/fa/ - Fashion

>tfw will never own an e3 1998 promo playstation hat

>>9216002
>You'll never be that 10/10 guy that gets mired wherever he walks and that makes even the shittiest fits look /fa/
>All those expensive clothes, the /fit/ body, the smooth hair... and in the end you're just average.

>tfw

I'm a poor student and I am most likely never going to look better. It's all a waste cause my fits are shit and wardrobe is shit.

>>9216284
what are you studying?

>>9216382
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgHNtzxO0y8

>join group therapy to help with the crippling depression
>more than half the group is female
>they're all a bunch of Dr. Martens wearing tumblrinas with a victim complex and hate for men

>>9216700
Yeah, and you are one of them now.

>>9216700
damn

>>9216703
I'm a guy though.

>>9216706
You're a beta male which is pretty much a woman

tfw when drepressed... again
tfw when it feels worse than ever

>>9216709
there's nothing beta about being depressed and seeking help

>>9216711
Shut up pussy
I bet you're some cracker from an upper middle class family

>>9216002
>Finally built up the courage to ask the girl I've been eyeing since junior year
>Tfw she's had feelings for me for years, and have turned down to every single other guy since we started talking, because she wanted me
>Tfw she's a 8/10 skinny well proportioned curly tumblr qt3,14, whith insane conversational skills

We're all going to make it

>>9216718
nope

>see qt I knew from pre-school years later
>she works at a discount store my mom frequently shops at
>mom tells me she's single and might be interested
>walk post store every week trying to find the courage to approach her
>finally manage to go into the store
>notice she's at least 3 centimeters taller, not even wearing heels
>bolt the fuck out of there before she sees me

manlet feels.

>>9216709
REKT

>tfw poor
>tfw mild acne
>tfw slightly chubby cheeks
>tfw no gf

dear /fa/,
a good friend of mine met a girl that wants to get with me at a party and she said im good looking, but an asshole
i feel like this is pretty great since i dont want to have anything to do with her and i can improve my personality if need be

my grandparents and parents asked me what i want for christmas, but i can't come up with anything, which might be good or bad depending on the point of view

im doing pretty good lately, im getting good grades, people are nice to me and im feeling good and dressing less and less like a fuccboi

>>9216002
>tfw grades are basically touching the ground atm
>That weird feel when one of my close friends is losing it.
>tfw have disgusted most of the people around me with my arrogant attitude


>Although everything is pretty fucked, I probably feel the most relaxed i've ever felt.

>>9216836
What sneakers?

I have aids :(

>in love with a grill
>she's objectively unattractive and completely devoid of any kind of sexuality
>I know I'm not supposed to be attracted to her, just like when you see those conventionally attractive celebrities that just look bland and boring to you
>but she's so plain it actually makes her kind of cute, in that abandoned puppy with three legs kind of way
>mfw doesn't flirt back
>mfw I'm getting kind of desperate despite knowing I'm out of her league
what do effay

>>9216009
I never knew i had these feels ;-;

>>9216748
Damn this was sad. How tall are you? I'm 179 cm and I've always felt small as fuck, but then again, I'm from Scandinavia everyone is fucking tall...

>>9216009
hnnng

>>9216727
>insane conversational skills

>>9216727
Stop posting this gif you beta orbiter.

>>9216920
And that's even a lie. I'm 178 cm.

>>9216920
173 cm. I'm in The Netherlands though and everyone is naturally tall. You'd hard pressed to find women under 1.70 m.

>>9216920
173 cm. I'm in The Netherlands though and everyone is naturally tall. You'd be hard pressed to find women under 1.70 m. I would kill to have your height.

>>9216957
Damn man I feel ya pain, eventhough it must be even worse... I have a friend around your size. Puberty helped him alot facial and attitude wise and he's learned to cope with his size.
You stopped growing?

>>9216813
"improve my personality"

you sound awful.

>>9216964
I think I reached my max height around 16. I hoped I would gain a few cm because people told me I could still grow until 25, but that never happened.

I never worried about it as a kid, but now that I'm an 'adult' I'm comparing myself to everyone I see on the street. I'm not the absolute shortest here because there are a lot of immigrants who are pretty small but I'm white and fully Dutch so it's uncommon for me to be this small. I blame bad genes, stress and malnutrition as a child.

