Al/ck/- Alcoholism General

[Anonymous No.9613223]

"hoping i dont daydrink too much before the office halloween party" edition

old thread about to kick it >>9606046

What are we drinking today?

[Anonymous No.9613320]

feel like trash, fucking hair of the dog not working

[Anonymous No.9613385]

I've decided im ending it before or on Christmas.

I'm sick of being such a burden on my family.

I hate humans, They have made me what I am and hardened my heart so much I'm mean to everyone.

[Anonymous No.9613408]

>>9613385
Have you tried doing things that make you happy?

[Anonymous No.9613438]

>>9613385
as much as you might piss them off you will ruin them if you an hero.

just ride it out, we all get there eventually

[Anonymous No.9613461]

Had to pay bills this paycheck, so only have 3 beers left for the next 2 weeks.

This isn't going to work. Luckily I can take some xanax in lieu of alcohol if it gets too rough.

[Anonymous No.9613498]

>>9613461
whats your paypal

[Anonymous No.9613514]

>>9613385
Good luck, anon.
I hope it works out the way you want it to.

[Anonymous No.9613620]

>drink too much whiskey last night too fast
>wake up with nausea
>at 10 am dad hands me a beer
>says “you one of those sissies that doesn’t drink until 5 pm?”
>go to a bar and drink more


Still trying to hold down my puke

[Anonymous No.9613671]

Don't think I ever want to drink again. Got fucking hammered last night because I bought alcohol that tastes TOO good. Had some panic attacks, threw up like sixty times, and all but burned bridges with the only friends I have (which equates to two).

Only issue now is remembering that. Already tempted to drink more. Weirdly enough it trumps my desire to smoke.

[Anonymous No.9613789]

Boxed White Wine with 50/50 mineral water is perfect for poor alcoholics like me.
Doesn't give you a hangover, is cheap as shit and makes everything somewhat bearable.

I usually drink 1.5 ltrs Wine and 1.5 ltrs water an evening. On weekends I double it. Even that doesn't really fuck me up the next day, just feel a little weird for a couple of hours and that's it.

Can't drink hard liquor because I know I lose control and drink the whole fucking bottle anyway.

[Anonymous No.9613948]

>>9613498
Don`t give money to people here. Then everyone is going to start begging for it.

[Anonymous No.9613961]

>>9613789
>Can't drink hard liquor because I know I lose control and drink the whole fucking bottle anyway.

same here. i never buy liquor for this exact reason

[Anonymous No.9613977]

>>9613961
Just buy nips...

[Anonymous No.9614131]

>when you wake up at home with cuts and bruises, sore body and the last thing you remember was it was still daylight out......

[Anonymous No.9614234]

>>9613977
not worth the cash. beer alc here

[Anonymous No.9614285]

>>9613961
I need to go back to this sort of thinking. Been waking up on the kitchen or living room floor with an empty bottle of vodka and beer cans next to me more than my usual once a month benders.

[Anonymous No.9614388]

Sober since the 2nd of this month. Spent 23 days in detox at the local mental hospital. Am now on Prozac, naltrexone, propranolol, and trazadone. Im out of detox as of this past Tuesday and currently in the concurrent disorders unit - mental health and substance abuse. First weekend home, go back Monday

Mall drinker out

[Anonymous No.9614642]

>>9613977
slavery is illegal anon especially in japan

[Anonymous No.9614646]

Back with another beer

Yes Sierra Nevada is very common, it's hardly a rarity

But it's also a good beer

[Anonymous No.9614654]

what's a good excuse to go out and buy booze? what is something you go out for 15 minutes for when you live with your parents and everything you need materially is already stocked in the cabinets?

[Anonymous No.9614662]

anyone get high heart rate and anxiety/panic attacks the next day?

[Anonymous No.9614668]

>>9614662
every day faggot welcome to the big league

[Anonymous No.9614733]

>>9614654
say youre picking up some rolling papers at the gas station

[Anonymous No.9614742]

>>9614654
Smokes or an ATM

[Anonymous No.9614743]

>>9614646
it is a good beer.

[Anonymous No.9614776]

>>9614654
when will you drink it, though?
won't they notice you being drunk or smell the alcohol in your breath?

[Anonymous No.9614789]

>dumped all three bottles of alcohol
>withdrawals have begun

[Anonymous No.9614791]

>when you read "just don't start drinking alone" and it dawns on you that it's not a normal thing and you've been doing that for the longest time

[Anonymous No.9614809]

>>9614791
>tfw drinking alone and at home is safer than going out

[Anonymous No.9614830]

>>9614809
Maybe before electricity my friend, but I've texted and called more people I hadn't spoken to in years that I'd like to remember. Not that I could.
Sometimes I think I was destined to be an alcoholic. I mean I could never go out with someone and not drink something, not because I'm introverted or anything, but what else am I going to at a bar (and I really mean this, where else to people go on their evenings?). I don't feel comfortable spending 4 times its value on a bottle of water or soda, so twice the value of beer seems adequate.
Shit as I was thinking of how to continue the story I figured I've got so many excuses and reasons to drink and I just can't give it up. What do I do without going to a clinic

[Anonymous No.9614968]

>>9614776
i've mastered being drunk around my parents. they never know. if anything you go hide out in your room and it's no big deal. i just need an excuse. i don't smoke or have any reason to leave and they know i do drink but never catch me in the act. i already went out to go work out and picked up a pint of vodka but it's gone and i want more

[Anonymous No.9614986]

>>9614830
if you're serious about quitting and don't want to waste thousands of dollars on a clinic then check this out . it takes a lot of discipline and i can't lie and say i've ever succeeded at it but it's an idea you should consider.

http://hams.cc/taper/

you basically just drink beer all day and NO LIQUOR and slowly reduce the amount of beer you drink

[Anonymous No.9614987]

>>9614654
Saw you're out of beer or lie and say you have a friend.

[Anonymous No.9615022]

>>9614789
Beer taper. Easier and safer. Google hams taper

[Anonymous No.9615065]

MOTHER FUCKER.


I broke the 4th cell phone this year, Another 700 dollars down the drain.

Looks like I dropped or threw it off my balcony last night. I found it downstairs on the concrete with a broken screen

[Anonymous No.9615176]

>>9615065
How the FUCK do you people keep breaking that shit?
I've had the same phone for 15 yeas

[Anonymous No.9615180]

I'm at peak best feeling drunk now
My shit's all fucked up. I'm so tired of needing booze to be happy. Whenever something good happens, I keep being kicked to the curb

[Anonymous No.9615257]

>>9615176
Either throwing or dropping them.

2 I dropped while getting out of my truck (I put my phone under my leg as a habit so I can feel it vibrate because I can't hear it ring over the exhaust), 1 threw when I was pissed, An the other last night idk if I threw or it fell off the balcony

[Anonymous No.9615272]

Currently drinking some of the finest bottom shelf $13.99 for 1.75L whisky available

[Anonymous No.9615276]

>>9613223
Is Monday the best day to try and start a sobriety regimen or is the starting day completely arbitrary?

[Anonymous No.9615277]

>>9615272
>out of a free water cup

Like a true alcoholic

[Anonymous No.9615326]

>>9614388
well done, you are now dependent on four substances instead of one. But I know how they push those things on you in mental health settings, a word of warning, their 'safe proper mental health drugs' are just as bad as any other substance you can take, legal or otherwise.

