/ck/ - Food & Cooking

Half hour till the store opens and I can get rid of the shakes. It was a long night

Tapering.

Had 2 nights that were fine. Last night i suddenly got cold as fuck (i never ever get cold and it's summer here) and heart rate went through the roof for about an hour. I had to put on 3 layers of clothes and go outside for an hour and keep checking my pulse.

Wut is THIS?

>>9955428
>>9955428
>>9955428

????

>>9957690
Oh. didnt see the current thread. I scrolled down a lot. Gonna delete this one now.

>>9957682
Keep going with your taper, dude!

>>9957682
it means you need more alcohol when shit hits the fan like that. just a single dose, nothing more.

>>9957661
You could've just went to any store that sells mouthwash. Scope is good.
>>9957682
You're gonna die, Anon.
>>9957696
Don't delete this, faggot.

>>9957703
its protocol to only have one alck thread up at a time. wat do

curious how the food in your hospitals is buds
mine's kinda bland so you have to use pepper or mrs dash or some shit

>>9959806

>>9959806
Wait they let you keep your phones? They took mine with my shoes when I was in for trying to slit my throat. Anyways yeah it was bland and meh from what I remember.

Can I talk about alcohol here? Are there bar threads somewhere on 4 Chan?

Were currently trying to make an alcoholic coke. Out of mostly alcohol.
We're mixing
Diplomatico rum
D.O.M. Benedictine
Tinto negro malbec
And fresh caramel.

We just need to inject it with carbonation and bottle it.

We are also working on a root beer, and perhaps a sprite and orange cream soda

>>9959820
thats rough dude
dunno how i would have survived my month in the hospital with that

>>9959823
i woke up with an IV in my arm and my clothes next to me. I took eh IV and everything off/out of me and changed my clothes. Began walking out and Dr chased me. I said im fine and I wa to leave. They call security and try to intimidate me to go back. Claim i am an attorney and they cant do shit (in a friendly legal way). They let me go. Im not an attorney yet, at that time i was just finishing my 1L year.

Whelp.. 3 months sober down the drain. For some inexplicable reason, I got a pint of vodka and am currently drinking it on my lunch at work. I have already nearly lost this job due to drinking, and here I am again making the same mistakes. Perhaps the vodka is too powerful! Girlfriend will probably dump me tonight. She can always tell when I drink, and is crazy against it.

>>9959823
bit different if you're in some ward for a suicide attempt
then yeah they take your phone, i was just sick so i got to keep it
since i was in for so long i eventually got my brother to get my laptop and would just stream shit all day/play d2

>>9959866
Scary how rapidly and relentlessly that craving kicks in and autopilot takes over.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ypkmp6D90KU
me after one week on food and water

>>9959866
>down the drain
Faggot mentality. Now its just two months and 29/30 days sober, get back to it

Is there anything more sad than underage drinking and underage drinking alone

>>9959975
That's what I hate about the AA mentality, people acting like it's the end of the world if you relapse for a weekend. The real art is getting back on the wagon again and again and not becoming defeatist.

>>9959986
Yes, middle aged divorced drinking alone.

>>9959900
kek same brother

>>9957655
My mom and my brother are getting on my ass about drinking. I snuck off with my sister in law on Christmas day and we downed some whiskey before coming back home. They haven't confronted me, but I heard through my sister in law that they are pissed.

Fuck 'em. If they want to say something, say it to me directly. Don't go through roundabout ways spreading rumors.

I'm just glad I don't live near them. At least I can drink at work in peace and not worry about it affecting my productivity.

Currently on the train home drinking a little whiskey. Then to men's group at the church for dinner and more beer & wine.

If I can wake up every morning for work, be presentable, keep my clients happy, then there's nothing wrong with my drinking.

So, I am on day 3 of not drinking. Last drink was Saturday night, had about 15 or 16 tall cans.

I am not really feeling any withdrawal effects, besides having a hard time falling asleep.

I have drank pretty heavily the past 10 years, and the past few months I have been on an insane binge. Im talking, most nights having between 12-18 beers, sometimes more.

If I have not felt any withdrawals by now, am I going to be o.k? I have just been taking it easy the past few days, watching t.v and laying low.

Any insight into this? I do plan on getting drunk tomorrow night.

>>9960048
why do you go to a mens group?

>>9957655
Hi! You seem to have posted on the wrong board! Let me redirect you to where this thread belongs.
>>>/b/
>>>/r9k/
no need to thank me, just doing my part as an anon to keep off-topic threads from lowering board quality!

>>9960126

Anyone else get the urge to fire your mattress from a canon?

>>9960179
I’m scared of most of my mattresses. There’s an entire chicken curry soaked into one of them from 2 years ago, and 2 of the three are covered in shards of broken vodka bottles

>>9960195
B-but how many mattresses do you own?

>>9960210
This one is beginning to look a little tatty so I ordered a fourth one a couple of days ago

>>9959986
when I was in highschool, I used to skip class, grab a 6 or 12 pack, smoke some weed and chill. Try and sober up for 4:30pm when dad got home. He usually knew I was stoned and would give me shit. this followed my into college, when I started skipping class, start drinking at 10 a.m (when the stores opened) and would leave around 4 p.m just to be out of the house when parents got back. I would just wonder around downtown, drinking cans in public.

I flushed my whole education down the tube because of alcohol. Now that I lost a good job I had for years, I don't know what I'm going to do. Back living at parents place at 28. Not cool....

>>9959866
Well, get back on the wagon before your bender needs a taper.

>>9960126
Newfag. al/ck/ threads are tradition.

>>9960006
>That's what I hate about the AA mentality, people acting like it's the end of the world if you relapse for a weekend

What bothers me about them is they relapse constantly, even the model, well respected AA guys. But AA is perfect, of course, and always works.

>>9960233
Cooler than the street bro. I hope you are grateful to your folks. Don't take them for granted.

>>9959866

Same here lad. Gf dropped me off at work and told me I reeked of alcohol.

>Yeah whatever bitch I'll see you later.

>haven’t left my bed except to feed my pets and drink milk
>it is now almost 8:00 pm
>I’m considering leaving the house just to get chaser
I really shouldn’t be left alone. Anyone have recommendations for chaser, though? I’m sick of ice water/Gatorade/Powerade and Arizona is too sweet for me.

>>9960230
What the fuck dude

>>9960269
>just because it's tradition means it's not shit!
retard

>>9960108

Not everyone gets WDs. Depends on your drinking habits, and even many people who should get them don't.

If you listen to most on these threads however, 100% of drunks get them, and if you stop drinking you will die from them, however.

