/ck/ - Food & Cooking

The point is to not suffer to much and keep that up until you die.

Life is basically damage control.

Who here stepping up their alc level the classy way?

>>9789613
If you can afford to be classy, you aren't really an alcoholic

>>9789619
Well it's not hard to buy some cheap fruit juices and couple bottles of liqueurs last forever. The shitty spirits work well too.

Appropriated the gear from a charity shop

6 days sober
starting to wonder if this is worth it

Who else in extreme debt because of alcoholism?

I'm going without now just because I need to get my shit together money wise

>tfw no alchie gf

>>9789632
I darent even look at my cards and loans. Just going to backpack the fuck out of here and live in a hedge somewhere if it looks like I’ll go to prison for my debts.

>>9789642
They are just as bad as you are, plus they'll suck someone else's dick for some vodka

>>9789624
Yes it it bruh

>>9789632
>tfw too intelligent to not build a still and make moonshine and drink top shelf vodka practically for free

>>9789591

>that smell when you dry out for a bit

>>9789642
I would fuck her so hard if you know what I mean

>>9789657
Any al/ck/ approved easy to follow guides?

>>9789673
>step 1: FOR GOD'S SAKE DON'T

>>9789668
I’d put my genitalia into her genitalia then thrust and rub them together until we both achieved sexual nirvana if you know what I mean, nudge nudge, wink wink

>>9789673
Just put some apple juice and yeast into a bucket with a lid. Poke a hole in the lid and lay a tshirt over it. A month later, drink it.
Or, shove it in a pressure cooker still, chuck away the first (I forget how much) liquid to condense, drink that.
Easiest shit in the world to make booze. Prisoners manage with a plastic bag, some fruit and some bread.

God my place is trashed. So many beer bottles all over the place. Gonna go for a run and then drink a few and clean the bitch up. GF is coming over next week.

I hate living like this but being sober is terrible too. Glad I'm not broke anymore but fucking hell these mondays coming off of a weekend of being drunk 24/7 is unbearable.

>>9789688
>both
Do Americans really do this?

>>9789692
Last time I hoovered I did do with a Stanley knife. It was so ruined I just cut out a section of like 4x6ft and threw it out of the window.

>>9789687
But sobriety is making me want to kill myself even more than usual.

>>9789688
say no more

cranberry juice and vodka

holy fuck it really is the greatest vodka mixer, why did I never try this

i just called my local rehab clinic.
didnt commit, but ill probably go back if these pains dont go away. I need to get some control.

>>9789710
>sobriety makes you want to kill yourself
>virtually unlimited booze will actually make you kill yourself
choose wisely

>>9789775
wanna one up that? seltzer water, cranberry, vodka, with lemon juice. take it to the next level.

>>9789623
>and couple bottles of liqueurs last forever
Ha ha...yeahhh...not for me.

>>9789673
>>9789687
>not knowing how to make homemade rakija
t. not slav

>>9789691
>no distillation
Wtf man, why get so desperate

Main thing to remember, since you're a noob, first 20% of the yield you must throw away unless you wanna drink literal poison. You can buy cheap chemical distillation equipment from ebay or build your own large scale still. Both come with some risks, but I'd recommend chemical route because you'll probably fuck up the ghetto still. If you do it right, you can have around a liter a vodka a day for the price of a bag of potatoes or plums and gas (and your health). Godspeed you poor fuck

I'm afraid I'm becoming an alcoholic.
I have started to get anxiety when sober.
Am I at an irreversible point, or can this still be turned around?

>>9789655
>They are just as bad as you are
As an alcoholic female, this couldn't be more true. I'd never cheat on my fiance though. Fuck that.

>>9789613
Fun for a drink or three , but then I just go for the bottle.

>general

>>9789805
You can always turn it around anon. But pay attention to the hangovers. When they stop being simple headache and nausea and transform into sheer terror that's your first indication things aren't right.

>>9789802
>first 20% of the yield you must throw away unless you wanna drink literal poison.
lel wtf? most people throw out just a shotglass or two.

also, if you're efficient and you make sugar shine from refined sugar there's no methanol to be found and it's easier and cheaper than using fruit and such.

>>9789673
homedistiller forums

>>9789802
Thanks kindly slav

>>9789812
Then they’re not the same as me at all. I’d fuck Kunis in front of my fiancé’s entire family at our wedding if it was the only chance I had.

>>9789848
Yeah, but that just makes you an asshole, not a worse alcoholic.

>>9789832
what about randomly passing out when hungover?
Or is that just something that comes with age, as I've told myself?

Nearing 30

>>9789858
like actually passing out unwillingly and losing consciousness or just napping

>>9789812
No judging, we're all fucked up here. I've been with a female addict before though, opportunity to sexually feed their addiction is much more present than in an average male. Sadly I've known girls to whore themselves out for a trivial dose. Props for being loyal.

>>9789835
Yes, ideally methanol and other low boiling point contaminants should be below 10% (depending on how much sugar you add and what's your plant base), but as I said, for a noob it's safer to err on the safe side and throw away good alcohol than drink methanol and various acetates. You can recover from alcoholism, you can't recover from irreparable optical nerve damage or death.

>>9789842
When you get a hang of the proper distillation methods, you can move on to more ghetto methods. As long as you don't fuck up by adding too much sugar or drinking 70% alcohol, you'll be fine.

>>9789860
probably just napping

>t. just turned 30

I'm just a fat, tired old man now.

>>9789867
>I'm just a fat, tired old man now.
same but im 21 haha

>>9789860
actually passing out.
What happened was that I got up, smoke a cigarette on my bedroom balcony, then I head to the kitchen to get some Pepsi, I started to get tunnel vision, got on all fours, put my glass of pepsi upright next to me and passed out, just enough to "feel" I hit my head on the floor.
Then I opened my eyes again, drank some pepsi and got on my sofa.

>>9789867
I'm 30 and not nearly as dramatic as you.

>>9789867
>>9789875
I know right? But 5 here.

>>9789862
>Sadly I've known girls to whore themselves out for a trivial dose.
Yeah. I might be bad, but I love my fiance way too much. I have no desire at all to do that kind of stuff with other people. It is sad how common it is in addicts in general.

My issue is that I've relapsed a crazy amount of times over the span of ~10 years to drinking a 750ml bottle a day. I'm a pretty tiny person too, so it's been hell on my insides.

>>9789877
Probably just the blood rushing to your head from standing up too fast combined with the nicotine from the cigarette
Or cancer

>>9789877
looks like those air head feelings you get if you stand up too quickly, but in your case that actually went all the way into losing consciousness

>>9789886
>>>9789862
>>Sadly I've known girls to whore themselves out for a trivial dose.
COOL
were they cute?

in heavy boys.. on my 10th can of cider today, again, broke down on the phone to my dad earlier.. nearly threw myself off a cliff.. not sure how much more i can take.. i need help :c

The one good thing about being an alcoholic now, Is I'll be drunk when rocket man dun goofs and EMP's half of the east coast.