Be carfeul brah

[Anonymous No.9615329]

>tfw trying to stay sober but in airport duty-free

really fucking want to buy cheap vodka

>captcha: broad dismount

[Anonymous No.9615346]

>>9615329
just do it dude

[Anonymous No.9615350]

>>9615326
Dude fuck you.
The only way you would say this would be if you don’t drink.
Fuck, man, using Prozac for depression over alcohol is like getting glasses vs. wearing daily contacts for a month

[Anonymous No.9615352]

>>9615329
>broad dismount
sounds like even captcha wants you to fall of the wagon in a spectacular way

[Anonymous No.9615363]

>>9615329
>not buying a ton of duty free cigs and alcohol like an absolute madman
>not being drunk when flying

Lad....

[Anonymous No.9615376]

augh yeah folks im buzzin like a muslin off of some early times augh eyahf olks i got a fugging handle and sucked down abot 2/5 of it last nite and stayed up partyin till like 5am and woke up abot 10am with the fear pickin at me like muh brainmeat was gonna explode and the world was gonna eat me up augh yeah folks but now im havin a little sippypoo and everything is ok and im looking at my crapola I have in my room and am marvelling at how cool it is augh yeah folks i got some pretty cool crap i actually forgot i had aguh yeah folks folks folks folks pretty cool huh

[Anonymous No.9615383]

>>9615376
Delete young people

[Anonymous No.9615387]

>>9615383
BUTTMUNCH

[Anonymous No.9615540]

>>9614986
>hey man you wanna stop drinkin?
>yeah so all you have to do is not drink as much
I appreciate the help anon, but come on

[Anonymous No.9615637]

I love my whiskey but the hangovers are brutal.

Since I don't have to wake up for work I just pop 3 Advils and drink some Gatorade about an hour before I usually wake up (1pm) and I'm right as rain around 2 or 3 pm

[Anonymous No.9615652]

>>9614809
Normally I'd be out at a bar enjoying a the slutty costumes on Halloween weekend, but I can't be bothered this year. It's 40 minutes each way and there's too many niggers and I hate the idea of having to pay to park my car.

>Captcha negro pic related

[Anonymous No.9615688]

Just buried my friend today. He an heroe'd last Tuesday and I found his rotting corpse 2 days after. The sauce has been hitting me much harder these days.

[Anonymous No.9615694]

there should be an a/ck/ meetup

[Anonymous No.9615697]

>>9615694
Haha, no.
Absolute not

[Anonymous No.9615698]

>>9615697
Why not?

[Anonymous No.9615701]

>>9615698
Because all you'd get is fat sad fucks who just ant to die but aren't bold enough to suicide

[Anonymous No.9615711]

>>9615694
If you're a sad, lonely alcoholic the last thing you should be doing is meeting more sad, lonely alcoholics.

[Anonymous No.9615721]

I was trying to dry out for a bit but I got wine yesterday and I got vodka today and now I don't feel too great about myself.

[Anonymous No.9615728]

>>9615701
>>9615711
You can be miserable as fuck and still enjoy the company of like-minded individuals. That's the point of this thread, isn't it?

[Anonymous No.9615732]

>>9615711
>dont go to AA

[Anonymous No.9615763]

>>9615350
This is arguably be semi-truthful apart from the fact that if you still drink, antidepressents will make u a monster.

>arrested for public drunkenness twice
>piss the bed
>drinking all night long bcoz cant sleep
All from Cymbalta. Th th thank big pharma

[Anonymous No.9615785]

>>9615688
nice dubs m8, u poor mother fucker.

And you're a great friend to support his family and that.

[Anonymous No.9615792]

What's it like having a DUI conviction?

[Anonymous No.9615810]

i hate my life, i want to die, so lonely and depressed. actually i dont want to die, before i can experience the lovely things of this world, but i cannot, because i am me. i am so lonely

[Anonymous No.9615856]

>>9615792
i had a breathalyzer in my car for three months and had to do a 5 week traffic offender program. they teach you that you should quit drinking because if you ever drink again you'll inevitably end up driving and that is true. the first thing i did when i got my breathalyzer off was buy a pint of vodka and drink half of it on my way to work. the whole experience cost me about 4 grand and a pizza delivery driver job

[Anonymous No.9615875]

>>9615856
>if you ever drink again you'll inevitably end up driving and that is true.

Wrong.


Only idiots do that.

I made the mistake of driving after having 4 beers at a 4th of July bbq and got a DUI because I forgot to signal when I was turning right.

After my DUI I don't even touch my keys after I've had just a sip.

Half a beer and I will not drive at all, Uber all the way nigga.

[Anonymous No.9615893]

>tfw no qt alcoholic gf

[Anonymous No.9615962]

>>9615893
Do you think it's possible for an alcoholic to meet an alcoholic gf and through The Power of Love they can defeat alcoholism? Or will they just merrily both drink themselves to death?

[Anonymous No.9616124]

>>9615326
>>9615326
fuck off man. Mallbro is trying to dry out. He doesnt need your alcy moralizing.

fuck you.

[Anonymous No.9616139]

>>9615962
it's probably happened before. i wouldn't put money on it. there was a couple in my AA group that had been sober for a few years. relapse is inevitable though and then you go from lovers to enablers

[Anonymous No.9616151]

>gf went to Halloween party out of town, staying the night there
>i told her i have homework to do
>i am smashed

[Anonymous No.9616461]

Can women be true alcoholics or are they just doing it for attention like most of the things they do?


I've never met a woman who had an overwhelmingly bad drinking problem, Or anything besides drinking a bottle of wine a day because they are bored housewives

[Anonymous No.9616501]

>>9613789
age?

[Anonymous No.9616717]

>drinking 24/7 blackout drunk
how do people do this?
I drink all day everyday but I sometimes take half a day off or something, and most days I will not be drinking from when I wake up till when I sleep

I'm starting to push through that wall of being unable to consume alcohol when really hungover or sick, is that all it really is?

Also I often hear about people not eating at all while on binges, how can that be possible? alcohol doesn't fill me up at all

teach me to be a better alcoholic pls /ck/

[Anonymous No.9616781]

>>9615350
keep sipping that pharma kool aid m8

[Anonymous No.9616788]

>>9615763
even if you don't drink they can fuck you up, they are not the good, effective, clean medications they are made out to be

[Anonymous No.9616795]

>>9616124
so just taper off and avoid the need for/use of shitty 'safe' pharma drugs... Oh wait most of you idiots lack the discipline and insight to make a change even when you claim you want to

[Anonymous No.9616835]

>>9615875
Welp I’ve got 2, and I know I’ll get another if I ever get my license back, which means mandatory prison, so, I’m pretty certain I’ll never want it back. Back on foot like a babby.

[Anonymous No.9616870]

>>9615326
two of those are dependent. Prozac probably and trazadone I have no idea about. Isn't it an anti-psychotic. propranalol is a beta-blocker treating anxiety and high blood pressure. I take it for unrelated reasons and I can skip a dose because it isn't addictive. Naltrexone blocks the action of opiates and alcohol. Fucking dumbass. Think before you open your stupid drunk mouth. Dude wasn't even given any benzos. Then you can post.

[Anonymous No.9616871]

>>9614388
Hey I take prozac and alcohol. They both help in different ways. :)

[Anonymous No.9616917]

>>9616717
respond you cunts

i want some tips on being a better alcoholic

[Anonymous No.9616937]

>>9616917
Your post was boring and doesn't really make sense. Good for you. You don't experience things that other alcoholics do. I'll teach you how to become a better alcoholic. Quit while you're ahead.

[Anonymous No.9616955]

>>9616937
my post is a question, it's not made to entertain you fuckhead

[Anonymous No.9617048]

small amount of sake or a miniature bottle of whiskey?

[Anonymous No.9617053]

>>9617048
whichever gets you more drunk

or both

[Anonymous No.9617097]

In the past 2 months because of alcoholism, I have
>lost girlfriend of 7 years
>lost my house
>lost my job
>attempted to an hero
>forced to live with parents who limit my alcohol to 4 beers a day
>do nothing but watch football all the time

what do?

