al/ck/ General How do you guys like to cope with WD's when you decide to go cold turkey? What's the worst part about them to you?

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Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:03:17 2018 No.10112801 [Reply] [Original]

al/ck/ General

How do you guys like to cope with WD's when you decide to go cold turkey? What's the worst part about them to you?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:05:37 2018 No.10112812 >>10112801 >going cold turkey, ever

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:05:54 2018 No.10112813 You would KNOW if you had the shakes at some point, right? Like there's no mistaking it for anything else?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:09:21 2018 No.10112823 >>10112812 I've done it many times and I've drank like crazy for 12 years. It sucks, but it's doable, especially when you're broke.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:09:34 2018 No.10112826

>>10112801
By far the fear, I can deal with the shakes, aches, sweats, vomit and diarrhea but the fear is death just waving you on. Last time the dog kept barking at me telling me I was dying, knocks at the door with no one there, hearing parents yell at me when they're dead. The emotional torture of that is far beyond the physical.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:13:20 2018 No.10112841 >>10112826 I feel you there. It also amplifies every other withdrawal symptom on top of it. Shit is awful.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:13:56 2018 No.10112842 File: 28 KB, 633x758, 1517577385860.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm drunk after like 4 days, and idk why it feels so good to be buzzed

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:17:26 2018 No.10112852 >>10112823 Were you drinking daily? How much?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:18:53 2018 No.10112855
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>doing well with sobriety the past 3 weeks
>relapse once, but shake myself out of it quickly before it gets bad
>tonight get uncontrollable urge to drink so strong that I'm already putting my coat and boots on and walking to the store even though I don't even feel like drinking
>get home and sit there staring at booze with no desire to drink it or get drunk
>drink it anyway

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 03:21:37 2018 No.10112866

>>10112852
Yes, I was. I got to a point where I was drinking 1-2 bottles of 750 ml vodka every single day. My benders now are usually 1-2 mickey's but I'm trying to keep those under control and quit altogether. Keep in mind I'm only 110lbs at 5'1". I still don't know how the fuck I'm alive.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 05:32:59 2018 No.10113247 >>10112813 well... yeah, you'll be shaking...

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 05:47:40 2018 No.10113282 >>10112813 i've known one person in my life who might not realize he's experiencing the shakes. he has the opposite of surgeon hands and had diagnosed dysgraphia because his hands shook so much. if that doesn't sound like you, yeah, you'll know

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 05:49:04 2018 No.10113286 i'm going to the doctor tomorrow. any advice for anything, at all?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 06:06:15 2018 No.10113312 >>10113286 quit drinking? Never let a cat in your house.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 06:10:37 2018 No.10113322

>>10112801
Quit my job, but I had a ton of vacation days and back pay. Moved back in with my parents and I'm sitting on $3,000. Been spending my money on greasy takeout and Johnnie Walker black label. I sleep for 18 hours in one stretch. This shit is getting out of hand. It's eat, drink, watch movies, shitpost, pass out. How to break this cycle?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 06:16:23 2018 No.10113330 >>10113322 Spend the money on something which will allow you to take up a new hobby. A cryptocurrency mining rig, a metal detector, a fishing rod, a telescope, some bed restraints and whips, some hydroponic grow equipment, even a pro home-brewing kit

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 06:31:42 2018 No.10113348 >>10113322 Had a friend who landed about $20,000 and did this. When you get down to $1,500 in the bank, that's when you START looking for another job, or you're gonna want to fucking kill yourself when you're totally broke after living so comfortably.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 08:23:17 2018 No.10113596 >>10112801 I taper or I take Xanax

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 09:31:15 2018 No.10113766 >>10113312 is that superstition? about cats? i did that last werk. cute feral cats i feed were curious about where i live and came in.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 09:32:56 2018 No.10113770 File: 29 KB, 720x480, 1504654586334.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >have to drink half a handle to actually feel drunk I so dearly envy the lightweights,

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 09:36:15 2018 No.10113778 >>10112801 b&

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:03:45 2018 No.10113847

>>10113770
Yeah I just bought myself two handles to last the week because I'm trying to save money.

Been up for 4 hours and 20% of one of them is already gone and I have a warmth in my stomach at best.
Eating a few small pieces of food made me feel better than the alcohol did.
I do not think I can make 2 handles last for 7 days no matter how much I thought I could.
This sucks

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:05:34 2018 No.10113853 >>10112813 Not necessarily. Mine are pretty bad now but to begin with they were very mild. So mild I didn't even notice but my friend pointed it out to me.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:20:41 2018 No.10113885 The worst thing about trying to get sober is the sleep trouble.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:23:47 2018 No.10113891 >>10113885 The fear is worse tbqh.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:29:09 2018 No.10113907 ok something is fucking wrong with me i got through a quarter of a liter of vodka last night without even trying as soon as i get even mildly buzzed i feel i have to keep going deeper really tempted to just pour this shit right now

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>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:33:13 2018 No.10113919 >haven't been drinking since new years >yesterday helpmmy mother disassemble and old bed and transport it to her friend and assemble it again >she gives me a bottle of really good burbon It... it w-would be a s-s-shame to not drink it, rigth?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:33:28 2018 No.10113920 >>10113847 I don't know much your saving but I almost never buy more than I plan to drink.

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>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:34:16 2018 No.10113922 >>10113919 I meant I haven't been drinking AT HOME since new years eve.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:35:49 2018 No.10113928 >>10113919 https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/7-ways-to-prevent-a-hangover#section2 >Drinks high in congeners include whiskey, cognac and tequila. Bourbon whiskey is exceptionally high in congeners.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:37:15 2018 No.10113933 >>10113928 >congeners The fuck are those?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:41:09 2018 No.10113947 >>10113933 Impurities in booze which make you feel like death the next day.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 10:52:40 2018 No.10113979 >>10113920 I thought getting roughly 3.5liters of vodka for 28$ aftertax wasn't too bad. Before I was buying it by the fifth daily and then then random malt 8% sugarbeers. It would come up to about 10$ a day.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 11:24:22 2018 No.10114095 hey guys im drinking some sambuca and its starting to turn white will i still get drunk

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 11:27:53 2018 No.10114108 >>10112866 >that much booze when you're this small How? Legit curious. How does a person so small metabolize that much alcohol?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 12:10:36 2018 No.10114253 >brothers staying with me because hes leaving his wife >he found my bag of empty handles and reserve handles in my garage closet >"man you have more issues than me haha" >we both drink to ease the pain together We're not so different you and I

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 12:16:03 2018 No.10114266 >>10113907 I like to call that "The Thirst"

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 12:50:41 2018 No.10114386 File: 368 KB, 463x466, gpOrryx.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] hey cunts, trying to improve my life. anyone wanna help me find the best deal on dumbbells on amazon? need at least 25lbs per arm, they also need to be adjustable

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 12:55:34 2018 No.10114409 >>10114386 Not your slave, Do it yourself

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 13:30:28 2018 No.10114561 File: 15 KB, 480x360, EXTREME THIRST.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10114266 Dude I feel the same. Addictive personality I guess. THIS IS AN EXTREME THIRST

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 13:38:27 2018 No.10114593 i fucked up impulsively bought a bottle of honey jim beam it tastes like shit

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>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 13:46:58 2018 No.10114633 File: 1.42 MB, 1280x720, 1516726056724.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] inheriting $5,000 is the worst thing to ever happen to me

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 13:50:06 2018 No.10114651 >>10114633 wut

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 13:54:00 2018 No.10114667

>>10114633
I got 100,000 when I was a kid, my parents got access to it somehow and stole it. I've brought it up a few times and they pretend that it was for my "education expenses" but I know they spent it on lavish vacations and other frivolous bullshit. Hope they saved some of it at least since i'll be tossing them into the worst old folks home I can find

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:03:08 2018 No.10114687 >>10114667 I'd sue tbqh. If they were honest I'd let them off, but I'd sue just because they lie.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:19:17 2018 No.10114719 how can alcys deal with the hangover? alcohol has very few positives just smoke weed

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:20:53 2018 No.10114726

>>10114667

Wew I have been there man. Getting called into the financial office and told that the account they were withdrawing from is empty, and how I would like to proceed. I didn't finish college and I no longer talk to my father at all, the first year or two he would blow up my phone trying to stay in touch but it's stopped now. I wish I could reconcile with him but 45 grand flushed down the toilet to impress some bimbo, with no apology or warning while I'm just getting started in life at like 19 was just heart breaking. I'd say you're completely justified in putting them into the shittiest home you can find

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:27:53 2018 No.10114759 >>10114633 I'll take some of that money off your hands

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:29:57 2018 No.10114762 >>10114719 Alcohol lobbyists tell me that it's lethal. If I can't trust the millionaires who depend on my alcoholism and fund corrupt political parties, who can I trust?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:41:20 2018 No.10114815

>>10114719
We don't get them.
When I was younger and binge drank I'd take a Vicodin and rail a line of coke, instant fix.
Nowadays I automatically wake up every few hours over the night and just take a swig of vodka from the bottle on my nightstand and chase it down with some Gatorade before going back to sleep. If you never stop drinking you can't be hungover ;)

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:48:40 2018 No.10114844 >>10112801 Well, when they come into the jails our folks dose them with Librium until the withdrawals subside. So that’s always an option.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 14:52:18 2018 No.10114861

>>10114844
>when they come into the jails
yeah i fucking wish. not even given toilet paper, and no amount of asking for help while withdrawing means a damn thing. i was once apparently caged and woke up in hospital the next day after apparently having a seizure. don't even remember being arrested.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:20:02 2018 No.10114964

