fuck around with grids only to find out the text still isn't aligned the way I want to

btw, what's your ethnicity? you look mixed but like maybe one grandparent or something?

>>9862353
How do we hear back if we submitted a tumblr thing>>9862321

>>9862131

I'll buy you a coffee then.

>>9862362
dutch mom, dad from martinique

>>9862368
responses are on my tumblr page
if i forgot someone send it to me again mb mildly dysfunctional rn
>>9862373
you seem lovely.

>>9862368
He sent me a message on there that's how I heard back

>>9862383
ah right on. im mixed too and dutch from my mums side too but my dad is from europe too so people never tell

>>9859980
Which designers did you actually walk for?

>>9862293
pics?

you'd have to at least be 1/4 as attractive as i am to model

which is difficult

>>9862448
fuck off

>>9862438
recipe for success.
>>9862444
first season is just castings (test runs so to say) and not actual couture shows. castings were for rick diesel lanvin carven slp ann d raf simons and a bunch of others i forgot since it went down last summer

Hey modelbro, love from a fellow model

>>9861601
lol what kind of negative responses

thats terrible i didn't know they did that

>>9862490
holla @ me ulla

>>9862496
just shit like 'well uh like like we dont think your profile would fit very well with our aesthetic vision of models blah like uh blah

but yeah its just business

how much do you make a month?

>>9862500
Holla

>>9862525
in my tier you dont get more than a gig per month but any job is usually around $800usd

>>9859980
What is your tumblr OP? I wanna follow

>>9862541
does camera quality matter for initial shots to send out?

>>9862631
he said earlier in the thread that the photos he sent were taken by a shitty webcam iirc

>>9862535
ay yo sup bro
>>9862631
iphone quality will do perfectly just dont use a toaster

>>9862535
ay yo sup bro
>>9862631
iphone quality will do perfectly just dont use a toaster

my tumblr is kyfs for all those wondering

>>9862631
Hope this helps

>>9862665
All is well, and you?
How is studying in ghent?
Doing my internship in Antwerp atm.

>>9862683
doing my last assignments for the year, i'll be glad when its over. i regret my choice every day. ghent is pretty nice though. i was in antwerp yesterday. what do you study?

>>9862665
You told me to express more self esteem/ tude, how do?

>>9862712
>>9862665
I'm the one you said was bowie-like, I'm 1.83m tall 58kg with broad shoulders, is that tall enough. Should I post body here

>>9862706
Social work, I know shit-tier but I like it.
If you're in antweRp again make sure to visit the Dries Van Noten exhibition, it is worth it.

>>9862368
How'd you submit tumblr thing? Pretty new to tumblr

>>9862857
Just press submit and the thing comes up, the you put email and name and topic and I just used imgur to post a picture

>>9862862
Thank you

>>9862712
you look sad and insecure, if you look like you own the world you will be ready to strut down the runway

>>9862798
heard about it but wasnt planning on going but i'll take your recommendation smile emoticon

social work isnt that bad man. its a degree, nothing more.

>>9862962
True that!
I'm going to sleep fellow modelbro.
Good luck with the castings and maybe I'll see you at Raf, Dries' or another casting next season. Wink emoticon
Sleep tight and succes!

>>9862987
sleep well bruv dont let the bed bugs bite

>>9863013
are you part slav?
also, what grades did you get in school?

>>9860173
Jesus Christ, you had a point up until now
>>9860507
Do you have a skincare routine?

is my bigger-than-average head gonna stop me from mudelling?

>>9863056
nope
either 90%s or 51%s for classes i didn't care for.
>>9863082
water
smoking 40 cigarettes a day
cleansing tonic (makeup remover) with a cotton pad couple of times a day

thats it

>>9863098
depends, lindsey wixon has jacked up teeth and shes an a list model so yeah who knows

>>9859994
therapists don't write scripts, you're thinking of a psychiatrist

you need talk therapy and potentially cbt. Psychiatrists are the last people you want to see unless you have a severe mental illness

>>9859980
What's your bmi? What exercises do you do? What's your drug usage like, drugs of choice?? Thanks

>>9859980
favorite movies?