>>9960287
It’s adorable that you think your opinion means anything or that anyone cares what you want

>>9960287
Well this is jewish thinking. Attack any and all that isnt devil worship.
Tradition must be celebrated

>>9957682
How fast are you tapering? I've been trying to taper for the last month and every time I get down to about three beers a night, I fall off the wagon and down a six pack or more the next day.

>>9960272
oh I am very grateful. I help them out all the time whenever they need me. I live in a pretty expensive city, so it's not easy to live alone with getting paid so little. Either way, they are pretty awesome people. I was the first one to move out in my family of 8 cousins, but now am the only one living back at home after a series of breakups.

feelsbadman

>>9960294
so....am I not getting them? Should I be getting them? I thought they would have come on by now?

>>9960448
Dont compare yourself.
8 cousins?i got like 80

>>9960126
your butthurt angst makes posting the thread on ck all the more rewarding.

>>9960453
Well I don't fucking know you, or your faggy drinking habits, so I can't really say for sure.

But yes, not all alcoholics get wds.

>>9960497
#notallalkies

>>9960287
Your argument was that it is misplaced, not shit.
If it's shit, you set a filter for "al/ck/". Top right of the screen. Bye.

>>9960279
It’s a terrible feel, my friend. It’s always pretty comfy drinking while she is asleep at 3am though. That’s my drink and jerk off time, as pathetic as it sounds.

For a while I've been trying to get on a healthier diet but I'm not going to give up drinking. My drink of choice is rum, mostly rum and coke but recently I've moved to rum and orange juice. I've been trying to switch to straight rum when I can, but is there any better alternative, or will this always be my dietary downfall?

>>9960575
sounds like your gut flora microbiome are alcoholics. rum is there to stay for you. switch to a white (clear) rum if you want lesser hangovers.

I don't even enjoy this anymore.

>>9960284
Nobody? Maaaan, fuck all y’all.

>>9960284
I'm drinking vitamin water zero but if you're in America, these are the best

>>9960650
its fun for like one hour. then the rest of the drinking session is tedious, and the hangover/withdrawals are horrible. welcome to the club. my advice? switch to 5% beer. you get an OK buzz, and the after-effects arent totally debiliating

>https://youtu.be/jMawclm4-TI

this was 18 years ago

>>9960681
I've had almost 2L in 24 hrs. I'm gonna try and quit tomorrow. Aged so fucking much this past year.

>>9960681
once you start crushing a 12 pack a night it starts getting pretty bad. I agree, better than liquor tho

>>9960284
i like unsweetened seltzer war with a lime. Probably not a good chaser but i could go for a yoohoo

>tfw drunk af down the YT rabbit hole.
It really pisses me off when people mention white privilege when videos like this exist:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4Pd527GN48

>>9960650
and?

>>9960707
white privelege is a jewish invention used to cover their own tracks.

The association that jews and nonwhites deem "white" never really existed as this cohesive oppressive class. Brits spent their time shipping their own people to the colonies as slaves. They literally stole people off the streets and sent them to barbados where 85% of them died on sugar plantations. They only switched to black slaves because it was a bigger investment and they had to treat them better because they owned them forever and if they died it would be a shit investment. Cromwell essentially tried to shoah the irish. Most of the whites that arrived in the US were forced there against their will in endentured servitude that was probably worse than actual slavery. Black slave songs even refernce that they'd "rather be a nigger" because they treated the endentured servants so shitty.

TLDR: jews

>>9960695
google HAMS beer taper. great info for a slow and safe beer taper to get you down to zero drinks per day. only takes about 3-4 days.

>>9960724
oh and the vast majority of owners of slave ships were jews.

>>9960734
im too drunk and retarded to recognise if you're agreeing with me desu

>>9960724
You know why the sun never sets on the British Empire? Because God doesn't trust an Englishman in the dark.

https://youtu.be/RcQ3ptLUiw8

>>9959827
Idk, Im drinking el cheapo gin mixed with fruit juice out of a coffee cup so I am not the guy to ask.

>>9960650
You're the only one keeping you here.

>>9960739
I'm agreeing with you.

>>9960230
That's fucked

>>9960679
THIS SHIT. I used to pour 3 shots into one and go through about a 6 pack of these.

>>9960230
>little tatty
nigga you wipe your ass with that mattress

>>9960230
>tatty more like POOPY

>>9960724
the first slave owner to bring the african system of slavery to the colonies (ie, slave for life, children are slaves, slaves considered property) was a freed african slave.

They legally granted him this request to impose african slave rules on his slaves, setting a legal precedent. They thought at the time it was pointless, having a slave for life didn't make much sense seeing how the average life of a slave/servant in the colonies was like 5 years. But many years later it would become the standard for colonial slavery.

After many years of white slave unrest, this system was adopted colony-wide because it was thought to be MORE humane, seeing how the servitude system basically incentivized slave owners to work their slaves to death. Black slaves were thought to be much more servile, seeing how all of them were slaves within their own countries to start and more accepting of the situation, as opposed to the free born whites who caused so much trouble when forced into servitude.

In practice it probably was a better, more humane system, for a while at least. It obviously outlived it's usefulness, and despite being slightly nicer, was a brutal system that rightfully died out.

>>9960535

Come on friend. Please don't tell me you don't even fuck anymore.

>>9960681
yeah, you start gaining weight drinking 15 beers EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. gotta start working out...

>>9960685
Wow, NOW 4 had some fucking hits. Macy Gray, oh ya. loved that song when I was a kid for some reason. always stuck in my head.

I don't even know why I feel such overwhelming regret.
I don't even know what I did?
Yet I am sitting here regretting my entire life.

>>9960894
If you don't feel regret and self doubt you're not a man

>>9960903
Ahhh, so the regret is good.

>Ahhh, so the regret is good.

>>9960894
One, it's probably alcohol fucking with your head making all your issues worse. Two it's also probably the fact you're sitting on your ass, not doing the things you know you need to be doing, and drinking your life away.

>>9960932
Quit hitting me with truth.

>>9960921
I fucking love this brainlet meme lol

>>9960940
people who don't drink R DUMB

Balaton red wine here

>>9959866
its really inspiring how much of a fuck up you can be and still have a gf who doesnt leave you after 15 minutes
kudos

>>9959975
>>9960006
>>9960271
https://youtu.be/WHrhIqxPDk8

>>9961000
I have lost 3 girlfriends to booze, 2 sucked, 1 I should have married.

>>9961189
Can I marry her instead?

>>9961197
I encourage it

>>9961201
; ^ )

>>9961189
>1 I should have married

dodged a bullet

>>9961189
>marriage in 2018

I've never visited this board before, but how did a thread about alcoholism end being a tradition on a food and cooking board?

t. fellow alcoholic

>mfw I'm eating mustard by itself because I'm craving sodium so hard

>>9960048
who are you trying to convince anon?

I made 3 handles of booze last night. I'm very hosed.