[Anonymous No.9617099]

>>9617097
move out of your parents house

I'd rather live on the street

[Anonymous No.9617114]

>>9617097
start watching cute girls doing cute things

[Anonymous No.9617131]

>>9617099
thought about that, but it's gonna be winter soon, and I'll probably die on the street
>>9617114
Where do I do that? I'm not into the anime

[Anonymous No.9617147]

>>9617097
>football
get better taste

[Anonymous No.9617151]

>>9614654
Underage b&

[Anonymous No.9617172]

>be me
>3 days ago
>drunk as fuck with my dad
>black out, he told me i did these things
>tell him i got somethin to show him
>bring him into garage
>start pissing on everything he owns
>obviously he is angry as shit
>for 20 minutes i attempt to debate him on my right to piss wherever I want
>later on pass out in the rain outside

I need to give up the liqour

[Anonymous No.9617179]

>>9617172
>for 20 minutes i attempt to debate him on my right to piss wherever I want
Stand up for your rights! Fight the system!

[Anonymous No.9617239]

>>9615810
Which lovely things?

[Anonymous No.9617255]

>>9617172
>Your dad let you pass out in the rain
Shit that never happened. The post if I ever saw it. Go back to redd1t fag. Watch your gay forced screenshots there.

[Anonymous No.9617275]

>>9614968
I always take a bath then sleep.

[Anonymous No.9617282]

>>9617097
That sucks. I never lost anything , because of my alcoholism ,other screen of my phone and buying alcohol itself.

[Anonymous No.9617305]

>>9617097

i've been living with my gf of 7 years for 8 months now and im surprised she hasnt brought up my crippling alcoholism

[Anonymous No.9617312]

I got blasted last night downtown
I feel shameful even tho I'll never see those ppl again

[Anonymous No.9617328]

>>9617312
I keep doing shit so retarded that I have to search my town name on YouTube for weeks afterwards.

[Anonymous No.9617331]

haven't drank in two days and no matter how much water i drink it still feels like i'm sucking on nickels

[Anonymous No.9617339]

>>9614642
Good post

[Anonymous No.9617347]

>sleep 5 hrs
>have to wake up and chug vodka to sleep an additional 4 or 5 hours

[Anonymous No.9617352]

>>9616461
You poor fool.The crazy shit they do is for attention, but the level of intoxication they reached was for themselves.

[Anonymous No.9617355]

>>9617347
Beer is better for sleeping. I used to start drinking beer 2-3 hours before i went to sleep so i could sleep. Or you can deal with your life problems but hey who can do that :)

[Anonymous No.9617362]

>>9617355
beer gives me headaches and it takes 5-7 to reach what vodka can in only a few moments.

[Anonymous No.9617465]

>>9616461
There were plenty of women in the AA meetings I went to in the past who were legit alcoholics. You can easily know by the stories they tell.

[Anonymous No.9617475]

What am I if I don't drink often but I generally drink until really intoxicated

[Anonymous No.9617478]

>>9617475
You're more prone to being an alky.
Like say if you made the effort to drink everyday there's a better chance that you might stick with it and then head into addiction.
t. alk for basically 9 years

[Anonymous No.9617492]

>>9617478
Makes sense... I drank the last two weekends and its made me feel like I could drink every weekend which is a bad progression

I also got off a mentally intense day of work and had two drinks probably 2-3oz of vodka in each

[Anonymous No.9617493]

>>9617465
I've never seen a single woman in an AA meeting. All men, Literally 100% were men.

I've been to 3 or 4 different meetings, I don't think I just missed all the female alcoholics.


They just don't exist or only go to AA for attention

[Anonymous No.9617496]

>>9617492
Yeah. I wasn't trying to be a jerk or scare you or anything. But I think it would be wise to watch yourself a bit because whoever you are I wouldn't want you to turn out doing the stuff that I did.

[Anonymous No.9617497]

>>9617465
>the stories they tell.

This is how I know you are lying.

No one tells war stories at AA, It's a rule.

[Anonymous No.9617502]

>>9617493
I went to AA 3 times a week for 6 weeks by my own choice. There were always more men, true, but sometimes not even by that much. Every different group I went to there was always a solid constituency of women.
This was in the midwest though, so I would probably assume that everyone is more miserable than in other parts of the country, I don't know.

[Anonymous No.9617515]

>>9617497
We had speakers come in on Thursdays and it was literally half and half, men and women.

[Anonymous No.9617563]

>>9616124

thanks brah

to the other anon, I was never a functioning alcoholic. Nothing worked. At least this way I have more of a chance as the doctors, nurses, dieticians (im also bulimic,) psychologists are working with me and have narrowed my issues down to major depression and severe social anxiety. Also I've been told the pills will only help so much. They've made it clear I will never be 100% cured and will have to deal with this all my life.

Someone else quoted me. I was on Valium (diazepam) for the first 2 or so weeks in detox. Its pretty much mandatory. They will start to taper you off in the first few days. Valium withdrawal is terrible anyways.

>>9617493

.. Are you going to mens group? (seriously lol.)

Half the people in my detox were women. Some were crack heads alcoholics, too.

[Anonymous No.9617598]

>quit smoking years ago, the idea of it makes me feel sick sober
>all coworkers smoke
>go out with them last night and get wasted on gin and tonics
>smoke like 5 cigs

egh gross. got like 20 bucks left till payday on friday

[Anonymous No.9617612]

10 days sober, decide to drink, finish 6 beer 500ml, not enough, finish 75cl of vodka, I barely remember yesterday just the arguing with my wife.
I feel like that is a lot, but at the same time don't think it was.

[Anonymous No.9617642]

>>9614654
Bad back, so you need to go for a walk.

[Anonymous No.9617673]

>>9617612
Was the arguing because the booze or about the booze?

[Anonymous No.9617676]

>>9617496
My family scares me so I watch my self, dad, uncles, etc

One of my uncles was going through a 26r a day apparently

Last week I went through around 400ml of liquor np in a night

[Anonymous No.9617774]

I'm 26. My drinking has ramped up over the last 6 months, and I felt a bit bad about how often I'm at least buzzed. Drank a bottle of wine last night, intended to go to bed afterwards, but hearing some noise outside I got pissed off and decided I had to stay up and be happy or I would be annoyed that I couldn't sleep peacefully, so I did about 8 more shots until I passed out. This is the first time that I've intentionally given in to an urge to say "fuck it" and drink myself into a stupor.

This thread makes me feel a little better about myself, but it also scares me, knowing that it could be me in a few years.

[Anonymous No.9617814]

>>9617097
lol do they give you a bedtime to.

[Anonymous No.9617851]

I keep thinking I am doing better but then I realize how little I have changed.

I don't even drink everyday either, but that is not what needs a change.
>Vehicle still needs a tire
>I need a job
How do I deal with this shame?
The shame hurts more than anything.

[Anonymous No.9617863]

how can my life possibly be better than eating fast food, klonopin, and being drunk 90% of the time while downloading music and kino?

What the fuck do people even do that's better?

[Anonymous No.9617872]

>>9617863
How can you afford it?

If I could I would.

[Anonymous No.9617886]

>>9617673
She doesn't like me to drink vodka because O get crazy drunk, her words.
I was solid smashed for like 12 hrs.
To answer the question it was the booze, I can be mean when I drink and basically am insensible when i get vodka drunk.
But the beer doesn't cut it, perhaps I need to change to wine.