I have 6.5 gallons of vodka in my basement and 2 cartons of cigs. I should be fine until I can loot a liquor store once rioting breaks out

Might not be dangerously addicted yet but I'm making a conscious decision to stop self medicating and turning to alcohol to control my emotions. Feeling positive and calm for once in a long time. Hope it lasts

>>9789897
>Is I'll be drunk when rocket man dun goofs and EMP's half of the east coast.
not gonna happen alas

All addict grils will suck dicks for drugs. I’ve known dozens of them. They’ll suck dicks for money, cars, somewhere to stay, and just because it’s ‘expected’. Oh, and to land a role in a movie.
...this is a bad thing?

>>9789883
>>9789885
bitch u don't know my life

God it's so bad today. fuckkkk. overdid it this weekend and need a beer.

>>9789909
were they cute?????????????? did they cuck their oblivious boyfriends and husbands?

>>9789912
Quiet you tired old man, aren't there reruns of MASH you should be watching?

>>9789918
Just average grils tbqh.

>>9789909
women willing to suck dick to advance are the reason that men "sexually abuse" women, sexual abuse wouldn't exist if all women could advance from it and the men were attractive

>>9789922
>MASH
I prefer It Ain't Half Hot Mum

>>9789805
I've always uses alcohol as a crutch for my anxiety, amongst other reasons. I realised that even at my worst anxiety levels when sober, its still never as bad when hungover. Once you start drinking again to deal with the hangover, the vicious cycle won't end.

>>9789886
I've left my gf before the impeding crash. Stories about her selling herself for some heroin were haunting, to say the least. I really loved her, she was only 17. I still guilt trip myself about my role in her downfall (I wasn't dealing then, just an average schmuck). At least she's happy and clean now.

>>9789909
>>9789918
I've been dealing, yes. From this perspective it was tragic in so many ways. In part that's why I drink. Seeing addiction in other people is terrifying. It's great if you're a sociopath, just soul crushing otherwise.

>>9789812
*never as bad as when hungover

>>9789935
Dem some true words nigga

>>9789935
Do you mean it’s worse when hungover?

Wait until you get withdrawals instead. Hangover anxiety is bad but kind of a.. lethargic, painful anxiety which makes you want to go to bed. Withdrawal anxiety is hyper-aware, stimulated as fuck, want to run screaming into the woods and jump off a cliff to escape, kind of anxiety.

>>9789935
literally me, gotta quit. It's so bad right now.

>>9789787
Lime>lemon

How many of you are soberbros that just like to hang out here as a reminder to how bad it can get?

>>9789954
>Hangover anxiety
I struggle to believe this isn't a pre-existing level of anxiety

>>9790010
I can’t believe alchies drink citrus. It’s savage on heartburn. Same with people drinking carbonated stuff. If it’s all I’ve got I’ll shake it until it’s flat, otherwise more heartburn and rekt teeth. Plus cold drinks too. It ruins your digestion, your body goes batshit trying to warm up.
https://www.everydayhealth.com/digestive-health/your-digestion-could-be-a-matter-of-degree.aspx
My heartburn became so barbaric that I tried everything. Drinking room temperature, flat, straight vodka followed by water, nothing else, helped enormously with heartburn and diarrhoea.

>>9790020
i come here to dispense advice for getting through withdrawals and/or DTs, because i went through through it for years. hearing the misery firsthand is enough for me to not drink, i don't want any of that evil back in my life

>>9790039
>not changing your diet long term
>being a fat sack of shit
>denying being fat

>>9790048
Where did you get literally any of that from?

>buying multiple bottles of vodka at the shop
it feels so sgood

>>9790060
i don't know how you do it
usually whatever amount I buy is whatever amount i drink, so i have to buy pints or a fifth at most or i'll be completely fucked

>>9790020
This pic reminds me. Every morning I’d be like this. For months it felt like my days were 2 hours long, because all I’d remember was drinking to stop WD, then apparently waking up having blacked out, apparently 24 hours later, having to repeat. I felt like Sisyphus pushing a boulder up a hill, the puking, shaking, panicking, mountainous trek to the shop kept repeating and had no end.

>tfw when eating soup after throwing up stomach acid for a good 30 hours straight
Best feel.

>>9790074
>or i'll be completely fucked
So much this. I can't have alcohol in my apartment or I'm guaranteed to drink it.

>>9790102
One good meal soothes the fuck out of me for like 2 days, it’s as cosy as taking a Valium

>>9790074
I buy it because I want to be completely fucked isn't the obvious?

I only leave the house to buy more alcohol so buying excess is a great feeling

>>9790075
one must imagine Sisyphus happy :^)

How's everyone feeling today?

I bought one of those Glenfiddich taster sets where they give you three mini-bottles of 12,15 and 18yr. The plan was to give them as a mini-present for my father...

I haven't gotten to the 18 yet, but the 15 is so much better than the 12 it's unreal.

>>9790337
I think I'll get a bottle of booze tonight and disappoint my mother

>>9790348
>The plan was to give them as a mini-present for my father...
I did this one year at Christmas. Bought some expensive spiced rum for my dad and ended up drinking it.

>1 1/2 cup coffee
>steep with cinnamon stick
>add nutmeg (will it dissolve?)
>add 1/2 cup peppermint kahlua
Would this work for an alcoholic Christmas coffee?
Should u use bourbon instead of kahlua and just add pepermint syrup?

>>9790383
Nutmeg isn't going to dissolve, but it wont matter. I can't speak to your flavor preferences, you could add anything you like.

The wait for a handle of Jameson is killing me

>>9789591
Only 1/2 bottles of wine last night. Down from an average 4-5 per day.

Am I gonna make it?

>>9790430
Yes.

Out of money so I had to steal vodka from the store today. Been sober for a week but the anxiety got to me. I'm fucked senpaitachi.

>>9790494
i recommend not stealing when anxious, especially when you're out of wds already

>>9790376
the only logical choice

>>9790337
ok. the loneliness isnt bad enough to make me want to die yet. I realized that if you care about tfw no gf then your shit isnt super fucked up at the moment
gonna try to hit up restaurant workers for weed later after attempt #8 to find weed

>>9789852
Boom. Roasted.

>>9789909
it's just bartering + supply and demand

>>9790600
*Roastied

>>9790595
Don't know your location but I recommend the app High There if you need bud, found a bunch of solid dealers on there but obviously exercise appropriate caution meeting internet people

4 days without a drink. I think it’s safe to fart again.

>>9790687
im about the same, still haven't taken a shit
guess thats what happens when you don't eat for awhile your body just absorbs every single piece of food
i did lose 20lbs though!

>>9790337
Got shitty drunk Thursday night, then resisted the walk down to the store to get liquor all weekend. Had two beers at my parents house watching football then stopped there and didn't keep going. Went to the store today to get paper towels and didn't get beer while there. Trying to daytrade cryptocurrency with the money saved and while sober for once.
Not too bad all things considered.

>>9790211
camus pls

What are some good brands/types of wines? Have been drinking wine every night since I quit doing speed and smoking. Don't want to spend any more than $7 a bottle because I'm a poorfag

>>9790211
And then die in a car crash heading up to the train station.