>>9961584
vvelcome dear friend

>>9961584
according to lore, cooks and restaurant staff are alcoholics, so it belongs on this board

>it's the "week long hangover episode"

Haven't had a drink since NYE after several years of drinking 2+ bottles a wine lor equivalent) most nights (although cut down to 2-3 nights about 18 months ago) though think it might be too late. Getting abdominal and shoulder pain and a feeling of pressure in my throat (varices)? Think my liver migh be pickled lads.

>>9961599
i was eating mustard as a chaser to drinking rum the other night. the taste helped me not puke, that is for sure. I often do that actually, i find it clears the mouth better.

>>9961639
Mustard is super tasty. I even dip toast in it.

Alright but seriously how do I stay drunk all the time?

>>9961637
get a blood panel to be sure. no sense worrying.

>>9961637
go to doctor, get a blood test. that is, if you want to live longer. You might as well. bloodtests are free in canada, and results are p. quick. not sure what it's like in hamburgerland

>>9961639
What rum were you drinking anon?

>>9961584
Its just tradition, and also restaurant workers either
A.
>have to be around addicts constantly
or
B,
>are addicts themselves.

IT also helps give us someone to rant/talk too
and keep us off other boards/threads with our drunken nonsense.

Something like that

>>9961644
you don't. tolerance builds and tgen you reach a max level if alcohol intake, which for mozt is 1.75 liters of liquor per 24 hours. you will end up simply trying to quell the withdrawal symptoms while puking up every shot you drink.

>>9961647
>not sure what it's like in hamburgerland

that'll be $2500 plus tip

>>9961659
its free in murica cus i refuse to pay the bill. what are they gonna do? Arrest me?
hah

>>9961664
Tell that to the government/health services.

>>9961697
Lol i owe over 3k in medical bills and they quite calling because they realized they can't
>squeeze blood out of a turnip.

They can't do anything
<3 i love america.

>>9961713
doesn't that effect your credit? and how much does it actually cost to get a blood test?

>>9961724
affect* sry

>>9961659
seriously, how much does a blood test for live enzymes cost?

>>9961645
>>9961647

I'm a bong actually so free. Last blood test was about 18 months ago and slightly elevated. But I've read that they're not always good indicators of damage. Might ask for a fibroscan but not sure if they do it in my trust which means I'll have to go private.

>>9961724
idk i havent looked at my credit in at least 4-5 years.
I bought my car and house in full,
so i just gotta pay for utilities, gas and property tax and im straight.
Credit means very little if you dont just buy everything 100% down.
Fuck credit.

I'm pissed that I had the PACT team called on me and they chose to call an ambulance, leaving me with an almost $600 bill that I'm having one hell of a time getting wavered. Such bullshit.

>>9961724
you get dinged for a while but if you don't respond to them it all goes away
gotta deal with the calls though

>>9961746
you just dodged the question. nice.

>>9961757
so.....how much does it cost?

>>9961746
wow, you are a huge faggot.

>i'm rich, i have all the money to buy what i need but i don't pay hospital bills because I live in america.

>>9961770
this. this is why our country will never figure out healthcare. It makes me sad, knowing that we are so behind, and fuckers like this make it a business instead of trying to make a difference. Faggots like this are embarrassing.

And yes, getting bloodtests is very expensive, can be $1500. I have insurance through work, so I didn't pay on my last test.

>>9959986
Drinking to drown out the voices. I legit do that.

>>9961599
I keep cans of refried beans on hand for that purpose. When I am hopped up they taste like the best thing in the universe.

>>9959986
underage drinking was generally the opposite of sad

>>9961762
how much does what cost? if you dont have insurance a doctor visit is like 150-250, you need two of those, and i have no idea what blood tests cost but a urinalysis is like 40 dollars so I imagine it ends up being a chunk of change
but if you're not going to use the information, what's the point?

>>9961817
doctored-up refried beans with some cheese on them is great-tier

im an 8/10 guy who cant get laid. i just cant. i actually cradled my head the last few nights and jsut cried of out desperation. i am the definiteion of wasted potential. its is so painful knowing that if anyone else could pilot this body they'd be able to get laid easily. all i do is drink these days. ill never be happy. ill never find someone who can love me

>>9961857
how much does a blood test cost for liver enzymes

>>9961879

How? Why even drink, if it doesn't make you pass for a normalfag long enough to get laid? I'm a weird looking manlet and I can pretend enough to have a gf.

Does anyone else feel a hidden force protecting them when drunk?
But when sober you're on your own.

>>9961926
alcohol does that to people. makes them feel invisible. very normal. but my fuck, will you get hit by a car one day if you don't look both ways.

>>9961924
i mean, i drink so i can forget about shit and immerse myself in fake environments like video games or movies. i just hate this life so much, im privileged as fuck and i have completely ruined everything as long as ive been alive. it sucks knowing that im a weird cunt who dosent have much experience with relationships, im behind the curve by a mile and i always surprise girls with my painful autism.

I have no business being here, just stumbled into this thread (board, even), but stay strong, lads.

-asian who gets sick after three beers

>>9962050
thanks bud
got an interview for an awesome job tomorrow, maybe i can get it then stay soberahehhehaahahah

>>9961960
What's your most autistic moment with a chick then?

>>9962058

Good luck! Make sure to ask questions about the company/work culture (but do some research on your own obviously).

>>9962061
aha, so about a year ago a genuinely gorgeous, cute girl asked me out on a date, in class no less. easily an 8/10. we had a great first date, at least so i think, but afterward i was so afraid of fucking it up and ended up texting her enormous paragraphs about how i was terrified i would lose her. obviously i was coming off extremely desperately and steered her away quick when i met up with her again and just closed up because i was so anxious about what to say to her and how to keep her from thinking i was a loser. she was kind and understanding for a long time until i decided in my head that she was trying to manipulate me for her entertainment (she probably wasnt) and went off on her with a gigantic message about how i thought her 'proclivities' and her negative opinions about men were destroying any possibility for our relationship to work. i steered her away so quickly is was as if i was trying to get her to be disgusted by me. i destroyed such an unbelieveably good opportunity. i still have class with her to this day, years later, and it is extremely awkward. she thinks that i am a sick cretin and she parades her current boyfriend in front of me and makes out with him so that i can see what i missed out on. im so sad that i destroyed that opportunity. she was really, really gorgeous

>>9962119
So this is the power of autism
Seriously though lad, if you're an 8/10 like you say, fucking pull a Costanza. Do the opposite of what you think the "right" thing to do is in any given situation with a woman
You obviously have nothing to lose and your confidence could probably use a boost
If you take away anything from this, it's this: learn to not really give a shit. It takes a bit of work, learning to not really care about stupid shit like "what if she doesn't like me" and "what if this doesn't work out", but it will help you in the long run.
Also, don't be such a pussy when you text women. Dating is a stupid game. Realize that women are overly desperate for good looking guys to say anything that is, at most, mildly autistic and somewhat endearing, and then go from there. You don't need to get hung up on women doing dumb shit because they will always do dumb shit, so there's no point in getting yourself upset about it.

wasted. i have teh flu. bad anxiety so i took ativan. now im on codeine. might be my comfiest sleep. bye forever

>>9962058
what do you do?