[Anonymous No.9617948]

>get new brace for leg
>wake up and it feels like someone has shredded the back of my leg
>might be worst pain of my life
>immobile
>gfs friends drank all of my booze
>laying in bed
>lightbulb
>grab backpack from side of bed
>my trusty travel handle is there and it's 1/3 full
I feel like I just won the lottery guys

[Anonymous No.9618147]

>>9617886
Just have a couple drinks with a single shot in each and you'd be fine...(if u could)

Wine will have a similar effect though you may get sick of it -- a bottle will get you drunk if you go through it

[Anonymous No.9618151]

Is thread kill?
I'm just sitting here eating hotdogs drinking my emergency vodka and watching tbp.

[Anonymous No.9618162]

>>9618151
im lurking.

have 17 dollars on my credit card and new credit card should be here tomorrow.

contemplating getting a 12 pack

[Anonymous No.9618164]

>>9618147
I don't think I have had a single shot which wasn't from a bar.
I'd need at least 2 bottles wine,
I'm fucked

[Anonymous No.9618165]

>>9618162
You have 17 dollars left on your credit limit?

[Anonymous No.9618169]

>>9618165
yea only 1000 dollar limit

[Anonymous No.9618175]

>>9618165
i should elaborate. I got laid off like 3 months ago, just got a new job thats why its racked up

[Anonymous No.9618178]

>>9618162
Sweet. A long time ago I hit that wall where I have to slam like six beers in under 45 mins to feel anything. It takes legitimate effort. Feelsbadman.
Just thinking shitty lite beer?
I do like golden monkey, though. It's like 9% abv.

[Anonymous No.9618185]

>>9618178
yea 12er of pbr is 11 dollars here. would leave me a few bucks for food too.

[Anonymous No.9618188]

>>9618164
The last time I was at a bar two vodka doubles was $24 with tip. Contrary to popular belief, it's not an al/ck/'s dream location.

[Anonymous No.9618233]

>>9618188
Yep, $7 a beer last night. In the club its only a can too poured into a cup

[Anonymous No.9618244]

>>9618233
Yeah, unless you're out trying to make friends/find a gf I really don't see any point in bars or clubs. Me and my pals will usually just sit in the parking lot before going in and get a little drunk before shooting pool/ maybe keep a few minis in my pocket.

[Anonymous No.9618298]

go out drinking and seeing music the other night. get home safe, dont completely hate myself/feel like i made an asshole of myself. no hangover. fuckyeah.jpg

[Anonymous No.9618322]

>>9618298
That's always a victory.
Despite drinking more than any of my friends combined, I'm always the one with my wits about me when I'm out. I almost never embarrass myself, and when I'm at my worst I'm just shithoused at home and I just accidentally break shit.
I honestly can't think of the last time I did something totally stupid that wasn't a good story/memory. Feelsgoodman.

[Anonymous No.9618371]

got shmammered last night at a Halloween party. checked with everyone and despite blacking out I didnt manage to fuck anything up too badly.

still have this impending feeling of dread. cant shake it. hold me, bros

[Anonymous No.9618382]

Drinking some Belgian sour now to celebrate the fact that I managed to clean my room and have a day off tomorrow. Unfortunately not as good as the different Flanders reds I've had but certainly drinkable. Sorry for stupid stock photo. I hate taking pictures but I promise I'm really drinking it.

[Anonymous No.9618396]

>>9618322
>>9618322
It took a while but fuck, I remember now. Was at a resort with some friends the week after my 21st birthday last year and I ate a "medium" burger that was practically beef tartar and then got HAMMERED drunk after everyone went to bed (like more than a liter, maybe a liter and a half of vodka and gin combined).
I shit myself, took all the sheets of of my bed and bagged them w/ boxers and then took a shower. I left housekeeping a $20 bill and a note that just said "probably trash, I'm sorry".
I just told everyone that I threw up, only one chick knows what actually happened and from what I can tell she hasn't spoken a word about it.
Not sure if that counts because I was in a hotel/suite not out in public but that's the worst I've fucked up in a while.

[Anonymous No.9618515]

Drinking fermented sugar water, doesn't taste bad at all with sugar

[Anonymous No.9618523]

>>9615893
>>9615962

>be me
>married to alcoholic
>both struggle together
>so far seems more like we'll just drink ourselves to death
>want to have kids in the next year or two
>means we pretty much have to really work on stopping massive alcohol consumption
>guess I should enjoy the good old days while they last
>mfw

[Anonymous No.9618536]

>>9618523
>so far seems more like we'll just drink ourselves to death
>want to have kids in the next year or two

I really hope you use condom anon.

[Anonymous No.9618550]

>>9618523
Unless you're both ridiculously attractive and need to have kids to save the gene pool probably don't procrate desu, your kids will probably end up neglected or just resentful towards you in general.

[Anonymous No.9618588]

>>9618536
>>9618550
That's kind of the concern. We both are functional and have fine jobs but I don't see how adding more stress in would help our alcohol consumption, if anything seems like it would add to it.

[Anonymous No.9618618]

>>9618523
Kids are overrated and expensive desu. Diapers cost a fortune my friend told me.Think about how much good booze you get for that money. Write a novel instead and let that be your legacy. On the other hand, if you're black you probably won't heed my advice, so if you're white you shouldn't either. Otherwise we will just end up paying taxes for all those black kids anyway.

[Anonymous No.9618622]

>>9618523
>alcoholics
>wanting kids
imminent divorce incoming

[Anonymous No.9618624]

How much is a fifth(750ml) of vodka where you live? For me it's around 23 dollars in the state owned alcohol store. It's the only store allowed to sell alcohol except for bars which always have atleast a 500% price increase.

And today it's closed because it's sunday. Shit sucks.

[Anonymous No.9618625]

>>9618523
Don’t have kids. Even good parents have a hard time not makig the life of their children horrible, you drunks don’t stand a chance.

[Anonymous No.9618628]

>>9618624

$12-15 in Connecticut.

[Anonymous No.9618630]

>>9618624
Like $9

[Anonymous No.9618638]

>>9618624
Finland?

[Anonymous No.9618650]

>>9618624
$6.99,
God Bless the South

[Anonymous No.9618656]

>>9618624
15-19 dollarydoos converted to local currency
>le cheap eastern europe meme

[Anonymous No.9618657]

>>9618638
Yes. All nordic countries are like this except Denmark. Really makes you think.

Hard liquor is always a treat for me because I always end up buying beer or wine instead because it's cheaper, which sucks because the hangover is always alot worse with these.

[Anonymous No.9618662]

>>9618624
22 bucks.

[Anonymous No.9618681]

>>9618624
Easily under $10; depends on how cheap you want to go.

[Anonymous No.9618697]

>>9618624
$6.99 for borderline rubbing alcohol, $12.99-$15.99 for Smirnoff. The handle is $19.99 tops, and usually on sale for $15.99 so I always go with that.
I feel pretty bad for our Nordic bros, everything seems pretty comfy over there and I've often thought about moving but I don't think I could deal with those prices desu.

[Anonymous No.9618707]

>>9618628
>>9618630
>>9618650
>>9618656
>>9618681
>>9618697

My alcoholism would be way worse if I could get prices like these. Whenever I go to a foreign country i end up drinking every day because it's so accessible.

Has anyone here had any success with small scale homebrewing?

[Anonymous No.9618718]

>>9618371
spoke too soon. apparently said terrible things about this girl at work, called her fat and a bitch and a tramp.
>Mfw I said these things to her face
>Mfw it was while she was giving me a ride home

[Anonymous No.9618732]

>>9618707
I mean alcohol production of any kind, not exclusive to beer.

I made hooch with apple juice, sugar and yeast one time but i couldn't stomach it.

[Anonymous No.9618741]

>>9618657
As interested in beer I like Sweden's sometimes decent prices of good micro brew beer but the hard liquor there is every bit as retardedly expensive as in Finland.
t. Someone who has traveled a few times and compared them.

