/fa/ - Fashion

>>14308245
>age/sex/job?
23, Dood, Salesman
>prior drug use?
Just weed, however now I smoke cigarettes too.
>how did you get on this extasy binge?
A while ago, my friend was a dealer - became born again and sold me the rest of his presses (basically 3 doses in one pill) for a stupidly low price. 200 for $200. Easily the greatest drug deal (scaled) in history that didn't involve shooting or stealing. I basically payed $1/pill, that batch easily could have been sold for $4k+ but he just didn't want anything to do with it anymore and just wanted money to pay for his insurance or something.

Over the year I've been straight up giving them away to any hot chicks I run across at raves and parties (yes, this has gotten me laid but I can't remember the actual sex so I am empty with no satisfaction).

Then my eating issues resurfaced. I began with a press per week but now I go through minimum four/night. I was originally intermittent fasting but now I basically survive off MDMA. I eat maybe one small meal every two days and drink water, coffee throughout the day and pop pills all night.

I'm good at hiding all this. I'm still the top salesman and my friendships and relationships haven't faltered, however people are noticing that I'm really energetic during the beginning of the night but inexplicably becoming the most popular guy at the event as more and more drugs kick in. As far as the world knows, I only smoke weed.

A small part of me has always wanted to commit suicide, I've come to realize this may be me trying to finally do it. However ODing wasn't the way I expected.

Lmk if that makes sense or if you need clarification I'm rolling too hard to proof read