>>9863209
mistake cause he pissed me off. ive had my fair share of both psychiatrists and psychologists. ive had cbt for years to no avail and don't see why i need it. (i know you mean well though.)

>>9863280
currently probably like 16
i dont exercise at all.
stims and benzos. that's it,
>>9863282
cashback, somewhere, lost in translation, love & other drugs, mr nobody, i origins,.. i could list hundreds. thanks for asking. that's nice.

>>9860441
Where can i get these legal benzos?

>>9863209
What's wrong with seeing a psychiatrist? I saw one in the ER and one at school for depression and they were really chill.

>>9859980
did you really have to marry my brother?
didn't you know i was struggling with drug addiction too?
am i really supposed to live alone forever?
is it always this hard?
is it true evolution is fazing me out?
are you really the spokes person for anti-me propaganda?
and are you really spearheading the campaigne to have me or anyone like me ever in history completely eradicated off of the planet?
did you know i hate you?

Is there any hope for us shorter guys? I went with a friend to a show he was walking for, just as company, and both hair and makeup mistook me for one of their models, but when my friend took me to their agency they said they wouldn't even bother with someone 5'10" even if they had a great look.

I'm bored as fuck with my life and being a glamorous shithead sounds so appealing these days.

>>9863624
ive seen 5 and they all gave me seroquel
also im not depressed or anything why would i pay someone to read a big ass book to me that i know by heart

>>9863634
tl dr

>>9863669
depends but tbh its not all that cool, dont worry about your height man

>>9863594
dunno if ban if i give sources but just find an RC vendor

favorite music artist?

>>9863717
Why can't you just tell them that seroquel doesn't work for you? If you want meds there's a lot out there you can try... and if you don't... why are you seeing psychiatrists?

>>9863717
Nah, I know it isn't the end all be all, but I actually know by being near it that it's pretty cool. I just want to know if it's even something I could think about doing.

what is the quickest way to lose weight?

>>9863771
Drop 3500 to 7000 net calories a week. Eat less. Move more.

>>9863717
Srsl-e

I stopped living in quilville. Makes u fat n sluggish.
I gained 60 lbs on it, still trying to work it off.
I cope by shitposting.

>>9859988
How come theyre ugly

>>9863794
I wish I wouldn't have a problem with plump.
But tv and music got me so obsessive that I worked real hard on my drug prob and finally got to my ideal body image.
But I was poor.
So meh, n e healthy ways to /fa/?

>>9860566
182cm? 5'9 feet? thats pretty crazy

>>9863745
i have told them. i'm not seeing any therapists or psychiatrists. what's the problem? ive tried every kind of neuroleptic and mood stabilizer back when it was necessary, without any of them helping one bit. I don't want their meds. I know their therapies. I don't need them. Stop pushing it. Sorry for getting angry but I don't think you completely understand me. I don't need psychiatric help.

>>9863753
If you have the looks, you def. qualify for editorial work. Which pays better anyway.
>>9863771
Cocaine/speed binge
>>9863813
i wondered the same back then.
>>9863859
My bad, I'm not used to using the imperial measurement system.

>>9863944

What's the height minimun? I heard SLP isn't as strict as others...

>>9863952
Depends on the agency/label. SLP just hires random bums they find in skateparks. You've gotta be pretty tall though. Esp. for SLP. I haven't seen any agency cast anyone under 182cm.

>>9863790
thanks>>9863944
iv been considering it but I dont think i wanna go down that coke path yet

>>9864215
yeah i mean its the fastest way but just eat at a huge caloric deficit and do a lot of cardio

good luck bro

>>9864290
what drugs do you usually do?

>>9864324
stimulants and or benzos

>>9864324
i smoke weed a lot

and when i'm feeling hardcore i like to do a bit of adderall

>>9864333
cool

>>9864333
yo please dont use my 'e' handle its gonna confuse people and i dont wanna start tripfagging

>>9864330
hope you don't take benzos everyday

prepare for impending dementia if you do :/

>>9860304
youre a cool guy e

>>9864375
alright i'll stop once you give me three credible large scale studies proving you're correct
>>9864377
thanks bruh

>>9864396
not him but watch out for the withdrawl sypmtoms if you ever decide to stop. can be dangerous

>>9863928
Sorry I thought you were complaining that you had mental health issues and nothing was helping

>>9864406
ive gone through withdrawal multiple times but thanks for looking out for me, it's not the most pleasant withdrawal indeed

>>9863735
Gorillaz

>>9864429
Ah, sorry. It's just that I've had to deal with psych situations so often when they were not needed at all so I get kind of worked up whenever someone brings up the subject. I do apologize for kinda getting mad at you.