>>9962140
>learn to not really give a shit. It takes a bit of work, learning to not really care about stupid shit

i worry that i am too desperate to be able to walk away without fear and worry. i think in time i will learn, its true. but for now, i cant not take these things extremely seriously, i am extremely desperate and i choreograph so obviously, i cant seem to disguise it at all. i guess i dont really have anything to lose after all. i want to see life as i did years ago, as a video gaem that i am in control of. i must relinquish myself from my fear.

> Do the opposite of what you think the "right" thing to do is in any given situation with a woman

maybe i should try this. god knows whatever im thinking at any given time is probably wrong. what happend when you act like a woman is lesser than you, and you deliberately ignore her? i dont know.

>>9961996
Top kek, what drink were they talking about? Camo XXX? 4Loko? Jooce?

>>9962161
I'm not him, but I think a middle ground is achievable between treating them like shit and learning from your mistakes and not sperging out. I've had many similiar issues with letting my imagination run wild, and it doesn't really help that the tyoe of girl I like (introverted/artistic/nerdy) tends to be a lot less talkitive then your average superficial basic bitch, which leaves guys like us to fill in a lot of blanks about theur behaviors and personalities unless we drag it out if them.

Try to find a way to show your interest, be interesting, and also honest and direct. At least thats what I'm trying to do right now, and it seems to be working with some success. It really is hard sometimes not to take something like a day of not hearing back from them as a sign to abort mission and burn it all to the ground to protect your ego. I've done it too many times to count before finally learning to just chill out and realize that if she's not a cunty stacy type, she's probaby just as insecure and forgiving of some levels of awkwardness as I am.

im so fucking drunk right now. holy shit

>>9962185
Lucky bastahd, I gotta wait a whole 13 more hours before I get my hands on any more booze. Hope you got an electrolyte/vitamin enriched beverage to ease the pain in the morning.

I for one have got to stop abusing my prescribed benzos both to make boozing more fun and as a hangover cure. When I was still taking them as prescribed it felt like I was getting control of my life for the first time, coming off years of cyclical benders and shackled by anxiety. If I don't cut the shit soon I'm gonna be right back in that dark place, and my family won't be as forgiving this time...

>>9962146
ativan and vodka is a nice combo

Currently a month off, got weak a week ago, but felt really shitty for days afterwards. I think my body is building defense mechanisms, which is great in a way! Not the strongest person and I'm sure you can do even better

God the last few runners on AGDQ have been boring as shit. Putting me to fucking sleep.

>>9961960

I guess you should just find a girl who is autistic enough to put up with your autism. Trying to date normal girls when you're not is just going to hurt you more.

>>9961770
man I aint rich, my father-in-law died and we cashed in that sweet life insurance money to buy a 40k home.

also it costs like 1500 to buy a car in the south.
just hustle more nigga.

>>9961762
How did I dodge the question?
Idgaf about credit, I earn all my money under the table and dont pay taxes.
This is how it goes.
Murica is huge and they cant keep tabs on all of us.

>>9957655
>left on read 1 hour ago
How many shots for this feel?

Science question
If you drink an entire bottle of wine all at once does all the alcohol get processed or does some of it just pass right through you?

Taper almost over. I'm gonna miss y'all.

>>9962342
I am not sure but I would assume you'd get a fine ass buzz by doing so.
we talkin 6.5% or 13%?
arbormist fags get out.

>>9962346
You can still stay brotherman unless talking to us is gonna make you relapse.

Good job!\ with the taper

>>9961737
You'll most likely be fine. Get some exercise and proper nutrition.

>>9962348
8.5% apparently
Been guzzling this cheap 1.5L just making sure I'm not "wasting" any by chugging it big chunks at a time

>>9962146
F

>>9962358
What brand?
I drink that 13% oak leaf and there is another brand but I cant remember what it is called right now.

2.75$ for 750ml of 13.1% is just great.
Come to the South and get hammered my man.

Also I do think as long as you dont vomit it up you should slowly but surely absorb it all.
The fags on this board who spout the pseudo-science of you can only absorb so many calories at a time if you binge eat are just downright wrong.

>>9962365
?

>>9962369
Livingston White Zinfadel, 7 bucks for this 1500ml bottle, I'll have to look out for oak leaf in local stores if I can

And thanks for the info, good to know

>>9962372
He thought you were dying and pressed f to pay respects.

>>9962376

>>9962375
Oak leaf is hobo wine so be careful.
They also sell 3.8 or 4.1 (i cant remember) boxes of it for 10$ flat.
Shit will rot your gut.

>>9962383
3.8-4.1 liter boxes*
i meant

>>9962383
I mean if I want box wine I'll just get box wine, I just don't really trust myself with box wine

>>9962395
Oak leaf is the just the strongest el cheapo wine there is.
IT also has a wicked hangover.
It is hobo-wine.
But damn does it get fun a few drinks in.
you can get 3 bottles and save money to buy a cheeseburger off 10 dollarybucks.

>>9962400
I'll try it out thanks for the wisdom

>>9962409
where you live anyways? Idk where all they sell it.

>>9962409
nevermind its a wal-mart brand apparently.
>>9962409
>>9962420

>trying to get drunk on cheap beer

this takes forever and is retarded. dont do this

>>9962467

The spics i work with only drink light beers and they're all alcohols. When I asked them why they bother with that stuff they said it was because they can drink all fucking day but stay buzzed enough to function.

I'm angry today because it's january 10 and I'm STILL having withdrawls after quitting december 30?! what the fuck, can this bullshit go away or what. feels like my brain is doing a hard reset on every single bodily function. fuckiung no wonder addicts relapse, this shit stays with you even when you fiucking quit!

>>9962467
trying to get drunk on any beer is a long process and waste of money

>>9962582
Ride it out buddy. Everyones body is different, sorry it's being a piece of shit to you.

>>9962582
Acute or post-acute withdrawals?

>>9962341
all of them, obviously.

Any of you guys binge drink for a week and withdrawal for days, then go surfing/snowboarding/mountain biking for a week or so, then feel amazing and binge drink another week away into withdrawal again? I feel like this is my whole life. Apparently I need a job.

