/fa/ - Fashion

Might as well vent,

>Second year college student
>BA in Criminology, its easy and Im super on top of my shit
>Sudden realization that I dont know what type of fucking career this is going to get me
>Talk to program advisor, gives me bullshit choices like Parole Officer, Young Offender Counsellor, and more types of jobs where Im practically helping people who fucked up in life
>Always been a massive overthinker and start panicking from hearing all this shitty career paths
>Basically think my life is over

I just cant shake the thought of thinking I fucked up massively. Every job listing website like LinkedIn or Indeed shows garbage jobs like Security Officer or Mental Health Counsellor and thats not what I wanna do.

On top of that, my family isnt the wealthiest and I had to bust my ass to get enough money from scholarships to help out in paying for my education. If I drop out then I have to pay it all back without any type of grace period but I nor my family have the money to do that.

I just dont know what I can get with this degree..

>>12123709
I know that is completely retarded by I have deep love for kylo ren-core

>Not invited to a single party
>Spent all fucking day trying to make plans with friends
>Of course it flops but they say its because of family, etc
>Snapchat filled with stories of them at parties downtown
>College (((Friends))) post in the groupchat and seem to have met up over the break but they too never invited me to anything

I dont even have a good reason for killing myself what the fuck

>Go to a really conservative and religious catholic elementary and high school
>start uni downtown and nearly everyone in my class is tatted and drinks/smokes
>Really have the urge to get one but the stigma behind them makes you look unprofessional

I wanna get

난 항상 당신을 사랑 합니다

which means "I will always love you" since my gf of 6 years is Korean and has something similar anyways


where is the most effay place to get writing done?

>>11129540
>6"1
>No real friends, just classmates that I only talk to on campus
>no gf (I have bad yellow fever so Im really picky)
>ginger with nappy african american hair
>ruined my yeezys after spilling coke on them

Im not ugly but I just really low self esteem due to sever bullying in highschool. Though I am a generally contempt person

>Starting to look fit
>won a $50,000 lottery scratcher last week

Life gets better anons, its all bout waiting