/fa/ - Fashion

>>15998157
>tfw kind of gay to look at

>>14605894
>200k you can get a fucking sub
>tfw 140k
guess ill stick to my shitters, amazon seiko 5 ordered. thanks for clearing that up anon.

I've wasted my youth being apathetic and hating myself. Now I'm in my late 20's, basically haven't ever had a gf and have 0 prospects or will to change that. I was always too scared to do new and interesting things so I've missed out on a lot of potential life experience. Lately I've just gone on the assumption I'm going to off myself some time soon because it makes me feel a bit better. Heck I almost succeeded a few months ago. Jealousy and self loathing have pushed away almost all of my friends as well so I'm basically alone. It's all a downward spiral.

Anyway I think apart from my height (5'8") and my generally small stature I'm pretty good looking, I'm friendly and I'm an abnormally accomplished artist/illustrator so people seem to think I have my shit together but fuck man I'm dying inside. Art is the only thing that keeps me going.