[Anonymous No.9618749]

Anyone else keep losing money when blacked out? I honestly don’t know what I do with it. £300 cash gone since I woke up two days ago, still no clue where. I’ve ‘lost’ maybe a grand to this over a couple of years, I don’t know if I lose it, call hookers, get robbed, but I’m so used to it now that I give up being pissed off about it.

[Anonymous No.9618753]

>>9613789
i only drink beer now for about 4 years since i got a dui. i know everytime i start drinking liquor i slam it and am fucked in an hour or 2 at tops and black out and make an ass out of myself. im way worse off now though. im 7 days a week the only time im not drinking ipas is when im working. drink myse;f to sleep everyday about 4 or 5 hours before my shift. then start up when i get home. im spending like 300 a month on beer and another 200 or more on video lottery to win more money to keep drinking. idk what to do anymore my gf hates me and we have a 2 yr old daughter. but i get the bills paid and keep us fed. thats all that matters. working nights and watching kid in the day while being hooked on beer is fucked guys. i tried to take some days off earlier this month but i only made it about 36hrs and i started feeling the shit coming on, so i bought more beer and gave up because i cant do a fucking detox right now im out of vacation time

[Anonymous No.9618763]

>>9614791
i drink alone 95% of the time anon. happens when you dont have any friends

[Anonymous No.9618768]

>>9613789
Sounds like a good idea, I will try it tomorrow. I mostly drink white wine anyway but the first few glasses are always disgusting. Thanks anon.

[Anonymous No.9618785]

>>9618753
taper

[Anonymous No.9618798]

>>9615688
dude.... you might need the sauce for that. please though m8 if you need to talk to someone reply if your still here and ill post my email. try not to go to far down the hole man.... im truly sorry for your loss

[Anonymous No.9618802]

>>9618244
>>9618188
>bars
bars are, to risk using a meme, comfy.

the problem is that /r9k/ rejects like yourselves can't tell the difference between a bar and a nightclub.

>>9616461
ive met some old ladies that are clearly at the bars all day just to get drunk and be away from their real lives, and they often are gambling addicts too playing the lotto machines in the back

alos my mum was and still may be an alcoholic

[Anonymous No.9618808]

>>9618753
What the fuck is up with everyone in these threads and hookers? I get that most of us are pretty fucked but you guys make that out to be waaaay too casual.

[Anonymous No.9618809]

>>9618808
Meant for >>9618749

[Anonymous No.9618813]

>>9615856
hahaha you got lucky man. my dui diversion was 6 months sober no breathalizer because i optd out but 10000 in fees. took me 2 years and alot of hungry shitty times with fagget roommmates to pay it off

[Anonymous No.9618826]

>>9618802
Alright dude, no need to just start accusing everyone about being /r9k/. I have a favorite dive, and I get that there's a "cheers" element to knowing everyone and friendly faces when you out. Plus, being friends with most of the bartenders I always feel like a special snowflake when I get to stay after they lock the doors.
I grew up in a college town and can sure as shit tell the difference between a bar and a nightclub. The problem is most of both are cancerous where I'm from, and far too expensive.

[Anonymous No.9618832]

>>9616461
dude the worst alcky i ever met besides my brother was a 25 year old woman. 2 5ths of vodka daily or a 1/2 gallon. she fucked me up man it is real. she has since not drank after a 3 month detox but is now smoking meth. stupid cunt had genetic problems

[Anonymous No.9618837]

>>9616717
why would you want to be an al/ck/ dude? thats pretty fucked quit while your ahead or drink responsibly. its hard for folks like us but you sound like its just boredom

[Anonymous No.9618844]

>>9618785
im not sure if i can man. ive tried buying pabst and just having one every hour but i end up drinking the whole case

[Anonymous No.9618848]

>>9616917
>>9616955
You aren't being very friendly, and pretty much everyone here is going to tell you to just quit before you're dependent (myself included).
Stick to drinking socially and stop being such a dick.
With your attitude you seem like you can cut off everyone that cares about you while sober.

[Anonymous No.9618856]

>>9618844
ive tried like 4 times and have drank like 14 beers in 6 or 7 hrs because they are week and i dont have the willpower. even with bonghits it doesnt help. i start listening to chillhop or watching animu and im fucked

[Anonymous No.9618878]

>>9618856
Seems counterintuitve but just buy a 375 of liquor. Drink a little in the morning, shit, shower, shave. Cook yourself some square meals daily and keep yourself busy, maybe even clean a little. Routine is key. It's like when someone is hooked on smack, after the physical withdrawals the real issue is keeping yourself occupied enough to stay sober.
Not trying to lecture you but that's just the shit that helps me when I make it sober for a while.

[Anonymous No.9618905]

>>9618878
no i get it anon thank you, it all comes down to willpower to do it. i start and i feel the warmth and i dont wanna stop. im not ready yet. my family says i should be and i know i should but im gonna be ready when i am

[Anonymous No.9618910]

>>9618844
its tough.

you probably gotra start with more than 1 an hour.

im a beer alc and for me to get really trashed i need to drink like 18+ beers.drink just enough so you can sleep and then do less and less each day after.

after the initial totally shit dry days cardio helps immensly imo.

i taper like every sunday into tuesday off of my weekend benders

[Anonymous No.9618914]

>>9618905
*until i am

[Anonymous No.9618919]

>>9616717
Key is to eat but not too much. Instead of indulging on a meal before drinking take a few potato chips and then start drinking. But I'm not an expert binger. I usually drink til I drop one night and then a small session with porn and alcohol the next morning, but without going any further than that.

[Anonymous No.9618937]

>>9618910
i have no chance to get out and do cardio. the most is taking my daughter to the park. my gf works 8am to 3pm and i work 11pm to 730 or 8am. i never get to sleep and that is half my problem. i am actually getting a babysitter though starting next month for 4 days a week and i think that is going to help alot. just come hom from work and take a fat dose of melatonin and sleep all day. i really think its gonna help

[Anonymous No.9618964]

>>9618937
ah i got ya man. thats tough.

yea try tapering at a higher level. drop a few beers a day. I went on a rough month long bender and getting over that was rough. first 2 days i was too much of a wreck to even think about working out. heartrate, sorta shakey, stupid high level of anxiety

if you can sneak it, even half an hour of good cardio after that initial period is great. sweat the shit out.

[Anonymous No.9618993]

>>9618624
15.60$ for 750ml Smirnoff Denmark.

[Anonymous No.9619016]

>>9618964
dude ive been getting the high levels of anxiety and fast heart rate for at least a yr now. always after like 4 beers i go smoke and coming back upstairs im feeling that shit. i have been stretching lately with the kid and turn it into a game so that works pretty good

[Anonymous No.9619038]

>>9619016
every little bit counts man. I wish ya the best of luck to you and your kid. i hate being an alcohol.

[Anonymous No.9619050]

anyone else get sleep paralysis if you try and nap while not sufficiently drunk?

[Anonymous No.9619062]

Cozy under an electric blanket, bottle of wine, watching horror movies, feels good desu

[Anonymous No.9619063]

>>9619050
I have horrible insomnia and I keep taking "power naps", I'll pass the fuck out for 45mins-an hour tops and then wake up fully rested. It's an an anomaly.
I can't really get sleep paralysis because I have mad rls and get crazy legs when I try to sleep when I'm not already passsing out hammered.

[Anonymous No.9619066]

>>9619038
i really dont want to be anymore but i still want to drink. thats my whole problem is i cant see my life sober? you know? wheni go out to dinner or on holidays i still want to drink.... i dont want to be 100% sober but i am too wrapped up in the feeking whike its ahooening and i just want it to keep going. idk wut to do

[Anonymous No.9619074]

>>9619066
too wrapped up in the feeling

[Anonymous No.9619084]

How am I supposed to not drink when its so dreary.

