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>>10280290
>for someone who is usually pretty anxious and prone to thinking myself into ruts

I'm like this and I'm worried it will make any trip I have turn into a panic attack.

I'm reading The Doors of Perception by Huxley where he writes about his experience after he took 400mg of mescalin. It sounds like such a unique experience; I'd love to take a psychedelic a few times before I die. Our nervous systems are purely for survival and because of that 99.99% of the beauty of the world is cut off to the human brain, but with a psychedelic we can get a taste of pure, unfiltered reality. I want to experience that, but I'm worried that because of my slight nervous disposition and tendency for anxious thoughts I'll end up staring at an object and getting trapped in time in a seemingly endless loop where the object becomes overwhelmingly more significant in continual waves, and I'll get paralysed with terror (or something to that effect). I feel like a confirmed autist typing that as someone who's straight edge, because it really is something you can't wholly understand until you experience it yourself.

tl;dr I have anxiety but want to take lsd/mescalin/a psychedelic but will I just enter into an unbearable panic attack?

i'm take propranolol 10mg every now and then. it's a beta blocker which slows your heart rate so it makes me ace every interview/presentation.

>>10199941
enjoy your fatal arrhythmia