/fa/ - Fashion

>>14543476
Hi i suffer from bulimia and drug addiction of coke since a long time now now and the bulimia is really affecting my dad who is basically my only friend.I am at a normal weight range for my height of 6 ft between 72kg and 78.9kg fluctuating heavily in a week even. For me it's difficult to maintain a thin weight since the drugs and binging go hand in hand I lose control very often. My biggest wish would be to be skinny like a model and stream on twitch but I feel huge shame after bingeing and at a higher weight I feel worthless and cannot talk to people. I respect this thread a lot and look up to you guys but my health is not good right now even though i may look good on the outside. The exercise and bingeing, fasting and purging are putting so much strain on my body and my dad keeps buying food he may also be bulimic but he's overweight and his gf is too. I don't want to be fat guys please help me find a way.