[Anonymous No.9619085]

>>9619066
Not him but I am having serious issues giving it up. I can't stand the idea of being one of those "I can't even look at alcohol/ have one beer", dudes but every time I try to drink moderately I fuck it up.

[Anonymous No.9619089]

>>9619084
Why you on a roof nigga

[Anonymous No.9619102]

>>9619085
yep...... anyone else got anything to say about this? its pretty fucked guys

[Anonymous No.9619115]

>>9619066
holidays are the worst for people like us. my senpai has no idea how bad i am. i totally feel ya. when im coming off a shit drinking period i never want the shit ever again, but once i get a few sober days in me i start romanticizing it. im never satsified after like one drink. its a rough life man. i dont wanna die early. worst part is nor being able to trust your own damn thought processes.

>>9619085
thats how i started anon. it starts off like an itch after a few drinks and then after enough the itch is gone but youre just riding on the more alcohol express

[Anonymous No.9619119]

>>9618624

Oregon?

[Anonymous No.9619126]

>>9619089
my backdoor. im on a second story apt.

[Anonymous No.9619142]

>>9619119
not him but oregon reporting in..... sbout 20 miles outside portland and its ok... housing market is fucked

[Anonymous No.9619162]

See you boys on the other side

[Anonymous No.9619241]

>>9619142
Care to elaborate? Was it just that everyone bought when it was up and coming hipster Mecca and now nobody is interested in property now that the town is "mainstream"?

[Anonymous No.9619246]

>>9619162
How is the lime version? The lemon version is my go-to drink from the conbini, i love it

[Anonymous No.9619255]

>>9619126
What a nice yard you have then m8. You should get some potted plants if you're allowed to put shit up there.

[Anonymous No.9619272]

>>9619255
thanks man. only here for a few months for job training and snow is coming soon. dont gotta pay rent which is nice.

if i was here for longer for sure

[Anonymous No.9619280]

Legitimately proud of myself.
Got out of work couple of hours ago. Went to the shop and was like "oh I know I've got some alcohol back at the dorm, but I should grab a nip of whiskey just to make sure I have enough"
And then some weird part of me said "nah You have enough."

And sure enough, I had enough. Just proud of me for making a correct decision to not drink as much and realize a point to stop myself.

Still not where I want to be, alcohol free and all, but we take it one day at a time
That's how you eat the elephant
One bite at a time

[Anonymous No.9619287]

>>9619272
Give the house back, Jamal.

[Anonymous No.9619292]

>>9619246
My fav is apple, honestly. Lime is alright. Any version of this shit is just so sour. Luckily for some reason the 711 off base had some weird wheel of fortune deal shit where I ended up winning a free one. Which was funny to me because I was buying like five at the time, and rather than get one of those for free the cashier pulled an extra one out of nowhere so I left with six. (Wasn't buying five for myself. Was with five friends and trying to save the shitty night we were having.)
Anyway
Lime is ok
To me most of them taste the same
That is to say they taste like a shitty cheap way to get drunk
You feel?

[Anonymous No.9619294]

>>9619287
not a nig anon. company paying for it

[Anonymous No.9619315]

>>9619115
Yeah dude, my family has no idea either. I went to a family event earlier this year (was underage) and got drunk preemptively/ kept a 20oz of sprite/vodka in my car. Tbh I would've probably been noticeably drunk but it was a wake of sorts and everyone was already hammered when I got there. They kept forcing beers on me. I had a nice time, saw some cousins, and WHOOPED ASS at jenga. It was a breddy good time but I got lucky...

[Anonymous No.9619359]

i keep being tempted to go to the bar but beer doesnt make me feel good anymore and drinking at home always ends poorly since i start crying or smashing stuff or w/e. i dont feel like a real alcoholic, but more like i need to escape feeling bad and now that alcohol has stopped doing that ive lost my taste for bars and even some of my tolerance (i guess not being as spirited in my drinking makes me not power through minor tummy aches anymore)

>>9615763
>>9616788
i hear the reason is that they work by dulling emotions, which should dull your depression, but also dulls things like self-preservation and sense of joy so you can start getting up to weird shit if its not accompanied by therapy and/or supervision (even if just living with family or friends who will figuratively hold you down)

its also why ppl kill themselves on antidepressants. while depressed, you have self-preservation and some shred of something to hold onto, but the prozac or wellbutrin or w/e loosens your grip a little bit and then you just let go

>>9618624
between 20 and 30 dollars. quebec is bonkers expensive for booze. i once ran the numbers and the best way to get drunk is on stronk imported beer from the states that has wonky pricing>>9613320

>state owned alcohol store.
iktf.

[Anonymous No.9619380]

>have neurological disease for a few years
>have crippling anxiety problems
>weed or alcohol make it better
>weed is still fucking illegal here
>alcohol is bad for my disease and is probably making it worse
>anxiety is so bad that I have to have something
>not going back to anti-depressants and/or benzos
does anyone know this feel?

[Anonymous No.9619381]

>fell in love with a girl in detox

I know it's wrong but so far we've both been sober for two months and neither of us wants to drink. I hinted at getting a box of wine one time but she shot it down. We seem good for each other desu it's just hard to feel like something is going good in my life after being so shitty for so many years. She's seriously an 8/10 too it's hard to believe she has any interest in me

[Anonymous No.9619382]

>>9619380
what kind of disease?

[Anonymous No.9619387]

>>9619382
ms

[Anonymous No.9619419]

>>9619387
sorry to hear that man. do you have access to cbd?

[Anonymous No.9619478]

>>9619381
Fuckin' gnar! I'm happy for you, anon. Stay sober.
I hope these threads serve as a motivation rather than a temptation.
I used to be a fit and handsome man before al/ck/ and general laziness caught up to me. I'm still pretty handsome desu but I've got a lil' gut now.
My gf is still fine as shit and every day I wonder why she stays with me.
Congrats on scoring out of your league.

[Anonymous No.9619505]

>>9619387
>ms
they're not going to put you in prison, just buy weed

[Anonymous No.9619509]

>>9619419
I've heard of it and I really want to try it out, I just don't know where to get it. Would be really nice if I could find some because I've been in a lot of pain the past few years, constant fucking pain, and it's even worse with these drastic temperature changes from the seasons. Thanks for the kind words, anon.

[Anonymous No.9619524]

>>9619387
fuck that's a rough one

sorry anon

[Anonymous No.9619530]

>>9619505
I'm drawing social security, I'm afraid if I start again, it'll show up on a blood test and they'll end my benefits. There's a lot of anxiety and paranoia involved, sadly. I truly cannot process how mj is medically legal in 29 fucking states, but not the others. Everyone should be entitled to the same type of care.

[Anonymous No.9619547]

Every day I come closer to buying a flask. The only thing keeping me from it is knowing that I'll be a full blown alcoholic.

Im scared, bros.

[Anonymous No.9619552]

>>9619547
if its any consolation i HAVE bought a flask and have never used it

it's a meme

[Anonymous No.9619555]

>>9619524
Things could be worse. I try to manage, but I just know the way I feel is not how other people feel, and I wish I felt as good as them and wish I could do the things someone in their 20s should be able to do. But I guess anxiety ties me down anyway, even before I was diagnosed. I appreciate your reply, anon.

[Anonymous No.9619587]

>>9619241
no its because all these fucking people keep showing up here. last i heard i think it was 3% housing available for people looking. and they just keep showing up

[Anonymous No.9619614]

>>9619555
have you tried a meditation practice?

it sounds like a meme but when i get serious about it it fixes most of my anxiety.

[Anonymous No.9619635]

>>9619614
Yes, I have read a lot about it in the past, also tried watching videos, but I think the situation I'm in just can't be helped by it. I'm sure people who aren't me would have anxiety if they lived my life, I just wish I could tone it down.