>>9790702
>stopping after 2 beers and not going to the store on the way home to pick up more
teach me your secret senpai

>drunk sleep is the shittiest sleep
>can only fall asleep when drunk
>maxes out at 4-5 hours, usually around 3
I’ve just been getting drunk, sleeping, waking up, getting drunk, sleeping (3-4 times a day).
It only ever matters what time it is if I need food or booze.
Fucking kill me

You guys find yourselves being more kind to bums and addicts around town? I frequent bars because I still have some semblence of functionality and there's always some junkie in there that people look down on/ignore. I try and be nice to em, maybe buy em a pint or something. Know what it feels like to go through wd's even on a more minor/moderate level really makes me feel for the guys who are worse off than me.

Honestly the puritanical notions about alcoholism are retarded. "Oh I'm not gonna give that bum a dollar, he's just gonna spend it on alcohol." No shit. But that beer might be the one that starts a taper for a real stint of sobriety.

>>9790721
I started down the road to get some after I left but then thought about how much more money I would have if I didn't go through a period a two years ago where I was killing a 1.5 liter of vodka every 2 1/2 days.
Every little day adds up, I believe you too can do it anon.

If anyone is trying to get rid of that god awful alcoholic body odor, I just switched to charcoal body wash and it's changed my life. Pulls the toxins right out of the skin. My body actually feels a lot cooler.

>>9790740
>get drunk
>go to bed
>wake up after five hours feeling dehydrated and still exhausted
>lay in bed for another hour or two feeling restless and generally shitty
>get up and go to work
>feel exhausted and irritable all day
>come home and get drunk to dull the pain
i need a good night's sleep but i can't seem to lay off for just one fucking day.

>>9790789

>>9790789
Sleep is destroyed by booze. One of the worst things about withdrawal from anything though, is that it gets a lot worse when you do stop. Delaying it will make it worse.
Doubt I’m telling you anything you don’t already know, but these little reminders might stop me/others from relapsing tomorrow if I can’t find more weed. It’s so easy to forget how brutal it is.

>>9790805
>our system thinks your post is spam.
>can't do the pupper spell

fugg

I'm sober for a bit now and I've been hitting the sack before midnight and getting solid 8 hour wholesome sleeps.

It's fucking amazing lads.

>>9790837
It’s all ogre

>>9790805

>out system thinks your post is spam

guess I am not ever getting any restful sleep ever again

>>9790759
oldfag detected, i haven't seen pettan pettan in years

>>9790841
>tfw didn't fall asleep until about 9am
>set my alarm for 11 so hopefully i can sleep tonight

>>9790841
I really do miss getting a solid nights sleep, I can pass out once I'm properly drunk but after a few hours, usually around 3 am my liver processes all that alcohol and I'm tossing and turning until 6 when I finally give up and go about my day

>>9790860
Things used to be a lot more fun n' freewheelin here.

Does anyone actually cook up in this piece? No judgement, I’ve been living off of pizza rolls and drinking malk straight from the gallon for the last two days.
>slept all day like a piece of garbage
>been getting drunk and watching tv since 4:30
>gonna make french onion soup once I work up the nerve to get out of bed
I would freeze some but I’m gonna eat it all over the course of two days
If anyone wants cook along I’ll oblige, but if this is the wrong thread my dudes I understand.

I wish I could do the ‘off grid’ thing. Couple of solar panels, a satellite dish, a mobile Home deep in the woods near a stream, a rock to bash fish and squirrels on the head and a live tendie to queef free eggs. Once established I could sneak back to civilisation, and I could cave a qt’s head in, drag her back and chain her up to start a happy forest family. No money, no job, no police or need for cringe, all the squirrels you can eat, a forest of weed and a still boiling 24/7. I wonder how many other-level al/ck/s are living that life right now.

Is it really so hard to just disappear? Survival Lilly does it and she’s just a puny little gril.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZsWtkggSUQ4

This guy knows his stuff too.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=nCKkHqlx9dE

Righto gents time to make a stand for myself and stop drinking.

Usually drink 10 - 15 beers a night during the week and probably 20 - 30 a day on weekends. Been doing this for around 10 years, pains and shit, liver is starting to hurt.

Been 24 hours so far, slept alright last night, woke up drenched with sweat wtf.jpg. woke up feeling pretty good though, bit of a headache feeling which went away pretty quickly.

Smashing the absolute fuck out of soda water already though, wish me luck fellows al/ck/ies

>>9790960
What the fuck is wrong with you, dude? I get the NEET aspect of it but I’d just be crazy dude living in the woods, why on earth would you want to subject anyone (let alone your offspring) to that?
Also
>medical care

>>9790963
You can do it anon, samurai Hitler has your back.

>>9790971
It looks great. I’d much rather build stuff all day than sit hung over in an office. Plus I’d have forests of illegal weed, and a team of 18 year and 1 day old concubines.

>>9790963
if you aren't going through withdrawals be thankful
if you haven't stopped before this one should be pretty easy

>>9790986
Id like to do this in rural Asia, because reasons.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=tCWzsqLaDGg

Has your doctor told you to cut back on drinking yet?

>>9791032
She didn’t directly, but she did say that I’m going to die within 10 years if I don’t sober up. Challenge accepted I guess.

>>9791032
Yes, I was thrown in rehab and was given valium by a nurse every day to taper off so I wouldn't die.

I'm out now and drinking again but not as heavily. The rehab service is free in my country so if it gets bad I'll just go back. They have free tea and biscuits too.

>>9791032
I don’t have a primary care provider at the moment, I moved almost a year ago. I don’t like it here and I think I’ll move back because of friends so I’ll seek one when I get back.
I’ve fucked myself up and seen specialists (muscular), but I definitely lied on my paperwork because they were there to look at other shit and I didn’t want to cause a ruckus.

>>9790835
yeah, about six months ago i tapered down and ended up completely for about three weeks. the first sober week was rough but i felt great after that. then i slowly fell off the wagon and i'm back to 8-10 high ABV beers a night again. i'm not as far gone as some people here, but its not a good path i'm on.

>>9790949
So this is a definite “no”, and everyone gets their calories from liquor? I’ve gone 3 days without food just drinking vodka/water before so I’m not too surprised.
Still haven’t gotten the nerve to get out of bed yet.

>>9791031
milk truk just arrive

>>9790949
I made some cookies this weekend

The incurably unhappy and unstable have a particularly strong infecting power because their characters and emotions are so intense. They often present themselves as victims, making it difficult at first to see their miseries as self-inflicted. Before you realize the nature of their problems you have been infected by them.

>>9790949
i cook one or 2 decent meals a week. on friday i jad a nice ribeye with some broccoli and roast potatoes. made a big pot of chili and a spatchcocked chicken with root veggies a few weeks bag.

im a beer alc and only minor league drunk during the week so i have a little more functionality some days

>>9791073
im going to cook some chicken breast up in about an hour, eat it with rice or some shit

>>9791070
I used to drink 6 of these a night when I had things under control. Now it's more like 12 and a bottle or so of red wine. Creeps up on ya.