>>10114861
Well that must not have been one of our jails, where was it? Our staff are required to give Librium for EtOH withdrawal and there’s an incentive for us to give it because medicating someone going through withdrawal minimizes the chances that they will attempt suicide, have a seizure (and get sent out to the ER), or assault staff/other inmates due to agitation or hallucinations. As far as I am aware, “saving money by not giving medication” is not a performance measure in any of our contracts. If you’re not conscious during the intake process or attack custody staff in the booking area that may complicate things, though.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:22:26 2018 No.10114977 Sup bros

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:22:50 2018 No.10114980 >>10114964 UK. Every time I've gone in they've upon seeing the state I get into, asked if I'm a heroin addict or alcoholic, both of which I was, so I was seen by a doctor, and they ticked a couple of boxes and locked me up regardless, lol.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:23:33 2018 No.10114983 >>10114719 Don’t remember the last time I was hungover

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:24:41 2018 No.10114988

>>10114980
Oh and even after seeing a doc the only meds they gave me was 2 x 500mg paracetamol. As if alcoholism, migraines and smack addiction weren't enough, I was also 6 months into 80mg of prednisolone daily. They left me without that shit for something like 23 hours, and I honest to god couldn't move or speak by the end of it. Fuck that was bad.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:28:32 2018 No.10115013

>>10114980
Oh. My company is in the US and Australia, although I don’t think we have any jail contracts in Aus it’s all mental health stuff. Odd that they don’t give Librium in the UK I always thought yall were more humane than us. You could always try voicing some suicidal ideations, if you do that in the US that is a guaranteed visit from someone who can prescribe you some drugs, although they will put you in the SHU/adseg for 24+ hours where you won’t have any sheets on your mattress and potentially make you wear a suicide smock so you don’t try to hang yourself with your pants.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:30:33 2018 No.10115023 JUST

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:31:33 2018 No.10115026

>>10115013
sheets? dude, all i've ever got was a wooden bed with a plastic-coated piece of foam which was literally like 2cm thick, inside a cell with a toilet, a water fountain and a camera. no sheets, no toilet paper, just a box. guards will just tell you to fuck off if you tell them you think you're dying. i wish i was exaggerating.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:35:54 2018 No.10115050
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>>10115026
...still. at least it's not a third world prison. *shudder* a concrete floor with a hole in the corner to shit in, a festering tap with water, and like 100 other people. complete with snakes, scorpions, disease... and you're not even fed, you have to find your own way of getting food through arrangements with other inmates. fuuuuuuuuuck that.
when i feel really bad i watch banged up abroad. gives me some perspective. plus the actress in this one is a qt. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uf874dqrMOk

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:40:36 2018 No.10115072

>>10114988
>>10115026
Damn that is rough, we give our heroin addicts Tylenol (paracetamol) with 30mg of codeine until we can get them on methadone or suboxone, which is typically within 72 hrs. They’ll immediately be given suboxone or methadone if there’s a provider with prescriptive authority on site. Most jails and prisons in the US provide a thin sheet or blanket, and while many have cameras in the cells they are typically angled in such a way that you can’t be seen using the toilet, unless the facility has an all-male staff and population (or vice versa), then you don’t get any privacy. The Prison Rape Elimination Act of 2012 does not permit the observation of inmates exercising bodily functions by staff of the opposite gender, unless it’s incidental during routine cell checks or an emergency situation.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:44:33 2018 No.10115089 Just downed a tallboy in my car in the middle of a 7 hour training session to stave off the bad feelings. Think I am doing this right.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 15:54:21 2018 No.10115118
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>there are people living like this, right now, day after day, 24/7. 99% of the time because they're poor
humans are fucking shit.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:09:55 2018 No.10115184 >>10112801 I can't sleep, it blows. That's probably the only thing I can't stand

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:20:07 2018 No.10115226 >>10115184 it get's better mate. Monday I didn't sleep a wink. Same for Tuesday, except I drank half a beer and managed to get a couple of hours. Wednesday, I reduced my taper down to 2 beers and got a fucking amazing sleep.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:21:09 2018 No.10115230 >>10115226 WHen I said half a beer I meant I drank half a beer at around 5am when I wanted nothing more but to get some rest.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:41:00 2018 No.10115313

Been drinking less lately, but my buddie's company is hiring so he did me a favor and passed my resume on. So now I'm anxious as fuck because I don't want to fuck it up and embarass him or lose out on what could be a position with good pay and benefits, a lot better than what I've got. So the solution to the anxiety, obviously, is to drink more, right?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:42:39 2018 No.10115322 >>10115313 have a wank

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:42:44 2018 No.10115323 >>10115118 The fuck is this?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:47:21 2018 No.10115347 >>10115323 'war tiger cages'. first used in the vietnam war, now used as a form of punishment in some prisons.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:51:54 2018 No.10115373

>tfw relapsed, listening to tunes, hitting on out-of-my-league girls online/phone, spending money on stupid shit online, grin on face
>conscious that tomorrow this will roughly translate to angry neighbours, crippling cringe, unpaid bills and feeling like death
Love it

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:57:51 2018 No.10115407 My brother went to rehab 3 days ago and my mom called earlier to tell me his withdrawal was so bad he had a seizure and had to be rushed to the hospital. So anyone here considering detoxing on your own, keep that in mind I guess. Stay strong bros.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 16:59:12 2018 No.10115413 File: 34 KB, 603x603, 97B9B6D0-AC43-4216-A2D4-94F44F641FE7.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] G-guys... s-s-she is going to s-save me one day, r-right? Right?? Starting to wonder why it’s taking her SO long ;_; Fug.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:02:31 2018 No.10115428 >>10115413 Please stop posting pictures of my wife

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:04:06 2018 No.10115438 File: 302 KB, 603x603, sdf.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10115428 Ok sorry anon.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:06:25 2018 No.10115450 >>10115438 Cheeky little cunt

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:08:05 2018 No.10115459 >>10115438 >tfw deepfakes is one of the best things that ever happened for porn >everyone spergs out over them cuz muh involuntary pornography Fucking normies ruin everything

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:08:15 2018 No.10115460

2nd day sober after 4 unsuccessful taper attempts. Reading all this shit and posting constantly on al/ck/ threads fucked my head so badly i assumed i was going to get WDs and die from seizures.

I have never had WD before and have stopped massive 8 month every single day binges cold turkey with no problem.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:10:07 2018 No.10115469 >>10115459 What the fuck is a deepfake

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:12:39 2018 No.10115483

>that apprehensive little wiggle she does at 2:04 though
holy christ just kill me now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAN_zVdQHNY

>>10115469
photoshop for videos. google plebbit deepfakes. can't really get into them myself but it's now very easy via new software to super-impose your waifu's face on a porn vid.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:14:44 2018 No.10115492

>>10115460
It's like that for the first few years if you're drunk pretty much all the time. The problem is that it damages your brain each time by way of something called neurological kindling. Suddenly you're shaking, hallucinating, throwing up, sweating, have horrendous insomnia and have anxiety like you'd never believed possible. Then the real fun begins, like psychosis, delirium tremens, seizures and not being alive any more. Enjoy.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:16:13 2018 No.10115505 >>10115492 i am 31 and have been doing this since i was 19 drinking the equivalent of a bottle of vodka worth of ethanol each day usually more. I already have the anxiety and am on ativan so maybe that helps.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:18:05 2018 No.10115517 >>10115505 >ativan yeah you'll largely avoid kindling if you're regularly using a benzo, it stimulates the same part of the brain as booze, so you can stop without melting your thinking tank. it'll be great fun stopping them both though.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:18:49 2018 No.10115522 I have a coworker whose brother has become a nonfunctional alcoholic due to the death of their mom. Any idea what advice to give him, that he can take to his brother? He's a good guy and you can tell it's eating away at him.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:19:16 2018 No.10115523 >>10115505 >each day also, if you're drinking all the time, you won't get kindling. i went to hosp a couple of years ago and i was told by a doc to "just keep drinking" for this very reason.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:19:58 2018 No.10115528 >>10115517 my brother is detoxing from them both right now. I'm so fucking worried about him.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:20:05 2018 No.10115530

>>10115517

fuck that shit, one thing at a time. without the ativan i am non functional. Fucking weird thing is i used to take xanax and valium all the time, dr prescribed me some in case i get WDs , took one the other night and thought i was going to die. It was like taking ketamine, so dissociated and out of it leaking sweat from my palms and feet. I thought this 5mg tablet was meant to be for housewives to recreationally take with their wine. Had to lie on the floor for 4 hours until the worst of it was over.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:21:02 2018 No.10115536 >>10115528 in a competent medical facility? if so he'll be fine. it's idiots like myself getting heavily addicted to multiple substances then going cold turkey at home who end up dying young.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:23:32 2018 No.10115550 >>10115536 Yes thankfully he's at a rehab facility. But we live on different continents and no one in our family is anywhere near him. I just wish I could be there for him. Sorry to dump out my purse in your thread

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:26:18 2018 No.10115568

>>10115550
If he's in rehab he'll likely be getting an appropriate, tapered dose of benzos. It's precarious as almighty hell to do it alone, hence all the horror stories online, but the vast majority of people in first-world countries getting pro help, are fine. Right up until they're released and they join the ~95% who relapse.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:38:51 2018 No.10115631

Just went through WD's on purpose because I'm sick of the shit cycle I've been living. Cold turkey. Everyone is different, but for me it was 3-4 days of suffering. Nausea, hot-cold sweats (hot sweats with that alcohol smell), equilibrium thrown off, little appetite, and general lethargy.