I wouldn't really care that much if a girl was a few centimeters taller, or the same height but I know how much it's a turn off for them.
Literally today when I was hanging out with my sister her friends were talking about it. Saying how handsome Johnny Depp is but then one of them said how 'short' he is, and they all agreed that's a dealbreaker. He's the same height as you. Then they continued to brag about their bfs who are 1.95...

>>9217019
Oh my god that's vile. Jesus Christ, Johnny Depp's height is a dealbreaker? Fucking Johnny Depp?

But cool he's my height, always thought him to be taller...

You'll make it lad, confidence and the right clothes can actually make you appear taller than you are as weird as it sounds. Back when I went to high school I had an extremely fa guy in my class, I thought he was like 6-7 cm taller than me. I found out one day that he was like 2 cm taller.
He's a big attitude kind of guy so that apparently did something to create an illusion... Interesting stuff from a physiological perspective tbh. Do not go around and be extremely self conscious about your heigh, it will make it worse than it is.

>>9216988
>you sound awful.
well good thing im working on improving then isnt it

>>9217062
>>9217019
Both of you can just move to Boston. I'm 178 cm (decided to translate from burgerland) and almost 40% of guys are shorter than me, 40% are my height, and 20% are taller.

>>9217124
Really? Amazing.
I'm in Shanghai atm, it's weird because now I'm used to being one of the tallest persons in the metros, bars, workplace etc. Going back to Denmark in 3 days, I think I happily forgot about my height.

>>9216882
Stop putting her on a pedestal?

>>9217135
Well, Boston historically has had shorter immigrants(Spanish, Italian, Irish, Asian) so it makes sense.
Damn, I'm taiwanese. I gotta go to the motherland and live it up.

>>9216882
Is her name Cara?

>>9217152
Do it for Mao man and all the hot chicks here.

Well ratio wise there's not alot, but I'm kinda into asian chicks so ...

>tfw attractive
>tfw 6'3" otter nearly ottermode
>tfw everyone in groups look at me when they laugh
>tfw get complimented on a daily basis
>tfw never had to initiate contact with a grill because they always make it extremely clear how attracted they are to me
>tfw friend's grills and wives get drunk and tell me how good looking I am in front of their husbands/bf's
>tfw friends make me initiate all scenarios such as sharing a table, a bill dispute, getting car help because no one ever turns down an attractive person

>>9216882
Holy fuck are you me?

I'm not in love with this chick, but I've had sex with her multiple times and became kind of territorial. I'm way out of her league but she has a reputation for being a slut and is always getting hit on so it pains me to want something so disgusting, I can't help it. I haven't seen her in a couple weeks because the week before I was on vacation and last week she was on her period. Told her to come over last Saturday and last night and she didn't. I kept telling myself I'm going to cut her off because our conversations have become boring but whenever I would go a whole day without talking to her she would start texting me acting all sweet and what not. I can't get rid of her, she won't let me, but she won't put out either and I can't trust her. Fuck my life.

>>9217159
I've never been into Asian chicks. just remind me of my family.
I'd trade places for the hot northern European chicks you see every day :'(

>>9217195
The one I'm talking about is not sexual at all. It's what's weird about her. It's like looking at a cardboard box, you don't really feel anything when you look at her. She has no tits (decent arse though), always wears these ratty aran sweaters and dresses like an old nun, and she has these big bulging brown eyes with huge dark circles that make her look dead. She's also a hungry skeleton so everything hangs off of her.

But for some reason she's become so fascinating to me, I can't stop staring at her, thinking about her and trying to get closer. Maybe I got bored of the usual qts, I have no idea what's wrong with me.

>>9217225
it's quite simple
you want what you can't have

>>9217225
Jesus, make an effort to fuck her. You'll either get over her or it will intensify.