>>9791109
I’d go with the rice.

>>9791073
I only eat before I'm about to throw up. Usually a frozen pizza or something. If it's been a good payday I'll order some takeaway and get it delivered by a pajeet.

>>9791093
I appreciate you recognizing that you’re minor league. I couldn’t even make this soup if I went sober, and I know it. It requires half a bottle of wine.
>>9791109
Chicken and rice should never be shit on. Spicy chicken/ rice is phenomenal, and cooked chicken breast with cooked rice and a can of cream of chicken soup poured over (then baked) it w/ some pepper/cheese is GOAT comfort food.

>>9791126
I’m hankering for a particular takeaway but I’m really trying to resist and get my cooking shit together. I want it so fuggin bad and it would be super easy, but monies :,(

How does al/ck/ chase? I drink vodka and water.
>tiny sip of water (don’t swallow)
>1.5-2 oz sip of vodka
>gulp of water
When I see people take a shot without a sip of their chaser first it makes me disgusted. That’s something that highschool kids do.

are there any symptoms that lead up to your liver shitting out?

beyond the occasional oily shit after a rough weekend and mild wd's nothing yet but im worried.

what does your shit look like a/ck/?

mine arent diarrhea but theyre very loose and stringy. kind of satisfying shits desu.

>>9791203
If I forget to take fiber supplements they are explosive and watery.

>>9791200
itching, jaundice, shitting/puking nothing but bile, abdominal swelling, unexplained pain in your right side

>>9791192
using a chaser at all is something high school kids do, gaylord, does the icky alcohol make ur tongue sad?

>>9791200
yeah, liver pain. also nausea, jaundice, etc. lots of info out there.

>>9790960
https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=1&v=ZsWtkggSUQ4&t=4m12s (&t=4m12s)
I heard "I'm really looking forward to death."
I think I might have a problem.

>>9791200
I thought oily shits were the pancreas.
It's the warning sign, it's already damaged, possibly beyond repair.

I have spent all the money I was saving for christmas presents on alcohol

>>9791270
im on the verge of doing the same thing

>>9791260
that maybe happened twice, my shits are normally fine.

>>9791260
>4m12s
I can never get past 2:23

chicken turned out good

>>9791441
Gud. I’m glad you made it m80.
I didn’t want to cook in the first place, gf bought packaged gruyere and insisted it is shredded. I don’t habe a cheese grater so I just abandoned the concept and ordered teriyaki chicken and hot wings. Tonight I am victorious.
She is gonna buy a grater tomorrow. I’ll post results if need be.
Sobered up, gonna listen to garbage rap and go pick up food I didn’t have to cook.

>>9789619
that's retarded. you're retarded

How do I know if I am a sociopath?

>>9791476
>t. Babby's first alcohol

>>9791495
the fuck does it have to do with me? i can't even hold down a minimum wage job for more than three months. gatekeeping alcoholism is retarded. some people drink their lives away on inheritances, others start hitting the bottle hard once they're into their careers. alcohol and hard drugs are very accepted in some industries. the notion that you can be too wealthy to be an alcoholic is utter nonsense.

well now that im all done withdrawing and am actually eating again, the temptation to go pick up some beer or liquor is there
fug

>>9791524
I distract myself with games that play on my dopamine receptors. Diablo 3 is good for that, if you like playing videogames.

>https://www.mdcalc.com/ciwa-ar-alcohol-withdrawal

whats your high score a/ck/? i was at a 9 to 11 today

>>9791609
i only ever really get the nausea

>>9791609
Landed with a cool 32.

>>9791489
I'm not sure. If you enjoy manipulating people and watching others suffer for your own self gain?

>>9791631
i rarely get nausea, if i do its from the headache but after a few consequitive days of drinking the big thing is sweating and crushing anxiety. if i take a break from drinking and go back the next day is a brutal hangover but as time goes it turns into wd and less hangover

>>9791653
which one was the highest category, for me its anxiety and sweats

>>9791664
Sweating is a huge problem when I wd. Every morning I wake up literally drenched in sweat. And maybe it's the type of anti-antiperspirant I use but during the day my hands sweat like crazy. Fucking sucks at work (corporate) because of all the daily wank job handshakes that go around.

>>9791674
Sweats baby. Mild anxiety but I am on medication for that.

>>9791684
fucking hate that man. i dont sweat that bad, also have a semi corp job so when at my desk no real issue but if i have to go up the stairs or exert myself the sweats kick in.

>>9790841
nice going

only had two glasses of wine with dinner last night, went to bed before twelve and slept for at least 9 hours, only woke up once or twice early in the morning, felt horribly tired all day

why

Wew, looks like I'm on my way down to the bottom again. Cracked open, and finished a pint of vodka this morning with a few beers. About to start on my liter bottle.

>>9790020
I actually came here because I started feeling the itch again and wanted to remind myself why I shouldn't

10 days sober. Got over my irrational fear of sober sex. I thought i would cum too quick but it was some of the best sex I've ever had. Funny enough, an imaginary prejaculating problem was why i started abusing alcohol in the first place. Don't plan on drinking again any time soon.

>>9791115
Ayyyyy
Bloody good drop tho, I've cut back to smashing Sparkling long necks now that it's getting hotter

>>9791834
Happy for you anon.

I have a similar thing. First time I had sex without a condom I came in like 30 seconds. I knew if I was drunk I would last for ages so I tied one on everytime before sex. Good sober sex is something I miss.

>>9791609
I'm not sure how to rate the severity of my hallucinations. But my last withdrawal must have been 40-50. I forgot to eat for a while and my stomach got too sensitive to hold down any liquid so I was forced into stopping. I must have puked 100 times in 3 days. Even a sip of water caused it. I was cutting tops off my empty 1.75 liter bottles to throw up in. It was pretty grim. The fear I was more accustomed to.

>>9791524
I have no desire after how hell mine just were. They're normally bad, but holy fuck I thought I was going to die.

>>9790348
15 is my favorite. has that nice spice to it.

>>9791674
>>9791684
Sweating is bad for me too, but it often switches from hot sweats to cold sweats, so I'm constantly removing and putting clothes/blankets back on. It's annoying as all fuck.

>>9791874
yeah mine were hell too and lasted like 4 days but for some reason i can't really help it

>>9789619
What if I'm born a billionaire or inherited millions? I could drink hundreds euros worth of booze daily until I die a centenarian. Can't I afford fancy looking glasses made by Chinese children paid 1$ per day?

>>9791489
See a doc. Only legit way to have a medical diagnostic.

>>9791609
26 points for one of the time I went to the emergencies, or whatever you call it.
Strangely I sweat a lot during mild or barely withdrawals, but don't remember sweating more during stronger WD.
The shakes are the worst for me. But I think another drug fucked with my brain at one point of my alcoholism, it gave me some sort of convulsion, idk what they're called, but it wasn't the withdrawals shakes.

>>9791968
>it gave me some sort of convulsion, idk what they're called, but it wasn't the withdrawals shakes.
seizure?