>>9957655

>>9962806
Fuck I hate withdrawal

>>9962467
Not sure but don't even bother with beer under 5% , I get bloated and sick at my stomach before I get drunk.
Well im back on a liter of gin a day so light beer is only for tapering.

>>9962871
Same. I lay in the floor for days straight twitching and shaking and almost nodding off only to be shocked awake... Does anyone elses face burn and dry up and crack? Like my skin peals off like a sunburn after

>>9961618
Yeah this. Never really understood why but it’s undeniably rife

>>9962918
My lips turn to stone, and my forehead turns to cracked redness.

Its a sign of YOU NEED WATER.
Dehydration looks crazy on your body.
Metabolising that much alcohol , compounded with poor sleep and hydration, shows on your face after a while.

Also my captcha was select everything with a vehicle and it was an enlarged pic of a fedex van. every single square was a vehicle?

>>9962940
After writing this I just drank a bottle of water .
I forget I need it to live sometimes.

I may need to start watering down my drinks.

>>9962940
I hate captcha. Should probably get a pass.

>>9962956
>not drinking vodka and club soda on ice for this very reason
8/10 of the time I'm drinking that with a squeeze of lime if I'm feeling fancy, 1/10 vodka and oj or cranberry, 1/10 bud light whatever-a-ritas because they have every flavor for $1 a can at the gas station and all of them are delicious

>>9962976
I don’t know how people can drink citrus if they’re alchies. I once bought all the vodka at my local so all they had left was chilli and citrus varieties, I’m still traumatised to this day by the memory of having to down two bottles of vodka, already with ferocious heart, with extra fucking acid and capsaicin added for maximum suffering. Fucking normie booze.

>>9962986
A bunch of citrusy chemicals in commercial vodka is very different from a squeeze of lime.

Gin and soda highball on the rocks with some lime juice is top tier, keeps the scurvy and dehydration away.

>>9957655
>Tfw just got a match on Tinder with a qt that wanted to meet at the 24 hour diner that's close and I'm already drunk

Holy fuck extreme anxiety and shakes. Can hardly use my phone. Gonna habe a panic attack

>>9963031
You can do it, we all can do it.
drink 1-2 light beers to take the edge off . you can do it.
You are strong.

>>9962968
I am probably between 5-10% of all posts each alck threads so i should probably get a pass to save time.

>>9962968
Can't you ctrl+wheel_down or ctrl+[minus] just to click the button?

>>9962986
>flavored vodka
you fucked up son. I said vodka, not that shit

>>9963118
No I mean any citrus, e.g orange on poultry fucks my heartburn. Same with cold drinks, it’s just extra work for the digestive system so extra suffering for me. ( https://www.curejoy.com/content/never-drink-ice-water/ )

>>9959882
it's like a fucking survival instinct
i don't know why i feel so awful but all i know is that if i don't get alcohol inside me i'm just going to want to die all day

>>9962968
switch back to legacy captcha under settings

>>9963286
What? When was this a feature now.
I prefer the old captcha much more than this shit.

IT doesnt work, and I refreshed the page.
>>9963286
>>9963325

Why cant I get old captcha back.

>>9963332
Keep trying. Spend an hour on it. Become more and more frustrated until you can’t stand it any more.
>hiroshimoot hand-rubbing intensifies

>>9962162
Just the ol Natty Daddy

What’s al/ck/ doing today other than drinking?
Yesterday I
>didn’t do shit except watch Netflix
>didn’t leave the bed other than to drink malk and feed my pets
>until like ten pm when I left to walk my dog
>got more hammered, called a few friends and talked for a bit to catch up
>played some pubg and then back to Netflix then back to passed out
It’s looking like I’ll be 2 for 2 today, but I know I’ll have to leave the house to buy more booze eventually. On the bright side I realized that Lucky’s Market sells booze, is the closest to me, and I hadn’t known about it for a year.
Bonus pic of some of my animal pals for reading my blogpost.

15 days sober. All I want to do is fucking sleep. I've been sleeping like 10 hours a night, and when I wake up I'm still tired. I'm sick of life.

I'm now booze free, but I still have to beat a 5 years 20mg diazepam à day addiction.

A friend of mine in a similar situation did a successful painless taper. Do you think it can be painless if I taper slow enough? And at what rate?

>>9963609
Don’t expect 100% comfort and smooth sailing kicking the most addictive drugs in the world m8. If you manage to taper with discomfort but not unbearable suffering that’s something to be grateful for already.

>>9963609
do it up as expensive and slow as you can afford. Get good food. Wait as long as you can to drink your hourly allotment, and drink that shit fast so it hits at full effect. Do not drink to feel good. Drink to feel slightly less bad. Wait longer till the next dose.

>>9963575
Went shopping earlier, now I'm drinking strong rum and shitposting while watching documentaries. Nice pets btw, how do they get along?

>be on the booze
>have the shits
>get off the booze
>don't shit for three days

We are slaves to our bowels, lads

>>9963734
You're gonna have a nice solid one m8, just give your body some time to work on it

I started taking fiber tabs, helps immensely with liquidy poops

>>9963734

This is why you need a shower enema. Have one around at all times.

>>9963663
They get along fine. Sometimes he sneezes on her and she’ll get mad.
I used to have a little kitten that he would carry around like it was his baby, but I found her a home. She would let the doggo give her baths like a cat, we called it a car wash.
What documentaries are you watching? I could use some education as opposed to binging normie shows.

>>9963744
Just had my first good one, feels good to be a functional human.

>>9963775
Like a supplement?

>>9963779
Tell me more about the shooting water up your ass lifestyle.

>>9963788
Guys I’m really not sure that this is what the thread is for but keep doing you nephew

>>9963788

Welp, when you take codeine and drink you need to clean your lower colon. So put a fucking tube on your shower that can be used all the time on your toilet to keep you from being bound up.

>>9963786
That's nice, I'm always sceptical about how cats and dogs get along, since when I was a kid living in the countryside (this was when my parents were working and living in Ukraine) we had a Rottweiler and found and adopted a stray kitten. Our dog proceded to snap the kneck of the kitten, so childhood trauma for me and my siblings.
>What documentaries are you watching?
I'm watching my country's documentary channel, it's not in English.
If you want something interesting/grotesque:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7K5qVWG5CXU&t=1168s

I work graveyards in hawaii, i enjoy these threads. Thank you very much and aloha!

>28, al/ck/ since 2010, half a fifth a day for 4 years and counting

>>9963895
How much does booze cost in the middle of nowhere?