>get dumped by ex at the beginning of summer
>rebound, fuck around, distract myself
>worsening depression
>know she doesn't love me
>can't shake my feelings for her despite being able to get other objectively better girls
>find it harder and harder to find joy in things

it'll be over one way or another soon enough

>>9217234
But I don't want to fuck her, I'm not attracted to her in that way. Besides, I'm quite sure she wouldn't want to fuck me anyway.

w2c gf

I used to have anxiety/depression and I just have stopped caring. Similar to how one builds up a tolerance to alcohol, it takes more and more stress and pressure for me to felt affected by it.

Even when I should feel upset/depressed I just feel normal because it doesn't even affect me anymore. I've become jaded to the point that I just roll with things instead of reacting like a normal person should and it feel strange.

>>9216711

seeking help is always beta

>>9217277
so wallowing in despair and dying is really alpha then?

>>9217286
see I knew you weren't completely retarded

>>9216709
>>9216718
c r i n g i n g
back to >>>/b/ u go
turd

>>9216009
god damn it nigga

>tfw cop two pieces offline
>expect them to work perfectly with each other
>they arrive
>look like shit together

this is why i hate ordering shit offline. if only finding shit in store was easier

>order some effay boots from America on eBay
>good cop
>they get held in customs because they "can't determine contents and costs of package"
>won't arrive before Christmas
>have to send forms to help them out
>will have to pay through the nose for customs on top of expensive shipping


not even worth it like this...

>>9216727
attaboy.
>been dating my 2 year crush since a month
>shes been in love with me since approx 10 years
>fucked several dudes tho
>had to break up because she came down with a severe case of "cant give you what you deserve" + emotional rollercoaster

We're all going to die alone

>>9217269
are you me?

>in love with best friend
>tell her
>"I'm not saying never but I just can't see it working out at the moment"

wtf is this bullshit? At least if she said no then I'd have a definite answer and I could move on. Now I'm stuck in a constantly second-guessing "will-she-won't-she" state.

>in love with this girl I used to date
>she dumped me for futile reasons
>saw her in tv in a quiz-show with her dull retarded boyfriend

I am struggled by the fact that she dumped me for a retarded culture-less, style-less, bald retarded, and also by the fact that I love a girl that goes in quiz shows which is cancer.

>>9216813
>underrated post
Actually cracked me up this is the best post irony I've read in ages

>>9216009

Damn

>tfw tired of being alone
>boy I was having a casual thing with couldn't get dinner with me because he's depressed
>tfw I know I shouldn't like him too much but I do

I think Tripskank is cute (^_^ )
But she's far away from me ( ._.)

>>9217623
she probably just meant never but didn't want to hurt you too much... don't take my word for it though because I'm forever alone

>>9217396
you mean online?

>3 new Instagram followers today

keep thinking of this girl i dated for like 4 months ( 6 months ago )

cant get over how good it felt - better than any previous relationship i've had

>lost job
>lost gf
>had to move back in with parents
>became a junkie
>don't even care about fashion anymore
pls stop, 2014. i can't take anymore.

>fa
>attractive
>complete autist when sober

Help.

>penis gets permanently larger every time I fly on an aeroplane
>too poor to fly ;_;

Hi

>>9217805
Stop jerking it so much, and stop watching porn.

>professor is and old narcissistic asshole who revels in being an difficult asshole to everyone
>nobody in class of 42 people get an A
>he doesn't care
>my chances of going onto graduate school get #rekt by an asshole who is unmarried and has zero ability to work with people

fuck man why did u even become a professor in the first place?

>>9217886
what major? i doubt getting not getting an A in a single class will seriously affect your graduate school chances

>>9216836
I seriously know tf.

Just gotta live day to day homie

>>9217812
this

The depression is real. It was already real, but being forced to move back to my home city in the middle of winter's onset, in a basement apartment has really set it in heavy. My friends that still live here feel strange, I can't find them or myself interesting enough to interact properly. I stare at the ceiling for hours each night before being able to fall asleep, but have trouble getting out of bed before noon ever. I've been coping with parties, and as a reasonably charismatic individual with the desperate desire to be excited, I keep drinking large amounts and sleeping with random girls. I'm still mildly caught up on every one of the last six relationships I've had, even the ones I've ended myself. There are people I should dislike, but still love in a one-sided and sappy internalized battle. I'm unhappy with my current skills, and as such have stopped playing any shows because I just feel embarrassed with myself every time now. Most of my friends I can communicate with have their own issues, and I just feel as though I'm dragging them down every time I even briefly mention my own issues. I'm fully aware that things don't have to be this way, I still have things I should be grateful for, but I can't find it in myself to really appreciate that and be happy with it. That brings it further down. Being so down, so grossly unhappy in and of itself brings me down, because I know it's trivial. I can't feel or act the ways that I should, and it's disheartening.