[Anonymous No.9619650]

we're still hangin in the IRC if you're bored, drunk, and wanna chat
come in and stay for a couple minutes

https://client00.chat.mibbit.com/?channel=%23al/ck/&server=irc.rizon.net

[Anonymous No.9619661]

>>9619635
it probably can't be completely helped but you can help yourself a bit.

i'm in a lot of physical pain a lot of the time, not as much as people with serious diseases but more than most, and it seems to really help me. there's a learned skill of detachment to be found it in that can be really helpful.

still drink too much though.

[Anonymous No.9619686]

>>9619661
I didn't word my last post how I should have done. I tried meditating a lot, especially in 2015, even had a girl who was doing it with me, but even doing it everyday for weeks I didn't feel much benefit from it. I have no doubt it's helpful for a lot of people, just didn't work for me. But I suppose being in constant pain and not able to ignore that probably has something to do with why I don't benefit from it much.

[Anonymous No.9619750]

Almost 5 months sober lads, and life is starting to improve (less anhedonia etc...still getting panic attacks though)

I love you all and wish you all well.

[Anonymous No.9619761]

>>9619750
how long and often were you drinking

[Anonymous No.9619765]

>>9619750
We love you too anon. Just try to remember when you have a panic attack to take some deep breaths, it won't last forever, maybe lay down and put some music on. Whenever they happen to me, I just feel like I'm going to die soon or my life is such a failure that everything will come crashing down and I'll be homeless or something with everyone hating me. Weed helps if you can get it (at least for me). Good luck and happy thoughts.

[Anonymous No.9619787]

>>9619292
I feel like it has to be really sour and have a strong flavor to mask all the alcohol, so that's why i never tried the apple version.

I let my gf take a few sips and it went straight to her head, being a tiny nip with no tolerance

[Anonymous No.9619798]

>>9619761
I was actually a benzo addict for 2 yrs, prior to that I drank 5-10 drinks a day for 3 months and was about a year clean before that and then an opioid addict for a few years before that.

>>9619765
Unfortunately pot makes my chronic GI issues worse. The biggest pain in this is that I can't consume anything, not even kava or kratom due to my GI issues.

[Anonymous No.9619807]

Do any of you homebrew?

I want to start but I'm not sure what kind of alcoholic beverage to make. I don't like wine. I like beer, but imagine it's immensely easier and costs less to just buy it. Hard cider? Would I even like mead if I dislike wine?

[Anonymous No.9619826]

>>9619798
>Unfortunately pot makes my chronic GI issues worse
Sorry to hear that anon. Someone else suggested CBD in this thread, have you tried that?

[Anonymous No.9619842]

>>9619826
Yeah I have. I live in a legal state and have friends in various parts of the industry.

Funny enough high THC low CBD weed is less bad for my issue than high cbd stuff.

[Anonymous No.9619871]

I used to post here a lot back towards the end of 2016 before finally quitting alcohol completely in February. I still haven’t touched it since. Although, I am dabbling with some other things now but they arguably make me healthier so it’s fine. It’s certainly not as bad as alcohol

[Anonymous No.9619881]

>>9619807
Check out the finnish drink "Kilju". It seems like the most simple way I have found to make alcohol. I haven't tried it yet but I might give it a try when money is tight.

[Anonymous No.9620027]

I feel like I can't even reach out for help because I'm pretty sure I would get fired if I did. I think it may be close to the end for me

[Anonymous No.9620037]

>>9620027
see a therapist and join an IOP

[Anonymous No.9620040]

>>9619881
>sugar wine
I shiggy diggy do

[Anonymous No.9620058]

>>9619552
This. I'm not even sure what the point is in hindsight. It's easier just to have the bottle you bought it in. A flask small enough to conceal on your person and not be conspicuous is only going to get you a few shots anyway. If you're at that point, a few shots is more of a tease than a respite.

[Anonymous No.9620070]

>>9620027
This actually came up with my boss indirectly. He told me not to tell him if I was an alcoholic because the company is legally obligated to take measures to get me help. I'm not to that point yet, but this was quite interesting.

[Anonymous No.9620087]

>>9619881
just do this then build a still and you have pontikka, or moonshine

[Anonymous No.9620091]

>>9616870
thanks for the lesson friend, your knowledge is vast

[Anonymous No.9620102]

how come I've been consuming more than the LD50 of ethanol for the last half year but still haven't died

[Anonymous No.9620110]

>>9620102
how much do you weigh?

[Anonymous No.9620113]

>>9615363
>>9615329
Don't do it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHT13HSZbz0

[Anonymous No.9620119]

>>9620110
70

[Anonymous No.9620125]

>>9620102
because ld50 kills only half, u got more of that cyp enzyme n shit

[Anonymous No.9620130]

>>9614234
Amen brother.

[Anonymous No.9620135]

>>9614285
Bless you mate.

[Anonymous No.9620142]

>>9620119
well my guess is you have been slowly working up to that level and your liver and brain can handle it or you're just above average

[Anonymous No.9620168]

What does alcoholism taste like?

[Anonymous No.9620196]

>>9620168
Like I am taking more than I can give.

[Anonymous No.9620209]

>try to go a whole night without drinking so i can be sober tomorrow to see my dad
>start to think of how much I've fucked up my life and all my failed opportunities
>start crying
>start drinking and crying

[Anonymous No.9620210]

>>9620168
like eating a cigarette after doing a speedball

[Anonymous No.9620214]

>>9620168
not being able to trust yourself

probably like not being able to tell that milk is rotten so you keep drinking it

[Anonymous No.9620237]

>>9620102
>>9620125
LD50's are also calculated with animals with no prior exposure.

[Anonymous No.9620252]

>>9619552
>>9619547
This
A flask can't hold more than like four and a half shots and if I'm around liquor frequently enough to fill it up I might as well just be drinking liquor.

[Anonymous No.9620258]

>>9620252
*drinking the liquor

[Anonymous No.9620261]

>>9620209
stressful events have broken many a sobriety vows the night before. like when I had to see my family for a birthday last month and the day before I got completely loaded and couldn't eat anything at the party

[Anonymous No.9620291]

I want to quit drinking, but need a buzz in my life to survive.

How do I into weed? It's supposed to be legal, but it's still illegal.

So confusion.

[Anonymous No.9620310]

goddamn when i drink heavy one night and then drink the next day just go shake the feels i get the darkest thoughts. fuck i hate booze.

[Anonymous No.9620327]

How do i stay in the tipsy and light hearted zone of drinking? Whenever i drink i get to the moment where i tipsy then completely overshoot into full blown drunk.

[Anonymous No.9620332]

>>9620102
>tfw BAC high score of 0.56 but still not dead
goddammit kill me pete

[Anonymous No.9620348]

>>9620332
>.56

holy fuck.

that means more than half of your blood was alcohol right? humans are fucking resilient.

[Anonymous No.9620355]

>>9620332
jesus m8. I know a guy who blew a .45 and almost died

[Anonymous No.9620358]

>>9620348
0.56
Just over half of one percent.

Did you ride the short bus to school?

[Anonymous No.9620361]

>>9620348
w8 disregard that. goog'ed it and i was way wrong.

[Anonymous No.9620362]

>>9620332
>0.58
>half of your body

wut...

No, That means half of 1% dumb fuck.

[Anonymous No.9620363]

>>9620358
im just drunk. leave me alone.

[Anonymous No.9620366]

Drank half a bottle of Smirnoff last night. Shit was smooth as fuck, idk why I never tried it before.

Maybe I thought it would be shit because it caters to drunks by being cheap and in a plastic bottle.