>>9789662
Needin' to dry out. What do you mean?

>>9791844
It's either coopers stout or you're getting knocked the fuck out.

Based coopers. I work for CUB in one of their factories, can get free beer sometimes, but their product is piss water homie.

>>9791980
No, I was conscious. The drug was supposed to help with social anxiety, I had some of the "very rare side effects" that are scary as fuck when you read them.

>Was out today
>trying to go have a good time
>was so paranoid and anxious
>obvious withdraw symptom
>oh my god my skin is turning yellow
>my skin is itchy
>was the scar there before?
>trippin straight up
>relax after a while
>pop a xan
>doesnt work as hard since alcoholic
>still chill a bit
>laughs and good times
>feeling like shit with the quality of life
>kidneys still hurt
>might go to the doctor tomorrow
>trying to get a job
>shit is pretty much falling apart in life
>doing my best to salvage it
>ex is making me feel like shit realizing shes treating her current way better than she treated me ever
>bitches follow the money
>want to drink while xan is still in my system
>really dont want liver damage
>chillin on skype with my bros
>want to exercise and get more good feelings
>way too tired
>feel like i might die in my sleep
>feeling miserable overall

how much longer can i pretend to be happy?

>>9792055
It gets better over time. Sounds gay as fuck but it's true. I'm a drunk now but when I quit for 6 months I initially couldn't see an end to the pain and torment of living, but I got there eventually. I kept myself busy and tried to improve myself.

Then it becomes up to you if you want to repeat the cycle.

>>9790788
How can you tell if you have the drunk BO?

>>9792084
i never want to drink as much as i have this past week. it wasnt fun, except for all the writing i got done, but the potential for bodily damage isnt worth it.

Does anyone have experience with Naltrexone? I find some brands to be better than others, although this could be placebo. However when it works it's fucking amazing, I can't even finish a single beer and I have zero cravings.

>>9792089
If you're an alcohol and you think you don't have BO, you have BO.

>>9790949
Felt "inspiration" to go to local AA
Got panicky and went to liquor store
cooked meatloaf and making quesadillas as penance. Took three times longer than it should've

6 days sober down the drain polishing off beers with my al/ck/ buddy

Any scotch snobs on here?

If so, you better be drinking your single malt neat, you fucking homos.

>>9792178

7 days sober. Down the drain and rewarded muyself with a bottle of scotch. Fuck it I saved money.

Any advice/article ya'll'd recommend for detoxing at home?

>>9791203
Used to be pure liquid in my harder days. Now that I've tapered down and changed my diet a good bit I get nice soft sausages coming out of my bum with an occasional stringy one once or twice a week.

I've always found going to the dentist to be a good way to calm anxiety and sweats.

>>9790960
I have this about 2km off the road by the coast. Very cozy in a cold canadian winter with the wood stove roaring and a few drinks.

and there goes 4 or 5 days of sobriety
some good ol rye and coke

>>9792181

Details, my man. What did you have? How did you drink it?

>>9791203
white and puffy

>>9792055
>>9792097

Your name isn't Chris and you aren't from Texas by chance are you?

For some reason, I seem to be more productive when I'm drunk than when I'm not. Why is that?

>>9792183
Depends how far gone you are. When I had a daily nurse providing a home detox it was just reducing the amount I drank per day. Went from 100%, to 80% [...] 15%, 5%, 2%, 0%.

If you are a heavy drinker I would get help from thanks doc. Don't want to die like a bitch when you're coming off the hooch.

over a litre of vodka last night in about 7 hours

I think I'm reaching a new low, and the hangover isn't even that bad

Does anyone ever get upper to middle back pain from their drinking? I had my blood tested for my kidneys and they came back fine, so I can't imagine what it is now.

>>9792467
no not me

>>9792559
just muscle pains. get another kidney and liver test in a few weeks after alcohol cessation.

>>9789591
I'll be sober one year tomorrow.

I dunno what the point of it all is, but life has never been better.

Literally.

>>9792598
>life has never been better.
i was sober for about 5 months
life was great

Anyone else wake up drenched in sweat for no obvious reason? Clothes and mattress are soaked, yet I’m absolutely freezing to death.
6am is shit.

>>9792615
Keep at it, it's never too late.

Ask for help.

>>9792629
>>9791684

>>9792629
>no obvious reason
nah theres a reason

>>9790103
I literally don't buy liquor for this reason. Whether it's a fifth or a handle, doesn't matter, it's not going to last longer than 2 days, and once I sober up after getting that drunk it's a complete nightmare.
When I drink liquor, I drink it in bars because the cost forces me to stop.

>>9792662
how much of a handle do you drink in that two days? how many hours does it usually take to black out? when you drank at home i mean.

>>9790595
I've never had a gf in my life and I'm 28. Used to care about it a lot. Kind of had a breakdown about it for the last 2 years and I don't care really anymore. I can't envision it happening in the future. It's a weird fucked up feeling that part of me knows I shouldn't be having, but that's just how it is.
I just live day by day and am thankful that I still have any friends at all.

>>9792682
I don't black out. Only partially if ever at all, like a brown out. I just always remember everything
I drink most of the handle in 2 days, and on the third morning there isn't enough left to take any effect and I'll be a nervous wreck to the point of not being able to leave the house. I was only saved last time because my mom came to visit with a bottle of wine. I can't imagine what it would have been like to go out in public in the state I was in, but the horrifying part is that I would have been forced to in order to get a drink otherwise.

Does anyone else have fucked up teeth? I haven't been to a dentist in over a decade and that, combined with my teeth/bite being relatively bad since childhood, and spending so many of my nights passing out instead of properly going to bed, and now I have two broken molars.

I'm hoping the money I'll save getting off the sauce will help with the disastrous costs dental work will involve. Or I could just drink myself to death before they all fall out.

How to deal with the acid reflux? I cant drink heavy multiple days in a row because my stomach feels like it's eating itself

>>9792720
My teeth are fucked with cavities, but they always have been. I've never had good enamel. They are straight and pretty white otherwise.

Recommendations for things to mix with cheap vodka? I'm a poorfag, so getting anything fancy is out of the question. Also the less complex the better. I know the obvious stuff like soda or energy drinks. Any other types of juice except orange?

>>9789894
i hope you make it anon

>>9792822
cranberry juice 100%

been drinking vodka with mixers for a few years and just tried it for the first time yesterday, it's fucking amazing mixer and cheap

>>9789624
It is. Keep at it.

>I'm strictly a heavy drinker
>don't care much for drugs
>immediate family addicted to meth
>fucking always end up doing some when I'm drinking around them, never when I'm sober
>they tempted me into doing a big line last night after a few beers
>had one hr sleep before 8hr shift
>still cant sleep after exhausting day of work
>drink half a bottle of Bailey's hoping to finally knock out
>vomit it all up
>try smoking weed for rest
>only increases my already frantic heart beat

Fucking kill me guys. I hate being white trash.

>>9792945
If it's any consolidation I was dating this girl once as a close to full raging alcohol. She had some gear at hers and because I was a raging faggot that didn't know anything about drugs (at the time) I joined in.