But a few friends are doing well and enjoying themselves, so that is light at least.

Feels aren't /fa/, they're dreadful.

>>9217623
that's a 'no, but i'm not a bitch and i dont want to hurt you so i'm praying you'll actually understand that this is a no and not a maybe'

>tfw want to get a haircut but scared it will look shit

>>9217933
Fuck off normalfag, you don't even know what is real depression, i mean that was a fine novel but it was really shit and had no meaning
"I had slept with a few girls and i was fa as fuck, now pity me'

>>9216002
Highschool:
>Bullied
>Angsty kid who based his personality around being as contentious as possible because I felt like everyone hated me
>discover fashion at the end of school
College:
>get an /fa/ haircut and start putting together some OK fits
>loads of attention (possitive) from most of the people at my college
>can't really cope with the popularity because it seems superficial
>Become depressed, diagnosed with anxiety disorder
>get therapy towards the end of college and learn to cope better
University:
>Oh shit, nobody knows me again
>Dressing in high end fashion stuff at this point, so getting some attention but it's obviously really different as an adult
>got a girlfriend from back home, really love each other but our collective mental health issues became too much to manage so we split

Just got home for christmas
>Grandad has brain cancer, in the hospice now
>my only few close friends fell out this evening
>everythings shit with my ex
>family is in pieces
>I just feel really numb and detached but when i was at uni everything was too much to cope with (still getting firsts in my assignments though, only good thing)

Getting some benzo's and acid tomorrow, time to hide away and self medicate for a while.

>>9217951
Yeah, my first thought too.

>parties
>six previous relationships
>plays gigs with a band
>friends
What a rough life.

>>9217801
what's yer' junk m8?
heroin?

>tfw I only look at myself in the mirror and I think I look ok, sometimes really good, sometimes less, pretty much 7/10

>tfw I see myself in photos or videos and realize I'm ugly and it hurts so much I can't accept it

>>9218013
Right in the feels. Although, pretty much everyone looks worse in photos from my experience

>>9217962
>problems arise
>I'm going to hide and do drugs, because that will solve things

>>9217992
yeah, I was already dependent on painkillers and my dealer ran out one day but had some handy dandy smack on him

>>9218082
psychedelics can actually be very helpful with depression, speaking from experience

>tfw people give you a disgusted look everywhere you go

>tfw you can hear grils saying "ew" under their breath as you pass by

>>9217876

lol
like that'll happen

>>9217123
you don't sound that bad, anon

>tfw 2500 word essay due in 27 hours
>tfw haven't started

>>9217250
if you aren't sexually attracted to her a real relationship might not work out between the two of you
unless she really is as asexual as you describe her, then maybe. just maybe.

>>9217225
m8
I'm also very 'attracted' to a plain, sort of unattractive girl with bulging brown eyes w/ huge dark circles. She's a hungry skeleton too.

>>9217623
>>9217937
>>9217730
they're right. it's a no. get over her. i'm sorry.

>>9218146
>can't finish 2500 words under 12 hours
fucking pleb, step it up.

>>9218150

I knew a girl like this. Actually the girl I'm talking about in >>9217786. The difference is that I wanted to fuck the shit out of her, but she was really plain tbh. Plain, unassuming but nice to talk to girls are the best for me

>>9218156
>12
under 6 is more like it

>>9216016
Woody Harelson should have used this as a monologue in True Detective

>tfw used to have really beautiful pale skin, now I have a shit tan when I worked outdoors for a few months.
>tfw hairline wasn't perfect but was ok. Now it's receding and I couldn't ever sport a long hair look
>tfw have a skinny frame, girl arms, girl shoulders...but have a very manly witch nose face.

Just kill me now

I have many collections of feels.