For anyone who hasn't read the thread, this guy's a loser junkie who hasn't modeled in anything worthwhile holding a Reddit-tier AMA on a board full on insecure children.

Just saved you five minutes of scrolling, no need to thank me.

>>9864474
>loser junkie who hasn't modeled in anything worthwhile h

I may be a loser junkie, but I've modeled enough to hold a Reddit tier AMA

alright since that other dude using e feels like antagonizing me i declare this thread /thread. No more posts from this point on will be made by me. I won't delete the thread in case some people still want to read it but anyone posting with my handle or pretending to be me isn't. It's been nice talking to you all. Night, I guess, for those who sleep

>>9864396
lmao i see you're too stupid to look this up for yourself

https://scholar.google.com/scholar?hl=en&q=benzodiazepine+dementia&btnG=&as_sdt=1%2C6&as_sdtp=

there is a well documented relation between benzodiazepine use for >3 months and dementia. there are plenty more studies outside of google scholar that report this phenomenon

congrats on being a fucking moron who can't even research drugs they take every day. hope you don't have a grand mal seizure when you inevitably try to go cold turkey because you're too dumb to look up how to get off gabanergic drugs

>>9864499

disregard that i suck cocks

>>9864499
laaaaaaaame this was interesting

>>9864786

stop samefagging, cuckold, just leave like you said you would

>>9864497
lolz. DO NOT AMA.

I deal with this every single day of my life. and I will keep dealing with it.
so yeah I gained weight, but if you want you can join the tribe and get help.
sure your shots at becoming a model or 'thin' will fade away gradually.
you will never go to a vice party or do crazy drugs.
but you will be ok with the decision that models are probably a different species of human, just as poorly designed. and only last until THEIR problems catch up with them.

what i'm on now, is FITS. looking good with what I have, an overweight post-drug addiction living, struggling to find suitable mates.

its life.

>>9864535

>B-BUT ANON WHAT IF THE NSA SEES WHAT I GOOGLED AND COMES TO BUTTFUCK ME

>>9864877

>vice party

who cares, you can go to any music festival and shove fucking anything up your nose these days.

i fucking smoked a blunt in front of a cop and he did nothing.

and really, you can get fucking anything. RC's, coke, pills, heroin, l, weed, dabs, opium, dmt, fucking anything.

really, i have zero idea how these things get away with such illicit and open drug use. it's absolutely bonkers.

>>9864535
Did you actually read the study? They only showed that there is a correlation, there hasn't been any conclusive proof that benzos actually cause dementia. It could just be that people who have early Alzheimer's get prescribed benzos because it has similar symptoms to anxiety and depression....retard

>>9864967

it wouldn't hurt him to not take them though.

since, you know, bennys destroy people.

>>9864934
true.

but for that exclusive, 'i hope they don't know i'm on heroin' these people are rich house party.

thats how you get famous. and you can't do that. the festivus scene is its own thing but they party outdoors. its getting INNNN man. owning a sweet apartment in a really nice area and partying only with the most exclusive people and doing the best drugs. and having people love you for it. people die mannn people die. models get fat...

one of my heros pete doherty did. and you just can't go back to that (see above) once you lose it. and everybody loses it.

>>9865003
I totally agree with you. But if you're going to use a scientific study to prove a point, at least do it properly. Otherwise you may as well point to the bible and 'interpret' whatever proof you want

>>9865006

the only people that get excited about wealth are broke people.

drugs are best when done outside.

group sex is an incredibly disturbing thing to be a part of.

You can stay good looking for your whole life, you're just not always going to appeal to teenage girls.

living in the city is bullshit.