Next thing you know after a three day 'crack' binge, being the sensible guy that I am, I decide that enough is enough and I should probably get round to feeding my cat.

Suddenly cravings stronger than the sun kick in and it was absolute fucking torture to get through. I then realized I had been smoking meth for three days, not cocaine (crack = meth in Australia, and like I said I was an innocent raging faggot).

So, months go buy. I'm still not my "full self" and I realize I probably never will be again so I start drinking a lot. Like 30-40 standard drinks a day to cope with meth cravings and just to knock myself the fuck out. Came to a point where I thought of killing myself and my cat so I went to the doc, got put on some meds, and then finally two years later I feel like myself again.

The catch is that even though I no longer crave meth like it's the air I breathe, I am now a full blown alcohol due to the amounts of booze I drank to forget how retarded I was. My cat is fine though.

>>9792724
Don't drink heavy multiple days in a row :)

>>9792988
I am sorry to hear that dude. I am lucky to never feel stimulant cravings. Only alcohol.
Same here though, since being goaded into it time and time again, at least twice a year, i feel like a completely different person.
That stuff rips the soul right out of you whether you like the buzz or not.

What can you guys tell me about vodka? I generally have a glass or two a night, but all I can afford (at the level I currently drink) is buying handles of aristocrat. I'd like to buy some better stuff, and drink less, what vodka is good on it's own? I only drink it neat or on the rocks. I found Grey Goose to be nice, but overpriced, and zubrowka to be pretty solid, but I have no real way of just drinking my way through upper shelf vodka until I find something I like, I'm far too poor. If I can narrow it down to five-ish vodkas I'll buy a fifth of each and see how it goes.


>>9792988
If this story wasn't enough, really don't fucking do hard drugs. If you want to snort coke at a party, fine, but stay the fuck away from meth, heroin, etc.

>>9793036
Drank halfa handle of aristocrat a day for six months.
Developed a ton of ulcers. Don't overdo it with bottom shelf stuff.

>friends want to play vidya but I've been sober for a week now
>feel like I suck unless I'm drunk
>urge to drink rising but I'm trying to remain sober

>>9792988
Three days of smoking meth messed you up for two years? wat

>>9790715
Look for local unique stuff like blackberry wines or other fruits from a local winery.
I live in Indiana and a bottle of wine from Brown county distillery canl go for 7 or 8 bucks at the local store for some blackberry wine.

>Just once should be fine

How much ethanol is there in a “standard drink”? Google says 14 ounces. Well great. What fucklord chose that? Can’t someone just tell me what America uses to work out, at a glance crucially- no fucking sums; how much ethanol you’re putting away?
Why FOURTEEN ounces ffs btw? Why not a round number? Fuck the crafty who-knows-who’s who make this shit indecipherable

>>9790789
>get drunk
>pass out somewhere
>wake up after 14 hours of dreamless sleep
>feels like you died briefly and came back to life

>>9793355
Jesus Christ if he didn't die he either suffered from some brain damage or bad injuries. People are retards.

>>9793418
There were 2. 1 died. Gotta be a bad way to go, falling down a mountain in a bubble of blended friend.

>>9791995

Rhabdomyolysis. You sweat, salivate and piss out your dying cells.

>>9793426
I didn't even notice there were two. How could anyone think that was a good idea.

I don't think that coke was just coke

>>9793493
Very rarely is

>>9793493
Godspeed anon

>>9793510
Fucking ass god knows I need it at this point

Not in acute WD, but just woke to realise I’ve got no weed left. Going to see whether I can stay sober today. Been a while.
>send help

>>9792183
See a doc, ask for a outpatient rehab.

>>9792629
>no obvious reason
Alcoholism, withdrawals.

>>9792822
Water.

>>9793355
>Realistic depiction of alcoholism

>>9793378
Isn't 14 a round number in Freedom units?

>tfw I'm probably going to be homeless in February
>tfw I only have about 40 bucks a month to live on now
It's suffering.

>wake up at 4:00 am shaky, sweaty, and restless
>can’t go back to sleep for the life of me
>realize it’s becasue I got baked and ate a burger, wings, and enough Chinese food for two people and went to bed early
>too many hours without the juice
>one drink and it all goes away
It just sucks that I got torn from my peaceful sleep so early. It was cool to gorge, though. Haven’t eaten like that in weeks.

>>9793766
Serves you right for not being born into money. You disgust me.

>>9793766
Go get a shitty dishwashing job and power through this, I believe in you anon.
Unless it’s because your parents are kicking you out and you have to learn how to adult all at once with this blight, then you’re fucked.

>>9793774
Nah, I'm 28 and jobless right now on income support. Its literally barely enough to pay my bills. I'm a depressed, anxious lonely recovering alcoholic and all I want to do is drink the pain away but I can't even afford to do that. I barely even have any food in my apartment.

It's one of those times where you just really want to give up but you know you're for sure fucked if iu do. Also I've applied nearly everywhere around me for even a damn part time job, something, anything. No one really hires much in the winters. My rent goes up in February too which I wont be able to afford.

I dunno anymore man. The sleepless nights aren't even about alcohol anymore, just constant worry and anxiety.

/blog

>>9793790
Are you a burger like me, or nah? Where I’m from it’s hard to go wrong with food service/ you can always check craigslist drunk as fuck every day. Just food for thought, don’t abandon hope anon.

>>9793790
Also it’s pretty comfy if you find a real restaurant to wash at because they don’t open until 5:00 or later, you can look like a good dude and claim “open availability”, but never have to worry about showing up before 4:30.

>>9793832
I'm Canadian in one of the shittiest cities ever. Considering a food bank that's here tomorrow.

>>9793837
I'd actually enjoy working as a dishwasher. I weirdly enoy like doing where is wash the dishes at other people's houses and past restaurant jobs. Just kind of relaxing for whatever reason.

Christ give me strength. Normiespawn is so clueless
>>>/b/752975870

it's my bday today brehs

>kid says yayyyy happy bday!! what do you want for a present??
>tell her in sugar coated terms I want to be left the fuck alone and not bothered
>beer number 3 popped already

All I want is to drink in peace and not be bothered. Work, especially, can fuck off. I'm not getting paid to be on call faggots, stop fucking calling me at home on my day off.

>>9793899
fuck off

>>9793915
what work do you do?

>>9793920
No.
Guess that shits on your bonfire, eh?

>>9793934

medical lab tech

GLOM

>>9793769
Still awake. I can’t drink fast enough to get tired and in an hour and a half I have to feed/ let my doggo out and then wake up my gf for work.
>I’m being plagued by constant shitty thoughts about how I have to Christmas shop for people/family
>dreading tapering/ or staying sober long enough for the drive home to them
>can’t drink fast enough to actually get drunk for some reason

>>9793899
>making reddit question threads about your bender like you're some rare type of astronaut with interesting shit to say

>>9794028
It’s not my post. Kindly take the angst elsewhere.

>>9794046
Not him but it was straight up retarded if you to post that fake badass cancer here. Let’s get back to the regularly scheduled misery.