>>9963856
Yeah dude, the dog is sweet but I have seen him MURDER a chicken.
>he jumps over my 5ft fence
>has collar w/ my number
>get numerous calls “hey your dog is at the gas station saying hi to everyone but he is way too fast for anyone to catch”
>some lady finally lured him in to her home, then backyard
>get call, the place is just around the block
>run over with leash and harness just in time to see this fucker absolutely wringing one of her chickens around by the neck
I guess he thought it was a toy or something.
I straight up thought that the woman was going to tell me to put my dog down.
>”I’m so sorry he really isn’t a violent lil’ duder”
>”it’s okay, these things happen”
>”so... what’s protocol here? Do you want me to dig a hole, or what?”
>”no, we’ll take care of it”
The lady was actually super cool about it and her kids still pet my dog when I walked him despite knowing about the culling of their chicken population.
I spent so long typing that that I haven’t checked out your video, will report back.

>>9963901
$13 for a 5th of new am.

1.5l of jameson is 40 iirc

I like that these threads are sometimes just a chat room for drunks to talk to other drunks. There’s always some fucking ridiculous alcohol related stories, but when it’s just regular life stuff it warms my heart.

>>9963908
almost canadian tier prices
almost

>>9963903
Yeah, lol, that happend to my step-mother recently. They have a whippet that is fast as fuck, she let her off the leash at the outskirts of town of course she proceded to grab a chicken. The farmer wasn't that sympatico, conversation went more like this:
>step-mum rings the door bell
>sm: "A-are y-you the one with the chicken?
>very pissed off farmer: ARE YOU THE ONE WITH THE DOG???
She of course had to pay a few times the price of the chicken and didn't even get to keep it.

>>9963908
that’s not so bad. I live stateside in a very populated area and 1.75l of Jameson is around $55.

Made some food while drinking!

>>9963974
Is that good vodka

>>9963975
Very good.

>>9963983
do they pay you well

>>9963988
New am? No dude i'm govt work.

blogpost incoming

I've been living with my mom for the past three months and am now 70 days sober. I'm heading back to my hometown in a week, and in my heart of hearts, I think I know I'll resume drinking in some capacity. On one hand, sobering up has done wonders for my mental and physical health, as well as my finances and habits.

On the other hand, the "magic" of sobriety has dulled now that I don't feel better with each passing day. It's not a cure-all, it's just a return to normalcy. I still possess the personal defects I had before I began drinking offensive amounts. I also fucking hate having a number of days sober hanging over my head, like if I decide to drink it negates all progress I've made. There was a time when I had a healthy relationship with alcohol, and I wanna get back to that. I believe I can set rules for my drinking and abide by them now that I've had this refresh. AA says it's impossible. I dunno

>>9964039
Who put those "numbers over your head counting my days sober" there?

Sobriety did.

Just dont fucking care but handle it responsibly.

>>9963974
>not even on a King’s Hawaiian

>>9964046
/he's gotta point

>>9964039
Theres gonna be a time where 2 or 3 shots or a 4 finger home pour on the rocks is the perfect nightcap or a passtime. Do it enough, itll take 5 shota, then 6, then you dont care about the ride, you want to get to fucked up land asap and you do 12 a day.

Your body can only fix your fuckups in a certain timeframe, so keep your shit to whatever number it is, and when it isnt doing the trick thats when you man the fuck up and just cut it off. Maybe work out the next day and do something else before drinking again. Alcohol is not a bandaid but its the second funnest shit that risks death outside of heroin or coke.

>>9964056
All the kings hawaiian in foodland werent delivered yet when i got there or they were a day old.

I know my shit nigga.

>>9964039
You could be the chosen one. He who can beat alcohol. Not fucking likely though.

>>9964077
Okay, I’d trust you if you had put a comma before “nigga”.

>>9964077
Your food does look good, though. I’m suspect that you may have purchased pre cooked pulled pork, but colby jack is the patricians choice of cheese for a bbq sangwich.

>>9964077
Oh, and also- stop smoking the dumb American Spirits. The black pack is the best one. Periques, my dude.
I’m not trying to roast you, I’m just trying to make your life better.

>>9964121
>>9964126
Theres one place on my half of the island of Oahu that i regularly go and they dont have black A.S

It looks premade but i dry rubbed that bitch and let it cook for 16 hrs to get to that texture.

>>9961960
We're in very similar boats.

>>9964121
cheese on pork is degenerate

>>9961960
Don't feel too bad. I don't even play vidya or watch movies. I just hangout here. I have a good job that was given to me but it's running me into the ground. I had a girl ask me yesterday if I was asexual because I don't want to get hooked up with her friends who like me. I don't want to date someone just because they drink too. I'm having a hard enough time dealing with my own shit. Wouldn't even be fair to somebody I did like to put up with all my issues.

>>9962369
spain
1L of 14.5% for average 1 euro or even less.

>>9964172
Get fucked

>>9964172
Worst ever spelling of ‘delicious’

I’ve today eaten 5 x £13 steaks and half a kilo of mushrooms. Fuck me, it’s possible that I’m about to become a bloated fatshit thanks to sobriety

>>9964221
Yeah, he really cocked that up.

>>9964179
what the fugggg

>>9964179
Yeahhh... That can’t be true. Post receipt or stop making al/ck/s froth at the mouth.

>>9957655
sup bros I think this is finally it. I think I'm finally resolved to let go of the bottle. Had a three day bender of vodka and everclear. When the handle got down to the shoulders I refilled with the 190 proof. Night before last I:

*drank from breakfast to bedtime
*blacked out at my computer
*woke up, kept drinking and playing XCOM 2
*got up to clear the room and get ready for bed
*fell down drunk in my bedroom because I couldn't walk

All of yesterday was spent headachey and exhausted, and considering the consequences. What if these chest pains I've been having get worse? What if my fat ass had landed on my cat and I killed my only friend? That will never happen. From now on I'm strictly a soft drink and one-beer-with-a-steak man. NO hard liquor, at all, especially in the house especially in my bedroom. I poured the remaining strong vodka into the 1L everclear bottle and left it in the freezer in case of emergency. Today is my birthday. I'm 36 and been drinking almost every day for 8 years. Old enough to stop. Thanks for reading chums.

>>9964234
i get really hungry the first few days cause i don't eat while drinking

>>9964319
i should add that when i weighed myself a day or two ago i was 150lbs when im usually 180+

>>9964319
Yeah same, whereas normally I barely eat at all. My bod is bound to flip out and grab all blubber it can, I’m not used to eating

>>9964298
cutting out the hard stuff is a great choice for anyone. even if you over indulge on beer the consequences arent too bad.

>>9963744
Last time I did this I was so constipated I was bleeding for days once it finally came out.