>Thought I was cultured, turns out I know nothing at all.
>struggling in some of the courses I thought I would excel at.
>musical ability is mediocre, anything I think of will always be throttled by mediocrity.
>friend I used to consider an equal is doing far better than me in all the courses we share, and it's just through hard work. I could change it, but I can't find the motivation. I hate myself, and I'm beginning to hate him, and it's not his fault.
>I'm not writing enough

>Can't find a gf.
>All previous romances haven't been reciprocated.
>thoroughly average-looking, dress pretty badly.
>feeling hollow, bored, and depressed.
>Same friend couldn't talk to girls before, changed his shit and now it is looking like he might get a gf soon.
>I hate myself for being jealous, he's surpassing me in everything, I am a waste of space, I want to die.

Hold me /fa/

>>9218228
Nigga I would kill to have a "rival" like you do. Im jelly.

>>9218146
>liver almost dead from taking drugs while drinking
>face feels numb from combo of coffee, cigarettes and lack of sleep
>barely making enough money to live modeling
>keep masturbating to the thought of my PTP exgf with brightly colored hair and daddy issues cuckolding me
>dropped like 6 grand on designer clothing this year
>constantly nervous about scuffing my shoes or getting rained on
>constantly feel like a joke
>only sanctuary is my guitar
FOREVER HERE

>>9218235
why?

>>9218246
That would be my "carrot" so I can be motivated to improve myself.

>>9218259
Yeah, I find that my motivation to beat him is only around when I 'hate' him, but it fluctuates. Basically I need to use it as motivation. I've been in a major funk for about a month and half, and I haven't worked hard enough.

Basically, you're right. I should use this as motivation.

>tfw got a job
>tfw soon I will have money for sick cops and grails

Thank you Based God.

>>9218240
>cuckold
>guitar
you really are a joke m8

>>9217962
Don't do drugs unless you are clinically depressed or anxious anon, or you know... for fun.

You will not be that beautiful disaster case, just a fucking depressive failure.

Things will get better, just wait.

>>9218289
>cant even write a post without improperly linking to random other comments either
at least death comes soon

>>9217019
>>9217062
>>9217124
So... I'm 18 and 170cm (5'7'') anything I can do to grow a few cm more (exactly 10)?

>inb4 kill yourself midget

>>9218306
boost your human growth hormone and hope that your growth plates havent closed

>>9218306
I'm the anon from Boston.
I'm your age and was 5'7.5 when fall semester started. Since then I've changed my diet and sleep like a normal person and grew almost an inch. Just eat healthy, exercise, and sleep ~9 hours and you should grow. You probably will continue growing for a few more years.

tfw im a social cripple and i dont know how to make friends even though i get approached by other people fairly
my life is utterly empty and dull, its like walking through endless fucking wilderness and its all the same in all directions and you just want to lie down and die rather than walk further

>>9218314
also see an endocrinologist and tell her your problem

>>9218334
Can't be worse than my life...

-wake up
-shower
-9 to 6 work
-eat
-watch tv
-play vidya
-browse 4chan
-fap
-sleep
-wake up...

>>9218013
yup

>>9216748
pure autism

>>9218087
>"ran out"

at least this is what the jews have led us to believe

can't believe you fell for the oldest scam in the book, dumbass

and you paid with your life

>>9217225
Sounds cute. You should get her to model.

>half way through semester have very high marks
>meet girl
>grades go to shit
>zero motivation for school work
>lost all ambition to be anything
>end up dating girl
>through all these changes i feel better than ever

>>9218751
Me too, anon. This love stuff is a strange mistress

>TFW INTJ

>>9218228
>"turns out I know nothing at all"

personally i realized i was an adult when I came to terms with the fact that I know nothing. weird

>>9217121
dr. house's partner on the right?

