/fa/ - Fashion

>it's my birthday
>used to love my coworkers cookies when I was fat
>she gave me a whole basket of them today
>going to go home and have a few tonight for dinner then toss them out

>>12888742
I have OCD that's been getting worse with the stress of school. I want to dress nice but a lot of days I just dress in sweats because it'll take take me hours of putting on and taking off every piece of clothing in my closet. The other day it took me half an hour trying to keep my socks at the right height. Recently, I was hospitalized for the first time because of a panic attack i had. Being the OCD autist that I am, I hate hospitals and all the potential to catch something from one of those places. Now, I'm behind on a lot of schoolwork and I have to bust my ass to study for finals next month. I'm planning on getting professional help as soon as I can, and my parents are helping me with that. I just feel really disillusioned with every aspect of my life right now and all I want to do is graduate and get the fuck out of my shitty, dirty college town. The thing I hate most about OCD is knowing how stupid I look when I have to do my "rituals", and I've realized that no amount of designer clothes will make me look like less of a weirdo than I already am. I've noticed myself gradually becoming more and more angry at everyday things, and it's getting harder and harder to calm myself down. I'm worried for myself and the people around me. Hopefully, the therapist I'm going to see soon is going to help me work through this. Sorry for the long post, but I just needed to vent. I don't know if anyone will relate to this at all, but I just wanted to share my thoughts. Thanks /fa/, you've been helping me gain confidence in myself for the past few years.

>>11971271
You bought into the memes. You can't tell sincerity from Steven's ethnicity. I've met Asians that go for a certain look too. As for Steven, the individual, it feels authentic.

>tfw I just want a girl who enjoys reading above the 12th grade level and who isn't fat

>https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC3y1VNzSbMVIUlKC2ErEVZw
>https://www.youtube.com/user/mrpanda101
>tfw make up tutorial fetish
what do i do now?