>went to second meeting tonight
>had loads of shit on my mind all week
>been feeling like I need to get a load of it off my chest
>sat and listened to everyone else's shares
>working up courage to say something
>finally get a chance
>start to speak up
>someone else talks over me
>meeting ends

There is no end to the list of things I can manage to be bad at

>>9964447
If you're going to puss out at one setback then you aren't going to make it. So find your fucking balls and hang in there, you can do it.

ten days without drinking

i feel like shit

I’ve tried but don’t like AA very much. Bless them for trying, but I’m just not that social of a creature I think. Plus the mandatory god stuff is naff.
It is awesomely easy to get laid though. Recommend to foreveralone al/ck/s. Just wear a condom or 13th stepping will pretty much guarantee STDs. Alchie grils have as sordid a past as you might imagine.

>>9964457

I don't mean to whine, it's just funny/a bit frustrating. Got a few days til the next one I can get to, I'll try again then

>>9964478
i like your number anon. feeling like shit is temporary. go do some cardio and get your strength back, you'll feel better.

>>9964485

I find some of the religious stuff a bit offputting but in the end it's not going to kill me just to go along with it here and there, if the rest of it works. I started farthuffing to myself about how it was 'group externalisation of conscience' or something then wanted to strangle myself for being such a smug prick. I'll just smile and get on with it instead I think.

>>9964489
i'd like to lift weights but i have a flu which makes me want to drink but i think i'll try to stay sober for january

i've been sober for month before and i've always felt like shit throughout it though so dunno

life is shit

>>9964486
I wasn't taking it that way, just a little tough love. I don't think coddling would be any more of a help. Good luck in your next meeting.

some AA groups are more religious than others, for example some do the lords prayer others dont
one in my city got shut down for a bit cause they pooled money to buy a guy a hooker to celebrate his 1 year sober mark

Anyone find they take things other than alcohol to damaging excess? I’ve OD’d like 50 times on all kinds of shit. Most recently, I added niacin, a vitamin supplement, to my daily vitamins. Supposed to take 100mg/day. But... I immediately discovered that you get a slight rush from taking the stuff. Past 4 days I’ve been taking 1,500mg/day just to feel the red-hot rush. Can’t even be trusted with a damn vitamin supplement ffs.

>>9964637
The hell is wrong with that? Shut down? Fucks sake. Pretty much the only sensible law in the UK regarding clandestine stuff is that of legal prostitution.

>>9964637

a guy at my local group said he was put off AA for years because a bunch of people in his first group basically tried to groom him into some baptist sect. So far from what I've seen the religious stuff is more like a formality, haven't seen anyone get glossy-eyed over it or anything

>>9963332
Sometimes the settings doesn't set for some reason, you have to enter them a second time. I had bugs when forcing https from http, other settings would not follow.

>>9964563

no worries, and thanks

Fuck.
No.
Why. WHY

Eternal oneitis just mailed me, completely out of the blue: “I hate to ask, but I need a favour please.

Could you define me as a person...like, my pros and cons?”

Just as I’m getting sober, and less than a year after she got married. It’s definitely a terrible idea to respond, right?
Fuck. I need a bottle immediately

>>9964915

Instead of thinking about drinking think about why you're putting up with someone who would do shit like that. I mean ffs man

>>9964931
Love is a bitch. She can do no wrong in my eyes. I’d take as infinitely convoluted a route as necessary to justify everything from her bottling a guy in the jaw, to her wearing so little you can practically see her insides.
God dammit man. Didn’t need this.
Fuck it. This is the final hurdle. If I don’t drink and don’t respond to her, I win at life.
W-will... not... click... reply...

>>9964179
Prove it next thread with a sticker or receipt
That is absurdly cheap and would make a southerner blush if true.

>>9964946

unacceptable. delete all her contact details immediately

>>9964974
Memorised them all years ago.
I can do this if I stay sober. In fact, I’ll try to use that as further motivation to not drink. One time drunk and I’d make a complete fuckwit out of myself, guaranteed.
Someone be my gf immediately please. I need you so I can stop thinking about her. It’d make a romantic tale to tell our grandkids.

>>9964984
Do fifty fucking pushups right now. Fucking pathetic.

have a cold and a cough but it's on the tail-end

good idea to get drunk tonight?

>>9961960
this is the kind of a post i come to this site to. it conveyed everything i do and feel so well.

even if coming here makes me even bigger retard it's comforing knowing that im not the only one going through all this

>leave house to buy liquor
>order prezza
>get both
>stop for chaser
>fuck up change at every place I stop
>get home
>drink more
>stare at pizza
I’m not hungry anymore, fuck this.

>>9964915
just tell her to fuck off and get over it

>>9963903

Should have asked the lady for the chook. Could have had a damn good stew going.

>buy dark souls 3
>too drunk to beat the first boss

Just bought a bottle of wine at my dollar tree for 1 dollar. What am I in for?

>>9965290
honestly i dont know shit about wine but i believe dollar stores sometimes manage to get great deals on shit distributors can't sell for one reason or another, so it might actually be good
otoh its probably terrible, whats the brand

>>9962172
thank you for this post

i cannot fucking deal with social media. i go in to something like snapchat thinking oh maybe i can keep u psome kind of presence and have good chats with some girls, and instead i get great chats at first that quickyl devolve into them playing mind games, taunting, sending something lewd just to watch me grovel for them and say how i want them jsut so they can send nothing but black screens for ages after just to laugh at me. every one of these bitches is so uncaring about men liking them that they just cynically punish you and manipulate you with ambiguous messages to torture you for being interested in them. fucking hate them so much

This is the tastiest sandwich I’ve ever eaten in my god damn life, holy crap
https://youtube.com/watch?v=sta-kHfOzeE
Left out the brandy though. Bet it’d have been so much nicer with, but one molecule of ethanol on my tongue, or even inhaled as I smell food, and it’s like jeckyl and Hyde. Had to throw out all my vanilla extract too and replace it with real pods. Can you lot handle cooking with booze?

>>9962531
Very wise men, I do this too. Also the carbonation. I chugged a pint of rum b/c I'm on vacation and they just had booze at the hotel store, and it did less for me than slamming a 6 pack of beer.

haven't shit since ive gotten sober 3 days ago at least. oh well at least im regaining weight

>>9965281
You’ve gotta start playing drunk souls. Take a shot when you start, and take one every time you die. It makes it much less bitter when you die a lot, just devote a save to it.

>>9965742
im drinking beer and I finally overcame the first boss. then got to that samurai cunt who you can basically only kill by forcing him off the cliff. pretty fun nonetheless

>from new thread

1-2 bottles of red pinot is just fine.

combining with ketosis and IF - how long till liver gets cancer?

how many of you fucks quit smoking, at least?

>>9965750
Tbh 2 is my all time favorite, but you’re making me want to dust off 3 and pop it in. I’ll report back.

>>9965750
Honestly I really do think I’m gonna shit/shower, walk my dog, and then give that a go. Thanks for the inspiration, homie.