>>9794052
^

It’s 8:51 AM I want to get beer I told myself I wouldn’t get beer for a while but i know I’m going to get beer

>>9794046
kindly take your shitty /b/ threads elsewhere

trying to get sober again
mostly out of the shame of feeling so useless as opposed to my actual health

>>9790960
I wanted to do this for a while when I was younger. Sounds nice in your head but in reality it fucking sucks.

>>9794052
How come? It’s interesting seeing a normie persoective. I really don’t see why it’s s big deal.
>>9794073
Stop whining or ill link al/ck/ there, then you will be fucked.

>still living at home
>get a case of beer
>mother sees said case of beer
>I hope you’re not going to drink all of that tonight anon
>I don’t know what to say so I half chuckle

>>9794124
>she knows

I am just trying to hold out, being sober, up until christmas. Then I'll have delicious food I can drink with.

I have 3 cases of danish malt liquor and two vodkas just sitting there.

Will milk thistle lower my LFTs?

Didn't drink for about a month, on Friday I went to a bar to watch a game with a coworker, we got pretty smashed and then continued a little the next day. Didn't even do anything stupid and got a few girls' numbers but the problem is that whenever I drink now I just feel completely empty for days, doesn't matter how much I drink, I just feel sleepy and tired and anxious like I've done something I should regret even if I didn't. This fucking sucks, I'm 23 and I've already went past the best drinking years and I can't drink without feeling like a piece of shit afterwards anymore. This fucking sucks because I honestly love alcohol and now Christmas is coming up and New Years and I won't be able to enjoy myself without ruining the first week of the new year for myself.

>>9793036
I feel like I won the lottery by just being alcoholic and not being addicted to heroin or anything else. Never touched anything else other than painkillers strictly in college and I couldn't get enough to become addicted.

>>9794189
You could quit while you're ahead. I went on raging that way and am 28 now. You still have time to do shit.

>>9794240
This. Its really not a road you want to continue down if you feel like it's a problem. If I could go back and kick my own was I would.

>>9794379
Yeah, you show that asshole who’s boss. Let’s both have sex with his gf too. That’ll lern im

>>9789673
"designing and building automatic stills" by Riku. I've seen it on torrent. He also has a free book on amphora society that is plenty good enough. Word of advice: don't build a pot still. VM or LM columns are so much better that it's not even funny.

how much would a ready built home still for vodka etc cost? surely you can order them online

>>9794120
pls no not the special army

First time not drinking tonight in about 10-12 days, sort of tapered off from the weekend but last night was awful, tossed and turned all night, couldn't sleep, sweating.

I think I'm over the hump of it though. I need some sober time. Gonna make a doc's appointment in a few weeks.

>>9794633
mmm imagine how good a drink would feel right now

>>9791877
Yeah, same, I really couldn't delineate too much of a difference between the 15 and the 18 really, certainly enough to warrant the extra cost. But perhaps my palate is just unrefined.

>>9789673
I wrote one about the one I made but I don't want to post it here because I don't want to feel like I've killed anyone

>>9794637
just kys

I came to /ck/ for this thread, and it was topping the page.

I'm not really an alcoholic, or drinking right now (just sipping on Ron Zacapa), but I love you guys and I feel alone right now.

>>9794637
you cant really enjoy alcohol after a certain point imo because you keep thinking about needing more.

also youre a dick

>>9794821
>>9794834
>a drink.... i need a drink... i want a drink... my thirst cant be quenched.... my throat is so dry....

>>9794720
Just think about all the misfortunes that happened, continue to happen and will happen to people in this thread. Going blind and getting severe poisonings will add to the list of those.

>>9794844
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIRtfIrNOZU

>>9794860
Watching them down that first pint
God dammit
They’re moments from laughs, faps, music, shitposting and feeling like a king. I has jelly.

>>9794889
this one's my favourite

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRbj1Q4tXNo

>>9792200
Looks comfy enough bra.

Anyone else get severely depressed when trying to quit?

>>9794923
Are there more of these with this guy?
Only have ever seen this convenience store one and the pub one was new to me.

>>9795036
Yes, that's completely normal.

>>9795036
I feel like I'm gonna fucking die when I try to quit if that's what you mean

>>9795063
I think there might be one more of the pub guys but I'm not sure. I love the depictions of alcoholism in M&W, the writers seem to have a solid understanding of it and kind of push the humour into a darker place than most shows

>>9795063
Just look for Mitchell and Webb on YouTube.
/biz/: https://youtube.com/watch?v=f5RrGFBbbSY

>>9791684
Get an alum block (deodorant crystal) and use it in your hands. Sweat glands clog right up, famalam.

>>9794124
I know that feel
>"anon come look at this"
>stagger to front room
>look at TV and some tramps drinking the same cider I do
>look at mum she shakes her head
>stagger back to room and carry on drinking
Or
>come home with 12 pints of 89p cider
>"anon your not going to drink that all tonight?"
>nervous laugh "no mum they are for the whole weekend
>3 in the morning rolls round and no cider left

>>9795139
Omega. Potent heartburn fuel. At least it’s better than Frosty Jacks. Shame it doesn’t have the little bit of extra punch that K has though.
Your mother is right, every tramp around here drinks the shit. I did so with them for about a year and a half.

>>9795139
>>9795165
How bad is that cider in comparison to our Amerilard swill? We have Steel Reserve and 4loko

>>9795165
Only one place round here does omega so when I go by I pick some up, frosty jacks is also difficult so I stick to white star or henry Weston's if I have money to burn

went and got another 40
wondering if theres a poing to it all

>>9795201
We have buckfast which sounds sort of like 4loko, "fortified" wine and a shed load of caffeine not sure on beers I stick to cider for my daily fruit intake

Any major downside to drinking like 4 beers once or twice a week? Mainly concerned about my liver recovery.

>>9795271
You'll be fine but you should cut down if that much worry's you, slippery slop and all that

>>9795252
how many drinks in a 40?

just buy vodka anon, saves trips to the shop

>>9795201
It’s utter filth. Exclusively scores the lowest possible in online reviews, tastes like death, gives you nightmarish heartburn and makes you feel generally poisoned. At ~4 units for a quid though, it’s an awesome safety net. 1 cheapish 70cl bottle of vodka, around 280ml of ethanol, costs around £13. The same amount in cheap cider would cost around £6.50. It’s because of some law protecting Brit cider makers from heavy taxation, I think.

>>9794860
mitchel & webb are /ourguys/ i think, these alcoholism sketches feel pretty inspired

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5gQ_rruDmc

>>9795271
Unless you have an extremely sensitive liver disposition that shouldn't do anything to you, once or twice a week.

>>9795271
You could probably drink that everyday and be fine.

Not suggesting you do that because when it becomes more regular it usually starts to get ramped up.

Anyone made it to around the ten day mark? I’m there now for like the third time in 3 years, and I can feel feels I’d completely forgotten having ever felt. I feel so much more creative and motivated, like I’m not stuck in a huge rut. Just got to fight the urge to celebrate, life I suspect has to be lived a slow-paced and torquey manner - not burned through at 1,000mph while constantly crashing.