But I was determined. My strategy was as follows: hydrate like a motherfucker. Green tea with peppermint and ginger to help combat nausea. Basic OTC fever reducer when the hot-cold sweats get to be too much, and an anti nausea pill when the urge to puke gets too overwhelming. Forcing down bland foods--chicken soup, avocado, crackers. Bought two bottles of Pedialyte as well. Multi vitamin daily, along with B-complex and milk thistle.

All this combined with long steam showers and rest, just as if you had the flu. For me the nights were the hardest, as I used to get hammered to combat my insomnia. Went to bed stone cold sober every night. It sucked. But eventually I made it through. Haven't had or craved a drink since. In fact, I'm glad I'm not into poisoning myself like that anymore. Done. Good luck anons.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:47:31 2018 No.10115684 >>10115631 fucking hell., how much were you drinking and for how long?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:48:24 2018 No.10115690

>>10115530
Ativan comes in 0.5, 1mg and 2mg. So if you took a 5mg pill it either wasn’t an Ativan, you’re mistaken about the dosage, or you took several tablets at once. 5mg is a very high dose, like time travel tier. It sounds like you had an allergic reaction to it honestly, I would not take it again and I would tell your doctor so he can give you something else for WDs.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 17:55:48 2018 No.10115734 >>10115690 no i am on 1mg ativan no problem there, this was a 5mg valium tablet that wrecked me. Weird because i used to take them every single night. Actually would take a xanax 1mg and a valium 5mg minimum.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:14:41 2018 No.10115825

>>10115734
Then that may have been a benzo overdose due to buildup of the drugs in your system. Benzos are stored in fat cells like weed and can accumulate over time if you’re taking high dosages regularly. Or it may have been some strange drug interaction or medication issue with that particular batch of pills or some other sort of external factor. That’s a lot of benzos to take on a regular basis I would try to start tapering soon if you haven’t already

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:15:10 2018 No.10115829

Anyone ever used promethazine/phenegran for WDs? I just had 2 and a half days of the worst horrors you could ever imagine after a 6 day bender then just today realised you could get the stuff over the counter here in the UK today. Seems like it would be ideal. I'm ordering some phenibut tonight as well partly just because I want to try it but also partly its another drug that sounds like it would have great utility in that kind of situation.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:17:56 2018 No.10115847 >>10115825 so far it's just been 1mg ativan per day for about a year and a half, the valium and xanax i stopped maybe 4 years ago. Seems strange that 1 valium could do so much damage

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:21:27 2018 No.10115861 >>10115522 tell him naltrexone gets rid of cravings once hes done living at the bottom of a bottle. also taper off rather than stop cold turkey. thats all ya can do.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:24:07 2018 No.10115878 >>10115492 this is true. its an all of the sudden thing. one day you are getting sweats and the other stuff. thats when it becomes a real problem in your life

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:24:18 2018 No.10115881 >>10115407 how much did your bro drink?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:26:50 2018 No.10115892 >>10115631 wds help you respect the liquor, thats for sure. im much more careful now in avoiding extended drinking.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:28:15 2018 No.10115895 >>10115829 dude.. stop going on benders. if you can muster that little self control you can largely avoid withdrawals

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:28:35 2018 No.10115899 >>10115829 >promethazine I don't want to go to a doctor but I'm a UK bro too. Where can I get it from? Also where did you order your phenibut from?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:34:39 2018 No.10115925 >>10115895 >can muster that little self control If he could do that, he wouldn't be a fucking alcoholic.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:36:09 2018 No.10115933 >>10115407 People going into seizures from withdrawals is pretty uncommon, you got to be a pretty bad drunk for many many years to get to that point. Also, it's a good policy to never believe what anyone in rehab says.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:39:23 2018 No.10115954 >>10115899 Sold over the counter at pharmacies at Sominex. You have to ask for it. Pretty good stuff

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:41:04 2018 No.10115967 >>10115954 *as Sominex

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:43:48 2018 No.10115985 >>10115925 ive learned to.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:44:10 2018 No.10115989

>>10115460
Yeah, the whole tapering and withdrawal shit you hear on here is complete bullshit. I guarantee you that 99% of people on here aren't bad off enough that they would be in serious trouble of withdrawals if they quit, it's just the dumb lie they tell themselves so they can keep drinking.

Then I'm sure that they're even lying about their successful tapers, and everyone is constantly falling off the wagon and getting back on the sauce hard anyway, so no idea what they think they're solving.

That's a problem with addiction: the massive amount of bullshit that goes with it. Forget the lies they tell everyone else (and how much fun it is to be in rehab and hear that shit all day), but the lies they tell themselves are pretty astounding too.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:44:55 2018 No.10115991 >>10115954 just googled it. its just benadryl. dont even need to ask.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:46:14 2018 No.10116003 >>10115991 >>10115954 hmmmmmm

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:46:26 2018 No.10116005

>>10115989
>tapering and withdrawal shit you hear on here is complete bullshit.
wait what... dude i've broken thousands of pounds worth of laptops and phones by seizing at night, have been in hospital 5 times in 2 years, have been through weeks of delirium tremens and go into withdrawal if i drink for one night. this isn't a game...

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:47:23 2018 No.10116013 >>10115989 I think the withdrawal stories you hear on here are exaggerated due to "the fear" you feel when going through them. it FEELS like you're dying, even though you're not.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:48:16 2018 No.10116019 >>10116005 Well congratulations on being one of the 1% of completely hopeless drunks who's done that much damage to his system that this actually occurs to you, then. Or, more likely I'd probably bet on you just being completely full of shit.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:49:13 2018 No.10116024

>>10115989
Are you dense or just trolling?
My tapers are only to get over the worst of it so I can continue to be able to drink.
I never want to stop because I'm at an acceptable 375-500ml a day and it is not bad when you work hard.
What do you even know about withdrawals anyways? Why are you even here?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:49:54 2018 No.10116025

>>10116013
Yeah, I remember that feeling. You were just afraid about everything, about the universe just collapsing all of a sudden. It wasn't great, but it wasn't that bad. I always say any hangover or withdrawal was nowhere near as bad as actually living drunk your entire life, that was truly hell.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:50:52 2018 No.10116032

>>10116013
anon i swear to god, if i were to tell the full extent of my fear it would make the fear worse. it makes me very uncomfortable talking about it at all, even if i'm dry.
>>10116019
1% says who, you? fuck that. there are loads of people whose posts here are blatantly legit, they're so easy to relate to. you can't fake this stuff.

>completely full of shit
all i'm seeing here is projection. it's a big world you narrow-minded fuck.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:51:19 2018 No.10116034 >>10116019 youre a moron spreading misinfo just because its not what youve experienced. get lost please.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:53:39 2018 No.10116049

>>10116032
>you can't fake this stuff.

Oh yeah....? Dude, work in a rehab sometime. That's all addicts do, is invent stories about how bad off they are, how they NEED their drug. I mean, fuck, they'd die if they didn't have it, I mean they'd be crazy NOT to have it. There are a few who are that bad off, who are going to die soon with or without their drugs anyway from the amount of damage they've done to themselves, but the vast majority are just bullshitting others and themselves with this.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:54:38 2018 No.10116056

>>10116019
Try going to alcoholics anonymous and saying something like this to the people whose kids have been taken into care, who have lost their careers and houses, have been homeless, in prison, made bankrupt and whose lives have been fucking RUINED by alcohol. You think just because much of it is sugar-coated for the sake of not sounding like a whiney cunt, that this is some kind of simulation? You do not know what the fuck you're talking about, and you should consider yourself lucky that you don't.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:56:41 2018 No.10116066

>>10116049
>work in a rehab sometime.
Fuck that, try GOING to rehab sometime you ignoramus.
Ok you know what? I can't even be bothered with you. You're one of these obnoxious fucking cunts who insists that he knows everything, even in the face of those who are literally in the midst of experiencing the thing about which he's arrogantly pontificating. You're wrong, sir, and you're a fucking fool.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:56:45 2018 No.10116067 >>10116056 I don't recall ever saying people don't ruin their lives with alcohol, my only point is they bullshit themselves with the reasons as to why they drink, why the NEED to drink. AA people will readily agree with this.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 18:57:20 2018 No.10116072 >>10116066 >Fuck that, try GOING to rehab sometime you ignoramus. I've done both.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:00:18 2018 No.10116094

>>10116067
>the NEED to drink.
It's extensively documented by medical professionals and no amount of insisting that you know better will make any difference, you stupid cunt.
>>10116072
And as such your experience is so comprehensive that you can assert that your knowledge of my experience is greater than that of my own, and that of my doctor's? Fuck off. I've spent fucking 24 years living this life, I can tell if I'm talking with like-minded people, and on al/ck/ I am. Well most of the time anyway, but not right now. Fuck off with your ignorant, unqualified assumptions.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:03:29 2018 No.10116109

>>10116094
>And as such your experience is so comprehensive that you can assert that your knowledge of my experience is greater than that of my own

Yep. For one you don't seem that well put together or knowledgeable, and you seem pretty wrapped up in your own bullshit, so yeah I think i'm going to stick to my guns on this one.