>>9965779
>>9965785
It's my first DS game, I got it on sale. It's really fun even though I die a lot

>>9965752
I haven’t managed to let it go, but I only smoke when I’m properly shithoused. My gf smokes during the day while she works and I find it to be repulsive. Baby steps.

>>9965801
Did it come with the free download of ds1?
>got hammered and bought myself a 4tb hard drive but left it at my families after Christmas because I showed up late and had to wrap shit there and was getting drunk anyways :(

>>9965823
naw just ds3. im guessing you had to play the previous games to know about using souls to rank up? (picked warrior and the soul "ability" or whatever). I had to youtube it to find out what the fuck you do with the souls you capture/absorb

>>9965844
Yeah, dude. I know this isn’t /v/ but I have a huge penchant for those games. Something about the constant misery/it’s also a one player drinking game to me.
I played 1 for hours before I even realized there was an auto target function, because I’m dumb as fuck. There’s no shame in looking at walkthroughs for that series. I would 10/10 recommend ds2, though.
Both the game and the album by Future.

>>9965374
Yeah, snapshat is shit. Go to older social media for older peopl like facebook. Share pics of kittens because that's what the internet is made of.

>>9965869
yeah im looking at buying the first two. I chose this over bloodborne (they were both the same price) so hopefully I don't regret it

>>9965374
You sound like a straight up fucking sperglord, man. If you can establish a volley in the first place, the rest is all in your head. Stop looking for trouble and just give something a shot. If it goes poorly, who’s to care? You already have an abysmal view as is.
Just ask to meet up a few snaps in and take it from there.

>>9965889
Sweet, dude. They all have their negatives/positives and they vary a little more than any other series. They’re still all as infuriating/good as each other, but bare that in mind. Also bloodborne is the n00b’s choice/ easy mode for ds. Ds3 is way better and you made the right choice.

>>9957655
If I've been drinking 5ish beers a night for the past year will I be okay if I stop? Never come off long period of drinking desu

>>9965889
I have played all souls games.
Bloodborne is the most fun as an action game. The Dark Souls series is more cerebral and has a more slower and methodical gameplay. Whichever you play first will make the others seem faster/slower.

>>9965937

You are like a little baby. You can start worrying when you're on a dirty thirty a night.

>>9965941
>>9965933
sweet. I like methodical stuff and I'm really enjoying the design of DS3 aesthetically.

It's 2:56am. I just got a taxi to and back again to the nearest petrol station to buy a bottle of whiskey. I think i just reached a new low. Why the fuck can't i stop myself

>>9965941
Not the dude with whom you’re talking, but I just spent thousands on a gaming rig in an attempt to have anything to do which doesn’t involve drinking poison. Bought the game about which you’re talking, on the basis that it has a ‘miserable’ atmosphere. I love stalker c.o.p for that reason. Are there more games which I’ll enjoy because their pervading tone is one which reflects the bottomless pit of universal loathing which lurks hidden beneath my veneer of normality?

>>9965996
Yeah that’s nasty. I’ve got two bottles of Chardonnay in the kitchen with which I’d intended to cook, but v nearly 3am now, my most loathed of all times of the night, and I’m...
Fuck it, didn’t even finish that sentence because I was going to say I’m probably about to drink them, but fighting the urge. I’m now 1/4 of my way through the first.

>>9966028
Drown your misery with me anon

>>9966043
I’ll drink to that. Cheers

>Been drinking 4-5 days a week for months now
>Best friend and I of ten years called it a day on our friendship today
>Figured I'd be balls deep in a bottle now, but havent drank or even wanted to for a whole week
funny how that works out

>>9966066
That's good man, fuck it all, at least keep your mind

>>9966001
I understand what you’re saying, but just by the way that you type I can guarantee that you’ve unironically purchased a fedora before.

>>9966080
I feel like a burden has been released, it was hard to tell him I was done being his friend but fuck I feel great now.

>stop drinking in a desperate attempt to feel better
>feel better
>thereby urge to get wrecked 24/7 and to again feel like death becomes insatiable
>>9966088
I’m not seeing the correlation. The way I speak isn’t fashionable, nor is my hat? This is devastating stuff

>>9966092
How the hell does this happen? I mean, it’s not like quitting a job. If you don’t want to be friends with someone any more, why not just... not see them? It makes friendship sound... contractual

>>9966141
Had a huge falling out because once again hes being a complete dick friend wise and an inconsiderate ass roommate wise. After he drunkenly went off on me I just kinda quit talking to him. He apologized later like he always does and I just told him I am tired of it and thats that.

>>9962918
>>9962940

For scientific purposes i'm gonna list my WD/hangover symptoms, feel free to add if I forgot any

>Nausea
>Anxiety
>Dry, red skin
>Bad smell (not like BO, like alcohol still in my pores)
>ANXIETY
>rapid heart beat
>paranoia
>white shit on tongue/teeth even if I brushed the night before
>weird taste in mouth all day even if I eat
>lack of appetite
>did I mention anxiety?

I feel like i'm forgetting something

>>9966315
I’d hit the character limit if I tried to list them all. Fever, sweating and constant puking are worth a mention though

>have delicious nuts and seeds, all loaded with thiamine
>cbf to go and get salt
Suffering

I cant even eat at this point.
I puke it back up.
I just woke up cuddling a handle and laying in a pool of nose-blood.
I guess my survival instinct kicked in so I didnt drown.

Fuck why did I relapse.
Someone give me encouragement or talk shit to me.
Idgaf at this point.

im gonna drink the rest of this bottle and watch some faggy anime. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

there are only three people in this thread for real, samefagging and having fake conversations with themselves. its true

>>9966468
>332 / 41 / 100

>>9966315
>white shit on tongue/teeth
i have this during wds too wtf is it

>>9966516
Dehydration, or you licked out a girl whose filthy minge was crawling with a yeast infection.

>>9966398
Sleep with a backpack full of dirty laundry on (so you can’t roll on your back), it’s called turtling and it will probably save your life if wds are that bad, homie.

>>9966558
Oh shit, thanks for this, that’s a great idea. I used to wedge pillows in front of and behind me before using fentanyl and taking hyper-doses of dmt.

>took a swole drunk day nap
>about to walk to my local bar and fuck some people up at pool
>gonna tie one on beforehand and only have one drink + tip
Let’s do this m80s.
I’m gonna try and get into some shenanigans this evening, 1.75l boi, will report back.

>>9966570
Have fun bruh.

>>9966580
Special 4 u bby

>new thread
>>9966722
FUCK

>>9966499
thay have a lot of computers

>>9964485
been to lots of meetings. not aroused by deeply broken ladies.

>>9965290
>>9965311
My one dollar bottle of wine actually was pretty good. Checked online and it's 15 dollars for the exact same bottle at my local bevmo.

>>9963627
My friends taper was relatively painless.