>>9217414
>highschool

>Best bud got murdered a few months ago on some drug stuff
>Girlfriend of nine months dumps me and was cheating
>Still love her
>Overweight
>Got 34 on ACT but still no scholarship
>All my friends think I'm an asshole
>Getting a 2.9 average in first semester of college
>At least I have a good job

>>9218796
so in other words you dont feel

Tfw I don't look like this

>>9216002
>Go to a party last night
>Maybe the 4th party I have been to in my life
>Don't drink a lot because alcohol tastes like shit
>One of my friends invites one of their tinder matches
>Shes got thick thighs, nice tits and the face of a qt, solid 8/10
>She talks to my friend for maybe 30 mins
>She comes up and starts talking to me
>Wearing thrift store clothes because I'm broke and into that kind of shit
>She asks me if I'm homeless
>reply with “I probably will be, I'm majoring in history”
>She giggles
>We talk about stupid weird shit for the rest of the night because we are both buzzed
>Borderline aspergers so I don't realize shes into me
>Don't ask for her number or anything
>Shes getting ready to leave, all of my friends are telling me to get her number
>Spaghetti is flying out of my pocket like rockets because I’m a kissless virgin
>Shes already in her car by the time I get the balls to ask for her number
>Literally 5 steps from her car and her friend drives off
>Don't know how to react so I just start dancing back to the house
>Convince myself its ok that I didn't get her number because life is meaningless
>Walk home around 5am
>Wake up at 3pm with a friend request from her on Facebook

Maybe life isn't all that bad

>>9219057
hey congrats

>>9219057
>>She asks me if I'm homeless
>>reply with “I probably will be, I'm majoring in history”

BABBY THIGH SMOOTH
YOU'LL MAKE IT SON

>>9218796
we INTP's are worse tho

no gf

>>9219531
i'm intp and not socially inept
what's wrong with you

>living in a shit country fashion-wise
>everyone dress bad
>can't find anything I want
>can't pull off most experimental things because people will thing you're a fag or weird or something

help me fa

>>9219531
>>9219537

I tend to hover between INTJ and INTP and the only reason i'm socially inept is due to constant solitude, i'm sure if you get out there and talk to people you can fix this issue with practice

i got my dick sucekd today :^)

it was her first time sucking dick so it was awful

she wanted me to cum on her face tho :^)

>>9219560
>was intp a few years ago
>am now now apparently enfj
FEELS GOOD MAN

>>9219544
it's like that even in advanced countries, so it's ok. only in big cities in advanced countries, and even then some of those cities are like yours so it's ok.

>>9216727
>8/10 skinny well proportioned curly tumblr qt3,14
[OXYMORON LEVEL INTENSIFIES]
/fa/-tgets - when will they learn?

does she even squat?
Your dimensions so we can judge what "skinny well proportioned" means you, I bet you are texas-like fatty enabler.
Post your photo to prove me wrong
Otherwise you won't make it.

>go to top engineering school as a first semester transfer
>seemingly bust my ass to get a 3.58 and Dean's List
>learned this morning that the Dean's List GPA herr is 3.00

what the fug

>Job requires i stand all day
>Wear Joggers
>Calves are clearly defined in the pants
>Not sure if going to ruin look

>>9216002
are johnny depp's eyes /fa/?

i have the same eyes
in fact we look quite similar but im probs more feminine

>tfw buck teeth
>tfw can't close my mouth for more than an hour otherwise it starts hurting
>tfw wisdom starting to hurt
>tfw too poor to fix any of these things
>tfw everything else in life is ok

you motherfuckers better appreciate your teeth

>tfw three 1500 word essays that were due a month ago
>still haven't started any of then
>attended maybe three classes in the last four weeks of term
>haven't read my uni email in three weeks for shame so no contact with people I'm supposed to be doing a mini dissertation with next term
>probably barred from summer exams at this point
>still zero motivation to dig myself out of this hole
>can't figure out why I don't care, having worked so hard to get here

how fucked am I guys

>>9217269
this me now

tfw i'm this guy >>>9219620

;_;

>dreamt I got white raf velcros
>my brothers gf for some reason says they look like clown shoes

>>9218111
nigga, let it go. Peasants dont matter.

>>9219746
you want her.

t. amateur dream analyst

>>9217672

You know the reason for this right? She's got a superiority complex. She left you because she knew she'd never be able to feel as if she was better than you, so she chose someone who she knows she's better than

>>9218306
nutrition and exercise
seriously start eating nothing but healthy shit, and protein. not talking about bulking and getting buff. just be as healthy as possible. I starved myself and lived like a hermit throughout most of my teenage years and early 20s and as a result I'm shorter than most men in my family.