[Anonymous No.9620370]

>>9620362
youre the idiot that replied to the wrong post

see >>9620363

[Anonymous No.9620381]

>>9618624

[Anonymous No.9620424]

>>9620381
>>9618624

[Anonymous No.9620426]

>>9615257
lol i remember seeing you post about this last time i checked an /alck/ thread

seems like an expensive habit homie

[Anonymous No.9620429]

Tonight I’m drinking a fine blend of wine beer and vodka in a cup. The ultimate treat

[Anonymous No.9620441]

>>9620424
>>9620381
yikes.

shit cost like 13 dollars in fl

[Anonymous No.9620458]

>>9619798
kratom tea should be fine

[Anonymous No.9620472]

>>9620381
Dude I would just an hero

[Anonymous No.9620477]

>>9620441
Fl anon! I live in Baja GA pretty much, but I hate the beach. If you're comfortable disclosing, where ya at?
Ty based cheap vodka handles...

[Anonymous No.9620482]

>>9620477
desu just moved for job training.

lived in orlando, closer to winter park for a year and before that tampa/st. pete. hbu?

[Anonymous No.9620485]

>>9620291
go up to people who look like they smoke pot and ask them where you can get some. expect to pay $20-$40 for a few grams. Do you live in a place with medical marijuana? if so go to a doctor that specializes in marijuana recommendations and tell they you have nausea and vomiting.

[Anonymous No.9620496]

>>9620482
Ah, I actually have friends down in winter springs. I hate traveling through Orlando, but the Ronnie Reagan turnpike is alright to drive. Born and raised in Tally, and I moved down to Gainesville about a year back. I travel all over the state, though (family/ job). I'm only 21 so I feel like if I make it out of this state in time I'll still be ok, but for some strange reason I like the place. I can't stand the heat, but at least we're largely prepped for hurricanes. Tally was in the armpit, god dang it.

[Anonymous No.9620498]

>>9620482
I actually have friends up from st. pete visiting right now, funny you'd mention.

[Anonymous No.9620533]

>>9618624
cheapest for 4-5 €

[Anonymous No.9620576]

>>9617172
Reddit poster detected

[Anonymous No.9620618]

>>9613223
>polish off an entire bottle of red wine
>feel nothing

What do

[Anonymous No.9620621]

>>9614654
Going to the bank, for me. My branch is on the other side of town

[Anonymous No.9620627]

>>9620618
>bottle of wine

How hard is it being a housewife

[Anonymous No.9620630]

>>9620310
>darkest thoughts
Like what

[Anonymous No.9620633]

>>9620261
>stressful events have broken many a sobriety vows the night before.

Fuck, Are you me?

I can't tell you how many times that's happened to me

[Anonymous No.9620647]

>>9620627
Tragically hard. Luckily wine tastes good, I'm not going back to hard liquor

[Anonymous No.9620657]

>>9620647
Smart choice.

[Anonymous No.9620755]

I'm getting married in a month. I feel like I'm cheating on my soon-to-be with liquor. At least it's always been this way, I never lied.

[Anonymous No.9620759]

>>9618624

Dude I've been getting fifths of Smirnoff for about $10 at Ralph's in SoCal. It has been great for the wallet and awful for the liver.

[Anonymous No.9620798]

Question

Does your body always process all the alcohol you consume?
Meaning, like, if you drink a shitload of wine at once does your body absorb all the alcohol from the wine, or does some just get fastracked to your waste? I guess the question is, is it possible to drink booze too fast to get the full benefit from it?

[Anonymous No.9620821]

>>9620027
You know, there's an anonymous way to reach out for help.

[Anonymous No.9620848]

>>9620310
I get way more fucked up thoughts while sober/withdrawing
>>9620291
if you really want to go down that path:
>get slightly drunk by yourself then take a small hit of weak weed or any weed you got
>listen to your favorite songs while in this state
>let the alcohol get out of your system while still high and listening to your favorite music/watching your favorite videos
>if you get anxious, add alcohol and hold the weed
>realize the weed high feels like mischief and enjoying things in slow motion

[Anonymous No.9621192]

does soju really taste that much better chilled? i've been drinking it room temp and i like it still, but apparently you're supposed to chill it.

[Anonymous No.9621194]

>>9620291
weed is definitely a better idea than booze they are both kinda harmful if you do them constantly but weed much less so

it's even a similar comfy feeling, for me

[Anonymous No.9621346]

>>9618848
>You aren't being very friendly, and pretty much everyone here is going to tell you to just quit before you're dependent (myself included).
>Stick to drinking socially and stop being such a dick.
circlejerking sad cunts all want to come shit up a board with their crying threads and sob stories

fuck off if you're just going to tell me to stop drinking

[Anonymous No.9621400]

Guys I really want to stop drinking and my family and therapist (got no friends lel) are all worried about me; it makes me feel like shit. But I can't make myself do it. Every time I get rid of all my liquor I just end up driving out to buy more by the end of the day.

Who has advice on willpower?

[Anonymous No.9621421]

>>9621400
The thing about willpower is any advice you get about it is going to sound as obvious and redundant as sayings like 'it ain't over till it's over'. All I can say is try to distract yourself in your waking moments with things that get you out of the house, and try to do things that make you so tired you fall asleep as soon as you're home. Hope you get past it

[Anonymous No.9621439]

My psychologist reckons I have schizoid PD and I couldn't agree more. I'm trying not to think of it as a death sentence, I've started working out and I got a job recently and have been 'breaking out of my shell' talking to people I wouldn't normally attempt to talk to, but I lose interest rapidly in just about everyone. I've kicked a three year long stint of being high 24/7 because it made me feel stupid, but now I get drunk any time the situation allows and I'm doubting I'm any better off than I was at the height of my drug use.

[Anonymous No.9621462]

Just tried to lie to myself that the new colour scheme on /b/ is reason enough to get drunk.

[Anonymous No.9621511]

>>9621462
why isn't it

[Anonymous No.9621515]

>>9621511
>refresh
>realise it’s same here
The headaches are going to be strong on this one

[Anonymous No.9621518]

>>9621515
back to /b/ faggot

[Anonymous No.9621544]

>>9621462
What goes on there these days? Everytime I click I just see porn.

[Anonymous No.9621546]

watching nichibros 07

[Anonymous No.9621554]

>phone got stolen on friday
>lost 250USD to fraudulent usage of the card
>no way to dispute them in the bank

[Anonymous No.9621560]

>>9621554
If they can verify the location of the card's usage you might be able to prove you weren't there? Never had this happen to me so idk

[Anonymous No.9621563]

>>9621560
no like, there's a function for disputing those but they aren't showing up, having every piece of information you need to use a card online on the card itself was a mistake

[Anonymous No.9621684]

Oh the humanity

[Anonymous No.9621724]

>>9621546
Nichijou is better
If you're autistic like me

[Anonymous No.9621753]

>>9621684
wew
>using facebook while drunk
>using your phone while drunk
>using the internet while drunk
all of these are mistakes

[Anonymous No.9621825]

>>9621753
I’ve done some excruciatingly stupid things while smashed, but it must be a minefield for grils.

[Anonymous No.9621876]

>>9621753
>implying she was drunk
underageb&

[Anonymous No.9621997]

>stand up
>out of breath
K.

[Anonymous No.9622046]

>>9621684
based richie hahaha

[Anonymous No.9622188]

>>9621753
Is it rape if I fap?

[Anonymous No.9622492]

you know you have a problem when you go all the way through this thread and forgot you read it yesterday

[Anonymous No.9622873]

Just occurred to me that I don’t know what it’s like to be blacked out, but I’m blacked out almost all of the time.

[Anonymous No.9622965]

10

[Anonymous No.9623068]

Got the itch to drink.

Been sober for a month. Oh well.