>I've spent fucking 24 years living this life

And....? Nobody asked you to. This is your doing pal, not sure what to tell you. You put yourself through 24 years of hell. Congrats on the big one next year I guess.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:06:27 2018 No.10116127 >>10116032 No I'm with you dude, the fear is the most uncomfortable feeling I've ever had, even though I knew (because of my intake) that I wasn't going to die from it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:07:23 2018 No.10116134 drinking is shit lads i'm quitting again

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:07:46 2018 No.10116136 >>10116134 same, see you tomorrow

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:10:39 2018 No.10116146

>>10116109
I really, deeply hope you understand that you understand that I'm about to drop this conversation because it's simply too weak. You're simply not worth the hassle. I mean, I'd normally flip my shit and argue with you for hours having heard such ignorant babble, but for once I honest-to-god simply cannot be bothered. You're wrong, I'm extremely tired, and I hope you one day found that you've drunk for long enough that you're able to truly, deeply realise how fucking stupid you sound right now.
Whatever. I'm kind of... actively attempting to make myself angry enough to continue this conversation but I cannot. So to reiterate: you're an ignorant cunt. You are wrong. Simply wrong. That's all I can muster tonight. Sorry about that.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:10:53 2018 No.10116148

>>10116127
I remember sleeping was the worst. I was always afraid to fall asleep, and it was also damn near impossible with how strung out I was, but there was always that fear the second you drift away your float right down into hell or something.

Not really sure I'd put this in the withdrawal category though, that's a pretty severe term. This is more just a bad hangover type thing, I used to get this all the damn time.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:11:11 2018 No.10116149 File: 35 KB, 657x527, Apu.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10116136

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:12:11 2018 No.10116151 >>10116146 Well if you have any actual point to make, feel free to do so. You just seem to be lashing out. Have a few more though, i'm sure it'll make your more eloquent.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:18:07 2018 No.10116183

>>10116151
Honestly I'm too fucked tonight. I'm typing with one eye open and I just can't find an appropriate level of fury within me to appropriately express to you just how much of an uninformed buffoon you are. I mean, just a glance online at the documented mortality rates online will prove that you're a cunt. Coupled with the accounts posted here daily, it's simply bizarre to me that you'd think you're not on a thread filled with alcoholics.
Oh whatever. Post again in a couple of days and we'll have it out then, if you like. I warn you though, you're going to feel like a fucking prick. Medical science is on my side, as is 1/4 century of personal experience, you dopey fuck.
See you soon I hope. Stock up on diapers and handkerchiefs.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:19:27 2018 No.10116192 brown liquor is just masochism desu.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:20:49 2018 No.10116202 >>10116183 >Honestly I'm too fucked tonight. I'm sure tomorrow will be different, right? So i should just look at mortality rates and...stuff, and I'll be proven wrong on....i'm not even sure what point you're arguing against.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:26:04 2018 No.10116234

>>10112801
Anyone else feel like they're walking on thin ice? I'm trying to taper and going to get help in a few days when i finally get home but I overall just feel and probably look like shit.

My face is all red and I can tell I have shit blood pressure.

I don't wanna die young. I love my gf, family and dog too much and I don't want to do that to them. I just can't stand life sober.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:28:27 2018 No.10116243 >>10116234 red face can be due to buildup of a acetaldehyde,. a metabolite of alcohol. i take a b complex and drink sugar when i get that during drinking. or it could be high blood pressure yeah.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:28:42 2018 No.10116244 File: 32 KB, 620x445, robot.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Supposedly there is a correlation between intelligence and alcoholism. Are we the robots that self actualized and tried to drown ourselves?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:30:31 2018 No.10116255

>>10116243
Yea i think it's a combo of both. I take a b complex as well most days. I'm really tapering down. Just a six pack tonight.

I was on high blood pressure meds, but i'm an alcoholic so you know, i stopped taking them when I was sober and then started drinking again. Now it's shit again

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:30:57 2018 No.10116256

>>10116234
>I just can't stand life sober.

So...you want to drink then. You're already choosing drinking over everything else, no matter how much you care about anything else.

You're going to continue to drink also, until you get in touch with what's forcing you to compulsively drink like this. Protip: it's those things that you have been putting off your entire life, and refusing to address and hope they just magically go away.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:32:09 2018 No.10116260 >>10116244 Higher intelligence people tend to be more prone to addiction in general. However the majority of addicts aren't high intelligence people. It's a statistical nothing, basically.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:33:16 2018 No.10116266

>>10115684
Vodka, primarily. At my worst I had a two 1.75 liter bottle per-week habit going on. Funny part is, I could handle it in both physical and societal terms (I handled my shit and got around). But my last back-to-back bender was the straw that broke the camel's back. Felt my internal organs in a bad, bad way...wasn't sure if I'd turned a corner. So basically I got scared straight.

THANKFULLY everything worked itself out. But I'm never fucking up like that again. Fuck that shit. I'd rather be sober for life than end up in a hospital bed with a distended abdomen...all because I couldn't control my impulses.
So I muscled through the withdrawal and haven't looked back since. Honestly, I've never felt better. Work through the pain...it's worth it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:33:24 2018 No.10116268 >>10116255 tapering is a good place to be. ride it out bud.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:34:00 2018 No.10116273 >>10116256 this hit close

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:34:05 2018 No.10116274 >>10116244 intelligence is ill-defined. some people are really socially intelligent, like cheerleaders. are they prone to addiction?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:34:43 2018 No.10116277 File: 108 KB, 1280x960, 1409157656062.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] who /1985/ here?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:36:42 2018 No.10116284 >>10116274 not really IQ is a very good indication of intelligence.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:36:43 2018 No.10116283 File: 36 KB, 640x480, image002.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] 90 and I want to die. What's it like when we get older?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:38:00 2018 No.10116291 >>10116268 thanks man. I just can't let it turn into a bender. I essentially went on a rough 9 day work-travel-drinking heavily every night bender. south florida is not conducive to sobriety.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:39:29 2018 No.10116303 >>10116283 What am I looking at here

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:39:30 2018 No.10116304 how pathetic is it to have an uber drop me off and pick me up at the liquor store

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:40:03 2018 No.10116309 >>10116303 A movie

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:40:53 2018 No.10116312 >>10116304 depending on how much money you are willing to spend and where you live they have alcohol delivery services.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:41:20 2018 No.10116316 >>10116312 Not in my state

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:41:58 2018 No.10116323 Anyone here ever have to drive long distances while WDing? I didn't have to today, but I once drove from FL to PA with mild WD. It was so bad guys lol

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:43:00 2018 No.10116330 >>10116316 just have him wait in the car while you go in. they can add another destination. i've done this coming back from the bar to get more beer before everything closes.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:43:08 2018 No.10116331

>>10116291
benders are the worst. i had to go to the ER four times in 2017 for withdrawal symptoms. i had money for more alcohol but i was puking it all up.

anyway, ive learned to respect alcohol withdrawals and combined with the medication i take (naltrexone), im finally able to drink 2 times a week. never two days in a row. only after 5pm. skip withdrawals that way. yes, you will get hangovers but nothing that stops you from your obligations.

its a long journey for all of us, whether it ends in sobriety, moderation, or nothing at all.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:43:44 2018 No.10116334 >>10116304 quite common. and uh... you know you can tell the driver to wait right? no need to let them drive off and pay another 5 dollar booking fee.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:44:25 2018 No.10116339 >>10116304 At least you're not driving yourself, I guess. I never understood why liquor stores don't deliver, there's plenty of drunks who would gladly pay an extra $20 so they don't have to leave the house.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:44:25 2018 No.10116340 Just build model airplanes instead.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:46:08 2018 No.10116352 >>10116309 What movie?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:46:19 2018 No.10116353 >>10116339 I was trying to rig my nephew's drone to fly to the liquor store with some money and instructions on how to secure a bottle to it, but I was too wasted to properly figure it out. still a good idea.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:46:37 2018 No.10116354 >>10116339 getting robbed is one big reason. even pizza drivers get robbed and hijacked. imagine dealing liquor. drug dealers all carry guns. you dont wanna start delivering to addicts.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:46:44 2018 No.10116356 >>10116353 addicts are truly the greatest engineers

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:47:50 2018 No.10116366 >>10116353 >>10116356 You'd have to rig a photo ID and a live-feed of yourself too.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:48:03 2018 No.10116368

This is an amazing feeling when you have the ability to eat after a bender of unknown length.
Being able to cook and keep down food is wonderful.
What is every eating today that isn't alcohol/water/mixers?

I'm eating
>2 deep fried fish fillets
>5 strips of deep fried bacon
>1/2 onion and 1/2 bell pepper fried in bacon fat
All dipped in alfredo sauce.
Time to pig out.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:48:33 2018 No.10116370 >>10116354 Yeah, but you'd think you could just hire an armed ex-con nog for cheap to drive around with them and be their muscle. Oh well...

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:49:12 2018 No.10116374 >>10116366 Yeah, see I wouldn't have even thought of that. Plus...who's to say some asshole at the store wouldn't just snatch the drone.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:56:21 2018 No.10116414

>>10116303
The pressure to capture Carrillo intensified among U.S. and Mexican authorities,[when?][why?] and perhaps for this reason, Carrillo underwent facial plastic surgery and abdominal liposuction to change his appearance on July 4, 1997, at Santa Mónica Hospital in Mexico City. However, during the operation, he died of complications apparently caused either by a medication or a malfunctioning respirator. Two of Carrillo's bodyguards were in the operating room during the procedure. On November 7, 1997, the two physicians who performed the surgery on Fuentes were found dead, encased in concrete inside steel drums, with their bodies showing signs of torture.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:58:32 2018 No.10116425 >>10116353 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91KmkQvnLcQ SOON >>10116274 mmm, cheerleaders.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 19:59:37 2018 No.10116430 >>10112801 >8.1% HIGH GRAVITY LAGER fuk

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:01:18 2018 No.10116436

>>10116425
>>10116353
oh and also this...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boFH2cpajXE
It doesn't work, lol. I've been trying for years (just as a hobby to give me something/anything to do other than chugging poison) to figure out a viable way of doing it, but the reality i've accepted, after losing a DJI Mavic Pro, is that the tech isn't 'there' yet. I still have a drone but I don't use it because I'm certain I'll crash that into the sea too.
Soon.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:13:47 2018 No.10116502 >>10114633 $5k isn't anything. I get more than that each month.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:15:14 2018 No.10116510

I drink like 5-8 beers every night.
I'm kinda antisocial and depressed,

I live in this city for 2 years now,
I don't have any friends here, and no one to even drink a beer with after work...