>>9219057
>She asks me if I'm homeless
>reply with “I probably will be, I'm majoring in history”

smooth a f

>came out of a bad relationship
>saw me into a dry spell
>girl at work consistently complaining about not getting laid
>frequently passes hints and compliments at me
>better looking girls showing interest

since slimming down, growing hair and dressing gud, the bitches are relentless. i don't know what to do with my new-found powers and it's doing my head in.

>Turn down almost every girl that's been into me
> get complemented a lot and called best looking in my group
>could almost definitely get a gf if I put in the work
>I might be bi though idk

>Completely in love with 15 year old childish immature girl who's not even ready for a relationship and lives far away

what do? I'm 20 and way out of her league in so many ways, she's not amazing looking and she's annoying as fuck a lot but I cant stop thinking about her and it makes me feel shit. The worst part is she doesnt live here and I can only see her a few times a year. We talk a lot though and I know she wouldnt go for some other guy but I know it wont work out and I just want what I cant have. Knowing this doesnt make a difference though as Im getting more and more obsessed with her. I dont even give a shit about other girls, never have but theres something about her. Why couldnt I just stay happy and lonely. H-hold me /fa/.

>>9219575
>she wanted me to cum on her face tho :^)
did u? got pics?

>>9219696
laserface u forgot ur trip

:^)

>>9219893
>I might be bi though idk
ur not bi, just gay

>>9216700
Stopped going to mine because it was entirely tumblrcunts stuttering about social anxiety

>>9219916

>>9219934
>implying im american

>gets out of shitty abusive relationship w younger beta bf
>get bored of being single, tired of irl fuccbois flirting w me
>join dating website, sift through online fuccbois
>find a 7.5/10 white b0i
>now we are dating
>caught him talking to some hoe on fb
>he deleted it
>i was like whatever strike 1
>tfw he doesn't really act like my boyfriend
>calls me bro or man
>tfw he flirts with every girl he sees
>tfw he has a thing for mexican girls (idk y) and his best friend is dating one so he's eye raping her constantly
>tfw this girl hates me because I weigh a lot less than her
>tfw i have to be around her and i can't tell him why i don't want to be
>this is just a really sketchy and touchy situation
>tfw stuck like this forever

>>9219965
reddit pls go

>>9219969
reddit sucks though

>>9216002
>have job interview for a /fa/ job today
>both nervous and excited

also
>going on 2 week vacation next week with a cute grill and i wanna fugg her

>>9216700
We get it already. You go to group therapy Koishi.

>>9219979
You suck

>tfw you finally found a qt effay tumblr gf
>happiest I've been in a while

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>>9216882
I had a skinny short girl friend.People were making fun of me for even being close to her because she was so skinny.I decided to tell her we shouldn't talk anymore.I regret it now.She was pretty effay,had a cute face except for her nose that went sideways a bit,some sort ofa tumblrina but she didn't browse tumblr.I kinda liked her too but since everyone was making fun of me for just hanging with her,I didn't tell her anything

>>9220014
I'm not Koishi, nor do I have any idea who that is.

>>9220064
She's an annoying trip that posts shit fits and doesn't stop talking about her help group. She's probably one of the tumbler faggots in your group tbh

>tfw can never tell tif qts do a double take because I'm hideous or they're checking me out

>>9219696
>tfw my dentist compliments me on my perfect teeth and bite every time I visit

>>9220037
Happy for you fam :)

Tfw a traumatic childhood filled with contempt, sarcasm and jokes about me being fat have turned me into an arrogant and insecure asshole
>barely eat, I'm 6'2 and 9 stone 10 pounds
>26 inch waist
>I have females wanting me and I can't be bothered for them
>I only like girls who don't like me
>gone full Hedi core and almost only wear SLP
>people probs think I'm a fag
>I wish I was happy, nothing makes me happy, I have no ambition and I barely want anything, i just want to build bikes like I did when I was 10
>im constantly prone to outrage, anybody who speaks out against me is absolutely irrelevant to me, people who disagree with me can fuck off

What's happening to me.