>>9795424
2 weeks of sobriety made me realise why I turned to alcohol in the first place

Life isn't worth living sober

>>9794923
Mine:
https://youtube.com/watch?v=aHze0SqB5Zg

>>9795512
>Life isn't worth living sober
this

Which will fuck my kidneys first? The daily energy drinks before/during work or the daily alcohol post-work? Guess i should be worried about my heart too. I'm on a stimulant for ADD and i'm borderline high blood pressure. And my throat from the daily acid reflux. Hope i dont develop barret's

>>9795534

Would you stop drinking for £10,000,000? Enough to never work again, go on exotic holidays, eat nothing but the finest foods, sail a yacht full of teenage vaginas, drive a Bentley and rent a 1 bed flat in London for life? Surely PAWS wouldn’t stand a chance if your quality of life suddenly rocketed?

>>9795753
yes I would, and I'd spend it all on high quality cocaine instead

>>9795036
Moody too

i threw 5 days away for a bit of rye so id like to say yes but id be throwing up over the side the boat by day 2

>>9795768
>Moody too
Oh God this. It's like every little goddamn thing irritates me or causes mood swings. I hate it.

>>9795753
I doubt material goods could make me happy, I'd just be sitting on yacht / in an expensive car / in an expensive restaurant depressed as fuck but sober. No thanks. I have a nice bed, I have enough to cook myself some decent food, buy some decent booze, that's enough for me.

>>9795758
10m doesn’t go far on high purity coke
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2357844/Lotto-lout-Michael-Carroll-takes-204-week-job-biscuit-factory-squandering-10m-jackpot.html

>>9795793
It’s about future security for me. Not having to work would be amazing. Anxiety/money/career drives me to drink all the time.

>>9795810
I'll be honest, I live off of NEETbux so I don't really have any room to talk. I spend around 450-500 a month and give whatever surplus I have to a soup kitchen I have an arrangement with. With turning this into a ridiculously long blog, I've been around around the block in terms of luxury, I never cared about any of it, all I have is all I want. It's a weird way to live I guess, I'm not happy but it's fine.

>>9795845
Are NEETs guaranteed bucks though? Isn’t there a time limit or something on how long you can receive them?

>>9795854
It's not technically proper NEETbux, that's just the easiest way to describe it. I'm a schizophrenic, so I effectively have them forever. They have to do evaluations over a certain period if you don't have a physical disability (like being blind, or missing an arm) but they adjust the spacing between the evaluations based on severity, and I'm sitting at the longest (5 years) so I think I'm good. Unless I wake up one day and I'm not a schizo anymore, which would be totally worth it anyway, so either way I'm fine. And honestly if the government just one day decided they were done with disability payments I'm not going to be super broken up about it.

>>9795898
disability allowance definitely is proper NEETbux

how much would you need to drink regularly to experience WDs without having a history of going sober/relapsing

>>9795947
Loads. I only got hangovers for years of daily drinking.

>>9794189
Try other drugs.
For some time you kind of have the same feel with them, although the intoxication is different. Otherwise keep yourself sober.

>>9795934
I would call NEETbux just unemployment benefits, I thought that's what was being referenced here >>9795854 which is correct, you generally can't just receive money for being unemployed indefinitely.

>>9795993
depends on where you live but I think welfare is pretty much unlimited. It's not enough to live off of but here in BC it's like $710 a month. It's different than unemployment insurance, which is finite but it's something like 70% of your former income.

both are NEETbux but different in their own ways

booker's or baker's ?
leaning towards baker's but maybe I haven't got the right dillution down for booker's.

Remember previous thread? A few guys said their drinking problem gave them high libido... How about you?

>>9796155
that's not how alcohol works

>>9795208
Westons over 8% is great, but they’re massively too expensive. How much did you pay, and how many units per bottle?
Years ago all I’d drink was this, also by Weston’s
https://www.tesco.com/groceries/en-GB/products/260343271
A box before bed and I’d pass out. Only 18 units/180ml ethanol, but they’re only £7, and it’s proper cider which you can actually enjoy. Just pressed, organic apples fermented in wood barrels, uncarbonated. Smoky as hell, very dry but fruity, and Jesus fucking Christ your health will thank you for drinking only that instead of ‘white’ ciders. In fact I may buy a box to use as a mixer for vodka.

>>9796144
I had the same discussion with my family, we started off with a blind taste test, and then drank them throughout the weekend. Baker's won by general consensus, and it's definitely my favourite, but Booker's is certainly good. I generally go quite light with the water when I drink Booker's, but that is about as subjective as anything can get, there is no right way to do it.

>>9796162
I know how it works believe you me. I ment this:

>>9784191

>>9795753
Yes, but I only have one or two drinks at most these days because my body can't handle more any more.

I'd use the money to have a cabin built in the woods and tell everyone to fuck off though, luxuries and pussies are for kids and cities are shit.

I can only really converse with this girl I'm becoming involved with when I've been drinking. Feels bad man, she doesn't deserve this

I've been drinking loads of beer but it is making me bloat and piss like there is no tomorrow. I like mixed drinks but neat liquor makes me gag and I can barely do shots. How can I take my drinking to the next level to where I can drink hard liquor straight? I'm infusing some bourbon with apples and cinnamon right now, but that doesn't really count.

>>9796385
Probably just stop now, you big nancy.

>>9796413
I keep telling myself that's the best option but then I wonder what I'm going to do at night, and the answer sure isn't "be sober"

>>9796378
Yeah I feel really boring when talking to grils sober. I put it down to the fact that it’s true.

SHIT WHERE IS EVERYONE!??!?!!

>>9796432
probably passed out. Not me though. my kidneys still hurt to drink anything.

PORT WINE WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE?

>>9796385
Keep drinking neat and keep gagging. The gagging eventually stops.

>>9796235
>for kids
Yeah I’m sure this kind of thing wouldn’t interest you at all

>>9796432
>>9796434
For some reason these threads really thrive during the day, but they die at night when I’m drinking alone. I live in a reasonable time zone, so I’m not sure what is up with that.

>>9796553
ywn be a nubile 16 year old girl

>>9794022
>in an hour and a half I have to feed/ let my doggo out and then wake up my gf for work.
>I’m being plagued by constant shitty thoughts about how I have to Christmas shop for people/family

this is the most normalfag post ive ever seen

>>9796579
Get fucked, dude.

>>9796592
feel free to raw dog your girlfriend then post on facebook and reddit via bluetooth how much of a bother it is to not know how to spend your money on Christmas gifts you tremendous fucking normalfaggot

>>9796639
Nah, I’m good. I’m too busy fighting wds and worrying that I’m ruining her life as well as mine.
You’re being a real sigourney weaver to those of us who are trying to get our shit back together.

>>9796639

>>9796666
>people arent treating me like a special snowflake in a thread full of bitter angry alcoholics and degenerates
kek

>>9796639
>>>/r9k/

new thread when boys

Not it

fuck you lazy bastards
makin me get off the couch for this shit
>>9796969