I work mostly 5 or 6 days a week, for 12-14 hours a day...

I don't drink anything stronger than beer (or sometimes wine...) because I know this shit will get me killed one day...
I don't actively try to kill myself, but if I drink booze, I tend to have some 'accidents',
I barely survived 3 times now, and I still suffer from this...
...fucking booze...

I tried cold turkey, but after a while I get Way more depressed , but everything is ok after a few beers...

fuck.
what do?
slowly decrease the beers? like 2 a day for a month or something?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:19:31 2018 No.10116532

>>10116510
I wish I could tell you man.

I'm going back to meetings on Friday or Saturday. It just sucks because for some of the old timers it seems like an alcoholic pissing contest. I would still give it a try though. Sometimes you connect with someone cool and it's worth it.
Tbh tapering is only good if you're going toward abstinence or just want time between your next bender. For alcoholics tapering is just away to avoid hell during WD.

Tell me about your "accidents"?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:21:19 2018 No.10116541 >tfw you only have good blood pressure when drunk

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:23:52 2018 No.10116548

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=malJUMz2A9Y

>Molina died on March 16, 2013, in Indianapolis as a result of alcohol abuse-related organ failure. He was 39.[17][18] Henry Owings, a friend of the musician, published an article on his online music magazine Chunklet that said Molina had struggled with alcoholism for most of the decade leading up to his death. Owings also wrote that Molina had "cashed out on Saturday night in Indianapolis with nothing but a cell phone in his pocket"

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:24:35 2018 No.10116553 >>10116510 How the hell do you find the time or the energy to sit down and drink 8 beers after working for 14 hours? You need rest my man. Stop drinking during the weekdays and you will have more energy at work I guarantee you.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:24:54 2018 No.10116555 File: 17 KB, 220x220, 220px-SongsMagnoliaSC76big.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10116548 FUCK forgot the picture

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:26:31 2018 No.10116561

>>10116553
eh just to be devils advocate

if you're an alc you will make up for lost time during the weekend with your drinking and just binge the whole time. I've done it. WD monday and no sleep-tuesday are too real. By wednesday you feel okay, thursday normal and friday the whole cycle starts again.

I did this for years

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:28:18 2018 No.10116569

>>10116541
Too true man, although when I went to the dentist recently they took my blood pressure and I was scared of bad results but it was in the decent-good range. Good thing I drank an 8% pint before I went and an 8% pint in the parking lot before I walked in.
my blood pressure is so damn bad when I sober up for the first 3-4 days I gush blood out of my nose if so much as dust scrapes my nasal cavity.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:33:27 2018 No.10116586

>>10116569
I'm not that bad, but I can just feel it in my chest and hear it in my ears. I'm usually 140/90 or so but sometimes as high as 160/90 when stressed out. High score is 180/90 or so. What do you roll?

I'm going to the doctor and dentist in a few months. Still have my wisdom teeth, probably a ton of cavities and i'm worried big time about my heart. I have some form of tinnea that is making me lose pigment in circles on my back. I

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:36:40 2018 No.10116606

>>10116561
You don't need to tell me I am 4 weeks sober now coming off of 6 years of binge drinking from friday through sunday. At my worst I was drinking daily but I "cut down" to drinking on weekends and just upped my dose. My weekends were completely structured around the evening binge.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:38:43 2018 No.10116616

>>10116606
Where I live brunch was big as well so I would get smashed downtown friday night after pregaming with my gf at the apartment, then wake up hungover as all fuck and go to brunch and drink about 9 mimosas, pick up a 12 pack while grocery shopping and then drink those while cooking, taper off sunday and just sweat it out in terror on monday.

I'm retarded.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:52:22 2018 No.10116682

>>10116586
I was lucky and got like 129/78
But I am young and relatively in shape still.
The alcoholism is just making it much worse.

So slightly elevated, but all us southerners have high blood pressure from our greasy diet anyways. But there was a time I had a wonderful 108/71 when I was more into cardio and only drinking twice a month.
Now that I drinking every waking moment it's starting to raise my blood pressure.
I was scared mine would be 145/90 or some shit. Which is around what it reaches when I binge like mad.
The blood gushing from my nose is due to dehydration , my mucus membranes dry out and get easily scratched and then the blood pours out twice a day.
Now I drink more water and water down my drinks slightly and it doesn't happen anymore.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:54:10 2018 No.10116693

>>10116569
>>10116682
Mine may have reached as high as that 160 mark you were talking about , but I do not know as at that point I'm too into wds to even care about checking my blood pressure when my eyes are ringing and my eyes are bulging out of my head.

180/90 is really high though. Don't scare me like that anon.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:55:11 2018 No.10116699 >>10116586 >>10116693 wait meant for you. Mine is about 125/75 when I am taking care of myself but goes to 135-140/80 when I am doing bad.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:58:38 2018 No.10116719 >>10112801 How much do you have to drink to go through withdrawals, I drink a shit ton but feel no issue when quitting for a few days.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:59:01 2018 No.10116722

>>10116532
>Tell me about your "accidents"?

well... got shit-faced drunk with a friend, I was kinda pissed, because I just lost my job...
fucking around with this abandoned building,
kinda...
...fell...
off a roof, fell 6 meters, face hit concrete first.

...split-broke my jaw, and some ribs, and lost all teeth on the right side on the down side of my jaw, and some back teeth

...it took over 7 months to eat something that isn't liquid...

over 3000 € later, I have now new artificial teeth, but still some problems with some original teeth that got damaged...

another time, I just lost another job... shit-faced-drunk me just punched a window, and cut all the stuff on the back on my hand...
fuck, I can't move my fingers anymore...
fuck...
1 year and 2 surgerys later I can now grab stuff again, but it's not a very strong grip...

fucking alcohol...

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 20:59:52 2018 No.10116727 >>10114108 you build up a tolerance.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:00:54 2018 No.10116732 >>10114633 careful, 5k is literally nothing in the scheme of things.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:02:23 2018 No.10116736 >>10116722 can you at least masturbate?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:05:51 2018 No.10116757 >>10116736 kek, yeah, it works just fine now...

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:09:10 2018 No.10116772 >>10116693 >>10116699 Mine is normally 140/90 but i'm always doing bad, that 180 time was from a shitty super market one so who knows. Although I have always had shit blood pressure. I've had 140/90 since i was 14

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:16:10 2018 No.10116802 >>10116722 these don't sound like alcohol problems, they sound like "you" problems.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:22:32 2018 No.10116828

>>10116772
Did you not do any cardio work at all?
or had a shit diet?
I used to walk for 1-2 miles a day minimum and that helped me keep my blood pressure stable.
Now I am always on my ass at my 24/7 job and my blood pressure is increasing by the day.

I remember once at this flop house I would hang out at we had some hypertension crisis
>at the meth house
>everyone is on a poly-drug bender , mostly meth
>56 year old dude has been up for maybe 12-13 days with maybe only a long blink of sleep

Well I knew the old guy had some blood pressure issues and we have had this happen before but not this bad.
>man gripped his chest hard and started giving the most fearful look in his eyes.
>ohshitheartattack?

His son raced to him and got him to finally sit still and stop his diet of meth and cigarettes to sit on his bed and drink ice water.

>I asked if they had a blood pressure thing
>Kinda know how to use one
>After 5-10 minutes of his son tweaking under his bed he finds one. (I guess this has been a problem before)
>Notice the man wasn't taking his Warfarin like he was supposed to

Long story short the guy was like 215/105 or some shit.
I urged them to get him to the doctor over stroke or heart attack risks. (his heart rate was inconsistent and 170-180.)
But he pulled through and was smoking dope with us 4-8 hours later.
But man he is too old to be running his heart like that, especially with a history of hypertension and very high blood pressure.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:22:44 2018 No.10116830 >>10116802 yeah... and....? how to solve "you problems". ?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:23:58 2018 No.10116835 >>10116828 plus with my heart palpations from the alcohol walking isn't comfortable 25-33% of the time.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:27:29 2018 No.10116847

>>10116830
be a normal person that doesn't have anger issues? you're acting like a teenaged boy that slams his fist on the desk when he doesn't get a good grade or throws his xbox controller because someone kills him in a game. it's embarrassing for someone to be so emotional. grow up.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:28:14 2018 No.10116850 >>10116847 This

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:34:59 2018 No.10116881 Fuck /alck/, I'm on my last half a cup of vodka. I'm not gonna make it to the store. Should I get wine?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:35:37 2018 No.10116883

>>10116847
The alcohol probably has something to do with the mood swings. I always had a bad temper. Like I am liable to yell and slam/kick things when I am pissed. I also have a tendency to catastrophize and panic. The current break from alcohol I am on is the longest I have taken in years and I already feel much more collected. I'm sure that when I inevitably snap and go on a bender I'll be sketching out about something. Like getting thrush again on my dick.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:36:39 2018 No.10116889 >>10116881 Ontario?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:37:20 2018 No.10116892 >>10116881 Sure why not, cheers mate.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:37:32 2018 No.10116895 >>10116889 Texas

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:40:51 2018 No.10116905

>>10116828
desu I'm not in that bad of shape. I have some extra fat for sure but I normally work out a few times a week and I don't look particularly fat. I think I have white coat syndrome. Te moment I see the cuff my blood pressure goes nuts. My resting heart rate is usually anywhere from 60-80 bmp which is pretty healthy for the most part. Even during WD it wasn't too high.