>>9865046

holy fucking false equivalency batman, thats got to be the worst analogy i've seen in quite some time

>>9860423
i already saved the video bro
hilarious how u privated so many of ur videos too hahahahaha

>>9865055
>the only people that get excited about wealth are broke people.
you're right. wealth is a chore. but i just came up b*tches, we're all partying people are exciting.

>drugs are best when done outside.
nope. the best times have been alone, in my room wanting to go to a sweet party.

>group sex is an incredibly disturbing thing to be a part of.
i agree. the residual effects are very emotional and life wrecking.

>You can stay good looking for your whole life, you're just not always going to appeal to teenage girls.
i just want my haunted jaded look back without the drugs damnit. and some money. damnit.

>living in the city is bullshit.
work, cop, party, repeat -- until you get your look.
now who the fuck are you?! do you still have money? will anybody still hang out with you? can you stay there? are you doing anything cool?
these are the questions that make or break the city dweller imo.

>>9865082
lol, fine, it is a bad analogy and a bit bait-y on my part. My point was that certain studies can only tell you so much and you shouldn't extrapolate because there can be confounding variables and such

>>9865104
>>the only people that get excited about wealth are broke people.
>you're right. wealth is a chore. but i just came up b*tches, we're all partying people are exciting.
on second thought. i wouldn't know. the only 'wealthy' people i know are old. or i was specifically not invited to the party.
goes to show.
i honestly don't have the social skills needed to survive a thing like that without developing some sort of a mental health issue post attendance.

>>9865104
>now who the fuck are you?!

that's WHY living in the city is bullshit.

It doesn't cost you 50 dollars a minute to exist, and your identity is not intrinsically tied to your net worth.

And for real, if you haven't seen bassnectar or pretty lights under a full moon on a decent dose of L (if you're into that sort of thing) i don't know what you're doing with your life.

It's probably one of the more amazing things a person can experience if you ask me.

>>9865155
yuck. I mean my net worth is intrinsically tied into the amount of festivals I've been to, which is 0.

the money kids that went there just weren't at the low key exclusive warehouse parties. period. ever. I brought them once and they seemed AWKWARD there. festivals are like THEIR turf. it was a perfect enlightenment.

L for me is running through the ghetto looking to score.

that is something to experience. it might be different now. I haven't been holding the city down.

kek.

>>9865183
>L for me is running through the ghetto looking to score.
then spending the longest longest longest longest time back in my tiny tiny house.

quick q: is crusing down the highway in a car considered indoors or outdoors?

>>9865183

check out a little fest.

the big ones suck, there are too many wannabe ravers snorting formek because they don't know well enough to buy a test kit.

mich/ohio/east PA have a low key noise fest thing going, like weekend camping, 300 people tops. that's supposed to be THE experience around here. still haven't had luck breaking into that though

>>9865247
>is crusing down the highway in a car considered indoors or outdoors?

if you can't take the time to look into the sky until you slowly feel yourself getting raptured you're not outside.

>>9865264
there is no rapture for some of us.
just the grind.
until the end.

>>9865268
I will be sorry I wrote this.
for it is written by my own hand.
the only thing to do is stop.

>>9865268

no, there's definitely more to it than that.

The conclusion you reached is correct but the way you got there is too bleak. There's more happiness in your life than you're willing to admit.

If you've never actually sat down and counted your blessings, like really think about it and count all the good things you have, you ought to.

>>9865328
Thank you sweet, white Jesus
For not killing me in that junk pit.
For keeping me alive again today for this moment in my late twenties
I am grateful for this vape tainted breath.
And that I can wear jeans tomorrow at work due to lupus awareness.
And praise you in the highest.
God bless America.

>>9859988
>those 2 guys
>models

kek

Damn these last posts are next level pretentious, almost as bad as k-hole

>>9865397
>>9865268
>>9865289

OPs pissed me off with his arrogance, stop being a cunt OP you're not cool

I've modelled campaign for Saint Laurent, look I've got a bottle too!! They were free in the Grand Palais who gives a fuck stop being such a ring piece moaning about your problems thinking you're better than us, prick

>>9865462
Damn, you're shit is reil.
I AM that word. Nothing is ever worth saying irl and I always want it to be better than it is.

Tree Hunna. Riehl.

>>9865544
post face

>>9865544
i think op is a pretty cool guy tbh