I used to work in the ER. Not that it's a competition but I've seen 70 year old non compliant hypertensive men with 280/140 before and they weren't stroking out. It's a total roll of the dice.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:41:30 2018 No.10116908 File: 268 KB, 400x461, 1515726388527.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] What are you lot doing tonight? I'm drinking vodka and orange soda and watching Wrestlemania 17

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:43:16 2018 No.10116912

>>10116905
>>10116828
I also think ( not to be that person) that it might be genetics. Almost every male on my side of the family has high blood pressure. My dad got it in his late 20's. I'm about to be 26. He's probably an alck too but he handles it better.

This might not be alc related but does anyone get like this periodic deafness in their ear? Like a 3 second "eeeeeeee" that eventually fades into normal hearing? It feels like a mortar just went off right next to my head.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:44:17 2018 No.10116916 >>10116908 think all those old monks were drunks? their beer is like 9% for gods sake.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:47:13 2018 No.10116934 >>10116912 That is called tinnitis.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:49:18 2018 No.10116943 >>10116916 Wasn't beer like the only potable liquid for a while in the dark ages or something?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:49:27 2018 No.10116945

>>10116905
Well 60-80 is pretty good for resting heart-rate being an alck.
The only reason I was worried about that guy was his heart rate was jumping like mad and I could see his heart beating out his chest.
I may have also taken his blood pressure incorrectly since I am untrained and it may have been higher. But 280/140 is absurd but I believe it.

I just checked my heart rate and it is between 90-105 and that is semi-resting as I am fidgeting in my chair and just got done washing dishes 5 minutes ago but I don't have a stop watch so there is room for error.

Working in an ER sounds rough though. I don't know If I would want to do that.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:50:35 2018 No.10116950 >>10116916 Due to poor water quality and likely dehydration; as well as bad diet and probably a poor sleep cycle, they probably got drunk pretty easy.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:52:48 2018 No.10116961

>>10116719
it usually takes a number of years of binging a few days or drinking daily for it to catch up and end up with withdrawals if you stop.

for me it didnt hit til age 35. i did many benders and many days of drinking light amounts for years on end.

only at age 35 did it suddenly hit when i stopped. sweats, panic, jittery, nausea, puking, insomnia.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 21:53:57 2018 No.10116970 >>10116912 Yeah, I do. Hearing is just fucked mate. Did you go to a lot of shows like I did when I was younger?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:02:35 2018 No.10117006

>>10116912
Yeah man I get that too , It is pretty normal
I know a few other people that get that issue
sudden "fullness" in their ear and then a ringing for 3-10 seconds.

anyone I have ever met that has the same issue calls it
>my ears must be updating their software
or
>a ghost was trying to communicate with me

It's pretty much harmless and some percentage of the population get it.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:07:49 2018 No.10117037 >>10116970 lol yea. I played in a punk band when i was like 16-19. Totally wrecked my ears >>10117006 SPEAK TO ME GHOSTS although that ringing is really the cilia in your inner ear playing a pitch you will never hear again, so maybe still ghosts.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:08:51 2018 No.10117043 >>10116961 I first got withdrawals (although very mild) at 23. It varies greatly. You'll know when you get them. When you get the fear. You'll know.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:10:52 2018 No.10117055 >>10116945 desu best way to measure HR is by just counting it for 30 seconds and just doubling it. much faster. Just took mine and it was about 80 bmp. i have some good ER stories, some al/ck/ related if anyone is interested in hearing them?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:12:30 2018 No.10117058 good god Velvet Underground understands withdrawals >https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KisHhIRihMY

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:22:47 2018 No.10117103 >>10117055 Are they basically you getting drunk and waking up in a hospital?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:22:56 2018 No.10117104 >>10117055 I am, my wife is in the process of leaving me over text so I need something to distract me. I don't even have a phone to call her and having to use fb messenger to get divorced as we speak. I will take any distraction right now.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:25:43 2018 No.10117117 >>10117104 Watch some really good porn. If you can afford it; buy yourself some good cold beer and buy a copy of End of Days. Not only is it hot as hell but it actually has a cool story.

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:25:46 2018 No.10117119
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Man these threads are depressing as fuck

I like to drink and play vidya and shit post on 4chan alone. but when I drink I like to communicate and I come here and it's like Drunk ER

Let's get some lulz

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:26:19 2018 No.10117123 >>10116883 you sound like a sixteen year old girl. complaining about a yeast infection confirms it

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:26:55 2018 No.10117124 >>10117119 From the thumbnail I thought that was Betty White. I'm not into granny stuff but I'd try that classy old fossil, especially after half a fifth or more.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:27:38 2018 No.10117127 >>10116961 >sweats, panic, jittery, nausea, puking, insomnia. that just sounds like a hangover though, how do you tell the difference?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:29:13 2018 No.10117133

>>10117119
>Let's get some lulz

There's not much lulz in alcoholism, believe it or not. Alcoholics, in general are shitty fucked up people, and they become alcoholics mainly because they're shitty fucked up people, and then they become even more shitty and fucked up because of their alcoholism. This is what separates us from the majority of mankind who like to drink and have a good time occasionally. The alky is the guy in high school who got so wasted at a party that he fell in a pond and almost drowned, and the emts had to show up and everybody's parents found out about the party. They're sort of the anti-fun.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:30:22 2018 No.10117138 >>10117124 That's hilly Clinton just trying to lighten mood Shit if u feel like shit from drinking don't do it everyday day Been get drunk at least once a week right now two to three a week for like past 13 years usually drink 15 beers

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:31:01 2018 No.10117139

>>10117127

Well there is no difference, I mean all hangovers are basically mild alcohol withdrawals. Personally I just call shit like that a hangover. Withdrawal is something that's like life threatening to you. I think people on here just like to act over dramatic, or make their problems out to be way worse than they are.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:31:30 2018 No.10117142 >>10117133 Bro u must of never heard of functioning alcoholism

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:32:59 2018 No.10117147 >>10117139 >people on here just like to act over dramatic, or make their problems out to be way worse than they are I'm thankful for that, makes me less concerned about my drinking : )

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:33:03 2018 No.10117148 >>10117142 Yeah, cause it doesn't exist. Like wow, you can show up to work every day, man, pin a fucking medal at you. Never mind that everything else in your life is a complete wreck.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:34:04 2018 No.10117151 I hope this is memes. You guys are fucking pathetic if it's not. You probably feel so shit cause your body is inflamed and bloated from booze. Try drinking on weekends like it's a reward for working all week. Maybe a couple drinks during the week.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:34:10 2018 No.10117152 >>10117117 been with the same woman for 11 years and she just finally opened up after about (8 months of being cold). I think I just need to pour some more booze and lay down.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:34:16 2018 No.10117153 File: 62 KB, 207x200, 1428376021184.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10117148 good1

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:37:15 2018 No.10117167 >>10117151 >Try drinking on weekends like it's a reward for working all week I'm sure they never thought of that. Man, you just cured alcoholism. Have you submitted this idea to the Nobel committee?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:37:32 2018 No.10117169 >>10117119 I mean we don't want to drink, we have to drink. Many because they don't want to have WDs and DT. Although I do enjoy funny stories, if anyone has one

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:39:39 2018 No.10117185

>>10117103
no I actually used to work there

>>10117104
sorry to here that . enjoy.

Not the grossest thing I have ever seen, but still entertaining

>be me
>be working in a rural central florida ER
>get a call from EMS of a homeless man that has been stabbed
>nice
this sounds sadistic, but it's entertaining as fuck and we could usually help these people
>ambulance arrives
>push him through the doors and try and get him onto a bed
>he is fucking wasted, probably not just booze, probably meth or something but just out of his fucking head
>massive gash in side
>half naked black dude with a visible knife wound in his side
>timid little muslim doctor is on call
>he looks visibly distressed
>we get an emergency xray
>he has a hemothorax
>basically your lungs are suspended in a vaccuum and when your diaphragm depresses it fills your lungs with air. When you get stabbed and it pierces that vaccuum your lungs collapse. If they hit a vein or artery that cavity fills with blood. The only way to fix this is to crack your ribs, and establish the pressure with a pump.
>we start this procedure
>little muslim doc cuts the guy open after delivering local anesthetic
>drugged out/drunk black dude looks over at me with eyes wide open while we are cutting him open
>use pliars to crack his ribs open
>"DIDN'T YOU HEAR, IT'S KILL A CRACKER SEASON"
>patient immediately passes out and Muslim doc pierces the patients pleura shooting blood all over his face and gown
>use pump to re-establish vaccuum

this fucker lives.

You would be surprised how resilient people are. I have a lot more stories if you want.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:39:48 2018 No.10117187 >>10117169 Well you have to drink because you want to drink. And if you're so bad off that quitting will throw you into dts, you still had decades to quit before you got this bad off, so nobody can really feel sorry for you.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:40:31 2018 No.10117193 >>10117187 we aren't looking for sympathy man

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:42:05 2018 No.10117201 >>10117147 >>10117151 >>10117153 These guys get it Don't get me wrong maybe once out of 12 times I get drunk I get the feels but shit lets have some fun

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:42:10 2018 No.10117202 >>10117185 Not only a shitty story, but sounds fake too.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:45:20 2018 No.10117214 So what's everyone doing besides posting on this underwater basket weaving community

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:46:39 2018 No.10117220 >>10117202 believe what you want man. I legit worked in the ER for almost 3 years. that story is 100% true. Meth country florida is a crazy place. I just asked if anyone would like to hear the stories.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:47:41 2018 No.10117222 >>10117214 believe it or not I have a decent job as a medical device rep.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:49:00 2018 No.10117227 >>10117152 I've found drinking only magnifies negative emotions after the alcohol wears off. While you can erase them for now, they'll come on even harder than before. I'm not telling you not to drink, but don't drink yourself into an abyss.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:50:24 2018 No.10117232 >>10117222 Believe it or not I run a highly successful property management company myself

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:51:37 2018 No.10117239 >>10117232 nice man. wasn't trying to brag or nothing. I'm just surprised myself

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:51:58 2018 No.10117242 File: 1.97 MB, 452x350, 1517877696421.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10117214 Still watching Wrestlemania 17. Benoit vs Angle

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:52:24 2018 No.10117245

>>10115184
>>10115226
I was drinking consistently over the past few months, including a few benders, but stopped on Monday. Monday night was kinda rough - woke up with really bad heartburn and forced myself to throw it all up...had blood in it. Tuesday and Wednesday I slept like a baby, though. Looking forward to tonight's rest since I know it will be even better.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:53:44 2018 No.10117257 >>10117242 collins?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:54:36 2018 No.10117263 >>10117257 What's a collins

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:55:38 2018 No.10117265 >>10117263 nvm i have friend that really likes wwe or whateve. was just curious

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:56:47 2018 No.10117269 >>10117265 Oh no. I'm a native /asp/ie

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:56:58 2018 No.10117272 I like drinking beer and whiskey and shitposting all while drinking monster energy sips. I need a gf or something to break this funk of loner pleasure seeking.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:58:23 2018 No.10117278 File: 58 KB, 565x547, 1515542740690.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw told gf i'm gonna get sober after a run of terrible withdrawals >tfw feeling better >tfw drunk >tfw AA and getting sober looks real gay

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 22:58:25 2018 No.10117279 >>10117220 Even if it's true, it's a shitty story. Either way, you suck.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:01:45 2018 No.10117288 >>10117220 I have a lot more. What are you looking for? You just seem unhappy.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:02:47 2018 No.10117292 >>10117288 shit >>10117279

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:04:29 2018 No.10117301 >>10117278 You know, drinking your life away, ruining your body and mind, destroying all your relationships and prospects is kinda gay too.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:06:41 2018 No.10117304 File: 30 KB, 474x595, 1501810990702.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10117301 But the media told me that was manly

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:07:44 2018 No.10117307 >>10117301 i know and desu i'm going back this weekend. i just hate being sober. just wanna meme and be drunk tonight before i have to give it all up;.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:08:46 2018 No.10117316 did simpsonbro die? :/

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:10:57 2018 No.10117325 >>10117316 we all do eventually

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:11:11 2018 No.10117327

guys i tried hibiki whiskey for the first time last night, and it literally tasted like garbage. Not as a quality assessment, but like, the flavor of garbage was what I tasted on it. Is that normal? did I just destroy my taste drinking too much jameson?

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:12:33 2018 No.10117333

>>10112801

I don't think I can pick a single worst part about withdrawals, everything is a fucking mess, I can't think straight, I'm constantly tired but can't sleep, sweating, when I'm about to fall asleep I see insane shit that would put any deep web horror video to shame, the worst part I guess could be the fact that it goes on for almost a week for me and even after that the sweating doesn't really stop for a while.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:13:19 2018 No.10117341 >>10117316 he never posted after being in the hospital. thats a bad sign.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:15:00 2018 No.10117344 >>10117333 beer taper. it eases all that stuff.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:15:01 2018 No.10117345 >>10117341 >>10117316 how about malldrinker or smirnoffbro?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:15:18 2018 No.10117346 This just happened https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrjjlXdO39s Love that match

Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:16:20 2018 No.10117351

>>10117202
really? that sounds like a pretty normal crack head got stabbed story, nothing is really too dramatic about it. although he probably misread whatever emotion/thought process the muslim doctor was having as "timid". knife wounds are dime a dozen in any city centre hospital that a homeless guy would be sent to because it'd be the trauma center for the area or whatever the hospital that rando homeless people get sent to anyways.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:17:14 2018 No.10117354 Every time I try to go sober I end up jerking off a ton. Is that normal? Serious question because I don't jerk it much but on a sober day I'll go up to six times.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:17:21 2018 No.10117355 >>10117242 That's dude, right?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:18:31 2018 No.10117359 >>10117214 my wife is divorcing me over facebook and I don't know what to do right now

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:18:42 2018 No.10117361 >>10117354 during withdrawals your sympathetic nervous system is in hyperdrive. sex drive is in there. happens to everyone.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:21:48 2018 No.10117370 >>10117354 this gets posted in every /alc/ thread

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:23:02 2018 No.10117374 >>10112801 What if I only get the shakes if I know I'm going to have a drink soon? I'll be fine for days but as soon as the bottle is in my trolley at the store i start shaking.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:24:52 2018 No.10117380 >>10116134 drinking is shit when you hit the bender's wall. after that, sobriety doesn't suck for a little bit, then it sucks again and drinking stops sucking that's what I'm actually doing by the moment

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:26:27 2018 No.10117384 >>10117359 >Having a wife that uses Facebook in the first place. You chose poorly m8

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:28:44 2018 No.10117399 >>10117384 We both have a facebook strictly to text each other if we have no minutes on our phones. Wifi can be free, phone service is not asshole.

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:29:03 2018 No.10117400 >>10117359 Storytime please

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:33:07 2018 No.10117415 >>10117119 This is where /r9k/ comes after reaching adulthood

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:33:49 2018 No.10117416 >>10117399 so she's breaking up with over IM, why not just say that? And I'm kind of doubting it's only for IM, your FB profile is just blank with no friends..not even your wife? why not use a million of the other free services that can use WIFI?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:40:06 2018 No.10117434 >>10117400 not right now busy divorcing >>10117416 idk easy habit and I can talk to my brother too

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:41:25 2018 No.10117438 >>10117434 so you don't have FB strictly to talk to your wife, you have it as a type of "social network" if you will....

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:45:50 2018 No.10117460 >>10117438 nigga he uses fb as an extra way to communicate with people he has to be in contact with, are you literally autistic or are you just trying to be annoying?

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:47:37 2018 No.10117467 >>10117460 >extra

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:50:00 2018 No.10117475 >>10117467 if his main way to contact people is by phone, then Facebook is indeed an extra, in case he can't fucking call kill yourself you fucking retard

>>	Anonymous Thu Feb 8 23:51:17 2018 No.10117479 >>10117475 thanks man, as an alcohol I dont always have service on my phone so my old account is just free texting.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:00:59 2018 No.10117514 >>10117380 yep, that's the cycle alright

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:06:55 2018 No.10117532 >>10117359 unfriend her

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:08:05 2018 No.10117537 >>10112855 Oh god anon, are you me???

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:08:17 2018 No.10117539 >>10117359 start adding random filipino sluts and like every single one of their posts

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:25:15 2018 No.10117614 >>10113766 You should adopt them. Cats are sweet, social animals who make loyal, lifelong friends. Just get them cleaned up, dewormed, fleas removed, etc.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:26:08 2018 No.10117617 >>10117345 malldrinker did 30 days in rehab. last i saw him post was like 3 weeks ago. relapsed.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 00:53:57 2018 No.10117713 How do you deal with your wife of 11 years leaving you? I have never felt heartbreak before. I , I dont know. This must be what heartbreak is. Fuck this sucks Anyone wanna pour a drink with me , cheers.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:00:11 2018 No.10117734 >>10117713 cheers mate, I'm popping a bottle of wine right now, gotta drink the pain away, just letting you know you are not alone

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:03:48 2018 No.10117741

>>10117734
Thanks man, We were together from me 15 her 16 to 31/32 and I do not know what to do besides drink to sleep and think about it in the morning. Half my life was spent with her and it just ended. I saw the signs for the past few months.
This was on her birthday too.
today was her birthday.
This is too much, what kind of birthday was this?

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:11:05 2018 No.10117757 >>10117741 I don't know what kind of woman would left her husband of 11 years over text and on her birthday I know women are fucking evil but this is too fucking much (and I'm not even memeing, I'm married and I've regretted it for the last 2 years)

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:17:11 2018 No.10117771

>>10117757
It was smooth sailing, but it was my fault, she grew up but I didnt.
She is mad about all the verbal and mental abuse I put her through ( I did treat her badly quite a bit and throughout the years( even when she dedicated her life to me.
But she made something of herself and i am a broke-down alck with very little right now.
This hurts,
I caused this
I was an addict, a lazy man and a drunk.
She is not to blame , I am and I think most women are dumb as shit, but she was a treat and a wonderful woman and got tired of trying to hold me upright and take care of me.

Lesson to all, even if you have the perfect relationship you have to do your part and quit being a lazy sack of shit.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:21:35 2018 No.10117779 >>10117539 He doesn't use Facebook, didn't you read his constant posts?

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:23:17 2018 No.10117784 >>10117771 Hey I get it bro I fucked up my relationship and life You dumb homo

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:28:40 2018 No.10117789 guys i think i have a problem with alcohol

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:30:11 2018 No.10117796 >>10117789 buy it a drink and you 2 will be mates

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:30:35 2018 No.10117798 >>10117784 I love ya too ya dumb homo. Take a swig out the wine bottle or whatever for me.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:35:06 2018 No.10117810 these guyys get me never change but i hope you all find happiness or something like it

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 01:39:04 2018 No.10117821 >>10117798 that wasn't me but I'll do bro >>10117810 happiness is always just one sip away

>>	TwitchyFing3rs Fri Feb 9 01:44:04 2018 No.10117833 File: 502 KB, 1536x2048, 5percenter.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] i think im done drinking for now just did a colon flush to get rid of the constipation. eegghh unto fit lifestyle dyel

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:06:40 2018 No.10117887 >>10117833 how'd you get constipated? booze gives me the runs

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:06:44 2018 No.10117888 >too drunk to fap Hate this feel

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:08:41 2018 No.10117890

>>10116510
I did this and stuck with beer, however, I only drank beer on the weekends (Friday, Saturday, Sunday), and if a holiday landed on a Monday I drank on that day too. I can't really explain how I got off of it but my father passing away last year kind of killed my desire to keep killing my body. He drank a lot but as he got older he would take fentanyl patches and it got so bad he was chewing them to get way more high and on top of that he was drinking beer. I drank all the way up until new years last year and I decided to quit. I can tell you the first weekend without beer sucked and I felt shitty, depressed and really wanted a cold beer but the only advice I can give you is to talk to a doctor about how you're feeling. At the moment I'm currently on lexapro and I'm a lot less depressed but the depression is still there sometimes. I really don't crave a beer anymore since marijuana is legal here. I prefer feeling high over being drunk and if you're afraid of getting paranoid then find a high CBD strain or some caregivers sell tintures so you can dose out how much you're taking which is what I'm doing now. Good luck anon

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:17:02 2018 No.10117918 >>10117888 whenever I fap after drinking, my dick gets sore and can't stop peeing drops, so I only fap when sober (it doesn't help that my libido is on the floor and only fap once a Month)

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:18:52 2018 No.10117925 >>10117888 >>10117918 >fap That word is "le me" tier reddit.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:20:35 2018 No.10117935 >>10117925 >too drunk to jack off feel better reddit expert man?

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:22:40 2018 No.10117939 >>10117925 don't like that word either but he used it first and it's way easier than typing "jerking off"

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:24:38 2018 No.10117949 >>10117925 I hope this is advanced bait, but i'll bite, that word has been used for since the dawn of time on this website. since we only had 4 boards.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:27:28 2018 No.10117960 File: 218 KB, 680x703, Me Gusta.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10117949 So have rage faces but you'd probably make fun of someone for using it as their pic wouldn't you?

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:27:37 2018 No.10117961 managed to rub one out regardless my penis always prevails

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:28:32 2018 No.10117963 >>10117960 I don’t make fun of people in al/ck/ threads

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:32:14 2018 No.10117973 >>10117960 Lol no, I am glad to see rage faces, better then this wojak and pepe stuff that is the culture nowadays. I can't stop the tides from turning. That is how this stupid website rolls though. A constant change in memes.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:33:16 2018 No.10117974 >>10117961 and now some skin is missing off of it.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:33:36 2018 No.10117976 I can't solve all problems but your a whore

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:36:37 2018 No.10117985 >>10117974 t. jewdick

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:38:21 2018 No.10117989 >>10117985 ya caught me

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:39:20 2018 No.10117991 File: 38 KB, 512x384, lealcohol.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10117963

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:44:53 2018 No.10118005 at least i'm not gay

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 02:59:34 2018 No.10118045 >>10118005 But you are you just don't know it yet

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:05:28 2018 No.10118060 >>10116323 Elaborate - I wanna hear about this

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:07:42 2018 No.10118065 >>10116722 >broke my jaw I couldn't eat solids for 2 months with just a bruised jaw cunt elbowed me. the suffering is real

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:13:59 2018 No.10118081 >>10116912 >periodic deafness? permanent tinnitus thanks to brain damage. 7 years on and it's still infuriating.

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:18:19 2018 No.10118098

>>10118065
chipped by cheekbone, don't wish to ever do that again, can't imagine the jaw. at least with jaw it's significant enough that it requires medical attention, mine when "unnoticed" for a month and by then it was already growing back so i couldn't even get pain meds.

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:21:11 2018 No.10118108

>>10117127
Hangovers I'd describe as a general feeling of illness and pain. You can stay in bed, load up on asprin, close your eyes and wait for it to fuck off. Withdrawals aren't painful or ill-feeling in the same way, it's all about the fear. All of your worst fears feel real and imminent. Your mother is about to die, you're about to be imprisoned, there's a goliath birdeater spider under your duvet, your gf is sucking your most hated enemy's dick, and so on. Whatever you personally find most terrifying seems real. You're more likely to run screaming off the nearest cliff than want to lay down in the dark.

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:23:01 2018 No.10118112

>>10118098
Yeah it's ridiculously painful. I get migraines, I've had carbon monoxide poisoning and I once stubbed my toe so hard that it literally snapped my little toe in half, but having some boxer cunt's elbow hit me in the jaw so hard that I hit the floor, that really sucked.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:26:54 2018 No.10118122 File: 92 KB, 1280x721, Cloverfield.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10117214 Watching 10 Cloverfield Lane, and googling "how to build a secure bunker"

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:29:54 2018 No.10118129 >>10117532 savage

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:31:06 2018 No.10118132

>>10118112
now that you mention the toe thing. as pussy as it sounds, breaking my 5th metatarsal (pinkie toe bone, but in the foot) was probably more painful than my cheek. could also be because i was a few years older when i did that and i'm not a big eater anyways. that was also a stubbing the toe incident lol
but i always got a concussion when i broke my cheek bone, so maybe i don't remember the pain during the first day as well as i could have.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:32:15 2018 No.10118136 >>10118122 you think the framed picture is his daughter or just another girl he kept down there?

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:35:17 2018 No.10118145
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>>10118136
Did you watch the whole thing, or just skip to MEW's hottest scenes? Yeah it was some gril he'd imprisoned to carry semen from the bed to the toilet.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:36:51 2018 No.10118151 >>10118145 haven't watched it since it came out, no clue what MEW is

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:38:55 2018 No.10118158 File: 234 KB, 1920x1200, MEW.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10118151 Mary Elizabeth Winstead. Good film, even if it does take 5 hours to watch because you keep having to pause it to fap.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 03:41:14 2018 No.10118164 >>10118158 still no clue who that girl is, i guess she's the girl in the movie, never heard of her, let alone enough for her to have an initialism.

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 04:20:11 2018 No.10118240 >wake way too early, neighbour’s spastic dog yapping for hours at nothing, have hiccups, non-stop sneezing, diarrhoea every 30 minutes, out of tobacco I AM THE MOST IRRITABLE PERSON ON THIS PLANET RIGHT NOW

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 04:22:51 2018 No.10118243 >>10112801 Day 4 sober. I just can't fucking sleep. Everything else I can deal with...but I just can't fucking sleep

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 04:40:35 2018 No.10118290 Wonder why this thread becomes dead once it's late in america. You alcoholics sure do go to bed/passout at 12am-3am

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 04:44:34 2018 No.10118300 Waiting on aish for 4 months anyone here know how long it takes?

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 04:48:07 2018 No.10118306 File: 169 KB, 2048x1536, 52154_619996568134832_1546724224475823697_o.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>10118300 >aish that some jew thing? and no we don't know

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 06:50:44 2018 No.10118552 >>10113322 Done this. You will absolutely despise yourself when the money runs out. Stop now but you probably won't, it'll be 'one more night of drinking' then you'll wake up and be like 'one more day of takeaway' an endless cycle.

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 07:10:55 2018 No.10118586

>>10117771
Had the same thing. 10/10 girl no memes from 14, broke up with me at 18 because I was a loser. Was mad at the time and absolutely wrecked but after a long time to think about it I realise it was mostly my fault. Sort yourself out mate and show to yourself you can do it. Good luck mate

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 08:33:03 2018 No.10118754

>>10118586
Thanks, but now I am awake and it is even worse.
I think have to go to work and compose myself drunk and sad like it doesnt affect me.
When someone stops loving you it doesnt mean the world suddenly stops , so I have to keep going I guess.
I really didnt need this right now.

Anonymous Fri Feb 9 08:52:53 2018 No.10118795

Hi guys it's me again, the guy that had sex with an escort last weekend. So I got a penis rash, which I have had before, and chalked it up to a fungal infection. No biggie, just keep the area dry and apply antibacterial cream for a couple weeks, right? Well this morning I went to take a piss but I noticed some white discharge come out of my urethra. It was white and odorless. That tells me it could be Chlamydia or Gonorrhea. I am scared shitless right now. I heard there was an antibiotic resistant strain of gonorrhea going around and I got a BBBJ from the girl. I am going to try to get off work early today and go to the sex clinic. I hope they give me antibiotics right away without waiting for test results. I read if you have it long enough, gonorrhea can damage your reproductive organs and make you infertile. Fuck fuck fuck fuuuuck!!!

So much for not drinking. I am fucked. I am so fucked...

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 10:23:04 2018 No.10118999 >a bottle down in the last 6 hours >7 first year college students moving in to my house in 6 hours Maybe I can maintain my composure long enough to fuck one of them before I vomit all over myself and die

>>	Anonymous Fri Feb 9 10:23:48 2018 No.10119002 fresh >>10119000 >>10119000 >>10119000

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